A QUIET YEAR
by PURUPUSS
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Chapter 20: A Quiet
Respite
“Good
morning, Virgil,” Mr Millington, the neurologist in charge of
Gordon’s care, smiled at the young man on the videophone’s
screen. “What can I do for you?”
“I... ah…”
Virgil hesitated. “Have you had a chance to talk to Gordon’s
counsellor yet?”
Mr
Millington’s smile slipped slightly. “No. Not yet. I've only
been back at work twenty minutes. Why?”
Virgil
hesitated again. Over the past few hours since Gordon had
assured him that he would drop all thoughts of committing
suicide, doubts had been surfacing again. “I thought you
should be aware of something…”
“Yes?”
“The
Sunday after you left for your conference, Gordon and I were
talking. Father had gone for a walk, Grandma was taking the
Baileys home and Scott and John had gone to make some
recordings for Gordon. So it was just the two of us…” Virgil
paused a third time. He hated saying this. He felt like he was
betraying a confidence, while at the same time aware that it
wasn’t something to be ignored. “Gordon told me he wanted to
commit suicide.”
There was
no change in Mr Millington’s demeanour. “And you tried to
dissuade him?”
“Yes. He
asked me for my help and I told him I couldn’t.”
“Have you
spoken of this to anyone else?”
“Only
Gordon’s counsellor.” Virgil said, deciding that it wasn’t
necessary to mention the Crumps.
“No-one in
your family?”
“No.
They’re stressed enough as it is, I didn’t want to burden them
any more.”
“Good,” Mr
Millington acknowledged. He picked up a thick folder and
started going through it.
“I thought
you should know,” Virgil said, feeling a bit lame about his
admission.
“It is
mentioned in here,” Mr Millington indicated the folder, “but
I’m glad you told me.” He read briefly and then looked back at
his caller. “And how are you, Virgil? Now that you know of
Gordon’s wishes.”
Virgil
shrugged. “Okay, I guess. I mean I was stunned at first. Heck,
I was more than stunned. It was a real bombshell. Gordon’s
never given up before! If things ever got tough he just tried
harder… But after that it seemed to me that he’d keep on
finding some way of reminding me of what he wanted, even when
the others were there. I felt I couldn’t stay in the room with
him… And I’ll admit that it’s been playing on my mind.
Yesterday Gordon told me that he was giving up on… the idea,
but now I’m not sure if he meant it or if he was just trying
to humour me to make me feel better.”
“I’ll talk
to the relevant people and get their opinion.” Mr Millington
made a note in the folder. “Is that why you and Scott fought?”
Virgil
stared at the medical man. “Huh? How did you know about that?”
“It’s in
here,” Mr Millington informed him, indicating the folder
again.
“Oh…”
Virgil gave a shameful nod. “Yes. I didn’t spend much time
with Gordon this weekend, and when he dropped another hint
yesterday I couldn’t stand it any longer so I decided to go
for a walk. Scott asked me why I was ignoring Gordon and got
upset when I refused to tell him. We ended up having something
of a heated discussion.”
“It sounds
like more than a ‘heated discussion’.” Mr Millington read from
the folder. “Scott Tracy accused his brother of ‘ignoring
Gordon’ and ‘not caring’, as well as demanding to know what he
was ‘running away from’. Virgil Tracy took exception to the
first two comments and replied to the latter query that he was
‘running away from his worst nightmare.’” He looked up again.
“Is that correct?”
Virgil’s
jaw had dropped at the revelation. “Does this place record
everything?!”
“Everything that concerns our patients, yes.”
“But how
does a private argument between me and Scott concern Gordon
enough to warrant it going on record…? Apart from the fact
that he probably overheard it,” Virgil added, remembering his
father’s arrival on the scene.
“The
Willis Institute’s concern is always first and foremost the
wellbeing of our patients and that includes their being in a
calm and supportive environment. We note the patient’s
relationship with their family, and other visitors, and the
family’s relationship with the patient and each other,
especially when a family is obviously as close as yours. We
also take note of any changes in those relationships. If the
strain becomes too much, say for the patient’s father, then we
do what we can to relieve that strain, because if something
happens to the father, then that will impact on the patient.
Do you understand?”
Virgil
nodded. “Yes. I guess I didn’t realise how thorough you people
are.”
“We don’t
have the buildings bugged electronically in any way and we
don’t record private information,” Mr Millington assured him,
“We only note enough to give an indication of people’s
emotional states… How are things between you and Scott?”
“We
haven’t spoken since,” Virgil admitted. “I think his feelings
are hurt because when I went back to the room, Gordon demanded
that I sit next to the bed and then kicked Scott out when he
refused to move.”
“If at all
possible, I would recommend that you and Scott try to settle
your differences before you next visit Gordon. He’s sure to
pick up if there is any dissent between the pair of you.”
“I’ll do
my best…” Virgil thought. “Can I ask you a question, Mr
Millington?”
“If you
wish.”
“Did you
use the ‘patient’s father’ as an example for a reason?”
Mr
Millington nodded. “Yes. I have my concerns about your
father’s wellbeing and the impact it’s having on Gordon.”
“I’m sure
Gordon’s worried about him,” Virgil stated. “I know we are.
That’s why we made sure Father had a week’s break away from
the Willis last week.”
Mr
Millington’s eyebrows shot skyward. “You encouraged your
father to leave knowing your brother’s mental state?”
“I wasn’t
happy about it at first and I made Scott and John promise that
they wouldn’t go ahead with the plan if Gordon wasn’t one
hundred percent behind it, but he could see that Father needed
to get away, so he co-operated willingly. He enjoyed the idea
that he was able to take part in the hoax. ”
One
eyebrow had descended, but the other remained elevated in a
quizzical look. “A hoax? What kind of hoax.”
“The
General Manger of the company I work for’s an old family
friend. We got him to say that there was something wrong with
the books and he needed Father’s help to straighten it out.
Gordon was glad to help. He’s a prankster from way back and
the idea that he could still trick someone thrilled him… Even
if Father wasn’t impressed when he found out he’d been conned.
He went ballistic.”
“Is that
the reaction you would have expected from your father?”
“Not
really. He would have been annoyed, especially at being
dragged away from Gordon, but I wouldn’t have expected him to
react quite as fiercely as he did. And then, later on, when he
discovered something else that had happened at the company
months ago, something that involved me, he tore strips off the
three most senior staff members, on the factory floor, in
front of the rest of his employees. That’s something he’d
never normally do. Even as kids, when one of us would do
something naughty he’d never yell at us or punish us in front
of our brothers…” Virgil gave a wry grin. “That was what the
study was for.”
“Do you
think his time away from here helped him?”
Virgil
gave a helpless shrug. “I honestly don’t know. I thought he’d
calmed down a lot by the time we flew back here on Friday, but
then, just before we entered the Institute, he said how he
hated the place. I don’t think he was saying it to me; more
like it was for his own benefit. Then he marched inside and it
was like it was a totally different person walking into
Gordon’s room.”
“I see.”
Mr Millington made a notation. “Thank you for your honesty,
Virgil, and thank you for caring enough about Gordon to let me
know about his mental state.” He gave the young man an earnest
stare. “How are you? Would you like me to arrange for you to
talk with someone? You can visit with a member of staff here
at the Willis Institute or I can arrange for you to see
someone closer to home.”
“No,
thanks,” Virgil replied. “I’ll be okay now that I know that
someone’s keeping an eye on Gordon.”
“If it’s
any help,” Mr Millington said, “I discussed Gordon’s case, not
mentioning any names of course, with my colleagues at last
week’s conference. This has helped me decide on the next
stages of Gordon’s treatment.”
“Really?”
“Yes. I do
not want to get anyone’s hopes up, so I trust this will remain
between you and me, Virgil, but I have hopes that by the end
of this week I will have a clearer idea of Gordon’s long term
prognosis… When are you planning to return to the Willis?”
“Friday
afternoon. But I can make it earlier if you want.”
“No, I
should have the results by Friday. Will Alan be there?”
Virgil
thought briefly. “Yes, I think he said he had the weekend
free.”
“Good.” Mr
Millington smiled. “I’ll want the entire family present when I
report on my findings.”
Virgil
finished the phone call feeling better about some things but
still unsure about others.
And
feeling that he couldn’t wait for tomorrow.
Virgil’s
next videophone call of the day was received after he’d
finished work. He smiled at his youngest brother. “How are
you, Kiddo?”
“Me?” Alan
managed to avoid grimacing at the use of his nickname. “I’m
okay. But how are you? The only topic of conversation we’ve
had today was about how strangely you’ve been acting.
Deserting Gordon, arguing with Scott, running away from
Grandma… That’s not like you.”
“No...”
Virgil admitted. “But we’re all acting a bit out of character.
It’s because of all the stresses and strains we’ve been
under.”
“Can I
help? I thought that maybe, since you and I are more or less
in the same boat, not being at the Willis full time, I might
have a better understanding of what’s wrong than the others.”
Alan was
not always the most thoughtful of the Tracy boys, and Virgil
appreciated this unexpected display of concern. “Thanks, but
the only thing that will set things right,” he said, treading
cautiously as he remembered Mr Millington’s earlier phone
conversation, “will be some certainty about Gordon’s future.”
“Do you
think he has a future outside that room?”
“I don’t
know.”
“I can’t
imagine spending the rest of my life stuck in bed,” Alan
admitted. “I think I’d be inclined to do something drastic.”
Virgil
quickly changed the subject. “Is that the only reason why
you’ve called?”
“Huh? Oh…
No. I've bought myself a new plane!”
“What?
Another?”
“I got rid
of the Culiseta. She had too many faults.”
“Such as a
tendency to cripple you?”
Alan
ignored the remark. “And I thought Scott might need to cool
down a bit after his ‘discussion’ with you, so I took him
shopping on-line. He helped me choose a TA-5800 Cynomya. We
test flew her today and she handles like a dream… once I
managed to shoehorn Scott out of the cockpit.” He chuckled and
Virgil smiled at the mental image conjured up. “She’s just as
fast as the Culiseta, but looks better… And she’s a little bit
bigger too.” He gave a cheeky grin. “You’ll appreciate that.
“All
reviews say the Cynomya a great plane,” Virgil approved.
“You’ve made a good choice there.”
“Thanks… I
was wondering; do you want me to pick you up on Friday in the
Cynomya and we could fly out to the Institute together?”
“Sounds
good,” Virgil agreed. “I haven’t had the chance to see Tracy
Aviation’s latest creation in its entirety yet, so you can
show me what she can do and I can show you the bits I helped
to make.”
Alan
beamed, glad to be finally taken seriously over his choice of
plane. “Okay, then. Pick you up at the usual time?”
“I’ll be
waiting.”
Virgil
awoke at his normal hour. His first inclination was to get up
and get ready for work, but then he remembered that this was
the day he’d been hanging out for.
Today was
Tuesday.
It seemed
strange to be so excited about a day when he had nothing
planned: but he was. This was his day. His chance to get
everything back into perspective. His time to relax and
unwind.
He
rejected the idea of a long lie-in in bed. Instead he got up,
didn’t bother with having a shave, and enjoyed a leisurely
wash and breakfast. He then decided that he would not check
his emails, he’d direct his videophone straight to his
voicemail, and he would leave his cell phone turned off. If
his family needed to contact him urgently, they could use his
wristwatch telecom.
Everything
to do with International Rescue could stay in the safe: unseen
and untouched.
After
doing a few minor chores about the apartment, Virgil settled
down to a pleasant morning tinkering with the Red-Arrow. By
the time he enjoyed a late lunch, it was purring sweeter than
a kitten getting its belly rubbed. After lunch he washed
again, shaved, changed into clean clothes, and took the
sportster for a drive.
It was
heaven, as if all his cares were blown away in his slipstream.
He had no plans of where he was going and what he was going to
do when he got there. He just drove. Not at speed; but so that
he could feel the bite of the autumnal wind on his face,
making him feel alive.
It was a
much more relaxed Virgil Tracy who pulled up outside the
Crumps house just before 5.00pm. He hopped out of the car and
jogged up to the door, rapping a tune on it. “Is the doctor
in?” he beamed when Butch greeted him. “I’ve come to report
that the prescription worked a treat.”
Confused,
Butch frowned for a moment. Then he smiled. “That’s great.
Com’n.”
“Actually
I was wondering if you and Lisa wanted to come out. I’ve been
working on the Red-Arrow and I’d like to know what you think.
Do you want to go for a drive?”
Butch’s
face lit up. “Yeah! Hang on an’ I’ll get Lisa.” He left Virgil
on the doorstep and ambled away, calling to his wife. “Lisa…
Liesl…! Virgil’s here. Do you wanna go for a ride in th’
Red-Arrow?”
Lisa
appeared, dressed in jeans and a sweatshirt and towelling her
hair after a shower. “What was that, Darling?”
“Virgil’s
here. ‘E says ‘e feels great an’ ‘e wants t’ know if we wanna
go for a ride in the Red-Arrow.”
Lisa
looked around the lounge. “Where is he?”
Virgil
waved through the front door. “Here.”
“Oh,
Butch, where are your manners…? Virgil, come inside. You don’t
have to stay out there. You’re practically part of the family.
You can just walk in.”
Virgil
grinned and stepped over the threshold. “I don’t know that
that’s a good idea. You know what happened last time I
interrupted your shower... And Grandma’s not here to back me
up this time... Do you want to go for a drive?”
“Love to,”
she responded. “Just let me get my coat.”
Together
they walked out to the sparkling red car. “Here...” Virgil
tossed his keys to Butch. “You can drive.” He climbed into the
back seat.
“Man...”
Butch slid behind the driver’s wheel and ran his hands over
the steering wheel. “This feels like comin’ home.” He stared
the ignition and smiled appreciatively when he heard the
engine purr. “Sweet...” He set the car into gear and pulled
away from the curb. “Where’re we goin’?
“Anywhere,” Virgil suggested. “Just drive.”
Butch
drove.
About an
hour later Lisa suggested that they find a place to eat. “Only
let us pay for you this time, Virgil.” She held up her hand
when he started to protest. “Please, we’d like to. Only don’t
expect anywhere quite as expensive as La Gemme Cachée.”
Virgil
laughed.
When he
eventually got home that evening he was still in a buoyant
frame of mind. Without really considering the consequences, he
switched his videophone back from the answer-phone.
Almost
immediately it rang.
Virgil
reached out to answer the call, but hesitated when he saw the
caller’s ID.
Scott.
Uncertain
at what his reception was going to be, Virgil answered the
phone. “Hello?”
Scott’s
response was oddly formal. “Hello, Virgil. You must have been
busy at work. I’ve been trying to get you all day.”
“Uh...”
Virgil wasn’t prepared to lie. Nor did he want to reveal the
truth. “Yeah... I’ve been busy today.”
There was
silence.
“How’s
Gordon?”
“He’s
okay,” Scott replied. “Mr Millington’s been putting him
through a lot of tests.”
“Tests?”
“Yes.
Brain scans and things like that.”
“Ah...”
More
silence.
“Did he
say why?”
“Did who
say why?”
“Did Mr
Millington say why he’s putting Gordon through a lot of
tests?”
“Oh...!
No...”
“Ah...”
This time
the silence lasted a full minute.
“Scott...?”
“Yes?”
“Why have
you rung?”
“I...
Because...” Scott lapsed into frustrated thought. He took a
deep breath. “Because I think that I should be apologising to
you, but I don’t know why.”
“You mean
last Sunday?”
“Yeah, I
mean last Sunday... Look, I know you, Virgil. And you were
behaving totally out of character, running away from Gordon
like that. But I know that you wouldn’t do it without a good
reason.” He took another breath. “If I were to apologise for
saying that you didn’t care about Gordon, would that start us
on the road to mending a few bridges?”
“That
would get us to the end of the road, Scott. I’m sorry that I
can’t explain my actions, but I had my reasons for behaving
the way I did, and Gordon knows what they are...”
“He said
something to you, didn’t he? Asked you to do something for
him?”
“Yes.”
“Something
that you can’t tell the rest of us?”
Virgil
nodded. “I wish I could tell you. It would all make perfect
sense if I did.”
“Can’t you
at least tell me?”
“No.”
Virgil shook his head. “It wouldn’t do you or Gordon any good.
We’re all already stressed enough as it is. I can’t compound
things.”
“Wouldn’t
you find it easier to talk about it?”
“Don’t
worry about me. I’ve got my outlets.”
“Yes,”
Scott said, not really understanding. “You have. I wish I had
something like painting or playing the piano... Are you coming
back to the Willis this weekend?”
Virgil
remembered his promise to Mr Millington. “I’ll be back Friday
afternoon. Alan’s picking me up in the Cynomya. He tells me
you helped him choose it.”
Scott gave
a wry grin. “He didn’t want to make another mistake like the
Culiseta. But, to be fair, that particular plane was a lemon.
He showed me the mechanic’s report and it has so many faults
in it that he was lucky that it didn’t fall apart mid-flight.
I checked over his new plane and she’s in good shape. He’ll
get plenty of miles out of her.”
“I hear
she’s a dream to fly.”
“Oh,
yeah,” Scott looked love struck. “She’s a real honey. If I
ever decide to get rid of my old girl, I’m getting a TA-5800
Cynomya.”
Virgil
chuckled. “Two-timer.”
Scott
grinned. “I’d better get back over the road. Can I tell
everyone that you’re okay?”
“Yep. And
you can tell them that you and I are okay, Scott. I’ll see
you, and Gordon, on Friday.”
“Copy
that.”
Friday
rolled around quickly and Virgil found himself in the
passenger seat of Alan’s TA-5800 Cynomya. Even from this
vantage point he could tell that the aeroplane was a
masterpiece of aeronautical engineering and a joy to operate.
Alan hadn’t stopped raving about his new acquisition since
they’d left the airport.
They
touched down on the Willis Institute’s airfield and taxied
into the hangar that had become the home away from home for
the Tracys’ aeroplanes.
“Hello,”
Virgil commented, looking through the cockpit window. “We’ve
got company.”
“Who’s
there?” Alan asked. “Scott... John... Dad?”
“And
Grandma.”
The two
brothers looked at each other. “Something’s up,” Alan said.
“C’mon.”
They
climbed out of the aeroplane and turned control of the Cynomya
over to the airfield’s ground crew before heading over to the
waiting quartet.
“What’s
up?” Alan greeted his family, trying to sound cheerful. “Don’t
tell me Gordon’s kicked you all out?”
“No,” John
responded. “Mr Millington has.”
“Mr
Millington?” Wide-eyed, Alan stared at him. “Why? What’s
wrong?”
“Nothing,
as far we know.” Jeff Tracy had his arm about his mother, but
Virgil wasn’t sure who was reassuring who. “He wanted to talk
to Gordon alone and he’s asked us to all wait in his office
once you two had arrived.”
His family
was looking worried and Virgil sought to reassure them. “He
told me that he was hoping to have a better idea of Gordon’s
future by today.”
Everyone
stared at him. “Who said this?” Grandma asked.
“Mr
Millington.”
“When were
you talking to him?” Scott demanded.
“Uh...”
Virgil couldn’t tell them he’d rung the doctor in case they
wanted to know why, so he omitted a few facts. “He heard about
our argument and wanted to find out what it was all about.”
“What did
that have to do with him?” Scott demanded. “How’d he find out
about it anyway?”
“Someone
put it into a report. He told me that they report on all sorts
of things.”
“Such as?”
Jeff asked sharply.
“They note
the relationships friends and family of the patient have with
each other and if there are any changes in those
relationships. They want to keep life as normal as possible
for the patient, and that includes making sure family
interactions don’t change. He was worried that if Scott and I
weren’t getting along then Gordon would notice and it would
upset him.”
“Too
late,” Scott said. “He heard us shouting.”
“I
know...” Virgil admitted. “Mr Millington also told me that
counselling is available to anyone who needs it.”
Grandma
nodded. “We know.”
No one
said if they’d availed themselves of this service.
Not
another word was said as the family traversed the travelator
into the main hospital and walked along its corridors to the
neurologist’s office. Seven seats were arranged in a
semicircle and they each took one, facing the empty chair
behind the desk.
Still no
one spoke.
They’d
been sitting there for about half-an-hour, multitudes of dire
scenarios chasing through their heads, before the door finally
opened and Mr Millington entered. He greeted them all with a
smile, indicated that the men should sit down, and then
claimed his own seat himself. “I know you are all wondering
why I’ve chosen to speak to you in here and what I’ve had to
say to Gordon,” he began, “so I won’t keep you waiting. I have
decided on the next phase of Gordon’s treatment... One that I
am hopeful will bring positive results.”
“Positive?” Jeff sat forward. “How positive?”
“There is
a possibility of one hundred percent recovery. But...!” he
added before anyone had the chance to get their hopes up too
high, “there is also the very real possibility that things
could go wrong... Disastrously wrong. That is why I wanted to
talk to Gordon alone. I wanted to make sure that he understood
the procedure, knew the risks, and that he had the opportunity
to ask me questions. You are a close family and I didn’t want
Gordon to be influenced by your opinions, no matter how well
meaning they may be and how much you believe you are acting in
his best interests.”
“What is
this procedure?” Scott asked. “How dangerous is it?”
“It
entails an operation... Do you know what nanotechnology is?”
“The
manipulation of matter at a molecular and atomic level,” John
replied.
“Correct.
I discussed Gordon’s case at the conference I attended the
other week and consensus was that we should use nanotechnology
in his treatment.” Mr Millington leant forward on his desk.
“What I propose is that we drill a series of holes into
Gordon’s skull. Through these holes, or stoma, we will
introduce microscopic robots, known as nanobots. Each of these
nanobots will be programmed to search out one particular
sector of Gordon’s brain. Once it is in position it will
operate on the specific neuron, capillary, axon, or whatever
molecular structure it is programmed to repair. When the
nanobots’ sole task is complete, then it will retrace its
steps back through the stoma, job complete.”
“How many
nanobots?” Grandma asked.
“Thousands. Obviously they will have to be introduced into
Gordon’s brain in a specific order so that later robots don’t
undo the work done by the earlier ones.”
“How will
they navigate?” John asked.
“Gordon’s
head will be held in a frame of transceivers emitting specific
signals to and from the robots. Each nanobot will navigate by
its relationship to the various signals given out by these
transceivers.”
Jeff
nodded his understanding. “Triangulation.”
“Yes... My
principal job will be leading up to the operation, when I must
ensure that we have an accurate map of Gordon’s brain so that
we can programme the transceivers and nanobots correctly...
There will be no margin for error.”
Scott
repeated his earlier question. “How dangerous is this?”
“I am not
going to sugar coat this, Scott. There are many opportunities
for error. An incorrectly programmed nanobot losing its way
and operating on the wrong segment of the brain, a malfunction
in one of the transceivers, nanobots losing power and being
unable to be retrieved... Naturally we will do all we can to
minimise the risk of errors... but there is a risk.”
“What’re
the numbers?” Alan asked. “90 percent chance of a full
recovery? 80 percent? Fifty?”
“Even that
is inexact,” Mr Millington said. “There is only a chance of
full recovery. After the operation Gordon may experience
improvement in some fields of mobility, but not in others. He
may find that he has full facial control, but only limited
movement in his limbs. Or he might be able to walk, talk, but
only have limited mobility in his right arm. Or...” he paused,
“he might lose some of the faculties he has now. He might lose
his sight, his hearing, cognitive abilities...” another pause.
“There is a possibility that this procedure could kill him.”
Everyone
took a moment to digest this piece of information.
When he
decided that they’d had long enough to think, the neurologist
continued. “If we go ahead and Gordon survives this procedure,
he will be in a drug-induced grade three coma for at least
four days afterwards, to give his brain an opportunity to
recover and reduce the chances of swelling and bleeding. We
will have no indication of the success or otherwise until
after we allow him to wake up again. Once he does awake,
assuming that there were no complications, we shouldn’t have
to wait for long to discover how successful the operation has
been. Both Catherine and Rose agree that, assuming that the
operation is one hundred percent successful then his recovery
should be rapid, though he won’t be able to immediately run a
marathon or recite entire chapters from his WASP manual.”
“Mr
Millington,” Virgil began. “Initially you were talking as if
the operation is going ahead, now you’re saying if it goes
ahead. Hasn’t Gordon made a decision yet?”
The
neurologist looked at him. “He has, Virgil.”
“And that
is?” Jeff asked, his white knuckled hands gripping the
armrests of his chair.
Mr
Millington’s gaze was redirected to the Tracy patriarch. “He
has given his consent for the operation to proceed.”
It was
early Saturday morning and Virgil was the only visitor in
Gordon’s room. Everyone else was off exercising, shopping, or
just giving themselves a chance to think.
“How are
you?” Virgil asked.
“K.”
“Glad that
it looks like we’re finally going to be getting somewhere?”
“Ya.”
“I’ll be
glad when Wednesday’s over.”
“Nod mi.”
Virgil
frowned. “No?”
“Nod da comber. Hayded bein’ in da comber.”
Gordon
grabbed Virgil’s hand. “Don’d leab me ‘lon.”
“No,
Gordon. We won’t leave you alone while you’re in the coma. Not
if we can help it.”
“Ceyp
talgin’.”
“We’ll
keep talking to you.”
“Ned zoun’.
Ned t’ no ‘m ‘live.”
“You...?”
Virgil tried to understand the sentence. “You need to be able
to hear sounds to know you’re alive?”
“Ya.”
Gordon looked at his brother with his lopsided face, then his
thumb moved and he typed into the texter. “You’ll be
interested to know that I can sign my signature.” Before
Virgil was able to comment he started typing again. “Your
drawing exercises worked.”
“At least
I was of some help,” Virgil responded, not sure if this was a
good thing or not.
Gordon was
typing again. “Signed ‘do not resuscitate’ order.”
“Oh...”
Virgil tried desperately to think of something intelligent to
say. “I guess that’s fair.”
“I asked
Mr M that if it’s obvious I’m not going to be 100 pc okay that
he slip me something to end it all.”
“What did
he say to that?”
“Against
the Hippocratic oath.”
Virgil
felt a measure of guilty relief. “Gordon... I can understand
why you’d sign a DNR, but you do want to recover, don’t you?
You are trying to be positive about all this?”
“I want to
get well. But it’s got to be 100 pc.”
“But what
if it’s 95 percent?”
“Got to be
normal.”
“But
what’s normal? Remember Allie Keall at school? She was in a
wheelchair, but she attempted things most able-bodied kids
would never attempt. The only thing wrong with her was her
legs. There was nothing wrong with her attitude to life.”
“Don’t
want to spend life as a cripple.”
“But what
if the only thing wrong with you is that you don’t have full
mobility in one of your hands? I could live with that.
Couldn’t you?”
“All right
for you. You’re ambidextrous.”
Virgil
stared at Gordon, unable to work out if this was a sarcastic
insult or a simple fact. “I never asked to be ambidextrous.”
He sighed. “Forget that as an example... what if you’re
paralysed only in one leg? You’ll still be able to use your
hands and get around. You’d still be able to swim. Look at
those Paralympians. They don’t let their ‘disabilities’ hold
them back from competing in the pool.”
“Olympic
champion to lame duck.”
“I’d
guarantee that none of them regard themselves as lame ducks.”
“Let it
go, V. This is me, not you. You’ve got no idea what this is
like. I’m fed up and I want it to finish... one way or
another.” The door opened and Gordon wiped his words from the
texter screen.
Jeff Tracy
entered the room, closely followed by Mr Millington. It was
the latter who spoke first. “Everything’s almost ready,
Gordon. We’ll do two more scans; one on Monday and one on
Tuesday to confirm that there are no changes from earlier
tests and then, all being well with you and the nanobots’
programming, we’ll operate on Wednesday. Is that all right?”
Gordon
looked at the doctor. Then he looked at his father, at Virgil,
and then back at Mr Millington again. “Ya.”
But Virgil
noticed that his brother’s thumb had started twitching...
Late
Sunday evening Virgil threw his bag on his bed and proceeded
to make himself a cup of coffee. All through his flight home
he’d been aware of a certain disquiet. This operation that
Gordon was going to undertake sounded dangerous. Nanobots
crawling through your brain? Virgil gave an involuntary
shudder. Questions that he’d thought of on the trip home
looped, unanswered, over and over in his mind. He could ask Mr
Millington, but Virgil didn’t want to disturb the neurologist,
not when Gordon’s life was in his hands. But who could he ask?
Who did he trust? Who could explain the procedure in a way
that he could understand...?
Virgil
flicked on the videophone and speed-dialled a number. He had
to wait ten rings before he was greeted by a short-sighted,
slightly nervous smile. “V-V-Virgil?”
“Brains, I
was wondering if you...”
There was
a dry chuckle. “I was p-preparing a written explanation of the
procedure when you rang. I’ll, er, email it through to you all
when I’ve finished. Then, if you s-still have questions, you
can call me and ask me.”
Virgil
stared at the little scientist. “How did you know that’s what
I needed?”
“I have
already, er, spoken to your father, your grandmother, and
S-Scott. I am confident that I will be hearing...” Brains
attention was diverted by a sound. “Ah... There’s John now.”
