ONLY TIME WILL TELL
by TB's LMC
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A tiny snippet caught running
through Tin-Tin's mind.
It was
easy to do when no one else was there. Easy to cast sidelong
glances, unnoticed and unanswered. Easy for eyes to rove
places they shouldn't be looking. Easy to study the brow
furrowed in concentration, the lips pursed in thought, the
eyes focused on a single, tiny chip buried deep inside an
equally tiny microchip. Life was always easy when it was lived
in your mind.
Because in
your mind anything could and usually did happen. In your mind
the two of you were standing just as you are now, but instead
of looking up, blinking and appearing not to notice your
stare, he would look up, blink and ask, "What are you thinking
about?"
And you
would say, a little too quickly, "Just trying to figure out
what's wrong with the chip."
He would
reply with a look that seemed all-knowing. "Y-You don't appear
to be thinking about a microchip i-if the blush creeping up
your neck i-is any indication."
You would
feel it burn as it went clear to your forehead and beyond,
hidden by your hair. "You're right," you'd say. "I wasn't
thinking about the chip."
And even
though in the real world you were never one to say more than
two words about what you were really feeling and thinking,
here in the world inside your mind you're always able to say
what you want because there are never negative repercussions.
"Then, ah,
what were you thinking about?"
"You."
And he
would smile and nod and turn off the microscope light, lay the
tiny instruments on the table and run a hand through his short
brown hair. "I-It must be going around."
You would
smile in return, knowing what he meant and longing to feel the
lips he'd suddenly run his tongue over, lips that were now
glistening as brightly as the mischievous look coming from his
eyes.
Without a
word the two of you would walk up the stairs to the smallish
room he used for his bedroom most of the time, regardless of
the fact that he had a suite as big as yours up in the villa.
You would step in, hands clammy with nervousness as he closed
and locked the door behind you. There would be no light. There
would be no sound save that of the ticking of his
old-fashioned mantle clock.
"Brains?"
you would whisper, heart pounding through your chest.
Then you
would feel a hand pressing over that heart and before you knew
it, his lips would be on yours.
But then
the real world comes crashing down around you as the klaxon
blares. Somewhere, someone needs the help of International
Rescue, and for the moment your frequent daytime…and nighttime…fantasy
must be squirreled away. But not before your eyes catch his
and he gives you the same small smile you got from him in your
mind.
You race
for the elevator with him by your side matching you stride for
stride. You step in and the door slides shut as he presses the
button that will take you to the main floor and deposit you in
the hall outside the lounge. He takes one step closer and your
arms are touching. He's a little shorter, but not by much.
You look
over at him and he looks back. And you wonder if, upon your
return from saving the lives of strangers, this relative
stranger might not just become more familiar than a shadow in
your dreams. Only time will tell, you know as the elevator
door swishes open. Only time will tell. |