THE WAY HE MOVES
by TB's LMC
RATED FRC |
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Artistic beauty
and grace fill this vision of a Tracy. Get caught up in the
way he moves.
I've seen
him do it a thousand times. I've seen him
stroke...move...sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly. I've seen
him imagine it to be anyone he wants it to be. I've seen his
heart take over, guiding his hands along their predestined
path. I've seen his instinct take over, almost forcing him to
do things he might not otherwise do.
We've all
seen him do it, I must admit. It has never been for my eyes
alone. But the way his hands move as though experts in their
quest, like when he caresses the ivory keys on his beloved
piano. I can't help but be mesmerized by every twitch, every
pause, every loving look he casts its way.
Sometimes
he'll do it on the beach, where the wind whips through his
chestnut hair and the waves lap softly on the sandy shore.
Sometimes he'll do it in the silence of the seldom-used
roundhouse, savoring the solitude, using it to guide him, to
move him until one of us interrupts. Sometimes he'll do it
locked away in his rooms, out of sight of the rest of the
family, as perhaps it should be.
But it is
times like these, times when he doesn't know anyone's
watching, times he thinks he's stolen away from the
world...it's times like these when he is at his most perfect.
He is unaware of my presence, unaware of his essence being
inhaled like a soft summer breeze. Unaware that with every
movement he is drowning me in all that he is, all that he
feels.
This is
when you can see inside to his soul. This is when you look not
upon the man who puts his life in danger for those he does not
know, but upon the man beneath the exterior, the man who loves
so hard and so fierce it threatens at times to swallow him
whole.
This is
when you come to know Virgil.
Just when
I think I can no longer bear the sight of him moving so
beautifully, just when I think I might be blinded by the
almost ethereal glow surrounding his body...just when I fear I
may never breathe again...he is finished.
It is
complete. He has toiled long and hard, working to ease the
tension within him, to let everything go, let his cares fall
away to do this thing he needs so much. And with that final
advance upon his target he backs away, revealing himself to
me...within those golden-brown eyes...revealing that which
lies inside his mind.
It is the
most beautiful thing I have ever seen. Ageless and timeless,
it captures all that he is, all that he knows. It captures
perfection. It is perfection. At this moment, it almost
rivals the flawlessness that is Virgil.
It is then
he realizes I am there. Standing behind him, spying on him,
wrongfully intruding upon his private world...I stand ashamed.
But to my surprise, he smiles.
"How long
have you been watching?"
"Long
enough," I reply, my voice a near-whisper.
"What did
you think?" I open my mouth, but my voice refuses to work. He
moves to stand next to me and turns to face what is left
behind. "Do you like it?"
"Very
much. It's...perfect. So...real."
"I hope
so," he says. "Let's go. We have to let it dry."
Placing an
arm around my shoulders, he turns me and we begin walking
toward the steps that will lead us down from the roof of the
villa. I cannot help but look back once more to that magical
place where he stood not moments before, a place where I saw a
true magician at work. And I think to myself...
That is
the most beautiful portrait I have ever seen.
I am still
caught in the moment, the moment where I was able to wrap my
mind around his artistic genius. The moment I was able to
simply enjoy the way he moves. |