He turned his attention back to the videophone. “Gordon is in
good hands, Virgil. The W-Willis Institute is the finest of
its type in the world. Mr Millington is one of the, er,
leaders in his field. If anyone can make this operation a
success, it’s him... And remember that if you have any other
q-questions, I’m only a phone call away.”
Virgil
smiled. “Thanks, Brains. I’m glad you’re a part of the team.”
Chapter 21: A Quiet
Operation
For those
who are interested, when I was researching possible cures for
Gordon on the Internet, I found that nanotechnology has been
mooted as a potential future treatment for neurological
injuries. I have no idea if it would work the way that I’ve
depicted, but if it works for Gordon, who cares?
“Hiya,
Virgil,” Bruce Sanders greeted his friend. “How was your
weekend?”
“Okay…”
Virgil responded. “I guess.”
“You
guess?” Bruce raised an eyebrow. “Don’t you know?”
“Did you
boys have a good weekend?” Lisa asked as she and her husband
joined the two men.
“Virgil
doesn’t know,” Bruce replied. “He’s still trying to work it
out.”
“Work what
out?” Butch asked.
“I don’t
know.”
Concerned,
Lisa put a hand on their subject of their discussion’s arm.
“Virgil?”
“I was at
the Willis all weekend,” Virgil admitted. “Mr Millington’s
decided that Gordon’s best chance of a full recovery is to
have an operation…”
“Well…?
That’s good… isn’t it?” Bruce queried.
Virgil
shrugged. “It might mean a full recovery. It might mean a
partial recovery. It might make things worse… It might kill
him.”
Bruce’s
response to this news was a quiet, “Oh.”
“When’re
they doin’ it? Butch asked.
“Wednesday.”
“Wed’s’day?”
Virgil
nodded. “I’ll fly out there Tuesday evening.”
“What does
Gordon think about the operation?” Lisa asked.
“He’s
given the go-ahead for it to happen, but he’s also signed a
D.N.R…”
Butch
scratched his head. “What’s tha’?”
“Do not
resuscitate. It means that if something goes wrong and
Gordon’s heart stops during the operation, he doesn’t want
them to try to start it again,” Virgil explained. “He says he
either wants to be fully fit or dead... No half measures. I
don’t know what he’ll do if the operation isn’t a complete
success.”
Lisa gave
his arm a reassuring rub. “Are you okay?”
Virgil
gave another shrug. “I’ve got to be. I’ve got to keep
positive. I’ve got to make myself believe that he’s going to
get through this okay.” He sighed. “It’s strange… Sometimes,
over the years, I’ve wished that he was part of someone else’s
family; not mine. There’ve been times when I haven’t liked
him, many times when he’s embarrassed me, and a lot of the
time he’s simply been the stereotypical annoying, irritating,
aggravating younger brother. But… despite that… I still want
him to live, no matter how disabled he is…” He shoved his
hands into his pockets and hung his head. “Is that selfish of
me?”
“Not as
selfish as Gordon asking you to help him commit suicide,” Lisa
stated.
“Gordon
did wha-ow!” In pain, Bruce rubbed at the Butch boot sized
bruise on his ankle.
“He’s ya
brother, Virgil,’ the big man said. “Of course ya want him t’
live. That don’ make you a bad person.”
The
morning siren sounded. “Don’t worry about me.” Virgil pulled
himself together. “This is my problem, not yours. But I don’t
think I’m going to be a lot of fun to be around this week, and
besides, I’d rather be alone… I know you understand...” He
headed inside, leaving his friends still in their huddle.
Greg
Harrison had assigned Virgil to work with Freddy, ACE’s latest
employee. The newcomer was an animated young man, fresh out of
engineering school with an engaging personality and a motor
mouth. “Fantastic!” he enthused. “A short week! It’s great
working here, but nothing’s as good as having time off on full
pay. Right, Virgil?”
Virgil
hadn’t even considered the upcoming Thanksgiving holiday.
“Right,” he agreed, not really listening as he loaded a die
into the computerised 100-ton press.
“I’m a
local so I’ll be hanging around town catching the local sales,
although I think there’s never anything worthwhile getting. I
usually end up as the family donkey; fetching and carrying
whatever they buy. What are you going to do? Off home to be
with the family?”
“Yeah…”
Virgil adjusted the die.
“Are you a
local or are they out of town?”
“Out of
town.”
“When will
you be leaving?”
“Tomorrow
night.”
“Tomorrow?
Tuesday! Boy, you’re going to have a really long weekend.
Guess it pays to have spent some time with the company. How
long have you worked here?”
“Under a
year.”
“Under a
year? And you’re already having time off? Guess that means you
won’t be getting paid for Wednesday. Still I suppose that’s a
small price to pay to get away. Is your family keen on the
sales too?”
“No.”
“Lucky. I
remember one year my sister bought herself a new bed, under
half price it was. It was king-size too, so I don’t know why
she bought it. Her room’s only big enough for a single. I
think she’d got such a buzz at being the first one into the
store, ran in she did, that she got carried away. Anyway,
guess who she conned into bringing this humungous bed home for
her? I had to strap it to the roof of my car. I only drive a
compact and I had half a mile of mattress hanging over each
side. I dunno how I managed to get home, or how the cop
managed to see my number plate, cos I got a ticket in the
mail. I made my sister pay it and it was nearly as much as
she’d saved on the bed in the first place, so she wasted her
money. It didn’t fit into her room anyway. Then there was the
time that my…”
“Freddy!”
Virgil exploded. “Will you shut up!? I’m trying to
concentrate!”
“Sorry…”
“We’re
supposed to be working; not discussing your family’s shopping
habits!”
“I know…”
“Just be
grateful that your family is happy and healthy…”
“Uh…”
Freddy looked about for assistance.
“…And that
your sister can walk and talk and go shopping!”
“Um…”
“Think how
lucky you are that she’s not confined to a hospital bed hoping
to die!”
“Virgil…”
It was Bruce to the rescue. “Calm down.”
Virgil
turned on his friend. “What!?”
“He’ll be
okay.”
“You don’t
know that!”
“No, I
don’t. Just like you don’t know that he won’t be.”
“He wishes
he was dead, Bruce.”
“You told
me that. But he’s made it this far. You said yourself he’s not
a quitter.”
“That was
before…”
“Virgil…”
Greg Harrison had heard the raised voice, and Bruce, relieved
at their supervisor’s appearance, took a step back. “Now take
a deep breath and calm down… Freddy…” He turned to the
bewildered young man who was standing there slack jawed at the
unexpected exchange, “if you’re going to work here you’re
going to have to learn that there is a time for chat and a
time to work. And now is the time to work.”
“Uh...
Yes, Sir.”
“Bruce…”
“Yes,
Greg?”
“Finish
setting up the press. Virgil, you’re coming with me.”
Virgil
nodded, ashamed of his outburst. “Sorry, Freddy,” he mumbled.
“I…”
Greg put
his arm about Virgil’s shoulders. “Come on, Son. You and I
need to talk.”
Reluctantly, and expecting to be led into the production
office, Virgil allowed himself to be guided through the
factory. He was surprised when Greg turned not left, but
right; towards the main administration block.
“Is the
boss in?” Greg asked Olivia, Hamish Mickelson’s P.A.
She smiled
up at him. “Yes, he is. Do you want a word?”
“If we
could.”
She pushed
a button on the inter-office intercom. “Mr Mickelson. Greg
Harrison and Virgil Tancy would like a word with you.”
His reply
sounded slightly metallic. “Send them in, Olivia.”
Virgil
followed Greg into the General Manager’s office and stood just
inside the door. He rubbed his palms, suddenly sweaty, on his
overalls and swallowed.
“What can
I do for you both?” Hamish asked, smiling.
“Virgil’s
come to ask if he can take the rest of the week off, Hamish,”
Greg responded.
Virgil
stared at his supervisor. Asking for time off, apart from on
Wednesday, hadn’t even occurred to him. He knew that with the
upcoming holiday, schedules were tight and he wasn’t expecting
special treatment, even if he was the boss’s son. “But, Greg,
I…”
But Hamish
was nodding his agreement. “That’s understandable. I’m
surprised that we’re seeing you at all this week, Virgil. I
thought you would have wanted to spend time with Gordon before
his operation.”
“I do…
But… But…” Virgil stammered. “I can’t take time off.”
The
General Manager stared at him. “Why not?”
“I’m not
due any holidays. The factory’s busy. I had a day off last
week. We agreed that you wouldn’t treat me any differently
from anyone else just because I’m Jeff Tracy’s son.”
“Which is
precisely why we are letting you have time off,” Hamish told
him. “If we were to insist that you stay here we would be
treating you differently from your father’s other employees.”
“But I
don’t want to cause any trouble.”
“You will
be causing me a good many headaches, but I can live with
that.” Greg chuckled.
“You’re
more like your father than I think you realise, Virgil,”
Hamish explained. “He’s excessively loyal too. And he always
gives over one hundred percent; often at his own expense...”
“Hamish is
right,” Greg agreed. “Go. We’ll survive without you.”
Virgil
hesitated; part of him reluctant to accept their offer, part
of him relieved. “Are you sure?”
“We’re
sure,” Hamish confirmed. “Even if you hadn’t been his son,
Jeff wouldn’t have hesitated in letting you have compassionate
leave; and neither will I. Go home, Virgil. Go home and pack
your bags and then fly out to the Willis Institute. Your
family needs you and you need them.” He stood. “And don’t
forget to tell them that we’re thinking about you all and
hoping for the best.” He held out his hand. “Tell that younger
brother of yours that he’s causing even more mischief than
usual and that he’s got to stop it and get better.”
Virgil
shook the proffered hand. “Thank you, Uncle Hamish. Thank you,
Greg. I won’t forget this.”
He left
the office and retreated to the locker room, where he removed
his overalls and dumped them in the laundry. It seemed silly
to put them into the wash when he’d barely worn them, but he
knew that he’d only upset the system if he didn’t. He
retrieved his bag from his locker, shut and locked the locker
door, hoisted his bag onto his shoulder, and left the room.
As he
passed through the factory he spied Bruce and gave him a
farewell wave. His friend surreptitiously looked around,
couldn’t see any supervisors, deserted his machine, and ducked
over to say goodbye. “Did Greg kick you out?”
“Greg and
Uncle Hamish. They said I should never have come here this
week.”
“They said
right.” when Virgil heard Lisa Crump’s voice, he turned and
received a big hug. “Tell Gordon we’re thinking about him.”
“Yeah,”
Butch agreed. “‘N text us when he’s outta surgery.”
“And when
he wakes up,” Bruce added. “Let us know how everything’s
turned out.”
“John’s
setting up a texting slash emailing list,” Virgil admitted,
“so that we can send out a bulk message. I’ll make sure your
numbers are on it.”
“Make sure
mine’s on it too,” Greg Harrison stepped up to the group. He
looked at Virgil’s colleagues. “I wasn’t aware that the tea
break bell had gone.”
A bell
rang.
“It has
now, Greg,” Bruce grinned. He nudged Virgil. “You deserve a
medal. You’re the only person I know who’s actually managed to
shut Freddy up. When he found his voice again he said to me
that he’d always thought you were a nice, quiet guy and that
people had always said that Mr Tracy was a nice person too.
But that you’d both exploded for no apparent reason. Then he
asked me if you were related. I told him that if you go far
enough back in the family tree everyone’s related. He seemed
happy with that explanation.”
“Thanks...” Virgil spied someone he wanted to talk to. “Hold
this for me, would you...?” He pushed his bag into Bruce’s
hands. “Freddy! Wait!”
Freddy
stopped and looked at him warily. “What?”
“I wanted
to apologise for yelling at you,” Virgil admitted. “I can’t
use this as an excuse, but...” he waited until some of his
colleagues had meandered past. “This isn’t general knowledge
here, but my brother was in an accident three months ago.”
Freddy’s
face fell. “Oh... I’m sorry.”
“He’s been
in hospital ever since. He’s having an operation on Wednesday
that... that may well either kill or cure. If it doesn’t it’s
possible that he’ll be even more disabled than he already is.
I’m worried about him and I took it out on you. I’m sorry.”
Freddy
groaned. “And there I was waffling on about my sister. I’m
sorry, Virgil, if I’d known I wouldn’t have mentioned it.”
“That’s
not your fault. Only a handful of people here do know. I’ve
been given compassionate leave to spend the rest of the week
with him,” Virgil gave a wry grin. “So you won’t have to worry
about me blowing my top again.”
“You’re
leaving now?
Virgil
nodded. “I’ll go home, pack, and fly out.”
“Will you
be back here on Monday?”
“I’d
planned on being at work, now I’m not sure,” Virgil responded.
“You’d better go. I’m stopping you from getting your coffee.”
“I hope
the operation goes well,” Freddy said.
“Thanks.
I’ll be letting Bruce know whatever happens and I’ll tell him
to pass on the news to you.”
“Thanks.”
Freddy repeated and he smiled. “Catch you later.”
Virgil
retrieved his bag. “I’ll see you all next week.” He found
himself wrapped up in another of Lisa’s hugs. “Steady on! Your
husband will think there’s something going on between us!”
Butch laughed. “Bruce... Chances are I won’t be here on
Monday, will you tell Freddy the news... whatever it is?”
“Sure,”
Bruce agreed. “No worries. Now, get moving and give Gordon our
best.”
“Right.”
With one final wave Virgil left Aeronautical Component
Engineering’s building and got into his car...
No one
looked surprised when he walked into Gordon’s room two days
early.
“Good to
see you, Virgil,” his father greeted him.
Gordon’s
bed was missing and Virgil indicated the gap in the
furnishings. “Where is he?”
“Having
the last of today’s scans,” Grandma informed him. “Then he’s
going to have one more tomorrow...”
The door
opened and Gordon was wheeled into the room. “‘Iya, Brchil.”
“Hiya,
Gordon. Is everything on track for Wednesday?”
“Ya.”
“We’ll
take the final scan tomorrow,” Mr Millington explained. “So
we’ve got a comparison for afterwards. That way we’ll know
what’s normal and what’s not.”
Gordon’s
texting thumb went into action. “How will you know the
difference?”
Virgil
laughed, glad that his brother still had his sense of humour.
“I’ve got something for you.”
“Fo mi?
Whad?”
Virgil was
patting his pockets. “Now... Where did I put it...? He reached
into his bag and pulled out a leather pouch. “That’s part of
it...” He continued searching, pulling various bits and pieces
out and placing them on the bed. “Don’t worry. I know put it
somewhere safe...”
Scott was
watching the growing collection that was accumulating on the
bed. “So safe that you can’t find whatever it is?”
“Yes...” A
pocket knife was added to the top of the pile.
“And for
his next trick,” Alan teased, “the ‘Great Virgilo’ will pull a
rabbit out of a hat.”
“Not a
rabbit; more like a rabbit’s foot.”
“Huh?”
“Ah! Of
course!” Virgil discovered an inside pocket. “This is a new
jacket and I keep forgetting that’s there...” He pulled out a
plastic bag, which he opened and tipped its contents onto his
palm. “I found this before I left home.” He held up the small,
green piece of plastic so that Gordon could see it.
“Mi luggi
gharm? Ya fund mi luggi gharm?”
“Yes.”
Virgil pressed the lucky charm into his brother’s hand and
closed his fingers around it. “It was hiding under my bedside
table.”
“It must
have been lying there for the last three months?” John
commented. “When was the last time you cleaned your place?”
“About
three months ago.”
Grandma
tutted. “Virgil!” she scolded. “I thought I brought you up
better than that?”
“I’m never
home, so what’s the point?” Virgil responded. “On the list of
things I’ve got to worry about, a bit of vacuuming’s way down
the list.”
Gordon,
his face alive with happiness, was endeavouring to bend his
arm enough so he could see his treasure and his father helped
support his hand. “I won’t have to do this for much longer,
Son.”
“Nao.”
“Can I
have it back for a moment?” Virgil took Gordon’s lucky charm
and slipped it into the pouch. “I bought this in gift shop
downstairs.” He pulled the mouth of the bag tight with its
leather thong and tied it to the end of the bed, draping the
pouch over Gordon’s left foot. “How’s that?”
“Gwead!”
Gordon beamed.
“What is
the point of that?” Jeff asked.
“Sportman’s superstition. Right, Gordon?”
“Rigd.”
Alan sat
back. “Ah. I get it.”
“I don’t,”
Grandma said. “What was that bit of plastic?”
“The lucky
charm that helped Gordon win his swimming races,” John
explained. “Now it’s going to help him get better. Right,
Gordon?”
“Rigd.”
Gordon grabbed the texter’s keypad. “Thanks, V. Now I know
everything’s going to be OK.”
Wednesday.
Gordon was
waiting to go into surgery, and the rest of his family had
gathered around to be with him. Virgil reflected that his
little brother appeared to be as calm as if he were waiting
for a hair cut... A strange metaphor as Gordon had already had
his head shaved in preparation for the procedure.
“You look
like a bowling ball,” Alan snickered.
“I
wouldn’t go sticking your fingers into the holes,” Scott
warned.
“We let
some people know that you were having the operation today,”
Alan continued. “You’ve got cards from WASP, U.S.A. Swimming,
our old school...” He smiled when he saw a signature.
“Tin-Tin, Kyrano, Brains, Lady Penelope...”
Gordon
looked at each card as they were held in front of him. “Wisz I
‘ad m’ degsda.”
“You’re
right, Gordon,” John admitted. “We should have brought the
texter down here with us.”
“Gid
envenshun.” Gordon managed a thumbs-up. “Yi’ll mayg lotta mony
odda id. Ged az widg az Dad.”
John
laughed. “I don’t think the profits from that one invention
will have me swimming in money, certainly not as much as he’s
got.”
“Alin...
Win yar larz raz?”
Alan moved
closer to the gurney. “My last race? It’s early next year.”
“Win id far mi. ‘K.”
Alan
grasped Gordon’s hand. “You bet. I’ll be listening out to hear
you shouting as I cross that finish line.”
Gordon
looked for Scott. “Yi ceyp r bwod’rs ‘n ln. ‘K?”
Scott
raised an amused eyebrow. “Don’t I always keep our brothers in
line? I thought that was my job.”
“An yar da
bezd ad id...” Gordon smiled a twisted smile. “Loogin forard
ta zom abble by, Gwanma.”
His
Grandmother gently stroked his cheek. “You can tell me when
you’ll ready and I’ll have an apple pie made for you before
you can say lickety split.”
“Lig-it-e
Zzzsssplid... ‘Memba nao zinamin.”
Grandma
laughed. “I remember. No cinnamon.” She kissed her grandson on
the forehead.
“Brr-chill...” here Gordon held out his hand and Virgil
grasped it. “Dan q,” he said; his eyes more eloquent than
speech in his present condition. “Zsowi.”
Virgil,
like everyone else in the family, was doing his best to appear
calm and relaxed. “No worries. You just get better and we’ll
forget about it. Okay?”
“’K... ”
Virgil felt a squeeze to his hand before he stood back to
allow his father in close.
“Dad... Diz iz da zsdard, wide? Da zsdard uf yar dweam?”
“The start
of my dream?” Jeff asked, not sure that he understood.
Gordon’s
eyes tracked over his brothers and then back to his father.
“Ya. Yar dweam. Yi codda mage id worg.”
“I will,
Gordon.” Jeff held his son’s hand to his chest. “I’ll make it
work with everyone’s help... Including yours. Right?”
A nurse
and an orderly entered the room.
Jeff leant
close to the young man lying on the gurney. “I don't know how
many of these grey hairs you’ve given me over the years,
Gordon...” he growled, “...but nothing could induce me to give
them back.” His voice softened. “I love you, Son.”
Gordon
held his father’s hand as tightly as his crippled hand could.
He said something incomprehensible, but Virgil had no doubt
that it was a heartfelt echo of Jeff’s final statement.
“Are you
ready, Gordon?”
Gordon
started at the nurse’s voice. He took a deep breath, smiled at
his family and nodded. “Weady.” But, as he was wheeled away,
he didn’t let go of his father’s hand until the last possible
moment.
Virgil’s
final image of his brother, seared into his brain as the doors
closed between them, was of a tiny wave and a look that shook
him to the core.
He
realised that he probably wasn’t the only one to see that
expression when Grandma, who’d been staunch in her role as the
calm foundation-of-the-family, burst into tears.
“Come
here, Ma,” Jeff pulled her close. “He’ll be all right.
Remember Gordon’s not a quitter. He’s not going to give up.”
Virgil
hoped he was right.
“Now what
do we do?” Alan asked. “How many hours do we have to wait?”
Scott set
the timer on his watch. “Mr Millington said at least 15...” He
ran his hand through his hair. “It’s going to be a long day.”
John
checked his own timepiece. “Ralph Waldo Emerson wrote: How
much of human life is lost in waiting? I think we’re about to
find out.”
Alan was
still staring at those silent, blank doors. “What if he
doesn’t make it?”
“Don’t
talk like that, Alan.” But there was no anger in Scott’s
admonishment as he put his arm about his kid brother’s
shoulders. “He’ll make it.”
“And I
think we can guarantee that Mr Millington would do everything
in his power to save him,” John added.
“All he
can do legally anyway...” Later Virgil was to decide that all
his fears, all his worries, and the shock of seeing his
grandmother break down, must have disconnected his brain from
his mouth. There was no other explanation for his making such
a statement.
But now
his family was looking at him. “What do you mean by that, Virg?”
Scott asked.
Puzzled
Virgil stared at him. “Well, the D.N.R. limits how far he can
go.”
“D.N.R.?
What D.N.R.!?” John demanded.
“The one
Gordon...” Virgil became aware of all the blank, confused and
horrified looks. “He must have told you that he signed one...
Didn’t he??”
“Are you
telling us that Gordon asked not to be resuscitated?!” Scott
demanded. “No way!!”
“Ah...
M-Maybe I got it wrong,” Virgil suggested, backpedalling
furiously. “He’s hard to understand sometimes. Maybe I only
thought he said D.N.R. Maybe he said something else and I
thought he said D.N.R. Maybe he said,” he chose three letters
at random, “F.A.B?”
“No!” Jeff
exploded. “He can’t do that. Not after all the time and effort
we’ve put into getting him better! Not after all the time and
effort that he’s put in!” He released his mother; heading for
the doors that had closed on his son. “I won’t let him!”
He was
stopped by his two eldest boys. “Dad!”
“You can’t
go in there,” Scott said. “Not now. It’s too late.”
“They’ll
have started,” John added. “You’ll only make things worse.”
Jeff
raised his eyes heavenward and swallowed. Then he turned back
to his miserable middle son. “You didn’t misunderstand him,
did you, Virgil.”
Virgil
knew that he hadn’t. Those three terrible letters had been
written, clear as day, on the texter’s screen. “I...”
Alan came
to his rescue. “Gordon had to be joking,” he stated. “You know
what he’s like. And you know that Virgil’s generally his
number one target. When he didn’t get the chance to admit that
it was a joke he most likely assumed that Virgil would realise
that it was. Right, Virgil?”
Virgil had
never been so grateful for his little brother’s assistance.
“Yes! You must be right. I remember that we were interrupted
when we were talking and we never finished the conversation.
Gordon had to have been pulling my leg!”
He doubted
that anyone believed him, but it was a lifeline that they
could all cling to, so nothing more was said on the subject as
the family walked to the waiting room that had been prepared
for them.
Virgil
dropped back behind everyone else so he was walking alongside
Alan. “Thanks,” he whispered.
Alan’s
response was equally quiet. “You didn’t misunderstand, did
you. And it wasn’t a joke.”
“No,”
Virgil admitted. “I’m one hundred percent sure that it
wasn’t.”
“Why’d he
tell you and no one else?”
“I wish I
knew, like I wish he hadn’t. I don’t know how his brain’s been
working these last few months. I just know that he’s had a lot
of time to think and that it was a carefully considered
decision.”
In the
waiting room each Tracy had stored items to help them while
away the hours that were about to drag past. Virgil chose a
seat next to Alan, feeling he was less likely to be
interrogated there, put his headphones on, cranked up the
volume to the maximum safe level, sat back and shut his eyes,
hoping to cocoon himself from the outside world.
It didn’t
work. All he could see was that split-second image of Gordon.
In that briefest moment Gordon’s face had changed; changed
from the relaxed persona that he’d displayed for the benefit
of his family; changed so his real feelings were shown as
clearly as if he’d texted them to the world.
Gordon was
terrified.
Virgil
didn’t blame him. The idea of things crawling through your
brain, even if they were microscopic nanobots trying to help
you, was like a nightmare or an especially bad science fiction
movie. He tried to push the image of the terrified face down
into his subconscious, imagining the notes of the music as
colours, and when that didn’t work, picturing the score as if
it was written on a sheet of paper.
That
didn’t work either.
Deciding
that he needed something to keep the visual part of his brain
occupied, he pulled a sketchpad out of his bag. But his pencil
hovered over the page without making contact.
He slammed
the sketchpad on the table beside him, pulled off his
headphones, and stood. “I’m going for a walk.”
No one
tried to stop him.
Walking
around the perimeter grounds of the Willis Institute, not
willing to stray too far in case he was needed inside, he was
joined by Scott after his first lap of the property. Not a
word was said between them as they continued on their trek
around, and around, and around...
At midday
their watches beeped into life. “Boys.” It was their father.
“Grandma’s got lunch ready over at the house.”
No one
felt like eating so no one did. They sat at the table and
toyed with their food until it was no longer edible.
After
lunch the men folk sat and watched a game on TV, though at the
end of it no one could remember the score. Grandma bustled
about in the kitchen, cooking to keep herself busy.
She
supplied them all with a meal at 5 o’clock. Normally the
family rule was that all meals were to be eaten at the table
and that the TV had to be turned off. But today was to be an
exception. The Tracys sat in front of the TV, plates balanced
on their knees.
Despite
not having eaten since a light breakfast early this morning,
Virgil decided that he still wasn’t hungry. His food lay on
the coffee table untouched as he stared, unseeing, at the TV
screen.
Scott was
eating, but it wasn’t the actions of a hungry man; rather that
of an automaton going through the motions. Alan, also not
hungry, tipped the contents of his plate onto his big
brother’s dish and Scott didn’t even notice... He just
continued working his way through a seemly never-ending plate
of food.
John
wasn’t eating either. He had his watch in pieces on the table
in front of him, as he sought to improve its range and
efficiency. But all he was doing was taking it apart before
reassembling it exactly the same way again.
Eventually
Jeff looked at his own watch. “It’s been 14 hours,” he
grunted. “I’m heading back over.”
They still
had another four hour wait after they’d returned to the
waiting room. This time Virgil was able to occupy his mind
with his music and his sketchpad, and the time, while it
didn’t race by, at least didn’t seem to crawl quite as slowly.
He was
almost surprised when the door to the waiting room opened and
Mr Millington, the neurosurgeon who’d been holding Gordon’s
life in his hands for the last 18 hours, stood there. Despite
his obvious tiredness, the surgeon smiled. “He did well. He
came through with no complications.”
“He’s
going to be okay?” Jeff asked, his voice rusty from hours of
little use.
“We won’t
know for sure until we bring him out of the coma in four days
time,” the neurologist reminded him. “But there was nothing in
the procedure to make me think that it wasn’t a complete
success.”
Virgil
felt as if a ten-ton weight had been lifted off his shoulders.
“Can we
see him?” Jeff asked.
Mr
Millington smiled. “Of course. I don’t need to remind you of
the need to keep communicating with Gordon... or where his
room is.” He stepped aside and allowed the Tracys to pass
through the door.
It was
with a déjà vu kind of feeling that Virgil walked back through
the door into Gordon’s room. There was the nurse at the desk
in the corner, keeping an unobtrusive watch over her patient.
There were the pale coloured walls and the machines and
gauges...
...And
there was Gordon lying still on his bed. Head bandaged, tubes
feeding into his arms, and an oxygen mask on his face.
Jeff
walked over to the bed, pulled up a chair, and picked up
Gordon’s right hand. “You made it, Son. You’re over the first
obstacle. Mr Millington says it went well and that you didn’t
pull any pranks on him. It’s all up to you now. You’ve got to
lie there and relax and heal. We’re here and we’ll look after
you.” He reached out and stroked a rough hand against a pale
cheek. “It’s only for four more days. We’ll protect you.”
“I’ve got
your lucky charm.” Virgil dropped the leather pouch over an
unresponsive left foot. “There. Can you feel that?”
Thursday.
Thanksgiving.
Despite it
being a public holiday, the hospital wing of the Willis
Institute didn’t shut down. Twice that day, once in the
morning and again in the afternoon, Gordon was wheeled on his
bed down to have a brain scan to check that he wasn’t
experiencing any complications.
There were
none.
Mr
Millington made his rounds during the day to check all was
well, but, as he said, all he could do was what the Tracys
were doing… Wait.
Catherine
came in and, not willing to risk jarring his head in any way,
restricted herself to working on exercising the muscles in
Gordon’s feet, forearms, and hands. Rose, even though there
was nothing she could do to aid her patient’s speech therapy,
popped in to see how he was getting on and to give his family
support.
Once the
initial 24 hours had passed, it was decided that Gordon no
longer needed a round-the-clock nursing watch, so the medical
staff vacated the desk in the corner of the room; happy to
continue watching over their patient via monitors in the
nurses’ station down the hall and leaving the Tracys to
maintain their watch alone.
The family
spent the long hours talking. Talking between themselves and
talking to Gordon. They held one-sided conversations;
two-sided conversations and six-sided conversations. They read
the news from the paper and jokes from the thick joke books
that Scott had purchased earlier in the week. Most of the gags
were bad enough to elicit a groan from the group, but everyone
knew that ‘bad’ was what Gordon enjoyed, and this was enough
to make them persevere.
When
they’d listened to one joke too many and had got tired of the
doom and gloom in the newspapers, Virgil unpacked his portable
keyboard and Scott got his guitar from the house. Together
they played Gordon’s favourite tunes and when they’d exhausted
that source of material, accepted requests from the rest of
the family. As time passed, and everyone began to relax, the
day almost developed a party atmosphere, with laughter,
singing, and more (but funnier) jokes.
During a
lull in the conversation, when Grandma was off preparing a
meal, Alan examined the device that had enabled Gordon to
virtually swim through the waters of the world. “Don’t you
think he’d eventually get sick of seeing nothing but all these
underwater shots? Why don’t we video something else for him?”
“Like
what?” Virgil asked.
“Umm…”
Alan thought for a moment. “I could film what it’s like to do
a lap of the race track.”
“That’s
what you’d want to watch,” Scott reminded him. “It’s not
exactly one of Gordon’s interests.”
“Okay…”
Alan bit his lip and screwed up his forehead as he thought.
“He likes a laugh. How filming some comedian…? Or!” He snapped
his fingers. “Some dancing girls. He’d love to find himself in
the middle of a group of dancing girls.”
“Dancing
girls?”
Jeff was
looking at his youngest in astonishment, his eyebrows raised.
“What type of dancing girls are you thinking of, Alan?”
Virgil was
intrigued by the suggestion. “I take it you’re not thinking of
ballet.”
“No!
Quality stuff. Kinda like the Folies Bergere.”
Now John’s
eyebrow had shot skyward. “Folies Bergere?”
Alan gave
a wicked grin. “You’d enjoy that, wouldn’t you, Gordon?”
Gordon
made no comment.
“You
know,” Scott mused. “Alan might not have a bad idea. We should
find a suitable establishment and take our video cameras...
strictly for medical purposes, of course,” he added.
“Of
course,” Alan snickered.
Grandma
bustled into the room, followed by one of the nurses, and
pretended to not notice her grandsons’ guilty expressions.
“Everything’s ready.”
“Mother,”
Jeff protested.
“Mother
nothing!” she responded. “Gordon will understand.” She took up
her grandson’s unresisting right hand. “Gordon,” she began.
“It’s Grandma, but you know that, don’t you? I’m going to take
everyone away from you for a little while, but you won’t miss
us too much because while we’re gone you’ll be having your
scan, and we’ll be here when you return. Plus you won’t be
alone because Amy will be staying with you.” She smiled at the
nurse before transferring Gordon’s hand from her right to her
left. Then she reached out so she was able to caress her
grandson’s cheek. “It’s Thanksgiving, Honey, and we’ve got a
lot to be thankful for. We’re thankful that you enjoyed your
time in the bathyscaphe and we’re thankful that you came home
before the hurricane hit. We’re thankful that Virgil wasn’t
badly hurt when the gang attacked him and we’re thankful that
he and Alan were able to land that plane safely. We’re
thankful that Alan’s doing so well with his racing, and that
John returned safely from the space station, and I know that
we’re all still thankful that Scott survived his crash in
Bereznick. And we’re thankful that, unlike last year, we’re
all together today, even if you won’t be sharing dinner with
us… We’re thankful that you survived the crash. We’re thankful
that, even if your body wasn’t working properly, you were
still you and that you could communicate with us. And we’re
thankful that you’ve been given this opportunity to get better
again and that, so far, everything is looking positive. So you
see, Gordon, we’ve got a lot to be thankful for and we’re
going to celebrate. But we won’t forget you, Darling. I’ve set
your place and we’ve all got party hats to wear. Now, don’t
you worry; I’ll make sure your brothers wear them! … And then,
when you’re better and are able to join us for a meal, we’ll
have another, bigger, thanksgiving celebration, just because
we’re thankful to have you with us.” She kissed Gordon’s hand
before placing it back on the bed. “We won’t be long, Honey.”
After one final caress of his cheek she stood and turned to
face her family. “Come along, everyone. Your dinner’s getting
cold.” She started shooing her reluctant boys out the door.
“We’ll bring you something when we come back, Amy,” she said
as she passed the desk.
“Thank
you, Mrs Tracy.”
“Hold on!”
Virgil reached out and switched on the music player. “He needs
to be able to listen to something.” Sounds of the sea washed
out of the speakers.
“What did
you do that for?” John asked.
“Gordon
told me that last time he was in a coma he could hear
everything that we said,” Virgil looked at his father, “and
did.”
Jeff
stared at him with a slight frown. “Everything?”
Virgil
nodded. “He heard all the secrets we told him and the
conversations we had about him.” He looked down at his
comatose brother. “He told me that he needed to be able to
continue to hear things so that he’d know that he was still
alive.”
Scott
folded his arms and glared at his brother. “What else has he
told you, Virgil?” he demanded.
“That
doesn’t matter now,” Jeff interrupted. “If you can hear me,
Gordon, then don’t worry. That’s all in the past. It’s time
for you, and us all, to look forward to a brighter future...”
Over at
the house, the table was set for seven, and, as Virgil took
his seat between his grandmother and John, he couldn’t help
but notice the vacancy at one end where a party hat had been
placed on the unblemished plate.
“I know he
wasn’t here last Thanksgiving either,” Alan commented as he
put his party hat on, “but it seems strange without Gordon
here. Different from last time. At least last year we were
able to talk to him on the videophone.”
“I know
what you mean, Alan.” Jeff took his place at the head of the
table. “But it won’t be long before he’ll be back with us.”
Scott was
examining his hat. “I’m glad to see you haven’t got anything
too silly, Grandma.” He put the elastic under his chin and
settled the brightly coloured cone onto his head.
“I wonder
what, if anything, Gordon’s aware of at the moment,” John
mused. “Thanks, Dad.” He accepted a plate of meat. “You said
he could hear us last time, Virg?”
“That’s
what he told me, but I don’t know if it was only when he was
in the ‘natural’ coma or the barbiturate-induced one.”
“So you
think he might be floating in some kind of blackness?” Alan
asked. He gave a shiver. “Creepy.”
“Maybe
that’s why his thumb was twitching last time?” Scott’s face
was creased in a thoughtful frown. “He was trying to reach out
to us, to let us know that he was still with us, but that was
the only part he could move?” He helped himself to a big
helping of vegetables.
Alan gave
another shiver. “Creepy,” he repeated.
“Now,
Boys, stop that,” Grandma scolded gently. “This is a time to
be grateful for what we have, and I for one am grateful that
Gordon’s still alive and will be released from the coma on
Sunday. Peas, Honey?” She handed the bowl to Virgil.
After the
meal was finished, the Tracys continued to sit around the
table, talking quietly. It hadn’t been the most festive
Thanksgiving they’d ever had, but nevertheless they were glad
to simply be together.
Jeff
looked at his watch. “Half an hour before Gordon’s due back
from his scan. We’d better think about heading back.”
“You and
Grandma go,” Scott suggested. “We’ll tidy up.”
Virgil
waited for Alan to start complaining, but the young blonde
seemed more intent on finishing his second helping of dessert.
Then he noticed that John didn’t appear to be listening to the
conversation and nudged his brother. “You’re looking like
you’re miles away. Eaten too much?”
“No,” John
admitted, removing his serviette from his lap and placing it
on the table. “Unlike Alan...”
“Hey!”
“I was
just thinking about what day today is and what it means to
us.”
“I thought
that Grandma covered that pretty well at the hospital.” Alan
scooped his last mouthful of dessert and dropped his spoon
into the bowl.
“No. I
don’t mean us as a family. I was thinking about what today
means for International Rescue. Today’s D-day... Decision Day.
Today’s Dad’s deadline for us to decide whether or not we’re
going to throw our hats into the ring.” He removed his party
hat and tossed into the middle of the table. “I’m in. How
about you, Virgil?”
Virgil
pulled his hat off and put it next to John’s. “Never any
doubts... What about you, Scott? Are you joining us?”
Scott had
already removed his hat. “And miss out on the chance of
actually getting paid to boss you fellas about?” With a grin
he tossed it so it landed on Virgil’s and rolled off, coming
to rest beside John’s. “Alan?”
“Me? Sit
back and miss all the fun you guys will be having?” Alan
chucked his hat beside his brothers. “No chance.” He shot his
father a guilty look. “That’s if I’m allowed to belong?”
“No
question about it.” Jeff favoured him with a benevolent smile.
“Well, I suppose that if you all are willing to join
International Rescue, then you’d better have International
Rescue to join.” He placed his hat on top of the four
belonging to his sons. “Thank you, Boys. I appreciate the fact
that all my sons are going to be part of my dream... At least
I hope you all are...”
Everyone
turned to look at the solitary hat sitting on the plate at the
other end of the table.
And
everyone wondered...
Without
the festivities of Thanksgiving to break the tedium, Friday
seemed to drag slower than Thursday. Saturday was even worse.
Finally it
was Sunday.
Virgil
awoke early that morning, aware of a sense of nervous
anticipation. He got out of the sofa-bed and wandered into the
bathroom, bumping into Scott who was on his way out. “Mornin’.”
Scott,
freshly showered after his early morning run, appeared
obnoxiously bright and cheerful. “Morning, Virg. Sleep well?”
Virgil
cuffed sleep from his eyes. “I’ll sleep better when I know
he’s going to be all right. When did Mr Millington say they’d
start bringing him out of the coma?”
“It
depends on how this morning’s scan looks. If all goes well
they’ll stop the drugs as soon as he gets back to his room.
Then we wait some more for Gordon to wake up in his own sweet
time.”
“I hope he
doesn’t take as long as he did last time,” Virgil admitted. “I
don’t think any of us could stand the strain.”
Scott gave
him a sympathetic pat on the arm. “Go do what you’ve got to
do, then I’ll give you a hand with your bed so it’s out of the
way when Grandma surfaces.”
“Thanks.”
When
everyone assembled in Gordon’s room, they realised that they
were missing one member of the family group. John looked at
his watch. “They’ve taken him early.”
“I suppose
Mr Millington’s as keen as we are to know if they can start
releasing him from the coma,” Jeff hypothesised, before, like
his son, he looked at his watch. “I wonder how long he’s been
gone.”
There was
a sound at the door. “Long enough,” Alan said and got up to
clear some room for the bed.
Gordon was
wheeled inside and repositioned with his head to the wall. As
he was reconnected to all the sensors, IVs, and other
paraphernalia, Mr Millington hurried into the room. “He’s done
well,” he beamed. “I’m very pleased. We’re going to start
reducing the barbiturate and, should you decide to cooperate,”
he said to the patient before looking back at the rest of the
family, “Gordon should be awake by early tomorrow.”
“That
long!” Grandma exclaimed.
Mr
Millington treated her to a sympathetic smile. “I know it
seems a long time, but, based on past experience, it’s for the
best. Think of it this way, this time tomorrow your grandson
should be awake to give you cheek again.”
Jeff sat
back with a sigh of some relief. “So we’re heading for
‘atmospheric re-entry and we’ll be touching down soon’?”
The
neurologist beamed with delight. “I love these astronautical
references. Yes, Mr Tracy. Gordon is close to touching down
and I’m quietly confident that it will be a soft landing.”
John
chuckled. “Knowing Gordon, he’ll have fed us the wrong
co-ordinates.”
“Yeah,”
Alan added. “He’ll deploy a bogus parachute to confuse us.”
Mr
Millington entered a few codes into a computer console. “The
computer is now programmed to slowly reduce the rate of
barbiturate infusion. You’re approaching ‘atmospheric
re-entry’, Gordon.”
“He’d
rather be decompressing as he ascends,” Scott corrected.
Mr
Millington laughed. “I should have known... I have other
patients that I have to see, but I will return shortly...” He
was as good as his word, returning to check up on his patient
at least once every hour.
As for the
Tracys, none of them were willing to leave Gordon’s side, even
to retire that evening. Instead they sat by his bedside,
continuously searching out for the first sign that he was
reawakening, or in John’s words, “resurfacing.”
It was
midway through the following morning when the neurologist
announced that the young man was showing signs of regaining
consciousness. “There are definite changes to his brain
activity. Talk to him. Let him know that you are waiting for
him.”
“How soon
before we’ll know if he’s got feeling back in his arms and
legs?” Virgil asked. “Can we encourage him to move?”
“As I’ve
said before, don’t expect him to display a full range of
movement, but you should see some reaction in his extremities.
Thanks to Catherine’s efforts, he won’t have lost too much
muscle tone to his hands and feet over these last four days.”
“Did I
hear my name mentioned?” Catherine smiled at her colleague. “I
asked the nursing staff to let me know when he was coming
around.” She took a seat against the wall so that she could
observe her patient’s condition without intruding on the
family.
It was
another hour before that patient showed some signs of
awakening. “Gordon...” Jeff said softly. “It’s Dad, Gordon...
Come on, Son,” he picked up Gordon’s right hand. “It’s time to
wake up.”
Still
unsure as to whether her grandson would be aware of her touch,
Grandma held his left hand. “Your father’s right, Young Man.
It’s time you were out of that bed.”
Alan
laughed. “That brings back memories.”
Gordon’s
head twitched.
“That’s
it, Gordon,” Jeff cajoled. “Come back to us.”
Gordon’s
eyes flickered.
Scott
leant on the footboard at the end of the bed. “Hey, Gordy.
We’ve got all sorts of fun things planned for you when you get
out of here, but you’ve got to be awake to enjoy them.”
“Yeah,”
John added. “If you don’t wake up, we’ll just have to do them
without you.”
“And
Alan’s got his final race coming up,” Virgil said. “You’ll
want to be awake to see that.”
“Yes!”
Alan piped up. “You’ve got to get strong enough so that you
can come to the track to watch me race. I’ll make sure that
you get the best seats on the circuit.”
Gordon’s
eyes flickered again and then half opened. His mouth moved,
but no sounds came out... He closed his eyes again.
“Come on,
Gordon,” Jeff prompted. “Open your eyes, Son.”
Gordon
succeeded, looking around his family. He opened his mouth to
speak and uttered a dry, raspy croak.
“What was
that, Son?”
Gordon
tried again, fixing his eyes on his brothers... This time he
was able to vocalise and, although his words were slow and his
speech slurred, they were still recognisable. “Therez da
com-e-de-enz. Wherz da danzin’ girlz?” he mumbled before
closing his eyes again.
Everyone
laughed, relieved that, if nothing else, Gordon didn’t appear
to have lost his sense of humour. He half-opened his eyes
again and a small, but still lopsided, smile crept onto his
face.
“You can
sleep soon, Gordon,” Jeff told him. “But first, can you
squeeze my hand?”
Gordon
turned his head a little so his heavily-lidded eyes were
looking at his father. “Lyg thfiz?”
From
Virgil’s vantage point at his grandmother’s shoulder, he could
see four fingers and a thumb tighten their grip on his
father’s hand. Jeff’s face broke out into a smile of pure joy.
“Yes, Gordon. Just like that.”
“How about
me, Gordon?” Grandma asked, as Virgil put his arm about her
shoulders. “Can you squeeze my hand?”
Gordon
rotated his head the other way, further than he’d been able to
manage five days ago. “Hi, Gwanma,” he said, before his
forehead creased in a frown of concentration. As he focused
his attention on his left hand, nothing appeared to happen.
“Don’t
concentrate so hard, Gordon,” Catherine advised, and Virgil
realised that he’d forgotten that she was there. “It’s been a
while since your brain’s used that bit of circuitry and it’s
got to relearn how everything works. Here... Excuse me, Mrs
Tracy,” she took Gordon’s hand from Grandma and massaged its
muscles. “Are you feeling that?”
Now
Gordon’s frown appeared confused. “Dunno.”
“Don’t
worry. Like I said, your brain’s still relearning the
mechanisms related to touch and movement... Would you like to
take his hand again, Mrs Tracy?” Catherine stood back. “Now,
Gordon... Relax and try again, Try squeezing both hands at
once. Imagine you’re riding a motorbike and holding the
handlebars.”
“Or better
still,” John sat forward, “imagine you’re windsurfing and
holding the control bar.”
“Yes,”
Virgil added. “Imagine it’s a perfect day... The sky’s blue...
You can feel the wind pulling at the sail... Grip tight and go
for the ride.”
Gordon
looked at him and gave a small nod of understanding. Then he
fixed his attention back on his grandmother’s face.
Still
nothing happened.
Despite
her obvious disappointment, Grandma remained strong. “Don’t
worry, Honey.” She gave her grandson’s hand a reassuring rub.
“It’s still early days yet. You’ll get there.”
“She’s
right, Gordon,” Mr Millington agreed. “This doesn’t mean that
your condition hasn’t improve...”
He stopped
speaking when Grandma uttered a small exclamation. “Oh!
Gordon! Did you move your fingers?” She looked at the bony
hand. “Do it again!” There was the tiniest of movements and a
delighted smile transformed his grandmother’s face. “I felt
you move! Gordon...! You did it! I knew you could!” Elated,
she kissed him on the cheek. “I can’t wait to tell everyone!”
She beamed at him and, as Gordon smiled back, Virgil fancied
that those previously frozen muscles on the left side of his
face had re-mobilised a little.
Excited by
this new discovery Scott pulled the sheets out from the bottom
of the bed and threw them back so his younger brother’s feet
lay exposed. “Can you move them too?!”
“Come on,
Gordon!” John exclaimed. “Move those feet! Pretend you’re
doing the backstroke!”
Gordon
gave a sigh. “Tir’d.”
“Doggie
paddle then,” Virgil suggested. “Just try once!”
Scott
tickled the sole of Gordon’s right foot. “Can you feel that?”
“No...”
Gordon’s tired eyes were closed.
“How about
that?” Scott repeated the gesture on the other foot.
“...No...”
Alan
grabbed a tissue from the box beside the bed. He twisted the
paper so that it was a stiff rod with a feathery tip, and ran
the soft end up his brother’s right sole.
Gordon’s
foot twitched and his toes curled.
“Yes!”
John cheered. “Try the other, Alan.”
Alan
repeated the experiment with no success.
“Here,”
John handed over the lucky charm in its bag. “Put that on his
foot.”
Scott
grabbed the pouch and wrapped it around the immobile foot.
“Can you feel that, Gordon?”
Gordon’s
left big toe jerked. “Did-I do’t?”
“You did
it,” Alan applauded.
Gordon’s
mouth curled up slightly. “‘V’ryone ‘appy?” he asked.
“Very
happy…” And Jeff Tracy was not alone in having a grin that was
almost splitting his face in two.
In fact,
Virgil realised that his smile was so big that his cheeks were
hurting and he had to rub them to ease the pain. He patted
Gordon on the arm. “Welcome back.”
Gordon
managed another smile. “Dankyo...” Exhausted, his eyes finally
closed and he drifted off back to sleep.
“I think
we’d better leave him,” Mr Millington whispered. “Would you
mind if we went through into your unit?”
Once
everyone had crowded into the tiny room, an elated Jeff held
out his hand to the neurologist. “What can I do to thank you,
Mr Millington?” he asked pumping the man's hand. “You’ve
achieved a miracle.”
“You can
start by not getting your hopes up just yet. I’ll admit that
all the signs are encouraging, but Gordon’s still got a long
way to go before he reaches full fitness... That’s assuming
that we are reading the signs right.”
“Are you
suggesting that those movements were only reflexes?” Grandma
asked. She stared the neurologist in the eye. “Because I know
what I felt!”
“I’m sure
you did,” he soothed, “just as that movement of his left foot
seemed to be a voluntary action rather than a reflexive one.
But I will need to make further tests before I’m willing to
categorically say that the only thing standing between Gordon
and a full recovery is Gordon.”
“I don’t
think you’ll be able to hold him back,” Virgil stated. “Not
now that he knows that it’s all down to him.”
John held
up his cell phone into which he’d been typing a text message.
“How does this sound? G just awake. Movement of hands and
feet. Dozing now. Next txt will have more news. Okay?”
“Send it,
John,” Scott ordered. “There are a lot of people waiting for
that call.”
John
pushed send. “They’ll be happy now.”
It was
only seconds later when every cell phone in the room started
buzzing. Alan was quickest on the draw. “It’s from my manager.
Karl says that that’s good news and maybe now I’ll be able
concentrate on racing…” He looked embarrassed. “And this one’s
from Tin-Tin saying how happy she is.”
“And I’ve
got one from Kyrano,” Jeff said. “Saying that the gods are
finally smiling on us… One from Lady Penelope congratulating
you, Mr Millington… One from Brains: he’s been following
Gordon’s progress over the Internet. And here’s one from
Hamish. Wonderful news. Does this mean I’m getting one of my
best employees back tomorrow?” He raised an amused eyebrow in
Virgil’s direction. “I think you’re missed.”
Scott
looked up, the light from his cell phone reflecting onto his
face. “I think people have been more understanding and more
inconvenienced than we’ve realised.”
“I’d
guarantee it...” Virgil was scrolling through his own list of
messages. “Lisa’s saying it’s wonderful and that we’re to give
Gordon a big kiss from her… I think I’ll leave that job to
you, Grandma.” She chuckled. “Butch has only typed one word,
terrific, spelt T-R-E-F-I-K. Bruce says that they were working
when they received the message and that everyone’s phone went
off at once.” He laughed. “Including Greg’s. So much for
company rules.”
There were
dozens of other texts to work through, from friends and
relations. All were offering up their congratulations and best
wishes to the Tracy family…
Especially
to Gordon.
The
patient awoke again early that afternoon and his first words
were, “Where’z Cath’rine? Led’z ged ztarted.”
“She might
be working with someone else,” Jeff reminded him. “She’s a
busy lady.”
“I’ll go
see if she’s going to be free soon,” Scott offered. He pointed
at Gordon. “Don’t do anything spectacular until I’m back.” He
returned a short time later. “I told the nurses and they’re
going to try to page her… Now,” he settled back into his
chair. “Let’s see what you can do.”
“Here,”
Alan pressed the ‘raspberry ball’ into Gordon’s left hand.
“Squeeze this.”
The sound
Gordon made with the ball wasn’t so much a raspberry as an
overripe gooseberry, but his face, weak side and all, beamed
in delight. “Where’z my feed.” John folded back the sheets so
that two bony feet were exposed. “Im a zkelliton.”
“Then
you’ll just have to work hard to get your muscles built up
again,” John said. He ran his thumbnail up the sole of one of
Gordon’s feet. “Can you feel that?”
“Yez…”
Gordon frowned at his right toe. “Weird... Can’d ‘member whad
t’do.”
“What
would Catherine do?” Virgil asked. “Try moving his foot,
John.”
“How come
I’m the one working on Gordon’s smelly feet?”
“‘Cos you
offered,” Alan told him.
“Besides,
they haven’t done anything to start smelling,” Scott reminded
him. “Just flex his foot.”
“Okay.”
John looked at Gordon. “Don’t go kicking me across the room.
Okay?”
Gordon
chuckled. “Kay.” He watched as his brother moved the lump of
skin and bone at the end of the bed and tried to work out
which muscles were working. “Here goez…” There was nothing…
Then a twitch… And then his whole right foot pointed forward a
centimetre before relaxing back. “Yez!”
“Well
done, Son,” Jeff applauded. “Can you do the same with the
other one?”
“What’s
this? Starting without me?” Catherine asked as she strode into
the room. “How are you feeling now, Gordon?”
“More awak.
I moved my food. All by myselv.” Gordon managed to point down
the bed with his stronger right hand. “Now Im gonna do the
otha.”
“Do you
want me to move it first?” John asked.
“Yez.”
Gordon concentrated on the sensations he was receiving and
then managed to replicate them. His left foot didn’t move as
far as the right, but it was enough to cheer the group.
“Well
done,” Catherine congratulated. “Your speech is a lot clearer
too. Rose will be impressed… Do you want me to start working
on you?”
“Yez.”
Gordon nodded.
“Right!”
Catherine rolled up her sleeves. “Do you remember what I said
to you first time we worked together? About how a champion
swimmer like you must have done a lot of working out in the
gym.”
“Yez.”
“Good.
Pretend you’ve just finished working out and a pretty girl’s
walking past…”
“Lige
you.”
Catherine
coloured slightly, but retained her professional demeanour.
“Can you can show me, uh, her your biceps?” She flexed his arm
a couple of times to make sure that the joint was free and
then sat back. “Your turn.” Straining slightly Gordon bent his
elbow, raising his forearm a few inches off the bed. Catherine
smiled. “Not bad for a guy who’s been unconscious for half a
week. You’ll have the ladies falling at your feet in no time.”
Delighted,
Gordon laughed.
Virgil
didn’t fly back home until late Monday evening. He felt no
guilt about missing a day off work and no one attempted to
tell him that he shouldn’t be staying at the Willis Institute.
He would have ignored them if they had.
As his
plane left the Willis airfield and flew up into the darkening
skies, Virgil breathed a sigh of contentment. It looked as if
things were finally coming right for the family and that soon,
very soon, they’d be able to begin their work on International
Rescue in earnest.
Chapter 22: A Quiet
Surprise
Virgil
spent much of Tuesday’s breaks telling his friends about the
stresses of the previous week and how great it was that all
tests seemed to be indicating that Gordon, once he’d got his
strength back, was on his way to a full recovery.
He was
therefore surprised when he received a phone call from Jeff
Tracy on Wednesday evening. “Would you be willing to take the
day off tomorrow, Virgil?”
Virgil
stared at his father’s image. “Take the day off? You mean take
the day off work?? Why? Is something wrong?”
“I’m not
sure,” Jeff admitted. “Gordon refuses to get into the pool.”
“Huh…?” At
first Virgil wasn’t sure he’d heard correctly. He worked the
phrase around in his mind and could come up with no viable
alternatives. “Did I hear you right? Gordon refuses to get in
the water? Our Gordon!?”
“I know
it’s hard to believe,” his father responded. “But Catherine
tried to get him to do some exercises in the pool on Tuesday
and again today. She said that it would be good for him
because he’ll be working against the water’s resistance. She
wants to get him upright and walking in an environment where
he can build up his muscle strength while there’s no weight on
his leg bones and he’s supported… But Gordon refuses to go
in.”
“How do
you mean ‘refuses’?”
“At first
he was giving lots of excuses. He was frightened that he’d get
water into his head wounds and would get an infection. He
wasn’t feeling well. He had a headache. Then, this afternoon,
he outright refused. He wouldn’t even listen to me.”
Virgil
frowned. “And you think I could change his mind?”
“Yes,
Virgil, I do.” Jeff Tracy fixed his son with an earnest stare.
“I don’t know what went on between the pair of you, but
whatever it was, Gordon clearly trusted you with something
important.”
“I don’t
know that he trusts me any more than anyone else,” Virgil
corrected. “It was more like I was the path of least
resistance because I was only there on the weekends and I’m
older than him.”
“Maybe,”
Jeff acquiesced, “but even so I think your presence could
help. Will you do it?”
Virgil
gave a wry grin. “You’re the boss. If ACE will let me have
time off then I’m more than happy to help Gordon. But are you
sure Scott and John wouldn’t have a better chance of talking
him around? Or Grandma? After all, they’ve been with him right
through this.”
“They’ve
tried, but he’s not listening to them either. Also, your
grandmother’s gone home for a couple of days and to bring Rick
and Diane back. And I’ve sent your brothers home to Tracy
Island to start cranking things up again. If we’re going to do
what we’ve got planned for the 28th, then everything’s got to
be shipshape… And Gordon’s got to be strong enough.”
“Okay,”
Virgil agreed. “I’ll be out there first thing tomorrow. Are
you going to call Uncle Hamish or shall I?”
“I’ll call
and explain,” Jeff said. “He’ll understand.”
“While
you’re doing that I’ll call Greg and warn him. The poor guy’s
looking stressed enough as it is trying to work out the work
schedules; without losing me again.”
“Tell him,
off the record, that I’ll make it up to him,” Jeff said.
“Apart
from the aversion to the pool, how’s Gordon getting on?”
Virgil asked.
“He’s
doing well. They tried him on solid foods today, but it’s the
first time since his accident and he brought it straight back
up. Once he realised that he’s got to take it slowly and not
bolt it down like he usually does, it went a lot better. But
his whole digestive tract’s still getting used to the idea.”
Jeff made a face. “It’s not only his arm and leg muscles
relearning how to work… You’re lucky you weren’t here.”
“Maybe
it’s just as well he’s not using the pool.”
“That’s
one of his excuses, but the medical staff say that they can
regulate things like that.” Jeff sighed. “I hope you and I can
get him in the water again tomorrow. There’s something
unnerving about Gordon Tracy having an aversion to water.”
“Tell me
about it.” Virgil treated his father to a reassuring smile.
“Anyway, I’ll be out at the Willis tomorrow and we’ll see what
we can do to change his mind.”
“Thank
you, Virgil. We’ll see you in the morning… Don’t forget your
swimming trunks…”
“Whad are
you doin’ here!?”
Virgil
smiled at his younger brother. “I heard that Scott and John
have been sent packing and I thought you might like some
company.”
“Bud whad
…?” Gordon stopped and tried again.
“Bud-t whad-t aboud-t worg?”
He sighed
in frustration.
“You’ll
get there,” Virgil told him. “You’re a lot easier to
understand than you were this time last week.”
“Thiz
dime… time lasd weeg I waz unconjus… un-con-she-ous.”
“Which
proves my point.”
“Which
doezn’ anzer my cwesshun.”
Virgil was
saved from answering Gordon’s question when Jeff entered the
room. “Hello, Virgil? What are you doing here?”
In actual
fact Virgil and his father had already met this morning and
made plans. “Playing truant,” he responded. “Don’t tell the
boss.” He pulled at his collar. “Why do they have to make
hospitals as hot as saunas? Now we’re nearly into winter it’s
getting cold outside and then you have to walk into what feels
like a furnace. It can’t be good for you.”
Jeff
chuckled. “I’ve often thought that. I think hospitals must try
to drum up business… Don’t worry, you’ll soon acclimatise.”
Catherine
came bustling in. “Hello, Virgil,” she said, pretending to be
surprised, even though she’d been involved with the earlier
discussions. “I didn’t think we’d be seeing you until Friday
at the earliest.”
“Hi,
Catherine. I can’t quite believe that Gordon’s getting better,
so I had to reassure myself that it’s not a dream.”
She
smiled. “I can guarantee that it’s not a dream… In fact you’re
here just in time to see Gordon get some exercise in the
pool.”
“The
pool!” Virgil exclaimed. “You must be looking forward to that,
Gordon. It’ll be like going home.”
Gordon,
however, was looking alarmed. “I don’ feel well ‘nough.”
“Again?”
Catherine checked the monitors on the wall. “You don’t have a
temperature.”
“If you
did, a cool swim might be the solution,” Virgil ventured. “I
wouldn’t mind something to cool me down about now.” He began
to wonder if he was overdoing the overheating line and
resolved not to say any more until the right time.
“Come on,
Gordon, I’m not going to let you off that easily,” Catherine
half scolded. “How about we get you into the wheelchair and
wheel you down to the pool. Maybe once you remind yourself how
shallow it is you’ll feel differently about going for a swim?”
“No, I
won’d… will… not.”
“Well,
just in case, we’ll get you ready,” Catherine told him. She
turned to the other two Tracys. “If you gentlemen will excuse
us…”
Jeff
smiled at her. “Of course. We’ll be waiting in the unit. Let
us know when you’re ready.”
Virgil
followed his father into the little room next to Gordon’s. “He
really doesn’t want to go in that pool, does he? What do you
suppose is wrong?”
“I don’t
know,” Jeff admitted. “Catherine had been putting him through
hydrotherapy the last few weeks before his operation. At first
it was simply to try to maintain his circulation, but once she
knew that there was a chance he’d walk again, she had been
working to try to boost his muscle tone so he’d be ready.”
“So it’s
not like this is a new experience for him,” Virgil noted.
“No. But I
did notice that whenever Gordon was in the pool, he was always
very quiet. I put it down to him trying to reconcile himself
to the idea that he might never swim unaided again, but now
I’m not so sure.”
“Maybe
you’re right,” Virgil suggested. “Maybe he’s worried that he
won’t be as good a swimmer as he was? We both know that he set
himself high standards…”
There was
a knock on the door and Jeff opened it. “Ready, Catherine?”
“We’re
ready,” Catherine said. “Good luck,” she added in a whisper.
“He’s not making this easy.”
Wearing a
helmet that covered the weakened bones of his skull and
protected his wounds from the water, and dressed in a robe,
Gordon was sitting in a wheelchair that supported his back and
neck. “Dad… Don’d… Don’t… wand-t to do thiz. Don’d feel well.
Don’d mage me,” he pleaded.
“You’re
only going to be looking at the pool,” Jeff reassured him.
“You don’t have a problem with that, do you?”
Gordon
looked like he did have a problem with that, but he said
nothing.
During the
walk through the complex, Virgil did his best to keep up a
light-hearted, non-water related conversation with his
brother, father, Catherine, and the two orderlies who’d been
assigned to help. It seemed that, so long as they stayed off
the topic that was at the forefront of everyone’s minds,
Gordon was more than willing to participate.
The
entered the hydrotherapy room. “This place is worse than the
rest of the hospital. It’s like a sauna!” Virgil commented
without thinking. Already he was feeling beads of sweat
trickle down his neck.
“We’ve
deliberately turned the heat up a little,” Catherine admitted
quietly. “Just to help the deception.”
One of the
orderlies pushed Gordon’s chair so that it was facing the
pool, close to the sling that was designed for lifting
patients in and out of the water, but not near enough that
Gordon would feel threatened. Then he and his associate
retired a distance away and sat down.
Virgil
pulled up a chair next to Gordon’s. “You’ve been in here
before?” he asked.
“Yeah…”
Gordon submitted to having a brace put around his neck to help
his weakened muscles support his head. “Few timez…”
“Do they
use that sling thing to get you in and out?”
“Yeah,”
Gordon said warily.
“Looks
like fun,” Virgil commented; more interested in the mechanics
of the device than what it would be like to experience a ride.
“You t-ry
it.”
“Maybe
later.”
They sat
in silence.
Virgil
undid the top buttons of his shirt. “It sure is hot in here.”
He eyed up the pool. “I think the last time I had a swim was
just after I’d been beaten up by that gang. You never realise
how… um… liberating water can be until you discover how much
it can loosen you up.”
Catherine
stared at him wide-eyed. “You were beaten up by a gang?!”
“Yeah. I
didn’t tell these guys,” Virgil indicated his brother and
father, “but even a week later I was still stiff and sore. So
I had a swim in Gordon’s pool, mainly to get some exercise.
But I felt a heck of a lot better afterwards because I was
able to work out a lot of the kinks without any stress on my
body.”
“It sounds
like you needed the services of a good massage therapist,”
Catherine commented. “It’s a shame we didn’t know each other
then.” She paused. “If I’m not prying, how did you manage to
get beaten up? Were you mugged?”
“I was at
friends’ fifth wedding anniversary party. Butch, that’s the
husband, had been an associate member of this gang until he
met Lisa. He’d given up on gang life, but the gang crashed the
party to help him ‘celebrate’. Unfortunately I got caught up
in the ‘action’ when they were asked to leave.”
“You
should’ve zeen ‘im!” Gordon exclaimed, his eyes shining as he
focussed on something other than the pool in front of him. “A
kid bideod…videoed the fighd and we watch’d’d later. He wasz
awezome. He dook… took on the gang zingle-handed…”
If it was
possible to go any redder in this heat, Virgil felt himself do
so. “Hardly single-handed…”
“Bruze was
knockt out in the firzd zecond,” Gordon proclaimed. “And Butch
waz only interezded in prodecding Liza. You were the one oo
deald wid the rezd of them.”
“And they
nearly dealt with me,” Virgil reminded him. “Once they got me
on the ground I was dead meat. If the cops hadn’t shown up
when they did, you would have been visiting me in here instead
of the other way around.”
“I’d
rather not be reminded about that incident,” Jeff groaned.
“Let’s talk about something else…”
Virgil
leant forward so that he could look past his brother. “Such
as…?”
“Well… I
know what you mean by how liberating water can be. When I was
in astronaut training they wanted us to get used to working in
our spacesuits. I don’t know if you’ve ever seen those things,
Catherine, but you feel like a cross between Michelin Man and
a walrus trying to get about on land. If I hadn’t had someone
holding me upright and steering me in the right direction, I
could never have got anywhere. So, to simulate weightlessness,
they put us in a pool that must have been at least three times
the depth of this one. The difference between being in the
water and on land was amazing. It didn’t quite feel like zero
gravity because of the resistance of the water, but it came
pretty darn close.”
“You’ve
had an amazing life, Mr Tracy,” Catherine said.
Jeff
grinned. “And it ain’t over yet.” He stretched and then
removed his jacket. “It sure is hot in here. Has the heating
broken or something?”
“I did
mention the temperature to the caretaker,” Catherine admitted
in a wonderful piece of double entendre. “He said he’d do what
he could.”
“This is
getting too much for me.” Virgil pulled at his collar again.
“That pool looks inviting, Catherine, would you mind if I had
a swim?”
She
extended her hand towards the pool. “Be my guest.”
“Thanks.”
Ignoring Gordon’s surprised expression; Virgil pulled off his
shirt, kicked off his shoes and removed his trousers. He was
already wearing his swimming trunks; a pair especially chosen
because they could have doubled as underwear in appearance.
With no further comment he strode over to the side of the pool
and dove in, staying underwater for several metres before
surfacing. He swam one lap of the pool in freestyle, the
second breaststroke, before finishing up with Gordon's Olympic
specialty, the butterfly.
“That’s
better.” He stopped at the side of the pool and looked up at
his audience. “I’m out of practise, Gordon. You’ll have to
give me some pointers.” But, before his brother could respond,
he flung himself away from the side of the pool and did two
laps of nearly flawless backstroke.
“You
know,” Jeff commented as he watched his son’s progress.
“Virgil’s right. That water does look refreshing.” He pulled
off his shirt. “I’m going to join Virgil. Are you joining us,
Catherine?”
She gave a
smile. “I’d love to, but I’m ‘working’.”
Jeff
winked at her. “I’ll have to see if I can cool you down
anyway.” He waited until Virgil was a suitable distance away
and then bombed the pool, soaking everyone within striking
range. He surfaced next to his son. “He’s getting fidgety,” he
whispered.
“Good.”
The pair
found themselves at the end of the pool next to Gordon. Jeff
grinned at Virgil. “Race ya to the other end and back.”
Virgil
grinned. “Are you sure? I’d hate to be the one to show you
up.”
“Show me
up?!” Jeff exclaimed in mock indignation. “I’ll show you,
Boy…! Ready…? Three… Two… One!” He pushed Virgil under the
water and then took advantage of his son’s distraction to get
a head start.
Spluttering at the unexpected dunking, Virgil resurfaced, and
then took off. He’d nearly caught up by the time Jeff was on
the turn and reached the end a good two metres in front of his
father.
“I’m out
of practise,” Jeff said ruefully.
“You
haven’t been keeping up your exercise regime,” Virgil pointed
out. “You’re not as fit as you were.”
They
looked over at Gordon who was being shifted into the sling.
“We haven’t noticed,” Jeff whispered. And then, louder, said;
“I’ll teach you to beat your old man!” He splashed Virgil.
Laughing,
Virgil splashed him back before diving under the water,
grabbing his father’s legs and pulling him down.
Jeff
resurfaced. “Why you…” He retaliated.
They were
having such fun that they missed the quiet sound of a motor in
operation. It wasn’t until Virgil nearly pulled Catherine,
dressed in her wetsuit and carrying a controller, under the
water that he realised that something was happening. “Oops…
Sorry,” he apologised.
She
laughed. “That’s all right. I’d like to join you in your game,
but like I said, I’m working.” She pushed a button on the
controller and the sling, holding Gordon, swung out over the
water.
Virgil
swum closer to his brother. “So you’ve decided to join the
fun?”
Gordon
didn’t look like he was having fun. In fact, he appeared to be
terrified: so terrified that he was visibly shaking and his
tremors were transferring to the sling, which was swaying.
Jeff knew
that Gordon’s pride wouldn’t accept the knowledge that others
could see his fear, so he pretended that nothing was amiss.
“That device has got a case of the wobbles,” he said, reaching
out and laying a steadying hand on his son’s leg. His father’s
touch seemed to reassure the young man and the quivering
lessened, but the fear remained in Gordon’s eyes.
Virgil
went along with the subterfuge. “Looks like it needs a few
bolts tightening,” he commented.
“I’ll get
maintenance to check it out later,” Catherine agreed. “In the
meantime… Okay if I lower you a bit, Gordon? Just until your
feet are touching the water?”
Gordon
gulped. Then he nodded.
There was
a quiet hum and the sling drew closer to the water, Jeff
maintaining his steadying hand on Gordon’s leg.
When his
toes touched the water, Gordon drew them back sharply as if
he’d been stung by an electric shock. It wasn’t the reaction
that anyone had expected, but at least it meant that he was
exercising his muscles, so no one passed comment.
He sat
there; legs shaking with the effort of keeping his feet out of
the water. He bit his lip. He frowned. He took a deep breath
and held it. Then he relaxed and let his toes touch the
surface.
He let his
breath out in a juddering sigh.
Virgil
swum closer, but not so close that he could touch his brother.
“Bet you can’t splash me.”
Gordon
looked at him. “Zplash you?” He looked down at his legs as if
he was trying to work out which were the correct bits to move.
He pulled his left leg back a few centimetres, and then
relaxed the muscles. A small ripple creased the surface of the
pool, bouncing off Virgil’s chest.
Virgil
pretended to be overcome by the force of the ‘surge’ and
disappeared under the water. When he resurfaced Gordon was
laughing.
“Ready to
go a bit lower, Gordon?” Catherine asked.
He
hesitated. Then a determined look overtook Gordon’s face. “Yez.”
Virgil
swam to the side opposite his father and mirrored Jeff’s
actions. Catherine pressed the button and slowly, but surely,
Gordon sunk closer to the water’s surface until the base of
the sling was just touching.
Up to this
point Gordon hadn’t released his white-knuckled grip of the
sides of the sling. He took a deep breath, tentatively reached
down with his right hand, and touched the water. He gave a
half-smile of satisfied pride.
Here it
was deep enough for a person to stand easily with their head
above the water and Catherine positioned herself so that she
was in front of her patient. She took Gordon through a few leg
exercises, getting him to push against the resistance of the
water. “You’re doing well,” she congratulated. “Now, before we
finish for the day, would you be willing to try standing and
taking a few steps for me?”
The
panicked look reappeared in Gordon’s eyes and he stared at his
father as if hoping to receive permission to deny the request.
But Jeff
wasn’t prepared to do so. “I think it wouldn’t hurt to try,
Gordon,” he said. “Just two steps and then we’ll get you out
of the pool. Virgil and I will hang on to you.”
“You… You
won’d led my head ged wed?”
“No
chance,” Virgil confirmed. “We’ll have a grip on you tighter
than a limpet on the hull of a boat.”
Gordon
looked into his brother’s eyes as if he was searching out any
hint of a lie and Virgil held his gaze. The red-head
swallowed. “Okay.”
He
squeezed his eyes tightly shut as he felt the water rise up
his torso. Virgil helped him place his arm about his father’s
shoulders so that Jeff could hold onto his son’s right hand
and keep a tight grip about his waist.
Then
Virgil swum back to Gordon’s left side. “Let your arm float on
the water,” he instructed, before swimming underneath and, yet
again, mirroring his father’s position. “There… Gotcha,” he
murmured as he grasped the support harness at his brother’s
waist. “You’re not going anywhere we don’t want you.”
“Don’d led
me go.”
Gordon’s
pleading entreaty was the first real acknowledgement of the
fear that he felt and Virgil and his father looked at each
other in silent recognition. Then Jeff spoke. “It’s all right,
Son. We have you. We’re not going to let you go.”
“I’m going
to lower the sling now,” Catherine informed them. “I’ll slide
it out from under you, Gordon, and you can let your legs fall
downwards. Don’t worry, your father and Virgil won’t let you
slip… There… That’s all right, isn’t it?”
Gordon was
breathing heavily through his mouth. He gave a tight nod. He
let his legs relax until the soles of his feet were flat on
the bottom of the pool.
“Great!”
Jeff enthused. “You’re standing, Gordon. You’re standing!”
“Wonderful,” Catherine beamed. She swam around so that she was
in front of him. “Now, there’s no rush. Give yourself a chance
to get used to being upright again. Let us know when you’re
ready for the next stage.”
Gordon
waited a moment. Then he nodded. “Ready.”
“Okay.
Have you got a good grip of him, Gentlemen...? Now, Gordon, I
want you to shift your weight on to your right foot... Not too
far,” she cautioned. “Now, lean back towards Virgil... That’s
it; shift your weight onto your left foot.” They repeated the
process several times. “How’s that?”
“Zoles
zore.”
“That’s
too be expected. They’re not used to having pressure on them.
Do you want to leave it there or carry on?”
Gordon
deliberated for a moment. “Carry on.”
“Good,”
Catherine approved. “The first step, as it were, is to get
your body used to having most of your weight on one foot. I’m
sure your dad will be able to support you, so I want you to
bend your left knee and lift your foot off the ground. Don’t
try taking a step yet, she continued. “We just want to give
your body a chance to relearn old sensations.”
“Okay...”
Gordon rocked to the right and raised his left leg a couple of
centimetres off the bottom of the pool.
“Now the
other leg,” Catherine encouraged. “Lean towards Virgil and
raise your right foot... And back...” She guided Gordon from
one side to the other, continuously offering words of
encouragement. “And relax... You’re doing fantastically well.
How does that feel?”
“‘Kay.”
“Do you
want to try a few steps? Remember this isn’t a race. There’s
no hurry.”
Gordon
gave her a haunted look then, slowly, he picked up his right
leg, swung it forward mere centimetres, and placed it back
down on the bottom of the pool. Jeff, keeping pace with the
action, moved forward slightly. Virgil didn’t move: bracing
his brother so that he couldn’t fall.
“Well
done!” Catherine approved. “What was that saying, Mr Tracy?
One small step for a man?”
Jeff’s
grin was from ear-to-ear. “And one giant leap for
Gordon-kind.”
“Now,
shift your weight onto that leg, Gordon.” Catherine placed her
hands on either side of her patient’s chest and encouraged him
to move his body weight. “Your dad will support you… Now,
bring forward your left leg.”
Virgil
felt Gordon roll away from him and tightened his grip before
taking a tiny step forward himself. Gordon placed his left leg
beside the right and squared up to his therapist. “Dunnid.”
“Yes, you
have,” she agreed.
“Do id
again… Brichil leg firsd.”
Catherine
beamed at him. “I’m not going to stop you. See if you can
swing your Virgil leg further forward this time.”
Gordon
looked down, frowning in concentration as he worked on
shifting his weight, moving his leg, and then bracing it on
the bottom of the pool. “Now Dad leg.”
“Look up
this time,” Catherine suggested. “If you look down you’ll
shift your weight forward and you’re more likely to
overbalance… That’s it,” she approved. “This is wonderful… Are
you ready to go back to your room now?”
Gordon
shook his head. “No. More.”
“Are you
sure?”
“Yez.”
“Good.
We’ll start with your ‘Dad leg’ this time.”
Gordon
grinned. “Bet you never thoughd you’d be teachin’ me do walk
afder all this dime,” he sad to his father.
“True, I
never did, but I’m glad I can help you now.”
With
considerably more confidence, Gordon finished a full step,
walking both his ‘Dad’ and ‘Virgil’ legs. “Do ‘noder.”
“Aren’t
you tired?” Catherine asked.
“No. I
wand do do ‘noder.”
“You’ll
walk too far away from the sling and we won’t be able to get
you out of the water.”
Gordon
gave her a look of steely determination. “Den I’ll walg bacg.”
“Are you
sure, Gordon?” Jeff asked. “You’re sounding tired.”
“I wand do
walg!”
“Why don’t
we turn around here and walk back,” Virgil suggested. “Okay,
Gordon?”
“‘Kay.”
“Lift your
legs up and we’ll swing you around,” Jeff said. “You can start
working on the tricky manoeuvres, like turning, tomorrow.”
“’Kay.”
Gordon lifted both legs off the bottom of the pool and Virgil
and his father, performing a weird kind of dance, rotated
about so that they were facing the sling again.
When they
were facing the right way, Gordon placed the soles of his feet
back on the floor of the pool. “Righd!” he said in
determination. “Dad leg den Br… Bvr… Vrir… Den I’m goin’ do
learn ‘ow do zay y’ name,” he told Virgil, who chuckled.
Gordon was
exhausted by the time they got him back into the sling and out
of the pool, but despite that he couldn’t keep the beaming
smile off his face. “Wanna ring Gwanma, ‘n Scod, ‘n John, ‘n
Al’n, ‘n dell ‘em. Dell ‘em I walged.” He rested his head back
against the wheelchair’s headrest.
“We’ll get
you dried off and back to your room first,” Catherine told
him.
“Den I’m
ringin’.”
“Then
you’re ringing,” she agreed as she handed Jeff and Virgil dry
towels and robes. “Thank you,” she whispered. “You’ve worked
miracles.”
“You won’t
keep him down now,” Jeff admitted. He nudged Virgil. “Come on.
We need to get changed. I've been in the water for so long I
feel like a prune.” As they walked past the wheelchair he
patted his younger boy on the shoulder. “I’m proud of you,
Son.”
Virgil
didn’t say anything until he followed his father back to the
unit next to Gordon’s room. “He was terrified, wasn’t he?
Terrified of going into the water. I’ve never seen anyone so
scared.”
Jeff
stopped towelling down his back. “It looked like it.”
“He’s
never said anything to me, but has he ever spoken to any of
you guys about his accident?” Virgil rubbed down one of his
legs. “I’ve always assumed that he was unconscious all the way
through, but what if he was aware of what was going on when he
was under water? What if he knew he was trapped and was
probably going to drown?”
“We’ve
never talked about it,” Jeff admitted. “And I’ve never been
allowed to be present during his counselling sessions, so I
don’t know what he’s said there. But I’ve always thought…
hoped… that he had no memory of what had happened.”
They
finished getting dressed in silence and waited until Catherine
knocked on the door. “We’re ready for you,” she announced when
Jeff let her in. “You can help Gordon make his phone call
while I’m getting changed.”
Gordon was
in bed. “Wherez th’ fone,” he demanded. “Godda ring ‘em all.”
“Keep
calm,” Jeff advised. “You’ll run out of energy and won’t be
able to say anything. We’ll make it a conference call and you
can tell them all at once… How are you getting on, Virgil?”
“I’ve got
Scott, John and Grandma,” Virgil said. “They’re prising Alan
out of his race car as we… Hiya, Alan. Got someone here with
something to tell you. Hang on…” He wheeled the videophone
around so that Gordon could see the four faces on screen.
“Hi,
Gordon,” Alan acknowledged. “What’s your big news?”
“I wg’d,”
Gordon beamed. “I wg’d tree shdepz ou’ ‘n dree shdep bag. Dad
le', Brvchl l'. Did le'. Bvrch l'.”
His big
announcement was met with confused silence.
“Uhh…
That’s great, Gordon,” Scott ventured.
But
Gordon, having spent the last of his energy giving out his
wonderful news, had collapsed against his pillow and fallen
asleep.
“Switch
the phone through to the unit,” Jeff told Virgil, pulling a
blanket over his gently snoring son. “We’ll tell them in
there.”
“Okay.” It
took Virgil a little time to make the connection. “Well done,
Gordon,” he whispered, and tip-toed into the other room.
“Good,
you’re here,” Jeff greeted him. “I thought I’d wait until you
could see their reactions.”
“Thanks.”
“I didn’t
understand a word he said,” Alan admitted. “Something about
trees and sheep dogs?”
“Don’t
keep us in suspense, Jeff,” Grandma scolded. “What is Gordon’s
big news? What did he say?”
“He said
he walked,” Jeff stated. “He took three steps out and three
steps back. But,” and here his smile doubled in size, “what I
think is the best news is that he got into the pool to do it.”
John’s jaw
dropped. “You managed to get him into the pool?! Willingly?”
“Yes.”
“How?”
“Basically
by ignoring him. Virgil and I challenged each other to a
swimming race…”
Virgil
interrupted his father’s recitation. “And you cheated.”
“I had to
give myself an edge somehow.”
“By trying
to drown me?”
“What are
you complaining for? You won!”
“Okay,
okay,” Scott held up his hand to get the discussion back on
track. “So you appealed to Gordon’s competitive instincts?”
“At first.
Then, like I said, we ignored him. Virgil and I started
playing in the water, splashing each other…” Jeff paused. “It
was fun. It’s been a while since I’ve played with any of my
sons.”
“And he
got jealous? Alan asked.
“I suppose
so. Next thing we knew they were bringing him out over the
pool in the sling…” Jeff paused again, longer this time.
“Virgil and I have been trying to figure out why he didn’t
want to go into the pool and… Has Gordon discussed his
accident with any of you?”
“No.”
“Not that
I remember.”
“Nope.”
“No,
Jeff.”
“No…” Jeff
bit his lip. “I’m trusting you all not to mention this to
Gordon unless he says something first, but Virgil and I have
formed the theory that he was conscious during his accident
and that he was aware that he was drowning.”
Grandma’s
hand flew to her mouth. “Oh, my!”
“He was
frightened of the water. He was shaking like a leaf until we
had hold of him and promised that we wouldn’t let go. It was
only through sheer guts that he was able to take those steps.
It’s no wonder he feels so proud of himself.”
Bewildered, Scott scratched his head. “But if he was so
frightened of the water, why didn’t he say something when he
was having hydrotherapy in the four weeks before his
operation?”
“I don’t
know.” Jeff shrugged. “He must have known that there was no
way he could have drowned; he had too many people helping and
too many buoyancy aids on him to do that. Maybe because he was
feeling so helpless and that he had no control over his
destiny, he simply gave up?”
Virgil was
silent as his father outlined his theory. Four weeks before
his operation was when Gordon had asked him to help him commit
suicide and Virgil knew for a fact that at that point Gordon
had given up…
Totally
given up.
On screen
Alan turned his head slightly and then looked back. “I’ve got
to go. Tell Gordon I think it’s fantastic and that the first
thing I want him to do when I get there on Friday is give me a
demonstration.”
Jeff
smiled at him. “I will do. Maybe he’ll be able to walk onto
the track and see your final race?”
Alan’s
face lit up. “Boy that would be awesome! I’d be guaranteed to
win if he did that.”
They
finished the videophone call and then the two Tracys went to
lunch. Gordon was awake again and was waiting on his midday
meal when they arrived back at his room. “I fell azleep before
I god their reaction,” he admitted. “Whad did they zay?”
“They were
thrilled,” Jeff told him. “They’re all proud of you and Alan
wants you to show him yourself as soon as he gets here on
Friday.
“I will!”
Gordon’s eyes were shining. “I’ll dake dwendy zdepz! Fifdy!”
He relaxed his head back on his pillow. “Thankz for your help,
Dad.,, Thank you doo, Brrchll.” He frowned and tried again.
“Brr…” He stopped. “Vrr… I’m gonna do thiz… V… Vir… God thad
bid… Vir-ch… Zdupid mouth.” He hit his bed in frustration.
“Just try
saying ‘Virg’,” Virgil suggested.
“No,
thad’s nod your name.”
“Try
telling Scott that.”
“Break it
down into bits,” their father told him.
“Vi… ir… gi… il.”
“‘Kay… Vi… ir… gi… Vi… ir… gi… il.”
“Now bring
them together,” Jeff prompted.
“Vir…”
“Vir-gi-il… Vir-gi-il… Vir-gil…
Vir-gil!
Yez!” Gordon crowed. “Thad’z dwo thingz in one day! Thank you,
Vir-gil!” He looked his brother in the eye. “Thank you for
everything.”
Virgil
grasped his grinning brother’s hand. “You’re more than
welcome. Any time, any thing… within reason.”
Gordon
winked, his weaker eye not quite spoiling the effect.
“Gotcha.”
Jeff
cleared his throat. “Now that we’re over the worst of it and
you’re getting better, Gordon… Are you two going to tell me
just what went on between you?”
Virgil’s
answer would have been no, but he decided that the decision
should be Gordon’s. Fortunately Gordon had come to the same
conclusion. “No. All thad’s in the pazd and I’m looking
forward do the fudure.”
Virgil
nodded. “Gordon’s right. And if it makes you feel any better,
I have absolutely no intention of ever telling Scott either.”
Jeff gave
a wry grin. “I know it’s stupid, but that does make me feel
better.”
“Besidez,”
there was more than a hint of Gordon’s old impish grin, “id
was juzd the product of a deranged mind...” He looked at
Virgil. “You really should do zomething about thad.”
“Hey!”
Virgil grabbed a pillow off the bottom of the bed and hit his
brother across the chest with it. Gordon grabbed the pillow
and hit him back.
And Jeff
laughed. A deep belly laugh that seemed to be an echo of the
past, so long had it been since Virgil heard it.
Gordon hit
his father with the pillow. Jeff deflected the blow, grabbed
the pillow from his son’s hands and, not wanting to take
advantage of Gordon’s weakened state, hit Virgil. Gordon
pulled a pillow from behind his head and resumed his attack on
his brother.
“Hey!”
Virgil put up his hands to defend himself. “That’s not fair.
I’m unarmed here!”
Someone
cleared their throat and the three men stopped playing and
looked at each other sheepishly. A nurse, carrying Gordon’s
lunch, was standing at the door, looking on in horror at what
she perceived as wanton destruction.
“Ah…
Sorry, Nurse,” Jeff said. “We were just, ah, helping Gordon
get some exercise.” He put his pillow behind Gordon’s head and
made a show of getting it into position. “Comfortable, Son?”
Gordon’s
reply was equally prim and proper. “Yes. Thank you, Father.”
Her lips
thin in disapproval, the nurse placed Gordon’s meal on his
tray. “I trust that you will be as ‘helpful’ in feeding your
son, Mr Tracy.”
Jeff Tracy
was behaving like a schoolboy who’d been caught scribbling on
one of the desks. “Yes, Ma’am.”
“Good.”
She gave him a look that told him that he was under notice to
behave and then departed the room. As soon as she’d gone the
three men looked at each other and then collapsed into fits of
laughter. Gordon threw his spare pillow at Virgil who caught
it and placed it back at the foot of the bed.
Jeff
picked up Gordon’s spoon, dipped it into the soup, and then
with a mischievous gleam in his eye, looked at Gordon. “You
heard the nurse. Now open up like a good boy. Here comes the
choo-choo…”
Late that
afternoon, Jeff walked with Virgil out to the airfield. “Thank
you for coming today. I don’t know that we would have got as
far as we did without you.”
“Not a
problem,” Virgil responded. “I could stay tomorrow if you
wanted.”
“No, I
think we’ll be okay. Grandma’s bringing Rick and Diane back
tomorrow and they’re bringing their swimming gear. Diane being
a nurse will mean she’ll be able to help with his therapy in
the pool and Rick’ll just keep him from stressing over being
in the water. Alan’s visiting on Friday and then you’ll be
back for the weekend. Scott and John will take over from me on
Monday and Tuesday.” Jeff gave a rueful chuckle. “I’ve got to
start earning my keep again.”
Virgil
gave him a concerned look. “Is everything okay financially?”
“I’ve
taken a bit of a hit,” Jeff admitted. “The markets don’t take
too kindly to corporate leaders taking time out to care for
their invalid sons, but that doesn’t mean we’re all going to
be tossed out onto the street any time soon. I might have to
dip into one or two investments to make sure that the
‘organisation’ keeps going, but we’ll be okay. And…” he paused
meaningfully, “even if it had ruined me, nothing would have
stopped me from giving Gordon every chance.”
“I know,”
Virgil admitted. “And it’s all been worth it.” He thought for
a moment. “Father…”
“Yes,
Virgil.”
“I know
that we’re behind schedule, but, what with one thing and
another, I’ve taken a lot of time off work this year and I
don’t think that I’ve given ACE one hundred percent. I know I
was due to finish at the Christmas break, but do you think I
could carry on until the end of January? I know that means
that the ‘organisation’ will be even further behind and you’ll
be one man short for that month, but I feel I owe it to Uncle
Hamish and Greg.”
“Are you
sure about this? You’ve always been so keen on building the
machines and getting the organisation operational. We’re not
really going to be able to make a start on them until you’re
there.”
“I realise
that, and if you’d rather I stuck to our timetable then I
will. But Uncle Hamish and Greg have been good to me and I
think it’s the least I could do.”
Jeff
stopped and thought. “It might not be a bad idea. Maybe we
should all take some time out, live ‘normal’ lives, give
Gordon a chance to regain full fitness, before we commit
ourselves to our plans. Yes…” He started walking again, still
musing out loud. “Yes, that’s what we’ll do. December’s our
month off. I’ll tell Scott and John that once they’ve finished
all the necessaries they’re to have a break… Brains too. He’s
been working too hard, alone, and for too long… And, if
nothing else it’ll give me another month to try and convince
your grandmother to join us.”
Virgil
chuckled. “Do you honestly think that you’ll be able to change
her mind? In only one month??”
“Probably
not, but you can’t blame a man for trying.” They were at
Virgil’s aeroplane and the hangar was empty apart from the two
Tracys. “We did good today. I feel like we’ve achieved
something momentous.”
“I’m just
happy that Gordon can say my name again.”
Jeff
looked around. “Virgil… I know I’m not the most demonstrative
father, that’s not something I particularly proud of, but I’ve
appreciated your support over these last three-and-a-half
months, and I know Gordon has too… Whatever it was that
happened between the pair of you…”
Virgil
held up his hands. “Don’t ask because I’m not telling.”
“Fair
enough. Anyway I just wanted to say thank you and…” Jeff
looked uncomfortable as he scanned the hangar to see if anyone
was watching. “And I wanted you to know that I’m proud of you
too…”
“I know
you are,” Virgil interrupted. “We all do. You don’t have to
say it.”
“But… I…
Ah…” Jeff looked even more ill at ease. “Come ‘ere,” he said
gruffly, and wrapped his surprised son up in a rough hug. “I
appreciate what you’re doing, I’m proud of all you’ve done, I
appreciate that you’re giving up a lot for me, and I’m
thankful that you’re my son. And… Well… I love you.” He
released Virgil and took a step back unable to meet his eyes.
“That’s what I wanted to say.” He shoved his hands into his
pockets and kicked at a spot on the ground.
“Uh…
Thanks…” Virgil said. “But you didn’t have to.”
“Yes, I
did. I nearly lost Gordon twice without him knowing and with
what you boys are going to be doing in the organisation…”
“We know
and Gordon always knew. It’s not necessary to put into words;
your actions have always spoken loud enough.” Virgil put his
hand on the door of his aeroplane, but didn’t open it. “Look…
Dad…” Jeff glanced up. “It’s not only a one-way street. We
all… That is… I… and my brothers... your sons… We all think
you’re pretty special too. But that’s not the only reason why
we’re ‘giving up’ a lot. It’s because we believe in what
you’re doing and we want to be part of it.” He smiled. “And if
our only reward is one of those hugs, then it’ll be worth it.”
Jeff stood
back. “I’d better let you go.”
Virgil
patted him on the arm. “I’ll see you Friday evening. Tell
Gordon I’ll be expecting him to be able to walk one hundred
steps and say my name as two syllables instead of two words.”
Jeff
chuckled. “I’ll tell him. Give my best to Hamish and my
apologies to Greg.”
“Will do.”
Virgil climbed into his aeroplane, but as he was about to shut
the door he stopped. “Hey, Father…”
Jeff
craned his neck to look up at his son. “What?”
“I love
you too.” Virgil pulled the door shut and settled into the
pilot seat before taxiing out to the runway, aware of the warm
glow that suffused his body.
His last
view of Jeff Tracy was of the man standing at the door to the
hangar, a broad grin plastered over his face.
Chapter 23: A Quiet
Return
It was
only two days later and Virgil was back at the Willis
Institute. “Hiya, Alan,” he greeted his kid brother as he
stepped out of his aeroplane. “How’s Gordon?”
“Sleeping.
He’s tired himself out.”
“How many
steps can he do now?”
Alan
grinned at his brother. “Sixty five in the water… Seventy
three if you count the ones on land.”
“Catherine’s got him walking on land? That’s great!”
“They put
him in a kind of harness between parallel bars so that all the
weight’s not on his arms and legs. He did one length today and
was absolutely exhausted, but he swears he’s going to do three
tomorrow.”
“Knowing
Gordon, he will do.” Virgil locked down his aeroplane. “How
are you? On track for the big race?”
“Yeah. The
car’s running sweet, I’m running sweet. If I can keep up this
form, and nothing goes wrong mechanically, I’ve got a good
chance of winning the championship.”
“Well
don’t forget to book us the best seats so we get a good view
of you getting that final chequered flag.”
“Already
done… How’s work?” Alan asked as the two men started
travelling along the travelator.
“Busy.
We’re in the run-down towards Christmas and all our customers
are demanding that we get their jobs done this year. I don’t
know why Uncle Hamish doesn’t go crazy during the silly
season.”
“Are you
serious about staying on until the end of January?”
“I’d feel
guilty if I didn’t,” Virgil admitted. “And this way,” he
winked, “you guys will have all the hard, boring jobs finished
by the time I get to Tracy Island.”
“Ah. I
knew there was method in your madness.”
The pair
of them tiptoed into Gordon’s room. Their brother lay on his
bed, wearing street clothes, snoring gently.
Virgil
placed a hand on his father’s shoulder. “Hi,” he whispered.
“Alan says Gordon’s doing well.”
“He is,”
Jeff agreed, his voice equally quiet. “At this rate he’ll be
jogging around the island by Christmas.”
“Don’ you
know id’z rude to whizper in public,” a sleepy voice said.
“Sleeping
Beauty awakes,” Alan laughed.
Virgil
watched as Gordon pulled himself into a sitting position. “I
hear you’re up to sixty-five steps in the water. Think you’ll
be able to do one hundred for me tomorrow?”
“No
sweat,” Gordon responded. “Did you also hear that I can now
say my Ss and Ts?”
“No,”
Virgil replied, impressed.
“Until he
gets tired,” Jeff amended. “That’s a giveaway.”
Gordon
screwed up his nose. “Then I’ll have to practise saying
sentences without those letters.”
“Better to
practise saying them.”
Gordon’s
grin widened and he began to quote:
“She sells
sea shells on the sea shore.
Till a
crab tasted her toe and made it very sore.
Two tough
jack tars took her on the town,
One
offered to take her dress up, when the other took it down.”
“Gordon!”
Jeff complained. “If your grandmother could hear you…”
“She can,
and it’s no worse than what you and your Air Force buddies
used to sing, Jefferson.”
Virgil
grinned at his father’s discomfort. “Hi, Grandma.”
“Hello,
Honey. Did you have a good flight?”
“Nothing
exciting, which I guess is a good thing.”
The family
settled down to a quiet evening’s conversation, enjoying the
fact that they were all able to understand Gordon, although
Virgil did note that as the evening wore on his sentences were
becoming more and more slurred.
Another
thing that he noticed was that Gordon was continuously working
out. He was flexing his limbs, squeezing (thankfully silent)
rubber balls, practicing his writing and drawing (using some
of Virgil’s pictures), or getting his family to help by adding
resistance to his exercises.
Gordon was
determined to get back to full fitness and to do it soon.
It was a
view that was reinforced the following day when Virgil
followed Gordon and Catherine into the hospital’s gym. Virgil
had been given the important task of wheeling his brother’s
wheelchair about, while Gordon worked on building up his
muscles.
Catherine
assisted Gordon into his harness so that he could be supported
between the parallel bars. “We’re doing this, Virgil,” she
explained, “because Gordon has lost a lot of bone density in
the time that he was unable to stand. Because of his ongoing
physio, his muscles might be strong enough to support him, but
his bones are fragile. If he were to try standing unaided he
would risk a break now or arthritis in the future.”
“How long
before he’ll be able to support his own weight?” Virgil asked.
“It’s
usually three to four weeks after the patient is first able to
stand again. That’s why we’ve been doing a lot of working out
in the pool. In there Gordon is able to stand upright, thereby
increasing his bone density, but the water supports him just
like this harness.”
Gordon
pointed at a folder. “Show Virgil the scans.”
Catherine
picked up the folder and pulled out two pieces of paper.
“These are the results from Gordon’s latest tests...” Virgil
looked at where she was pointing and realised that he was
looking at a multicoloured representation of a hip joint. “The
various colours represent the density of the bone,” Catherine
explained. “A healthy young man, like you, would have his
‘bone’ coloured pale yellow. As you can see, this week
Gordon’s principle colour is purple bleeding into orange,
which is an improvement on last week when it was all dark
purple. I’ll let him stand without help when his bone density
is registering as solid orange... Comfortable?” she asked
Gordon.
He
wriggled in his harness. “Yep.”
Virgil
watched as, each foot pressed precisely into place; Gordon
walked the length of the parallel bars and then turned for the
return journey.
When he’d
finished his designated task he was congratulated by
Catherine. “Well done, Gordon… Will you bring his chair over,
please, Virgil?”
“No!”
Gordon refused. “I c’n do more.”
“You don’t
want to overdo it,” she cautioned. “You know the risks.”
“One
more,” Gordon insisted.
“Are you
sure?”
“Yes.”
“Very
well,” Catherine assisted Gordon to turn until he was facing
the other way. Then she gestured to Virgil to follow closely
behind with the chair, ready to catch the invalid if he grew
too tired to continue.
The
further along the bars he progressed, the more obvious it
became to his observers that Gordon was fighting to reach his
goal. His face was creased in a frown of deep concentration as
he struggled to lift one leg up, move it forward, and then
place it down again. Then there was a pause as he shifted his
weight over, before taking a deep breath and repeating the
whole process with the other leg. Each step he took was more
laboured than the last, but still Gordon refused to give in.
As Virgil
watched his brother creep forward, body shaking with the
effort, he wondered why they’d ever had concerns about
Gordon’s attitude. He might have been a prankster, and an
irritating one at that, but when it mattered he would always
give 110 percent. Nothing and nobody would hold him back.
At last
Gordon reached the end of his quest. Grinning broadly he let
himself be lowered back down into the wheelchair. “Shaid I
could do id.”
“Yes, you
did,” Catherine agreed. “At this rate it won’t be long and
you’ll be walking out that door.”
The
following day, Sunday, Virgil returned from his early run to
find Gordon’s room empty. He retreated to the nurses’ station.
“I seem to have lost him.”
Ange, an
attractive nurse who smiled a lot, giggled. “We often seem to
do that. Now that he can get himself into an electric
wheelchair he goes AWOL. Try the children’s ward in the other
wing.”
“Thanks.”
Virgil retraced his steps through the Willis Institute until
he came to a section he’d never entered before. Following the
signs he found himself in a hallway decorated with paintings
and drawings by children of all ages. The nurses’ station was
deserted so he softly walked down the hallway, listening out
for his brother’s familiar voice.
What he
did hear was the violent sounds of someone being sick,
followed by a familiar voice shouting “Nurse…! Anyone…! Help!”
Glancing
into the room from where the voice appeared to come, Virgil
found his brother, somehow perched on the side of a bed,
supporting a young boy who was depositing what little remained
of his stomach contents onto the bedspread. “Gordon!”
Gordon
looked up, lines of worry scarring his face. “Virg! Get some
help!”
Rather
than dashing the length of the hall trying to find someone in
uniform, Virgil jogged around the bed and pushed the buzzer
that would hopefully bring someone running. Then, grabbing a
suitable receptacle, he held it for the boy to use, noticing
how gaunt the child’s face was and how what little of his hair
remained stuck out in untidy tufts. The boy looked to be no
more than six years old and he was clearly very, very sick.
“It’s
going to be okay now, Robbie,” Gordon soothed and slid,
grunting with the effort, off the bed and back into his
wheelchair. “Virgil’s my big brother. He’ll help.”
“What
happened?” Virgil asked, pushing the buzzer again and praying
that someone would make an appearance soon.
“I’d
popped down here to visit Robbie...” Gordon smiled. “He and I
often hang out together, right, Pal?” and made no complaint as
the boy managed a weak smile, nodded, and then proceeded to
throw up into his friend’s lap. “We, that’s his parents and us
two, were sitting together chatting when he started
vomiting... His parents have gone to find his doctor…” He cast
a frantic look over his shoulder, willing someone in authority
to arrive. “Where are they?!”
Virgil
pushed the non-responsive button again. “I’ll take care of
Robbie,” he suggested. “You go and see if you can find help.”
“Okay,”
Gordon nodded and laid a caring hand on the little boy’s arm.
“Virgil will look after you. He’s always looked after me.” He
pushed the ‘chair’s directional lever to one side and had just
completed a 180 degree turn when a nurse hurried in.
She took
one look at the young patient and then spoke into her personal
radio. “Doctor Valt, please report to room one-oh-three,
stat.” She took over from Virgil. “Thank you, ah...” She
glanced at him. “Are you friend of Robbie’s?”
“No. I’m
Gordon’s brother. I was looking for him.”
“Thank you
for your help…” She gave the Tracys a grateful smile as other
medical staff rushed into the room. “Perhaps you’d better go
back to your room now, Gordon?”
Gordon,
his eyes on his distressed young friend, nodded, but otherwise
didn’t move.
“Come on,”
Virgil said and disengaged the wheelchair’s motor. “We’re only
in the way here.” As he pulled the ‘chair away from the side
of the bed, his eye was caught by something shiny hanging on
the wall.
“Just a
minute,” one of the other medical staff handed Virgil a towel.
“You might want to cover the mess on your brother.”
“Thanks.”
Virgil pushed the wheelchair past a harassed looking couple
who appeared to be trying to observe all that was happening
while keeping clear of the activity by the bed and out into
the corridor. Once in the hall he stopped to drape the towel
over Gordon’s lap. “What’s the story?”
“Brain
tumour.” Gordon was clearly downcast as Virgil started to push
him back to his room. “Robbie’s a great kid. You never hear
him complain despite all he’s gone through. His parents, we
passed them on the way out, have had to practically sell
everything they had to get him this treatment… But it doesn’t
seem to be doing him any good.”
They left
the brightly coloured pictures behind and entered the more
sombre walls that marked the adults’ wards. “What are his
chances?” Virgil asked.
“I don’t
know. They don’t want to worry a poor, helpless, invalid like
me.” Gordon’s voice was bitter. “But I don’t think they’re
good… And I think Robbie knows it.”
Virgil
pushed the ‘chair around a corner. “Is the vomiting as a
result of the tumour or the medication?”
“I don’t
know what happened in there. He seemed fine. The four of us
were having a laugh together and all of a sudden he becomes
ill. We couldn’t raise anyone on the buzzer so his parents
went to find help. I couldn’t do anything. I’m just a helpless
cripple.”
“For ‘a
helpless cripple’ you did pretty good back there,” Virgil
corrected as they entered Gordon’s room. “You helped Robbie.”
“No I
didn’t.”
“Yes, you
did. You held him upright so he wouldn’t choke.”
“But I
couldn’t reach the buzzer to keep trying it, and no one could
hear me yelling; I couldn’t get help.”
“You got
my attention.” Virgil gave his brother a comforting pat on the
shoulder. “Maybe you’re not as mobile as you’d like, but you
soon will be. You’ve got to be patient.”
“I’m sick
of being patient. I’m sick of being A patient! I want to get
out of this place! I want to be able to do something useful!”
“You did
something useful. Just being there to support him helped
Robbie. He wasn’t alone… Now do you want a hand to get washed
and changed?”
Gordon
didn’t move. “But what if we were too late getting help
because I couldn’t do enough?”
“Gordon…
You, and his parents, did the best you could…” Virgil pulled
up a chair and sat down, facing his brother. “If you’re going
to be a part of… the team… you’re going to have to remember
that that’s all we can do, and that sometimes our best won’t
be good enough. We’re not going to be able to help everyone.
It’s an unpalatable fact, but it’s still a fact.”
Gordon
pouted. “Well, it’s a fact I don’t like. He’s just a kid, Virg.
He’s only nine! He shouldn’t have to go through something as
traumatic as a brain tumour”
“Look at
where he is,” Virgil reminded his depressed brother. “He’s
being cared for by the Willis Institute. He’s getting the best
treatment he possibly can. Just like you did.”
“But he
didn’t do anything to warrant being in the Willis. He didn’t
do something stupid like crashing a speedboat. It’s his own
body attacking him and it’s just not fair!”
“No, it’s
not,” Virgil agreed. “But life isn’t always fair. Now, do you
want to get cleaned up?”
Nurse Ange
bustled into the room. “I thought I saw you two come back.”
“Gordon
was helping one of the children and got his clothes dirty,”
Virgil explained. “He needs to get changed.”
“What have
you been doing this time?” the nurse chided her patient
affectionately. “What kind of mess?”
“Robbie
was sick on me.”
“Ah…” Ange
became serious. “How is he?”
Gordon
shook his head. An eloquent gesture that spoke volumes of both
his and Robbie’s wellbeing.
“Let’s
have a look,” Ange lifted the towel. “Okay, Gordon, we’ll get
you a shower and into some clean clothes.”
“Can I
help with anything?” Virgil asked.
“I think
we’ll be fine,” she responded. “We won’t be long.”
She was as
good as her word.
Gordon had
perked up by the time he returned to his room. “Thanks for
your help, Ange.”
She smiled
at him. “All part of the service. Do you want to get back on
your bed?”
Gordon
shrugged. “May as well. I’m not planning on heading out on any
hot dates today.” He flashed her a cheeky grin. “That’s unless
you want go out with me?”
Ange
laughed. “I don’t think my boyfriend would approve... How many
steps are you going to take this afternoon?”
“At least
one hundred in the pool.”
“Only one
hundred?”
Gordon
grinned. “Give me a number, Ange, and I’ll walk it... Just for
you.”
Ange
giggled. “Sweet talker.” She reached up to adjust a piece of
equipment and the top button of her blouse popped off, rolling
away to disappear under the bed. As she worked away, she was
the only one who didn’t notice its disappearance.
Virgil
wondered if he should say something. He nearly did when Ange
lent over Gordon to help pump up his pillows, her blouse
hanging open in his brother’s face.
Once upon
a time, (was it really only four months ago?) being this close
to a partially exposed and buxom woman would have elicited at
a long hard stare and a lewd comment from his brother, but,
much to Virgil’s surprise, Gordon chastely looked away and
said nothing.
“There, I
think that’s everything,” Ange said, happily. “Is there
anything else I can do for you, Gordon?”
“Uh... No,
thanks.”
“I’ll be
on my way then.” She favoured her patient with another of her
broad smiles, and turned to leave, a lacy undergarment exposed
for all to see.
“Ah...
Ange...” Virgil had decided that he couldn’t leave her
parading around the institute in that state. “I think you’ve
lost a button.” He dove under the bed and retrieved it, hoping
that he wasn’t too red in the face as he held it out, looking
somewhere over her left shoulder.
“I
have...? Are you sure...? Where...?” Ange checked her cuffs
and the blouse’s material bulged out further. “Not there…
Oh...!” Finding the threads that marked the errant button’s
home, she blushed and pulled her top shut. “Thank you,
Virgil,” she gabbled, grabbing the button from his hand and
trying to hide her embarrassment. “You’d think that a
prestigious institute like the Willis could afford to clothe
their staff in uniforms that were of better quality... I’d
better go and sew this on before I’m caught out again... Mr
Millington would not be impressed... What must you think of
me, Gordon? Thank heavens you’re such a gentleman.” Mortified,
the nurse hurried out the door, button clasped firmly in one
hand as the other held her blouse pressed securely closed
against her ample chest.
Virgil
turned back to Gordon, who offered up a wry smile. “That’s
something you don’t get to see every day.”
Virgil
frowned. “What?”
“A
flustered nurse.”
Virgil
chuckled, before returning the frown to his face. “Are you
feeling okay?”
“Yes.”
Gordon looked surprised. “Why?”
“You
didn’t... um... say anything... to Ange.”
“What
could I say? I thought it would be better to pretend not to
notice; less embarrassing for her.”
“But I
thought you would have made some comment.”
Gordon
looked genuinely confused. “Like what?”
“Like... I
don’t know,” Virgil admitted. “Something about getting an
eyeful or something.”
“Oh... No.
I didn’t think that. I just felt embarrassed for the poor
woman.”
“Really?”
Virgil knew his face was all smiles. It looked as though the
pre-Olympic champion’s personality had reinstated himself.
“Yes...
Wha... Hey!” Gordon’s sentence was cut short when Virgil,
overcome with an intense burst of what could only be called
brotherly love, wrapped him up in a bear hug. “Quit being so
mushy!” But, despite his protests, Gordon returned his
brother’s affections with a warm embrace of his own. “What was
that for?” he asked when Virgil finally felt he could let go.
“I’m just
so happy to have you back.”
“Ah,”
Gordon appeared to understand. Then he frowned. “Back from
where? I’ve only been as far as the children’s ward.”
“I don’t
mean physically. I mean... ah,” Virgil tried to think of a
suitable explanation, “...You.”
“Me?”
“Yes,”
Virgil nodded, becoming flustered after his uncharacteristic
gesture of affection and aware that he wasn’t making much
sense. “I mean that... and don’t take this wrong, I think it’s
great that you got your medal, I’m really proud of you, we all
are, but... after you won it...” he bit his lip, “...you
changed.”
“Changed?”
“Became
more...” Virgil felt he was digging a hole for himself and
decided to stop before the hole became too deep. “Never mind.
Forget it.” He slumped back in his chair.
“Changed...” Gordon ran his fingers along the edge of the
sheet and thought. “Yeah... Well... I guess I did. I was a
jerk, wasn’t I?”
Surprised
by this sudden burst of brutal honesty, Virgil attempted to
backtrack. “Maybe not... ah... Not a jerk... Not all the
time... Maybe...”
Gordon
interrupted what was becoming a staccato monologue. “It’s
okay, Virgil. I know it’s the truth.”
“Why?”
Gordon
shrugged. “I guess I thought that was the way everyone
expected me to behave. After a while I began to believe in my
own propaganda.”
“So it was
our fault? We didn’t mean to change you, but we were so proud
of you...”
Gordon
interrupted again. “No, it wasn’t only you guys. It was the
press. It was the rest of the town. It was me... Suddenly I
was a big deal; not only one of Jeff Tracy’s sons. I was
recognised for being me; for what I’d done...”
Virgil
began to experience a feeling of déjà vu.
“...People
asked me for my autograph, to have their photo taken with me
as if I’d done something amazing. They acted as if just being
close to me was a big deal. As if just by shaking my hand
would bring them good fortune. It went to my head... and I
guess it took a good, hard knock to shake it out again.”
“But you
didn’t behave like that everywhere, did you? When we were
talking to your WASP friends they didn’t think you were
arrogant. They had nothing but praise for you, especially for
that year you were in charge of the bathyscaphe.”
Gordon
gave a shrug. “You’ve never been in the services so you won’t
know, but it didn’t take me long to find out that although I
might have been a big fish at home, I was only small fry at
WASP. I had to work to gain everyone’s respect. While we were
in the bathyscaphe, we were a long way from home in what could
have become a stressful situation. I had to do what I could to
make life easy for everyone.”
“You
succeeded.” Virgil admitted. “Those guys would have walked
over hot coals for you. After your accident they were blaming
themselves that they couldn’t do more to help.”
“They did
enough. I’m still here and I’m on the mend.” Gordon looked
thoughtful. “Was that why you guys didn’t want me to be part
of the team? Because I behaved like a jerk?”
Virgil
gave a reluctant nod, before quickly changing the subject.
“Was that your replica medal that I saw on Robbie’s wall?”
“Yeah. He
thought it was the real thing and I said he could look after
it for me... That kid deserved it. He’s put more effort into
simply living than I ever did training to win a race...” There
was a quiet tap on the door. “Come in.”
The door
slid open revealing the harassed couple that Virgil had seen
briefly when they’d left Robbie’s room. Only now they weren’t
looking harassed. They were looking bereft.
Gordon sat
up. “Mr and Mrs Tompkinson!? Come in.”
Mr
Tompkinson put his hand in the small of his wife’s back and
gently pushed her forward. She took a reluctant step into the
room and then stopped. Her eyes were red.
“What’s
wrong? Is it Robbie?” Virgil could see alarm in Gordon’s face.
Mr
Tompkinson, still guiding his wife forward, nodded. “Yes...
I’m sorry, Gordon, but he...” He was interrupted by a wail
from Mrs Tompkinson.
Virgil got
up and carried his chair around to the other side of the bed.
“Here, sit down... Would you like me to leave?”
“No. We
can’t stay for long,” Mrs Tompkinson gave a sniff and laid her
hand on his arm. “Thank you for the help you gave, Robbie.”
She tried to smile through her tears. “I never caught your
name.”
“Virgil.”
“Thank
you, Virgil,” Mr Tompkinson said. He turned back towards the
bed and Virgil retreated to a corner so that he wasn’t
intruding, but was still available if needed. “We...” the
older man swallowed. “We wanted to tell you ourselves, Gordon.
You brightened Robbie’s final week. He couldn’t believe that
he had actually met someone famous and that you’d given him
your medal for safe keeping. You made him feel special.”
“He was
special,” Gordon replied. “He was a good friend. He gave me a
lot too. It wasn’t only a one way street.”
“And we
had to return this.” Mrs Tompkinson removed a tissue from her
bag and unwrapped it. “We didn’t want to take the chance that
it would go missing.” She held the tissue out to Gordon.
He looked
at the 24-carat, diamond encrusted medallion nestled in the
white paper. “You keep it.”
“No!” She
exclaimed. “We couldn’t! It’s too valuable.”
“It meant
more to Robbie than it ever did to me,” Gordon explained. “I
was just saying to Virgil that if anyone deserved a medal it
was that kid. Please keep it. If you need to sell it to help
cover costs then do so. Melt it down if necessary. I haven’t
got any emotional or monetary attachments to it. Think of it
as my final gift to Robbie, and as a gift from him to you, to
say thanks for being such great parents.”
Mrs
Tompkinson, her outstretched hand still holding the medallion,
stared at him. Then, a fresh wave of tears cascading down her
cheeks, she pulled the medallion in close and cradled it to
her chest. “Thank you.”
Mr
Tompkinson, only just managing to keep his emotions in check,
held out his hand. “Thank you, Son,” he said. “We’ll never
forget this and we’ll never forget you.”
“I’ll hold
you to that.” Gordon managed a smile. “Keep in touch. You’ve
got my email address?”
“Yes...”
Mr Tompkinson put his arm around his wife. “Come on, Bridget.
We’ve still got a lot to do.”
She
nodded. “Goodbye, Gordon.”
“Bye,” he
responded and watched as the pair of them shuffled out the
door. Then he flopped back against his pillow; his hand to his
face.
Virgil
cleared his throat. “Ah... Would you like to use your
underwater virtual reality gizmo?” he asked, thinking that his
brother would appreciate being hidden from the world.
“No.”
Gordon slid down his bed. “I’m tired. I want to sleep.” He
pulled his blankets over his head.
“Would you
like me to draw the curtains?”
There was
a muffled, “yes.”
“Okay.”
Virgil did so. “I’ll head over to The Satellite. If you want
me, give me a call.” There was no response so he headed for
the door.
“When’s
Dad coming back?”
Virgil
turned back to the pile of sheets. “When he’s finished what
he’s got to do. He said it would be sometime this afternoon.”
Gordon was
silent and Virgil crept out of the room, closing the door
behind him. After telling the nurses on duty what had
happened, he headed for the lift. Its doors opened just as he
was reaching for the button. “You’re early.”
Jeff Tracy
stepped out. “Are you going somewhere?”
“One of
the kids Gordon visited in the children’s ward has just died.
He wanted some time alone so I’m heading back over to The
Satellite.”
“Was it
Robbie Tompkinson?”
Surprised,
Virgil nodded. “Yes. How’d you know?”
“They
didn’t want to worry Gordon, but thought I should be aware
that the prognosis wasn’t good in case the worst happened.
How’s he taken it?”
“He’s
buried himself under the sheets. I offered to get out his
virtual reality gizmo, but he didn’t want to use it.”
“I’ve
noticed that the only time he does use it is when John and
Scott are here. And then it’s almost as if he does so that he
doesn’t hurt their feelings…” Jeff sighed. “I’ll go and see if
he needs anything. If I don’t see you over at the house
shortly, I’ll let you know when it’s okay to come back…”
Saturday
morning one week later, and Virgil was back at the Willis
Institute. He sat in the semi-circle with his father, Alan and
Grandma around Gordon’s bed and listened to his brother rant.
“I’m
bored! I’m sick of this place! It’s been two and a half weeks
since I had the operation but I still haven’t been outside the
Willis. I’m going to go crazy if I don’t get out of here
soon!” Gordon thumped his bed. “Every day it’s the same
routine. Bed, pool, gym, bed, gym, pool, bed. Exercises and
more exercises. I need something different. I can get exercise
beyond the gate. I could go to the park! I could go for a
walk! I could have some decent food at a cafe! Dad!” he
appealed. “I’m bored! Get – me – out – of – here!”
Jeff Tracy
had been sitting there placidly, listening to the monologue.
“Okay.”
“I knew
you’d say that! I knew you’d side with...” His father’s
solitary word sunk into Gordon’s brain. “Huh?”
“I said
‘okay’.”
“Okay?”
“Yeah,
Gordon,” Alan smirked. “He said okay. It means yes, all right,
of course, no problem...”
“I know
what it means.” Curious, Gordon looked back at his father.
“What do you mean?”
“I mean
that if you have your heart set on spending some time away
from the Willis Institute then you can spend some time away
from the Willis Institute.”
Gordon
appeared to be having difficulty comprehending what is father
had said. “I can?”
“Yes,
Gordon, you can. When do you want to leave? Now?”
“Now?”
Gordon’s face morphed from bemused surprise to a grin of
delight and expectation. “Now!” He clambered down his bed
until he was level with his father. “You mean it? I can leave
now? Walk out that door?” He pointed. “And no one will stop
us?”
“Well, you
can be wheeled in your ‘chair out that door. That’s unless you
don’t want to...”
“Don’t
want to! Dad, let’s get out of here!” Gordon made to get out
of the bed.
“Whoa!”
Jeff placed his hands on his son’s shoulders. “Not too fast.”
“First
things first, Young Man,” Grandma said. “Don’t you think you
should get dressed before you go out?” She produced some of
Gordon’s clothes from out of a drawer and placed them beside
her excited grandson.
“Yes,”
Virgil agreed. “I’m not going anywhere with you if you’re
going to wear your pyjamas.”
“Easily
fixed,” Gordon pulled his pyjama jacket over his head. “Where
can we go?”
“We’ve got
a couple of ideas,” Jeff admitted. “You can get changed while
we sign you out.”
“I’ll be
ready before the ink’s dry.”
One hour
later and a buzzing Gordon, in his wheelchair, drove out to
the Willis Institute’s airstrip. There, waiting patiently, sat
the Tracys’ aeroplane.
Gordon
pulled on Virgil’s sleeve. “Where are we going?”
“Guess.”
“Guess?
I’ve barely had time to think about it and you want me to
guess?!” Gordon eyed up the aeroplane. “Okay... Obviously
we’re heading out of town.”
“Give the
guy a prize,” Alan sniggered. “Where out of town?”
“You tell
me.”
“Nope.”
Gordon
watched as a section of the aeroplane unfolded and lowered
itself to the ground. “You’ve made some alterations.”
“It’s
easier than carrying you in your wheelchair,” Jeff admitted as
he wheeled his son onto the platform. “Going up.”
“Up where
too?”
Jeff
chuckled.
They
assisted Gordon into a window seat and then stored his ‘chair
in the hold at the back of the aeroplane.
“Do you
want your blanket, Gordon, dear?” Grandma asked.
“No,
thanks, Grandma. I only needed it outside. Now, will you tell
me where are we going?” Gordon begged and showed obvious
irritation when everyone laughed and said nothing. “Where are
we going, Dad?” he begged.
“There and
back,” Jeff said as he worked through his pre-flight checks.
Gordon
grunted his annoyance. Then he leant forward against the
straps of his harness and tapped his brother on the knee.
“Virgil, you’re a pilot. Give me the bearing of which
direction we’re heading.”
Virgil
thought a moment. “Up.”
“Up? Is
that all you’ve got for me? Which way!?” He scowled when
Virgil pointed skywards. “Horizontally!”
“Oh,”
Virgil pointed out the aeroplane in the direction of their
destination. “That way.”
“That
way,” Gordon grumbled. “That’s not a lot of help. How are you
going to find rescue zones if you are only going to go that
way? Give me more!”
“No.”
Virgil settled back in his seat. “It’ll do. You’ve got to
guess where we’re going.”
Gordon
scowled at him. “Alan! Help me!”
“Okay,”
Alan replied; his face deadpan. “Virgil’s right. We’re going
that way.”
Gordon
gave him a disgusted look. “You’re no help.”
“All
harnesses done up securely?” Jeff asked. “Everyone ready?”
Everyone assured him that they were. “Right. Off we go...”
“Where
to?” Gordon called after his father as the latter headed into
the cockpit.
Jeff
didn’t answer.
Unsurprisingly, the take-off was smooth and uneventful. As
they flew over land, Gordon spent most of his time staring out
the window, drinking in the sights that only a few weeks ago
he doubted he’d ever enjoy again and trying to spot something
familiar. The rest of the family enjoyed indulging themselves
in idle chit-chat, glad of the change in surroundings.
“That’s
Lake Winbroke!”
Virgil
stopped his explanation about how they’d poured the mould for
The Mole. “Where?” He pretended to look out the window in the
wrong direction.
“There!”
Gordon said excitedly. “Over there!”
“Oh, yes,”
Virgil responded, deliberately keeping his voice low key. “So
it is.”
“And
there’s our old high school!” Gordon’s nose was pressed flat
against the window.
“Scene of
many a detention,” Alan drawled.
“Yes,”
Grandma snorted. “Too many, Young Man.”
“And the
playing fields…! There’s Hadley Park… We’re losing height! Are
we going home?” Gordon finally tore himself away from the view
and looked at three smiling faces. “Is that what you’ve got
planned?”
Grandma
patted him on the arm. “Just for the day. We thought you’d
like a change of scene.”
“Like
it!?” Gordon glued himself back to the window. “This is
great!!”
They were
met at the airport by Scott and John, who helped an eager
Gordon out of the aeroplane. “Did you have a good flight?”
“Never
mind the flight,” Gordon took control of his wheelchair.
“Let’s go home.”
“Over
here,” Scott led the way to a hired mini-bus. He started the
motor, pushed a button and the back door swung open allowing
the wheelchair access lift to lower itself to the ground. “We
thought this would be quicker and more dignified than carrying
you in and out of a car.”
“I can
live with that.” Gordon drove himself onto the platform and
submitted to his elder brothers ensuring that he was perfectly
safe and wasn’t about to fall off as the lift made it’s
upwards journey. “Now where are we going first?” he asked when
they’d ensured that his chair was securely fastened to the
bus’s floor.
“You said
you wanted to go home, so let’s go home,” Scott suggested. He
climbed behind the steering wheel and pulled out of the car
park.
It wasn’t
only the Christmas decorations that lined the streets that
made the Tracys feel full of the joy of the season. Scott
drove slowly through the town centre, giving the family, and
especially Gordon, the chance to lean out the window and greet
their friends when they’d stopped at intersections.
“Hi, Mr
Hannah!”
“Gordon!
It’s great to see you!”
“Pat!
Thanks for the get well card and your letters.”
“Gordon!
You’re looking well.”
“Hello,
Miss Isdale.”
“Hello,
Gordon. Back to give your grandma grief, are you?”
Gordon
laughed. “Every opportunity I get... Hi, Billy.”
“Gordon!
They finally let you out for good behaviour, did they?”
“Shh,
don’t tell anyone. I smuggled myself out in the laundry.”
They
turned off the main street and cruised down the side roads,
heading towards the part of town that had been such a large
part of their lives. Gordon waving to everyone like Santa in
the annual Christmas parade.
Scott
stopped the mini-bus outside the Tracy family home. “Everyone
out.”
The first
thing that Virgil noticed when they approached the house was
that a gently sloping ramp had replaced the front steps.
“We’ve made a few changes,” John explained, “to make the place
more wheelchair friendly. Things like an elevator so it’s
possible to get upstairs.”
Gordon
looked alarmed that such major alterations had been carried
out. “But I’m not going to be in this thing for much longer.”
“That
doesn’t matter,” Jeff explained. “We may need the facilities
in the future.”
Grandma
put her hands on her hips. “I hope you’re not thinking about
me when you say that, Jeff.”
“Of course
not, Mother. They’ll be an asset if we ever decide to sell.”
“You had
better not have forgotten that I’m not moving…”
Virgil
followed his brothers inside, leaving the gentle argument
behind. They were now in the family lounge and he noticed that
the display case that had formerly held Gordon’s true Olympic
medal had been repaired after Alan’s rough attempts to open
it. But the case was empty, Gordon’s medal being locked away
in a drawer back at the Willis, ready to be brought out
whenever he needed that extra incentive to push himself.
Gordon
took a deep breath, inhaling the old, familiar smells;
cooking, perfume, aftershaves, grease, and stink-bombs;
memories that told him that he was home. “This feels great…!
I’m going to check out my room.” He pushed forward on the
wheelchair’s lever.
“Hold it!”
Scott glanced at John. “Do you think that’s a good idea,
Gordon?”
Gordon
frowned. “Why not?”
“Ah… Your
room’s upstairs.”
“So? You
said you’d put an elevator in.”
“Ah…”
Scott repeated. “Yes, we did.” He shared a longer look with
John.
His
younger brother tried another tack. “You know what a mess you
always left it in. You won’t be able to get in there. And if
you do get in, you won’t be able to get out.”
“It’s not
a mess!” Gordon said indignantly. “I’ve barely slept in there
the last two years!”
“That
doesn’t mean it’s tidy,” John rejoined.
Gordon
made an annoyed sound and, ignoring his brothers, pushed on.
“Where’s this… Ah!” He stopped outside an unfamiliar door
where a cupboard had once been housed. He pushed a button and
the door slid open revealing a small, but serviceable lift. He
drove inside and then swung around so he was facing his
brothers. “See you guys up there. Bye, bye.” The door slid
shut on his grinning face.
“Come on!
Let’s cut him off!” Scott took off up the stairs, John hot on
his heels.
“What have
you guys done?” Alan asked, as he ran behind them. “Thrown all
his stuff out or something?”
“Not
quite,” John panted.
“Not
quite??”
They were
faster than the lift and were waiting, seemingly unfazed, when
the door opened. “What kept you?” John asked.
“Boys!”
There was a bellow from downstairs.
“Yes,
Dad?” Alan shouted down the stairwell.
“Are you
all up there?
“Yes,
Dad.”
“I thought
so…” Jeff Tracy started climbing the stairs. “I knew it was
either you lot or thunder from an approaching storm. I’m
surprised the stairs didn’t give out.”
“Ah,
Gordon wants to check out his room,” Scott explained.
“Oh…” Jeff
reached the landing. “Well, we’d better wait for your
grandmother. She’s trying out the new addition to the house.”
The lift
door opened and Mrs Tracy stepped out. “I wish we’d had that
years ago when I had to carry all your laundry up and down
those stairs.”
“Now that
everyone’s here, I’m going to check out my room,” Gordon
announced. This time no one tried to stop him and Virgil gave
Scott a querying look and was treated to a shrug in reply.
Gordon
slid forward in his chair, grasped the handle to his door,
twisted and pushed it open before entering his bedroom.
John
closed his eyes. “Wait for the explosion,” he muttered.
“My bed!
Where’s my bed?!” Gordon wheeled himself back to his door and
glared at his two eldest brothers. “What have you done with my
bed?!?”
“Moved
it,” Jeff explained. “It’s in the boys’ house.”
“What?”
Gordon stared at his father. “The Satellite? Why?”
“Because
you’re going to be taking over my room,” Scott stated.
“I’m
what?”
“Mr
Millington said that you’ll probably be able to move out of
the Willis Institute by the end of this week,” Jeff explained.
“You’ll be able to live at the house and attend the Willis as
an out-patient. When you don’t need to be there daily, you’ll
be able to move back here and make weekly trips back. Once you
don’t need regular checkups then you can move with the rest of
us to Tracy Island… That’s if you want to…”
But Gordon
was only focussing a week ahead. “I’m moving out of my room in
the Willis?” A broad smile crossed his face. “I’m moving out!
Finally!” He punched the air in jubilation. “Freedom!”
“Since The
Satellite isn’t strictly home, we wanted you to have something
that was yours,” Scott explained. “That’s why we took your
bed.”
“We’ve
made a few alterations as well,” John added. “Scott and I are
becoming dab hands at installing ramps.”
“I’m sure
the locals must think I’m a mean old cheapskate who thinks of
his sons only as a cheap source of labour,” Jeff grumbled. “I
did tell you that I’d pay for any professional services.”
“But that
wouldn’t be nearly so much fun,” John responded. “It gave us a
chance to do something practical after sitting around all day
for so long.”
“And it
was an opportunity for us to have a little brotherly bonding
time,” Scott grinned, “before the mean old cheapskate banishes
John up into his tin can.”
Grandma
looked at her watch. “I think it’s time for lunch. I hope you
boys have stocked the pantry.”
John
nodded. “We’ve got everything you asked for, Grandma.”
After
lunch the family decided to go for a walk around town. It
appeared that everyone, everywhere was celebrating, and not
only because of Christmas. It took over an hour for the Tracys
to walk one block as it seemed that every second person wanted
to stop and exclaim over how well Gordon was looking and say
how glad they were that he was getting better. Then the family
had to stop off at various establishments in town so that
Gordon could thank people in person for the support they’d
shown him.
After one
of their last stops of the day, the local sweet shop that had
been a favourite haunt of the boys when they were children,
the Tracys exited back into the brisk winter air. Gordon
sucked on a piece of one of his favourite sweets. “This is
great.”
“I’m not
sure you should be eating that,” Jeff warned. “Candy’s not on
the list of foods you’re allowed yet.”
“It’s only
a small bit,” Gordon tucked the sweet into his cheek. “I’ll
suck on it slowly.”
“Hey,
look.” Alan pointed across the street. “Isn’t that Moron… I
mean Marrin and his cronies?”
On the
other side of the road a group of long-haired youths slouched
against a wall. One of them nudged Marrin and pointed in the
direction of the Tracys. Marrin glanced over the road, said
something, and then peeled himself off the wall and, with the
rest of the group tagging along behind, started walking away.
“I don’t
believe it. He’s ignoring us,” Scott fumed. “Hey, Marrin!” he
yelled.
The youths
kept on walking as if they didn’t hear.
“Leave
them, Scott,” Gordon advised. “It doesn’t matter.”
“The heck
it doesn’t matter! They didn’t do anything for you when you
were sick. The least they can do is say hello when you’re
getting better… Marrin! ...” There was no response. “Come on,
Fellas, all together,” Scott commanded. “One… Two… Three…”
“Marrin!!”
Their four-part chorus (with Alan shouting Moron for the heck
of it) reverberated down the street. People stopped and
stared. They all knew the Tracys and they all knew Marrin’s
group and they wanted to see what was going on.
Embarrassed at being caught out, the youths turned back. “Hey,
Scotty,” Marrin greeted him. “Didn’t see you there.” He didn’t
look at Gordon.
“Yeah,
right,” Scott growled.
“How have
you been, Marrin?” Jeff asked, his voice pleasant, but with
the hint of a coiled rattlesnake about to strike.
“Great, Mr
T, great. The band’s doin’ well.” Marrin still didn’t
acknowledge Gordon. “But if you were plannin’ on comin’ and
catchin’ us, Virgie,” Virgil frowned and Marrin realised his
mistake, “I mean, Virgil, we’ve closed at the Waistland.”
“Closed or
were kicked out?” Alan asked.
Marrin
ignored him, just as he was ignoring Gordon. “Actually, Mr T,
you’re just the guy we want to see. Y’see our band, Off the
Rails, is ready to move on to the next level and we need the
backin’ of a man such as you.”
“I
thought, Marrin,” the rattlesnake’s tail was more audible,
“that only losers worked for me.”
Marrin
gave an uneasy laugh. “Now, who would say that? You’re a big
man around here, Mr T… A important man… And ev’ryone knows how
you like helpin’ people get started… How about it?” He gave
Jeff an overly familiar, supposedly friendly, punch on the
shoulder. “Me and the boys are headin’ on to bigger and better
things, but we just need a little help up.”
John had
had enough. “You haven’t said hello to Gordon yet, Marrin.”
Fear
appeared in Marrin’s eyes as they darted over to the
wheelchair bound figure and back to the tall blonde. “Ah… Hiya,
Gords,” he mumbled, flapping his hand in Gordon’s general
direction.
Gordon
swung his head around and fixed Marrin with an out-of-focus
gaze. “Who are you?” he asked.
Everyone
stared at him, and even Marrin finally switched his attention
to his former friend. “Ah… It’s me, Gords… Marrin.”
“Moron?”
“No,
Marrin… Remember. Me ‘n the boys are in the band… Remember?
Off the Rails.”
“Band?”
Gordon frowned. “Rubber band?” he let his head flop forward
and a string of saliva drooled out of his mouth.
“Oh,
dear.” Mrs Tracy reached into her purse and pulled out a
tissue, which she used to wipe her grandson’s face. “He’s
started doing that again.”
Gordon
looked up at her with hopeless adoration. “An angel!”
“No, Gords,”
Marrin corrected. “Off the Rails is a music band. You know?
Rock n’ Roll? Music?”
“Music.”
Gordon lifted his head again. “Like angels sing?” A beatific
smile flooded his face. “I like angels… They can fly… Like my
big brother Scott… He’s in the Air Force.”
Scott laid
a gentle hand on his brother’s shoulder. “No, Gordon. I’m not
in the Air Force any more. I resigned, remember?”
Gordon
began to sing something that approximated what could have
been, at a pinch, with a bit of imagination, a well known
Christmas carol. “Angels I have heard on high… Flying high up
in the sky… See them flying oh so high… Before they fall out
of the sky… Neeeeyahhh…” His hand became a representation of
an acrobatic plane, zooming skywards, stalling, and then
falling back to earth before heading skywards again.
“Neeeyahhh…” he repeated on each upward stroke.
Marrin
took a step backwards. “Ah… Maybe we should go.” He yelped
when Gordon reached out and grabbed him with both hands.
“Have you
seen an angel?” Gordon asked, and dribbled again as he looked
earnestly up into his ex-friend’s face. “I like angels.”
Desperate
to escape the vice-like grip, Marrin looked about. “Help me,
Mr T!”
The
rattlesnake struck. “Help you, Marrin? All the great bands
have become great because they’ve had to work hard to reach
the top,” Jeff informed the frantic young man. “You’re going
to have to work hard too... without my help.” He gave him a
condescending pat on the back. “What more could you want from
me than to give you the encouragement you deserve?”
“Angels
have wings,” Gordon stated, as if he hadn’t followed the
conversation. “And wear white dresses. Have you ever worn a
white dress?”
“N-n-no.”
“I know
lots of angels.” Gordon let his head and hands flop again. A
drop of saliva fell onto his shirt.
Finally
released from Gordon’s hold Marrin took two steps backwards
and nearly fell over one of his cronies. “Get out of my way!”
he snapped. “Ah…” He took another step back. “Guess we’d
better go…” Another step. “See you guys around…” He took a
fourth backwards step, found the edge of the curb, stumbled,
and used his momentum to make a run for it, his pals hot on
his heels.
“Bye,
Moron,” Gordon called after him, before adding, “idiot…
Thanks, Grandma...” He accepted the tissue from his
grandmother and wiped his mouth. “That’s disgusting when you
can’t feel it,” he admitted. “It’s even worse when you can.
Yuck!” He felt the material of his shirt. “Now I’m all
sticky.”
“You’re a
horror, Young Man,” Grandma scolded, but there was no anger,
only affection, in her voice.
“No, I’m
an idiot,” Gordon sighed. “I’m the only idiot who’s a bigger
idiot than that idiot, because I thought that idiot was my
friend.” He stuffed the tissue into his pocket and slumped
down in his ‘chair. “Idiot.”
No one had
a chance to refute him when there was a shout of “Gordon!”
from over the road. Looking in the direction of the voice, the
Tracys saw Rick Bailey step off the footpath, nearly get
bowled by a car, stop, and then when there was a gap in the
traffic, jog across to his friend. “Gordon!” He repeated.
“It’s great to see you here. Why didn’t you tell us you were
leaving the hospital?”
“I didn’t
know,” Gordon admitted. “This is a surprise to me too.”
“How long
are you in town for?” Rick asked and Gordon looked up at his
father for advice.
“We’re
heading back this evening,” Jeff admitted. “But we’re hopeful
that Gordon will be moving out of the Willis and into the
boys’ house by the end of the week. From there it shouldn’t be
too much longer before he’ll be allowed home.”
“Fantastic!” Rick beamed. “Look, Diane’ll kill me if I don’t
let her know you’re here. She was doing some Christmas
shopping and might only be a block or so away... Hang on...”
He got out his cell phone and speed dialled a number. “Where
are you?” he asked the microphone. “Good. I’m outside Maxy’s.
Get yourself here as quickly as you can, there’s someone here
you’ve got to meet.” He hung up the phone. “She’s only around
the corner and won’t be able to resist responding to my little
mystery.” He gave Gordon a playful punch on the arm. “It sure
is great to see you out of hospital, Pal.”
Virgil
spied a figure rounding the corner, laden with bags of
shopping. “There she is.”
Diane
Bailey took two steps in their direction, saw who her brother
was talking to, gave a squeal of delight, dropped her shopping
and ran forward, wrapping Gordon up in a big hug. “Oh...!
Gordon, it’s so great to see you!”
“I’d
better go collect her stuff,” Rick grumbled and Alan tagged
along to give him a hand.
Diane’s
full attention was on Gordon. “How long are you in town for?”
“Just
today,” Gordon admitted.
“I’d
already asked him that,” Rick said, dumping all but one of
Diane’s bags on the ground. He looked into the carrier.
“Anything in here for me?”
“No!”
Diane snatched the bag from him before turning her attention
back to Gordon. “Why didn’t you tell us you were visiting?”
“I’ve
already asked him that too,” Rick said.
‘You
shush,” she scolded. “I’m talking to Gordon.”
“You can
blame us for that, Diane,” Jeff offered. “We kept it a secret
from Gordon too.”
“Does this
mean you’ll all be home for Christmas?” she asked.
Gordon
looked startled as if this was something he hadn’t considered.
Once again he looked to his father for advice.
“We’re
hoping that we’ll all be able to go to the cabin this
Christmas,” Jeff explained. “It’s what we’d always planned
and, assuming nothing unexpected happens, it looks like we’re
still going to be able to go.”
“But when
I’m out of this thing,” Gordon thumped his wheelchair’s
armrest before grabbing Diane’s hand, “and I’m fully mobile,
the three of us will go out somewhere. Just like the old
days... Okay?” he added hopefully. “That’s if you want to?”
Rick
rubbed his hands together in glee. “We’ll start planning now.
Right, Diane?”
“Right,”
she agreed. “Just give us the date... And make it soon.”
Gordon
gave her hand a squeeze and patted Rick on the arm. “Great.
I’ll look forward to it. You’ve got no idea how much it’ll
mean to me.”
And Virgil
had a feeling that it meant that his brother was back for
good.
Chapter 24: A Quiet
Christmas
December
23rd.
A raucous
sound echoed through the building.
“That,”
said Bruce Sanders with feeling as he flicked the switch that
stilled his machine, “is music to my ears. Angels’ harps
couldn’t sound sweeter.” He joined the exodus towards the
locker rooms. “I’m so glad I work for someone who knows the
importance of the family.”
“You mean
you’re glad to have the week and a half off work between
Christmas Eve and Founder’s Day,” Virgil corrected. “How much
time are you actually planning on spending with your folks?”
“Christmas
day. Then I’m off to do some skiing. While I think of it, wish
your father a happy birthday from me?”
“Sure,”
Virgil agreed.
“Are you
staying for a celebratory drink?”
“I’ve got
time for one. Alan’s picking me up in his plane so I won’t
have to pilot.”
“Does that
mean you’re hitting the hard stuff?” Bruce stripped off his
overalls.
Virgil
chuckled as he slipped off his boots. “Maybe a beer.” He
pulled on a jacket. “When are you heading home?”
“Tomorrow.
Mum’s got it all planned that this year Christmas is going to
be run like a military operation. If I’m not at home by twelve
hundred hours on Christmas Eve then I’m getting cold toast for
Christmas dinner.”
The two
men exited the locker room and headed down to the canteen,
where they met up with Lisa and Butch. The four friends
selected their drinks and found themselves a seat.
Virgil
poured his beer into a glass. “Are you two going to be
spending Christmas with your family?” he asked the Crumps.
“Yeah.”
Butch nodded. “Mr and Mrs Riley said we could ‘ave dinner at
their place.”
“They took
a bit of persuading,” Lisa admitted, “but when I pointed out
that I nearly didn’t make it to Christmas this year they
changed their minds... When are you leaving for the cabin?”
Virgil
raised his glass. “When I’ve finished this. I’ve got to head
home and get my stuff before meeting Alan at the airport.”
He was as
good as his word. He left ACE with Christmas wishes ringing in
his ears and Christmas cards in his bag. He arrived home to
his undecorated apartment, had a quick shower, dressed in
warm, clean clothes, picked up his pre-packed bag, and hailed
a taxi for the airport.
He arrived
at the same time that Alan touched down. “How are you, Kiddo?”
“I hope
I’m not going to get called that all week,” Alan complained.
“Face it,
Alan. You’re the youngest in this family. Even when you’re
old...”
“Like some
I could mention,” Alan interjected.
Virgil
ignored the interruption, “and grey,” he continued, “you’re
still going to be our kid brother.”
Alan
grunted, and claimed the pilot’s seat. “Did you hear Gordon’s
got clearance to spend the week with us? But we’ve got to get
him back to the Willis for a check-up when we leave the cabin
on Friday.”
Virgil was
doing up his safety harness. “That’s good to hear. It wouldn’t
be Christmas without everyone there. It was bad enough last
year when he was in the bathyscaphe. Have we told him what
we’ve got planned?”
“Nope. He
thinks we’re cutting short our vacation because of him… It’s a
pity Tin-Tin and Kyrano won’t be joining us.”
“Tin-Tin
can’t seem to find the time to get away from her studies,”
Virgil commented. “But I think Kyrano’s quite excited at the
idea catching up with his old friends from Kew Gardens.”
“Excited
Kyrano style, you mean,” Alan grinned. “The most emotional
I’ve ever seen him, was the time I trampled over his prize
petunias to get my ball. Even then he just carried on weeding,
but he was just about dislocating his shoulder each time he
yanked one out.”
“Did Lady
Penelope manage to convince Brains to leave the island for a
few days?” Virgil started scrolling through his music
collection, trying to find a suitable song for the trip.
“Yep. She
told him that if he didn’t join her it would only be her and
Parker under the mistletoe,” Alan chuckled. “No... She got him
away from his work on the island by convincing him that he
could work on her place. But I think the Kyranos are joining
them Christmas Day too, so it’s going to be quite a party,
especially if Lady Penelope lets Kyrano cook Christmas
dinner.”
“I wish
Brains would realise that he’s practically part of the
family,” Virgil sighed, still trying to find a decent tune.
“It’s going to seem strange without him here this year.”
“I know
Dad tried to convince him to join us, but I think he’s worried
we’ll expect him to do something adventurous when he’d rather
have his nose buried in one of his experiments.”
“He may
have also decided that as this is probably the last Christmas
we’re all going to have together as a real family, then he
didn’t want to intrude.” Virgil found Driving home for
Christmas. Finally satisfied, he sat back to enjoy the ride.
The flight
was smooth and Virgil found that the closer they got to their
destination, the more excited he became. The year before his
father had sprung the idea of International Rescue on them
all, they’d had Christmas on Tracy Island, and while he’d
enjoyed the holiday, he’d discovered that the idea of enjoying
the seasonal festivities under a hot, summer sun had a
slightly surreal feel to it. The Tracy family cabin, cradled
like its rustic predecessors in the solitude of the snow
capped mountains, but equipped with all the luxuries expected
of a billionaire’s home, had always seemed to him to be the
ideal place to celebrate Christmastime. And since this was
going to be the last time that the whole family was going to
be able to enjoy the location together, he aimed to make the
most of it.
The pair
were the first to arrive and they set about lighting fires,
putting the kettle on to boil, and making sure that the cabin
was welcoming for the next wave of Tracys. It was late when
they arrived, so everyone contented themselves with an evening
meal before turning in for the night.
Christmas
Eve.
The day
was fine, the snow thick, the air crisp and Virgil, his
father, and his brothers were making the most of it. Skis and
snowboards were the transportation of choice, along with a
toboggan, on which each of them took turns pulling Gordon up
to the top of the run. Once there they guided him, yelling in
pleasure with the feeling of freedom that it afforded, off on
a controlled ride back down to the bottom.
“You
know,” Scott puffed as he took his turn to tow their charge
back to the summit of the run, “there’s got be an easier way
to do this.”
“There
is,” John reminded him. “It’s called a chair lift.”
Scott gave
him a disgusted look. “Thanks.”
“My
pleasure.”
“Aren’t
you getting cold, Gordon?” Jeff asked. “Don’t you want to go
back inside?”
But Gordon
was having a ball. “Nope.”
They
reached their goal and turned the toboggan around so that its
driver was facing downhill. Gordon gave a little jump to try
to nudge the sled forward, but it didn’t move. He tried again
with the same result. “Give us a push.”
“A push?”
Scott grumbled. “I’ve just pulled you to the top of the hill
and now you want me to push you back down?”
Gordon
favoured him with a huge grin and pulled his yellow woolly hat
down further down over his protective helmet and his ears.
“Yep. Warp speed ten, Scotty.”
“Okay,”
Scott sighed. “Then it’s someone else’s turn.”
“Maybe
not.” Alan pointed down the hill. “There’s Grandma.” He looked
at his watch. “She must have lunch ready. Come on, Scott. If
I’m starving, you must be famished.”
“Probably
why he’s in a mood,” Virgil suggested. “Come on, Fellas. Let’s
make this last one a race.” He squared up next to his father.
“Good
idea,” Jeff grinned. “Last one down the hill clears the
table.”
“Except
me,” Gordon crowed. “Come on, Scott, push me! I want to get
down there before you guys cut up the snow and spoil the
ride!”
“Okay,
okay...” Twisting awkwardly on his skis, Scott got down low
and pushed against the toboggan, which didn’t move. “Have you
got it stuck on something?” he asked checking the left side of
the sled. “I can’t see anything. How about you, John?”
John bent
down. “No... I can’t see... Hang on...” He pulled on a branch
that was almost completely buried by snow.
Scott had
been leaning on the back of the toboggan as he searched for
the obstruction and the sudden release of the ‘brake’ coupled
with his weight shot the sled forward like a bullet from a
gun. The unexpected jolt caused the elder Tracy to fall face
first into the snow and Gordon to lose his hold of the
steering rope. The Tracys watched, horrified, as he hurtled
down the slope out of control and towards the hard wooden wall
of the cabin.
“Come on!”
Jeff yelled, and they all took off, speeding faster down the
ski slope than they ever had before.
But they
had no hope of catching up on the whooping tobogganist, and
Virgil, head down to get more speed, listened for the
sickening sound of impact. He looked up just in time to see
Gordon plough into a snowdrift at the base of the cabin and
disappear under a white fountain of frozen water.
“Gordon...” Grandma yelled, and pushed through the knee-deep
snow in a desperate attempt to reach her grandson. “Gordon!
Are you all right?”
The rest
of the family pulled up in a shower of snow and, barely
stopping to unclip their bindings, pulled off their skis and
boards, ready to affect a rescue.
“There’s
the toboggan!” Alan pounced on the sled and started digging.
“Gordon!”
A
mini-avalanche rolled down the drift and a yellow-hatted head
popped up from beneath the snowy grave. “That was awesome!”
Everyone
released a relieved icy breath. “Are you all right, Son?” Jeff
asked.
“Yep!”
Gordon beamed at him. “I want to do it again! Faster next
time.”
He
received a unanimous, “No!” from his family.
“But I’m
fine.” Gordon protested. “I’m not hurt.”
Scott
started clearing snow away. “You might be okay, but you’ve
given the rest of us heart failure.”
“Please,”
Gordon begged.
“No,” Jeff
repeated.
“Dad...”
Gordon ceased his protests when he received an unequivocal
glare from his father. Realising that it was a hopeless cause,
he began freeing himself by pushing snow away from his torso.
A fall of
snow after lunch put paid to any immediate ideas of skiing, so
Virgil retired to the workshop to do some tinkering.
He was
joined an hour later by his father. “Is this where you’re
hiding? Everyone else is keeping warm by the fire.”
Virgil
indicated the pile of metal components that he was assembling.
“I’m making a ski tow for Gordon so that he can pull himself
up the hill.”
Jeff was
impressed. “Good idea. Would you like a hand?”
“I’d love
one. I’m trying to assemble a braking system so that he gets
the full freedom of the downhill run, but comes to a
controlled, gentle stop at the bottom before he reaches the
cabin. I was thinking of using some kind of friction braking,
but I haven’t got the parts I need.” Virgil looked at his
father hopefully. “I don’t suppose you’ve got any ideas, have
you?”
“Maybe…”
Jeff rolled up his sleeves. “Let’s see what you’ve got so
far…”
Two hours
later they’d prepared a working prototype. Virgil strapped on
his snowshoes and shouldered a shovel. “It’s stopped snowing,
so I’m going to head up the hill to dig in the anchor post,”
he said.
His father
was putting the tools away. “Are you sure you wouldn’t rather
have a break first? You’ve been working for hours.”
“No.
Better to get it out of the way in case it starts snowing
again later. Then I’ll be able to relax tomorrow.”
The door
to the workshop opened and Scott stepped inside. “Is this
where you two are? We’ve been trying to decide if you’d gone
AWOL or had been kidnapped by the Abominable Snowman.” He
looked at the unnamed contraption. “What have you been doing?”
“Giving
Gordon some mobility and independence,” Jeff explained. “With
this he’ll be able to get himself up AND down the hill in
safety and without inconveniencing anyone else.”
“And
without giving us all heart attacks?” Scott eyed up Virgil’s
shovel. “You’re going to have to dig it in?” He grabbed a
pickaxe. “Let’s go.”
“You don’t
have to help,” Virgil protested. “I’ll manage.”
“Are you
kidding? That ground’s going to be like solid rock.” Scott
swung the pickaxe onto his broad shoulders. “Two hands are
better than one.”
Virgil
knew that his brother was right and was more than a little
glad for the offer of help. Together they slogged up the hill
and set about deciding on the optimum place to start digging.
They were not altogether surprised when they were joined a
short time later by Alan and John, pulling a sled holding the
ski tow and more digging tools between them.
Not long
afterwards their father arrived, carrying an insulated carry
case. “Your grandmother’s insisting that you don’t do any more
work until you’ve got something warm inside you,” he said,
resting the bag on the sled before opening it. He pulled out a
vacuum flask, poured a steaming mug of coffee, and handed it
to Virgil, who accepted it with grateful thanks.
“Gordon’s
right.” Scott reached into the bag and pulled out an inviting
parcel. “She is an angel.” Unwrapping some Christmas mince
pies, he held them out for his brothers and father. “Dig in.
They’re still warm.” Claiming the last for himself, he took a
big bite. “Mmmn…” he murmured. “Delicious.”
Alan
started clearing away the snow. “Gordon’s going to love this.
We’ll be able to challenge him to some races.”
“Gordon
will love it or you will?” John asked, setting to with another
shovel. “Are you hoping this’ll give you the competitive edge?
“Why not?
If it gives me that little bit extra for the final race, I’m
not going to complain. Gomez isn’t going to give away the
title too easily. I’m going to have to work for it.”
When
they’d finished their coffee break, the five of them worked
industriously until they had anchored the support post into
the ground. Then they attached the ski tow and stood back to
admire their efforts.
“Who’s
going to give it a test run?” John asked.
“I’ll do
it,” Virgil volunteered. “It was my idea so it should be my
neck.”
“In that
case…” Alan snapped his boots into the bindings of his
snowboard, “I’ll meet you down there to pick up the pieces.”
Virgil
glared at the departing back. “Thanks for the vote of
confidence.” He settled onto the toboggan. “Is he in
position?”
“Yep,”
John responded. “Do you want a countdown?”
Virgil
shrugged. “Why not?”
Scott got
onto his wristwatch telecom. “This is mission control calling
lunar module retriever. Do you read me, Alan?”
“This is
lunatic… I mean, lunar module retriever. Reading you strength
five.”
“Are you
in position?”
“Roger
that. I am awaiting touchdown.”
Scott
grinned at Virgil. “You’re set to go.”
“So I
gathered.”
“Five…”
“Four…”
“Three…”
“Two…”
“One!”
Virgil
released the toboggan.
It was a
blast sailing down the hill at speed, so close to the ground,
and Virgil knew that Gordon was going to love his new toy. He
braced himself for the braking system to kick into action.
And kick
it did! The brakes slammed the toboggan to a halt, stopping it
as effectively as if it had hit a brick wall and sending him
tumbling head-first off the end. Virgil ended up lying, face
up, beside a pair of boots.
Blue eyes
laughing, Alan crouched down. “You know what the problem is,
don’t you?” He prodded Virgil’s midriff. “You’re too fat!”
Virgil
propped himself onto his elbows. “I am not fat!”
Two
wristwatch telecoms sparked into life. “What happened?” their
father’s voice asked.
Alan
looked at the miniature video screen. “Virgil’s too fat.”
“I am not
fat!” Getting to his feet and brushing snow off his clothes,
Virgil heard laughter from the tiny speakers. “I am not fat,
John!” he reiterated.
“I never
said anything,” John responded, amusement clear in his voice.
“Not a word.”
Alan kept
the channel open. “You’re going to have to eat less, Virgil…
Maybe starting with Christmas dinner tomorrow?”
Virgil
stared at him. “What?!”
“You can
share Gordon’s dinner. Everything he’s going to eat has to be
steamed and grilled. And as for dessert…”
Realisation dawned. “You just want more for yourself, Alan!”
Virgil folded his arms and faced his youngest brother,
deciding that what was sauce for the goose was sauce for the
gander… or at least the turkey. “If anyone should be on a
diet, it’s you.”
Not
expecting his volley to be returned, Alan took a metaphorical
and literal step backwards. “Me? Why? I don’t need to go on a
diet.”
“Maybe not
now, but after you’ve gorged yourself tomorrow…” Virgil shook
his head. “I’d hate for you to arrive at Parola Sands ready
for your championship winning race, only to not be able to fit
in the seat of your car.”
“It won’t
happen,” Alan protested.
“If you
eat what Gordon’s eating then it won’t…”
“Boys,”
their father interrupted, “it’s too cold to be standing around
listening to the pair of you discuss the menu and if you don’t
stop it you’ll both be eating with Gordon. Now…You were saying
that Virgil was too heavy for the toboggan, Alan?”
“Yes,”
Alan snapped back into serious mode. “Gordon weighs way less
than any of us.” He pointed to some full, lumpy sacks. “I
think I couple of bags of kindling should approximate his
weight.”
“You’ve
made a good point.” Virgil eyed the sacks. “But kindling won’t
be able to control the toboggan.”
“So?” Alan
smirked. “You couldn’t control it either.” He grabbed a sack
and hefted it onto the sled.
Virgil
held his tongue and placed a second bag beside the first,
lying it flat to keep the centre of gravity low. “Let’s see
how it handles the return journey.” He pulled a lever on the
side of the toboggan and it began a sedate climb back up to
the rest of the party. “Well, at least that works.”
Shielding
their eyes against the glare of the snow and the winter sun,
the two brothers watched as the toboggan crested the hill. “So
far, so good,” Alan commented.
“Any
problems?” Virgil asked his watch.
“Negative.
Testing: phase one, is complete,” Jeff Tracy announced. “Phase
two is about to begin.” The two bags of kindling began their
return journey down the hill, skipping over the snow at speed
until they neared their destination, when they began to slow
down, coming to a gentle stop at Virgil and Alan’s feet.
“Looked
good from this end,” Virgil noted. “How about up there?”
“It’s
working well,” Jeff responded. “Send it back up, Virgil.”
“Right.”
After two
more test runs Virgil and Alan heard tapping on a window
behind them. They turned and Gordon pushed the window open.
“When can I have a go?”
“I thought
you were having a sleep,” Alan remarked.
“Only a
short one. You guys have been out there for hours. Well…? Can
I have a ride?”
Alan spoke
into his watch. “There’s a test pilot inside who wants to take
it for a run. Dare we let him?”
“What do
you think, Virgil?” their father asked. “Are you happy with
its performance?”
“I think
it’s ready. What do you say? Should we let him try it out?”
“So long
as he’s got his helmet strapped on firmly, then I can’t see
any problems.”
Gordon
submitted to Alan and Virgil carrying him through the deep
snow to the toboggan. “Right! How do you operate this thing?”
“This
lever releases the brake allowing the cable to retract back up
the hill,” Virgil explained. “When you’re ready to come back
down again, reverse the lever.”
“Gotcha.”
Gordon released the brake and his brothers watched as his
beaming face cruised up and away from them. There was a short
wait after he’d reached the summit, as a discussion was held,
before he came zipping back down the hill, yelling in delight.
“Brilliant!” he exclaimed when he’d come to a gentle halt.
“That was absolutely brilliant, Virgil!” He grasped his
brother’s hand. “Thanks.”
December
25th
Christmas
Day
Virgil
awoke early. Not out of some optimistic wish to find presents
in a stocking at the end of his bed, but to fulfil a promise
he’d made the previous evening. He dressed himself in his
swimming gear, put a robe on, and then, taking care to tread
quietly, padded down the hall.
The rest
of the house was in silence. Some of the family would be still
sleeping, while others, the most likely being Scott, would be
indulging in their early morning rituals such as working out
in the small gym.
Virgil
knocked on Gordon’s door and let himself in. “Merry
Christmas,” he whispered.
“Merry
Christmas,” Gordon wasn’t bothering to whisper. “You’re late.
I was about to come and get you out of bed.” He struggled to
sit up, obviously feeling the effects of the previous day’s
activities. “Maybe I overdid it a little yesterday.”
“Here,”
Virgil grabbed the wheelchair.
“I don’t
want to use that,” Gordon complained, trying to get his legs
out from under the bedclothes. “I’ll use the scaffolding
instead.” He pointed to a tall walking frame that stood next
to his bed.
“Gordon,”
Virgil protested, “you can barely move, let alone stand. Let
me wheel you down to the pool in this and then, when you’ve
loosened up, you can use your ‘scaffolding’. Come on,” he
positioned the ‘chair beside the bed and pulled back the
blankets. “Can you swing yourself around?”
Gordon
didn’t answer, all his concentration was on trying to remain
upright while getting his stiff and sore legs out of the bed.
Emitting little grunts of discomfort, he eventually succeeded
and he sat on the edge, frowning at the wheelchair.
Virgil
didn’t even bother to ask. He slid his arm about his brother
so that he could support him as he eased himself from the bed
to the ‘chair, then he handed over the swimming trunks that
were hanging on the heated towel rail.
It wasn’t
as if he hadn’t seen it all before, but Virgil felt that
Gordon would appreciate a degree of privacy as he changed. So
he busied himself with making the bed; keeping out of the way,
but still available should help be needed.
And
judging from the grunts and muttered curses that were coming
from the ‘chair, help was needed, but this time Virgil waited
to be asked.
Eventually
there was a frustrated sigh of defeat. “Virgil?”
“Yes?”
Gordon had
succeeded in discarding his pyjama jacket, but had failed in
his attempt to remove the pants. “I’m sorry, but I need a
hand.”
“Okay,”
Virgil shrugged. “If I grab you under the arms and lift,
you’ll be able to pull them down, won’t you?”
“Ah... But
it’s not only that...” Gordon reddened slightly. “I need to go
in there.” His thumb jerked in the direction of a wall.
“Oh.”
Virgil looked at the door that led to the adjacent toilet.
“How do you want to handle this?”
“If...”
and Gordon’s reddened complexion turned scarlet. “If you
could... kinda... lift me like you were going to, but swing me
around onto the, er, seat, I... I can take care of the rest.”
Virgil
shrugged; trying to make it seem as if this request was the
most natural thing that one brother would ask another. “Okay.”
He grabbed the wheelchair’s handles and wheeled it into the
ensuite toilet area, assisted with the transfer quickly and
with no fuss, and then left. “Give me a yell when you’re
ready.”
He waited
just outside the door reflecting that this was something new.
He’d often thought that Gordon didn’t even know what
embarrassment was, let alone how it felt; and yet here his
brother was, ashamed to admit that he needed assistance with
one of the most basic of human needs.
He heard
the sound of running water.
“Finished...”
Gordon had
made the most of the opportunity to divest himself of what
remained of his pyjamas and had managed to pull his swimming
trunks halfway up his thighs. A towel rested on his lap. “I’m
sorry, Virgil,” he said, looking even more shamefaced.
“Don’t
sweat it,” Virgil reassured him and, giving Gordon long enough
to pull the trunks on fully, swung him back into the
wheelchair.
“I’m
really sorry,” Gordon reiterated. “I didn’t think I’d need
help like that anymore.”
“Like I
said, don’t worry about it. I could hardly leave you sitting
there in that condition... I only hope you never have to repay
the favour.”
“Me too.”
Gordon gave an emphatic nod. “I wouldn’t wish this on my worst
enemy. I hate being helpless.”
“You’re
not as helpless as you were,” Virgil reminded him. “And you
are getting better.” He engaged the motor on the wheelchair so
that Gordon would be able to propel himself through the
building and then picked up the walking frame. “You know, you
didn’t have to bring this from the Willis. I could have
knocked you something together in the workshop.”
Gordon
chuckled, some of his good humour restored, and then thought
for a moment. “You know, it’s strange. When I was paralysed I
didn’t think anything about what those nurses had to do to me.
Some of them had to get pretty intimate with inserting
catheters and things like that, but since I couldn’t feel it,
I didn’t care. But now that I’ve got full feeling and some
mobility I can’t stand the idea of having people help me with
the personal stuff.”
They
travelled through the building in the direction of the indoor,
heated, pool.
Gordon
snorted a laugh. “You know that old joke about the hospital
patient who hated one of the nurses?”
“Remind
me.”
“This
particular nurse was the one who always seemed to get the most
pleasure out of giving him painful injections and doing the
most embarrassing things to him. Then, one day, he was asked
to give a sample, so he thought he’d take the opportunity to
get some revenge. So he put apple juice into the sample
container instead of...”
“I’ve got
the picture,” Virgil said.
“Good…
Then when this nurse came in to collect the sample she made a
comment about how it seemed to be a bit cloudy. So the patient
said: in that case, let’s filter it through the system again,
grabbed the cup back off her, and drank it down.” Gordon
laughed. “You should have seen her face.”
Virgil
gasped. “You didn’t!?”
“I did.”
“Which
nurse? Not Ange?”
“No, of
course not. She’s too nice. No, it was the battleaxe who told
us off for having the pillow fight.”
“How did
you get away with it? That joke’s so old it’s got more
whiskers than Santa Claus.”
“She
wouldn’t know a joke if it reared up and bit her,” Gordon
chuckled. “She must trust my innocent face.”
“Yeah,
right...”
They came
to the indoor pool and Virgil stripped off his robe. “If I
support you, will you be able to walk down the steps? We’ll
take it slowly.”
“I gotta
try at least.” Gordon managed to wriggle out of his robe
before looking down at what had once been taut, toned muscle.
“I’m a mess,” he commented as he traced one particularly long
scar with his fingers.
“Compared
to the first day when you were unconscious with a humungous
hole in your abdomen and with half your insides hanging out,
you look pretty good,” Virgil corrected. “That’s just the
façade, what matters is that the foundations are still
intact.”
“I only
hope that termites don’t decide to move in.”
“You can’t
see the scars when you’ve got your shirt on anyway,” Virgil
commented and let Gordon put his arm around his shoulders.
Taking it
slowly so that his body could adjust to the reorientation,
Gordon stood. “Right. That’s stage one. Stage two is to start
moving.”
“I could
probably carry you,” Virgil offered.
“No. I’ve
already asked you to do more than anyone could reasonably
expect,” Gordon swung a leg forward. “I’m going to walk.”
It took
them a good twenty minutes to get from the wheelchair and down
the shallow steps into the water. Once there, Virgil swam
alongside his brother, keeping pace in case he ran into
difficulties, but when it became obvious that Gordon’s muscles
were beginning to loosen up and that he didn’t need any help,
Virgil pulled himself out of the pool and sat on the side to
watch the exercise session.
Gordon
began his workout by pulling himself through the water with a
lazy breaststroke. After two lengths of the pool he rolled
onto his back and started another lap.
“Merry
Christmas, Virgil.”
Virgil
looked up and smiled at his father. “Merry Christmas.”
Jeff
pulled off his slippers, rolled up his pants, and sat next to
his son. “How is he today?”
“Sore. It
took us about three quarters of an hour just to get to the
pool, but I think he’s starting to loosen up now.”
“He moves
a lot more freely in the water than he does on land,” Jeff
commented. “He’s in his element in there.”
Father and
son sat in companionable silence for a couple of laps,
watching as Gordon finished swimming on his back and reverted
to his original breaststroke.
Virgil
frowned. “I’ve just realised something,” he said quietly.
“Look at his face.”
“His
face?” Jeff leant forward so he could get a clearer view.
“What about it?”
“It’s not
wet.”
Jeff
looked between sons. “Yes, it is.”
“Not
really wet. Those droplets are only from where he’s splashed
himself. He hasn’t put his face under the water since he got
into the pool.”
“What?!”
Jeff watched as his second youngest rolled over on to his back
again.
“He’s only
done those two strokes, and neither involves putting your head
under water; not the way he’s doing them anyway.”
Jeff gave
Virgil a strange look. When he next spoke it was when his
other son had reached the end of the pool. “Merry Christmas,
Gordon.”
Gordon
grabbed the wall for support and his face lit up when he saw
his father. “Merry Christmas, Dad.”
“How are
you feeling this morning?”
“Better
now. Virgil’ll tell you that I was a bit stiff to start with.”
Gordon gave a disarming grin. “I had too much fun yesterday.”
“You’re
moving a lot more freely,” Jeff commented. “Have you tried
swimming the butterfly yet?”
“No. My
back’s not strong enough. I think I’m going to have to wait a
few more weeks before I’ll be able to attempt that with any
success.”
Jeff
continued his subtle questioning. “How about freestyle? Can
you swing your arm over to do that? You don’t seem to be
having any problems with backstroke.”
Gordon had
lost some of his smile. “I’m taking things slowly.”
Jeff took
a metaphorical step back. “That’s good, Son. We don’t want you
overdoing it, not on Christmas day.” He glanced at Virgil.
Gordon
started swimming his lazy breaststroke again. Halfway across
the pool he attempted a similarly lethargic freestyle, still
not putting his face under water. He reached the far wall,
stopped, and appeared to steel himself.
Virgil
glanced at his father and then slipped into the pool.
Gordon
pushed away from the side, swam two breaststrokes, two
ineffectual freestyle strokes, and then put his face in the
water...
Virgil was
at his brother’s side the instant Gordon panicked. Coughing,
the red-head clung on tightly and Virgil could feel a frantic
heart beating. “Don’t let me go...”
“I’m not
going to let you go,” Virgil soothed. “Relax... It’s okay...”
Gordon
took a shuddering breath, swallowed, and then pushed away,
treading water. “I-I’m okay... It was, ah, cramp... In my leg!
Yes, that’s what was wrong. I got a case of cramp.”
Virgil
decided that the best thing to do was play along. “Has it
gone?”
“Ah...
Yeah...” Gordon gave a shaky smile. “Thanks.”
“Do you
want a hand to get out of the water?”
Gordon
nodded, but said, “No. I’d better do another couple of laps...
Just to make sure it’s gone... You know?” and Virgil saw the
determined look return to his brother’s eye.
Virgil
watched as Gordon started swimming again and then pulled
himself out of the water next to his father. “I thought you
said that this was going to be a quiet year.”
“I wish
I’d been right,” Jeff leant on Virgil’s shoulder to help
himself up.
Virgil
looked up at him. “Where are you going?”
Jeff
pulled on his slippers. “To call the Willis. His counsellor
should know about this.”
“You can’t
call them now. It’s Christmas day!”
Jeff
looked grim. “Then I’ll leave a message on their voicemail to
call me the instant they get to work.” He stalked out of the
heated room and Virgil turned his attention back to where
Gordon was finishing his final lap of the morning.
Christmas
dinner had been one of the best that Virgil had remembered in
a long time. Whether his grandmother had surpassed herself
with her cooking this year, or whether it was the fact that
they were, almost unexpectedly, all together, he didn’t know.
He just knew that he felt happy and contented and, judging by
the way that they were sitting back in their chairs, everyone
else felt the same.
“That was
great, Grandma.” Scott stretched. “I couldn’t eat another
thing.”
“That’s a
first,” Alan snickered.
John
pulled the curtain back so he was able to look out the window.
“It’s a brilliantly clear night. I might get out my
telescope.”
“Why?”
Alan asked. “It’s too late to see Santa Claus. He’ll be just
about home by now.”
“Then I’ll
see if I can spot the Easter Bunny...”
“Before
anyone does leave,” Gordon put the last crumbs of his one
treat, a small slither of Christmas cake, into his mouth, “I
want to say something. And, simply because I can, I’m going to
get to my feet to say it.” He stood, leaning on the table for
support. “The last four months have been tough... for us
all... And... I know I’ve missed Thanksgiving, but I wanted to
thank you for all your support, for being there when I needed
you, for helping me when I needed help and for putting your
lives on hold while I got mine back together. I want you to
know that I appreciate all that you did for me. And,” he
pulled his party hat off his head as he looked at Virgil, “all
that you didn’t do for me.”
Virgil
raised his glass in a salute.
“I know
I’ve missed the deadline; and that I’ll have to go through
various neurological, physical, and psychological tests to
prove I’m fit...” Several mouths opened to pass comment.
“Yeah, yeah, I know! Who’d know the difference...? But... I
want to be part of International Rescue, even if it’s only
cleaning your craft after a rescue.” He tossed his hat into
the middle of the table and looked at his family with earnest
eyes. “That’s if you’ll have me.” Speech finished, he sat
down.
There was
a moment’s silence. Then Jeff Tracy spoke. “Well, I’m going to
get to my feet too, and that’s because I am delighted to do
so... Gordon...” he looked across at his second youngest,
“nothing will give me, or any of us, more pleasure than to
have you as part of our team. And I’m sure that you’ll have a
greater role than simply cleaning down the Thunderbirds.”
“Not that
we won’t stop you from doing it,” John quipped.
Virgil
grinned. “That’s the co-pilot’s job, isn’t it?”
Alan
laughed and raised his glass. “I’ll drink to that.”
“Hear,
hear,” Scott agreed.
Jeff leant
forward, hand outstretched. “Welcome aboard, Son.”
Gordon got
to his feet again, he face beaming in delight as he accepted
the handshake. “Thanks, Dad.”
Jeff’s
smile was nearly as broad as he reclaimed his chair. “Well, I
must say that you boys have given me the best Christmas
present. To know that all five of my sons are going to be part
of my dream is something that I’d hoped for, but never really
expected. I wouldn’t have been disappointed if any of you had
chosen to follow your own career paths, but I’ve got to admit
that I’m mighty pleased. Mighty pleased indeed.”
28th
December
“I’m
really sorry,” Gordon apologised again as he was assisted into
the family jet. “You don’t all have to cut short your
vacation, just because of me. Most of you can stay here and
enjoy yourselves.”
“Don’t
worry about it,” Virgil responded. “We’ve all already made
other plans anyway.”
“Yes, I’m
looking forward to having someone look after me for a change,”
Grandma added. “I’m tired of cooking for you lot.”
“And Alan
had to get in some practise before his big race,” Jeff stated.
“And those urgent jobs that I needed Scott and John to do
simply couldn’t wait.”
“I know.”
But Gordon still looked downcast. He’d enjoyed having his
family around him in an environment other than a hospital
ward, and his disappointment in seeing three of his brothers
fly out early that morning had been palpable.
The flight
to the Willis Institute was quick and uneventful and Gordon
was welcomed back like a long lost friend, which went some way
to cheering him up again. While he underwent a physiotherapy
session with Catherine, Jeff and Virgil took the opportunity
to talk to his counsellor about Gordon’s apparent fear of
total submersion in water. They were surprised to discover
that Gordon had already expressed his concerns to the
therapist.
It was
later that day that Alan turned up at the hospital. “Hiya,
Gordon.”
“Alan!”
Gordon’s eyes were round. “What are you doing here? I thought
you were back in training.”
“Done it,”
Alan said dismissively. “Karl’s happy with the way I’m
driving, so he’s given me a couple more days off.”
“Yeah!? So
are you going to hang around here with us?” Gordon asked, his
expression brightening.
Alan gave
an offhand shrug. “Actually I was thinking of getting away for
a break. Somewhere with plenty of sun.”
Gordon’s
face fell. “Where’re you going?”
“The same
place we’re all going,” Jeff stated. “Have you got Gordon’s
bag ready, Mother?”
“All
ready,” she confirmed and Virgil took the suitcase from her,
carrying it through the complex, back to the Tracy jet.
“Where are
we going?” Gordon asked. “Back to the cabin? Or maybe home?”
“Depends
on what you mean by home,” Jeff told him.
Gordon
stared at him. “Huh?”
Virgil
stepped forward. “Do you want a hand to climb the steps?”
Gordon
gave his blanket to his grandmother, accepted Virgil’s
support, and, leaning heavily on his brother’s shoulders,
climbed into the aeroplane. “Where are we going?” he repeated.
“I think
I’m hearing an echo of the past,” Alan said and looked out the
aeroplane’s door. “Ah, here she is.” He bounded outside.
Gordon
stared at his grandmother, who was in the cabin getting things
ready for the flight. “Who?”
“Let me
take that,” they heard Alan’s voice say. “After you,” and
Catherine climbed on board, followed by the youngest Tracy
carrying a suitcase. This he stowed in a luggage compartment
as Virgil escorted the physiotherapist to the seat beside
Gordon.
Gordon
stared at her. “You’re coming too?”
“Yes,” she
told him as she handed Virgil her warm jacket to hang in a
locker. “I want to keep an eye on my prize patient.” She
smiled at Grandma Tracy who claimed the aisle seat next to
her.
“O-Kay,”
Gordon enunciated. “Change of question. Since you’re coming
with us, Catherine, how long are we going for? It must be
longer than 24 hours.”
Alan
tapped him on the knee. “Shut up and wait, Gordon,” he teased
as he settled into the seat beside Virgil, opposite Catherine.
The
physiotherapist was looking around the aeroplane. “Wow, I’ve
only ever travelled domestic before. This is something else!”
“When it
comes to planes, Father won’t have anything but the best.”
Virgil gave a nonchalant shrug. “This girl’s a dream to fly.”
“That’s
pilot speak for it’s one of the best, safest, most comfortable
‘planes on the market,” Alan explained.
Catherine
laughed. “Well, after the number of miles Virgil must have
flown the last few months, I suppose he should know the
lingo.”
“Would
someone at least give me a clue?” Gordon begged. “How far are
we going?”
“From here
to there,” his Grandmother told him.
“But
where’s there?”
“Shut up
and wait, Gordon,” Alan teased.
“Is
everything in order?” Virgil asked his father as the latter
re-entered the aeroplane. “Do you need a hand with anything?”
“No,
everything’s fine, thanks.” Jeff smiled at their guest. “Ready
for the trip, Catherine?”
She gave a
vigorous nod. “Definitely,” she enthused. “I often wondered
what it’s like to take a working holiday.”
“Well,
you’re about to find out... All set, Gordon?”
“All
except for one thing... Where are we going?”
Jeff
laughed. “Shut up and wait, Gordon.”
Gordon
groaned. “Virgil!” he leant forward, pleading for information.
“Where are we going...? And don’t say up!” he added when
Virgil grinned at him.
“I’m sworn
to secrecy,” Virgil admitted. “I’m not allowed to tell you.”
“Give me a
hint.”
Virgil
glanced at Catherine, Grandma and then finally Alan. “Okay.
We’re heading south... ish.”
“Southish?”
“Yes,”
Alan nodded. “Southish.”
“Southish,” his frustrated brother sighed. “Okay, I get the
message. Shut up and wait, Gordon.”
At first
the flight was just as the one back home had been, with Gordon
glued to the window, drinking in the sights. It wasn’t until
they crossed a coast and headed out over a large body of water
that Virgil noticed a change in his brother’s demeanour.
Gordon had closed his eyes and let his head fall back onto the
headrest, and Virgil might have assumed that the younger man
had fallen asleep if it weren’t for the fact that his brother
was still exercising his hands by squeezing two rubber balls.
The others
were passing the time in light-hearted conversation, but it
wasn’t until Grandma suggested that it might be time for
something to eat that Gordon joined in. After a quick look out
the window to check that they were still flying over water, he
focussed his attention on his food and his fellow passengers.
After he’d
finished eating, Virgil decided that it was time to relieve
his father of the controls of the aeroplane. He knew that Jeff
Tracy had spent a little time piloting over the last few
months, but figured that his father was probably beginning to
feel the effects of a long stint at the control yoke. He also
knew that Jeff would never willingly admit to the fact until
he reached the point where he was going to be a danger to
himself and others. “Hey, Father.”
Jeff
glanced over his shoulder. “Hi, Virgil. How’s things going in
there?”
“Gordon’s
still trying to get us to tell him where we’re going, but I’d
say by now he’ll be starting to make some intelligent
guesses... We’ve just eaten; do you want me to take over for a
bit while you grab a bite?”
Jeff
nodded. “Sounds like a good idea, thanks. I’ll be back soon.”
“Take your
time.”
The
changeover had been so smooth that no one in the passenger
cabin even realised that it had happened until Jeff claimed
the recently vacated seat.
After two
hours of flying into darkening skies, Virgil was still at the
controls when he acknowledged the initial radio contact with
their destination. “Hi, John.”
“Hi,
Virgil. Have you pushed the old man out of the pilot’s seat?”
“He got
hungry so we did a swap. Have you got the welcome mat out for
us?”
“Not only
the welcome mat; we’ve got the red carpet. What’s your ETA?”
Virgil
checked the chronometer. “Twenty two point four two minutes.”
John
laughed. “Scott’s got his stopwatch on and counting.”
“What’s
the weather like?”
“Great!
You’re lucky. We caught the tail end of a storm that passed
through. The sea’s still rough, but that won’t bother you
unless you’re planning to ditch the plane.”
“That,”
Virgil said with feeling, “is not part of the flight plan.”
“Glad to
hear it. Can you patch me through to the in-plane intercom?”
“Putting
you through.” Virgil flicked a switch and a light on the
control panel told him that his brother’s next words would be
heard by all on board.
“Good day,
Ladies and Gentlemen,” John’s disembodied voice announced.
“This is international airspace. We would like to welcome
Flight Three-Two-Four Virgil Pacific Airways to T.I. Airport.
The temperature is a balmy 24 degrees Celsius and the air
speed is a gentle two knots. In a short time if you would care
to look out your starboard window you will get your first
glimpse of your destination today...”
Virgil
wondered if Gordon was looking out the window.
“When you
land, do not be frightened by the natives. They are completely
harmless; provided you do not try to hand feed the darker
varieties...” Laughter from the passenger cabin preceded a
“Get off, Scott...!” and a break in transmission.
The
intercom clicked back into life and Scott’s voice continued.
“My apologies, Ladies and Gentlemen. That interruption was
caused by a tropical species known as Johnus Tracious,
generally nocturnal and prone to unpredictable behaviour if
exposed to bright light for extended periods of time. We will
endeavour to have this creature under control by the time you
have landed. I will now ask your pilot to circumnavigate your
destination before he comes in for landing.”
Jeff had
swapped seats with Catherine so that she could look out the
window at the small island surrounded by miles of ocean. As
she took in the azure seas, the crystal clear lagoons, the
golden sands, and the palm trees, she uttered a small
exclamation. “This is a genuine tropical paradise! Look,
Gordon.”
Gordon
didn’t follow her advice. “I’ve seen it.”
Catherine
was still caught up in the excitement of her trip. “I can see
right into the crater...” She looked over at her host. “The
volcano is extinct, isn’t it, Mr Tracy?”
He gave
her a reassuring smile. “It last erupted some five hundred
thousand years ago. I think we’re safe.”
Virgil
took back control of the intercom. “This is your pilot
speaking. Please ensure that your seats are upright and that
your safety harnesses are securely fastened.”
Lining up
the aeroplane with the runway that stretched in from the
Pacific Ocean towards the imposing cliffs, Virgil made sure
that the landing was as smooth as his father’s takeoff had
been. Once the aeroplane had come to rest, he undid his safety
harness, waved to the three figures striding across the
tarmac, and walked back into the passenger cabin.
“Excellent
landing, Virgil,” Jeff congratulated.
“I learnt
from the master.” Taking a moment to enjoy the compliment,
Virgil opened the exterior door and almost immediately Scott
bounded inside, closely followed by John.
“Good
timing, Virg,” Scott held up a stopwatch to display its
readout. “You were pretty close with your estimation. You made
it here in twenty five point one seven minutes.”
“I would
have been on the money if I hadn’t done that circuit of the
island.”
Scott
laughed. “How was the trip?” he asked. “Did you enjoy the
flight, Gordon?”
Gordon was
beaming. “I’ll enjoy being on land more.”
Jeff
treated Virgil to a wry look. “That’s what he thinks of our
flying abilities.” He turned back to the welcoming committee.
“You’ve got everything sorted?” There was the merest hint of
emphasis on the word ‘everything’.
“We’re
missing one or two things...” Scott began.
“Like
carpet,” John interrupted when he saw his father’s alarmed
expression. “That still hasn’t arrived. But we figured that it
would be easier to push the wheelchair about on bare
floorboards anyway.”
“Hey,”
Gordon complained. “I don’t need a wheelchair now.”
“Not so
much inside, anyway,” Jeff corrected. “Are you sure that bare
floorboards are a good idea?” The alarmed expression had
subsided to a slight frown of concern which creased his
forehead.
“We’ve
laid a few mats strategically about the place,” Scott
reassured him, “to make it more homely. Nothing to worry
about.”
“Good.”
Jeff stretched. “Then let’s get out of here. I’m sure
Catherine’s tired of being cooped up like a sardine and I know
Gordon will want to breathe in that good sea air.”
From
Gordon’s expression as Scott helped him outside and into the
wheelchair, Virgil wasn’t so sure about that.
“We’ll let
the others grab the bags,” John suggested. “Let’s go and get
some fresh air, Gordon.” He had a brief tussle with Scott over
who would get to push the wheelchair, won the battle, and the
three of them headed off down the airstrip.
“Hi,
Kyrano,” Alan greeted the Asiatic man who was standing a
little back from the family group.
“Hello,
Mister Alan.”
“How’s
Tin-Tin?”
“She is
well, thank you. Her studies are keeping her busy.”
“Did you
have a good Christmas with Lady Penelope?”
Kyrano
inclined his head. “Her Ladyship is an excellent host.”
“Catherine, this is Kyrano,” Jeff introduced. “Catherine is
Gordon’s physiotherapist, Kyrano.”
Kyrano
bowed. “It is a pleasure, Miss Catherine.”
Virgil
started unloading the hold; handing everyone’s bags, as well
as the equipment that Gordon would need, to Alan who was
placing them onto Kyrano’s trolley.
“Where’s
Brains?” Grandma asked.
Kyrano
smiled a gentle, but somewhat indulgent smile. “Mister Brains
is in his laboratory ‘catching up’. Mister Scott, Mister John
and I have all reminded him that you were coming, but he is
very involved in his work.”
“I thought
I told him to have a break?” Jeff growled. “He should take
some time out to relax.”
“He says
that his work relaxes him.”
Grandma
tutted. “That boy’s asking for trouble. He needs a hobby.”
“If you
were to say that to him, Mother, he’d say that he has
hobbies,” Jeff pointed out.
This time
she humphed. “I don’t call studying trigonometry and
thermodynamics relaxing.”
Jeff
shrugged. “Each to his own... Don’t worry, Catherine, we’ll
drag him out of his lab and introduce the pair of you sometime
before we leave on the second.”
Alan took
control of the luggage trolley. “Hey, Gordon!” he called to
the three men coming in from their stroll. “I’ll challenge you
to a race. You in your ‘chair; me pushing this thing.”
“You boys
weren’t gone very long,” Grandma commented.
Scott’s
expression was sombre. So was John’s, as he offered an
explanation. “The sea breeze is a bit cold, so we didn’t go
very far.”
Virgil
stared at his brothers. ‘Cold’ was not a word he’d use to
describe the sea breeze. Coming from a northern hemisphere
winter into the southern hemisphere summer, coupled with
offloading the luggage, had caused him to break out into a
minor sweat.
Gordon
diverted the conversation away from short jaunts and
temperature variations. “What was that you were saying about a
race, Alan? Where’s the finish line?”
“Up at the
house,” Jeff rumbled. “You’ve got some sleep to catch up on
before you do anything too strenuous.”
“And I
think you’re due a massage, Gordon,” Catherine suggested.
“You’ve been sitting for too long. If you don’t loosen up now,
you won’t be able to move tomorrow.”
“A
massage! Sounds like a great idea,” Alan quipped. “I’m next in
the queue.” He ducked a clip about the ear from his grandma.
On the
trip up to the house, Scott and John kept everyone entertained
with tales of their flight through the tail end of the storm.
Their conversation remained upbeat until they reached the
entrance that lead into the lounge. There they stopped and
turned to face their family and Catherine.
“Ah...
Before we go in,” Scott began. “We just want you know that
it’s not our fault.”
“What’s
not your fault?” Alan asked.
“Ah...
That...” John jerked his thumb in the direction of the lounge.
He offered up no other explanation.
“You two
are being very mysterious,” Jeff said. “What has happened?
Have you painted the walls fluorescent pink?”
Scott gave
an uncertain chuckle. “No, nothing like that.”
Alan
stared at him. “Then what have you done?”
“We, er,
haven’t done anything,” John admitted. “We weren’t here at the
time.”
“All we
ask is that you remember that what has been done was done with
the best intentions...” Scott explained. “So go easy on him.”
He stepped aside. “You’d better go in.”
The first
thing that captured Virgil’s attention was the gleaming baby
grand piano that dominated one half of the window end of the
room. Pleased that his prize had finally been released from
the captivity of its crate in the storeroom, he made a beeline
for it to check it out. Yes, he decided, he’d definitely made
the right decision choosing a white instrument. The room was
bright and airy, and a black piano would have dominated the
outlook over the Pacific Ocean, spoiling the whole effect.
As he sat
down and raised the lid that protected the duel-hued keys, he
was practically purring in pleasure. After many long months he
was finally going to have the opportunity to play a real
piano. Expecting the full melodic sound he’d heard in the
shop, he pressed a key and cringed at the noise that emerged.
Obviously the piano had not appreciated the move halfway
around the world and being crated up for months. It required
not only a tune, but he also decided that the pitch would need
to be raised. Checking in the piano stool, he was relieved to
find that someone, probably Scott, had placed his tuning tools
inside.
He was
about to start work when he heard Alan laugh and then Gordon’s
indignant “Hey! That’s not right!” Looking up he realised that
the rest of the group had gathered around a series of
portraits on the wall. Curious, he left the piano and wandered
over to see what was wrong.
“Who did
this?” Gordon demanded, glaring at two of his elder brothers.
“Ah…
Brains,” John admitted. “He did it when we were at the Willis.
Don’t be mad at him. He thought he was doing the right thing.”
“But he’s
put my portrait last!”
Virgil
examined the row of five portraits. They were of him and his
brothers in civilian clothes and were destined to be the
communications link between them all and International
Rescue’s headquarters. The problem was that they’d been hung
in the order of John, Scott, himself, Alan and finally Gordon.
Brains had
got the Tracy pecking order seriously wrong.
Alan was
still laughing. “It all looks fine to me.”
“Um...
Scott…?” Catherine began, unsure as to whether or not she was
speaking out of turn. “I thought you were the oldest?”
“I am,” he
admitted.
“Then why
is John’s portrait the first one?”
Virgil
thought he knew why, but he didn’t dare voice his opinions. He
figured that Brains would have decided that John, as the
principal Space Monitor, would be the first to make contact
during a rescue. Scott, in charge of the super-fast,
first-to-the-scene Thunderbird One, would be second. Virgil,
in the slower, but vitally important Thunderbird Two, was
naturally third in the queue. Alan, as the secondary Space
Monitor and pilot of the less frequently used Thunderbird
Three was fourth. And, Virgil hypothesised, when Brains had
installed these portraits he, like everyone else at the time,
had probably thought that there was no way that Gordon would
ever take an active role in International Rescue, and was
therefore last in the hierarchy.
As he
thought this, Virgil briefly wondered if he should be worried
that he was actually thinking like the little engineer.
John was
enjoying seeing his family’s reactions. “Personally,” he
chuckled, “I can’t see anything wrong with the way he’s hung
them.”
Scott
glared at him. “You know full well what’s wrong with it,” he
growled. “I should be…”
“Oh!”
There was a startled voice from the edge of the room.
“Y-Y-You’re here already?”
“Brains!”
Jeff greeted the little engineer with a big smile. “It’s good
to see you again.”
“G-G-Good
to s-s-see you t-t-too, M-M-Mr Tracy.” Brains’ stutter was as
bad as Virgil had ever heard, probably exacerbated by the
glares he was receiving from some members of the family. “I,
ah, I s-s-see you’ve d-d-discovered m-my, er, m-m-mistake?”
“I’ll
say,” Gordon muttered.
“I-I-I am
s-s-s-s…”
“Don’t
worry about it,” Jeff soothed. “I’ve never heard it said that
Jeff Tracy was a slave to convention. I quite like it in this
order; it’ll remind the boys to think outside the square.”
“Th-Thank
you, Sir.” Brains gave a shy, but relieved smile. “G-Good to
see you again, Gordon. You’re looking well.”
Realising
that, by order of his father, the portrait sequence was a fait
accompli, Gordon smiled. “You too, Brains.”
Jeff
introduced Catherine, who accepted Brains’ nervous handshake
before suggesting that it was time that she helped Gordon with
some of his therapy and he caught up on his sleep. Kyrano
bowed. “Let me show you to your room and then to the
infirmary, Miss Catherine.”
When the
physiotherapist, Kyrano, and Gordon had left, Jeff slapped
Brains and John on the back as he smiled at Scott. “You’ve
done well. If I didn’t know better I wouldn’t realise that
there was anything different about this place.”
“We
concentrated on the areas that might arouse suspicion,” Scott
conceded. “We’ve still got a heck of a lot to do. And that’s
in the house! Apart from my ‘bird we’re way behind in
assembling the main vehicles.”
“Don’t
worry about that now,” Jeff advised. “This week’s part of
Gordon’s rehabilitation. He’s our primary focus at the
moment.”
“How was
he on the trip out?” John asked and Scott shot him a quick
look.
“Excited,”
Alan said. “He went a bit quiet near the beginning, but once
the food arrived we couldn’t shut him up.”
Jeff was
frowning at the way John had asked the question. “Why?”
“Well…”
John looked at Scott for support and the latter gave a
reluctant nod. “You know how we took him for that quick walk
down the runway? We thought he’d enjoy getting closer to the
sea…” he paused and glanced back at his brother.
Scott took
up the narrative. “He was okay at first, but when we were
about halfway there…”
“Where the
runway starts to jut out into the sea …”
“The
water’s a bit rough from the storm, and it was splashing near
to where we were walking…”
“Gordon
became…” John thought briefly. “…Agitated.”
“Yes,”
Scott agreed. “He demanded that we turn around. He said he was
cold.”
“Oh…” Jeff
murmured. He looked at Virgil. “What do you think?”
“I did
notice that he didn’t look out of the windows much after we’d
crossed the coast,” Virgil admitted. “He had his eyes shut
part of the way.”
“Maybe he
doesn’t want to get near the water until he can swim in it?”
Alan suggested, not aware of some of his family’s concerns.
“Perhaps he’s waiting to treat himself?”
Jeff Tracy
looked at his youngest son with a deep frown of concern.
“Perhaps…”
Chapter 25: A Quiet
Paddle
Okay, for
those who asked, in the context of this story “Founder’s Day”
is January 2nd – Jeff Tracy’s birthday.
The
following day the family stirred from their slumber. Gordon,
with Catherine’s help, was the last down to breakfast. “What
have you got planned for me today?” he asked as his wheelchair
was pushed up to the table.
“We’ve set
up an exercise pool next to the gym,” Scott told him. “It’s
not as deep as the outside pool, so you’ll be able to carry on
with your exercises.”
“Great!”
Gordon grabbed at his spoon and then promptly dropped it.
“Blasted motor skills.” He made a more concerted effort at
wrapping his fingers about the implement and managed to pick
it up, smiling in triumph.
“We
haven’t given Catherine a full tour of the house yet,” John
noted. “We can’t have her getting lost.”
Alan was
buttering a slice of toast. “It’s been that long since I’ve
been here that I’m scared I’ll get lost.”
“I think
you’re going to be giving us all the full tour, John,” Virgil
commented. “Things have changed since I was here too.”
The ‘tour’
was put on hold until after Gordon had had his first set of
exercises for the day. Then the group was escorted around the
easily accessible areas of the Tracy estate. There was, Virgil
reflected, still a lot of work to be done. He began to have
second thoughts about staying that extra month at ACE.
“How about
a walk along the shore?” Scott suggested after lunch. “John
and I have laid a temporary boardwalk at the tree line so we
can get the wheelchair down there.”
“Sounds
good to me,” Jeff agreed. “Do you feel up to it, Gordon?”
Gordon
opened his mouth as if he was going to say something. Then he
shut it again and appeared to come to a decision. “Yes. Okay.”
“Are you
coming with us, Catherine?”
She patted
her mouth to hide a yawn. “I’d love to, Mr Tracy, but I think
I’d better take a nap. These time zones are playing havoc with
my body clock and I didn’t get much sleep last night.”
“Was your
bed uncomfortable?” Grandma asked.
“No. It
was just that first night in a strange place thing,” Catherine
admitted. “Would you gentlemen mind if I didn’t join you?”
“Don’t
worry about them, dear,” Grandma patted her hand. “We’ll let
them do their thing and, once you’ve had a short sleep, you
and I can have some girl time together.”
The day
was warm, the breeze refreshing and the seas inviting as the
Tracy men pushed Gordon in his wheelchair down the path to the
golden beach.
“You
know,” Alan commented, as they drew close to the shore, “I
think I could get to like living here.”
“It’s a
bit slower than your racetrack,” Virgil pointed out. “Are you
sure you’re not going to get bored?”
Alan
grinned. “Once we’re fully operational I don’t think I’m going
to get the chance.”
They
stopped in the shade of a palm tree and sat on the edge of the
path to relax and enjoy the view. In contrast to the surf that
had lashed the coastline the day before, today the tide was
gently playing on the sands. Trying not to be obvious about
it, Virgil watched Gordon to see what reaction his brother was
having to being so close to the sea.
The
red-head appeared to be more interested in tying knots in a
length of string.
“How far
behind are we, Scott?” Alan asked. “Have we still got a lot to
do to get up to speed?”
“Yep.”
Scott started ticking the list off his fingers. “We’ve got to
assemble the three ‘birds and the auxiliary equipment, finish
Three’s hangar, commission Five… Install Two’s pilot’s chute,
set up…”
“We know
we’ve got lots to do,” Jeff interrupted, “but we’re not
running to a timetable and we are not going to rush anything.
We are going to have to work hard, and we won’t be taking any
shortcuts. We are not starting operations until I’m convinced
that the equipment is ready and that you five are ready. Does
everyone understand?”
“Yes.”
“Yep.”
“Of
course.”
“Right.”
“I want to
go down to the water.”
This final
comment was such a left-field statement no-one did anything
except stare at Gordon.
He was
staring out to sea.
“What did
you say, Gordy?” John asked.
“I want to
go down to the water.” Not taking his eyes off the Pacific
Ocean, Gordon pointed. “Out there. I want to get my feet wet.”
“I… don’t
think that’s a good idea at the moment, Son,” Jeff said, his
secret knowledge of Gordon’s fears making him wary. “It’ll be
difficult to get your wheelchair down the beach. We’ll build
an off-ramp from this path and take you this afternoon.”
“Now!”
Gordon turned his head to face his father. “I want to go down
there now!” He slapped the armrest on his ‘chair for emphasis.
“Wouldn’t
it be better if we waited until Catherine…?”
“Now! I
don’t want to wait!”
The Tracys
glanced uneasily at each other. Gordon was becoming agitated
and sounding uncharacteristically petulant. He wanted to go to
the water’s edge and he was determined to go there this very
minute!
“I need to
get my feet wet now,” he reiterated. “Not later. Not this
evening. Now!”
Worried,
Virgil reached out and placed a hand on his brother’s knee.
“Gord…?” He stopped, shocked, when the invalid looked at him.
Gordon’s eyes revealed the same terrified resolve that he’d
shown when he was being lowered into the pool one month ago.
Suddenly
it all became clear and Virgil knew why this was so important
for his brother. Gordon’s demons were out in that ocean and he
was determined to stamp all over them…
…Or at
least wade through them.
“Okay,”
Virgil agreed, and stood. “We’ll take you down there now.”
“Virgil…”
Jeff began and Virgil looked at him, hoping to transmit the
message that he understood why this was necessary and offering
a silent plea for their father to agree.
Somehow,
Jeff understood. “Very well. But let’s get your helmet first,
Gordon. You don’t want to risk bumping your head.” He stood,
brushing sand off his pants. “I’ll be back soon.”
Virgil
gave Gordon’s shoulder a squeeze, thinking that he’d be
satisfied, and then sat back down.
But Gordon
wasn’t satisfied. “I don’t want to wait.”
“It’ll
only be for a few minutes,” Scott soothed. “He’ll be back
soon.”
“No.”
Gordon shook his head. “He’ll get caught up with something
else. A phone call, or else he’ll see something that needs
doing. I’m not waiting. I’m going down there now.” He pointed
down the beach and looked at Virgil expectantly.
“I don’t
think that’s a good idea,” Virgil said. “Not without some
protection for your head.”
“I don’t
need protection.” Gordon started inching towards the edge of
his seat. “My skull’s had a month to heal.”
Scott
placed a restraining hand on his younger sibling’s shoulder.
“Don’t do that.”
“Don’t try
to stop me, Scott. I’m going to touch that water now if I have
to crawl there.”
“Gordon,”
John protested. “You can’t.”
“Just
watch me.”
“Hold
on...” Virgil gave a reluctant sigh and got to his feet again.
“Grab his other side, Alan.”
“Huh!”
Alan stared at him.
“You heard
him, Alan.” Gordon held out his arm. “Help me up.”
“Are you
sure this is a good idea?” Alan was still looking at Virgil
for guidance.
“No. But I
think it’s better than letting him hurt himself trying to
crawl to the water.” Virgil let Gordon put an arm about his
shoulders. “Are you ready, Alan?”
“Ready.”
“Are you
sure about this, Gordon?”
Gordon
gave a determined nod; his eyes fixed on the white froth at
the water’s edge. “I’m sure.”
They got
him to his feet and began their slow, shaky trek over the palm
trees’ roots and fallen fronds. Once they reached the relative
smoothness of the beach, Gordon released his grip on Alan,
preferring to rely solely on Virgil for support.
Alan,
clearly wondering if he should insist on being allowed to
help, fell by the wayside before dropping back to where Scott
and John were carrying the wheelchair between them. “Are we
doing the right thing? What if he falls over and hits his
head?”
“I don’t
know, Alan,” Scott admitted. “But I don’t think we’ve got a
hope in Hades of stopping Gordon from getting to the water.
Better that he lets us help than tries to do it by himself.
Just keep close by in case he falls and Virgil can’t hold
him.”
About
halfway to the lapping tide Virgil stopped. “Do you want to
have a breather? We could take off our shoes here.”
Gordon
hesitated, as if he was in two minds about the idea. Then he
gave a slow nod. Virgil helped lower him into the ‘chair and
then stretched before kicking off his footwear.
“Do you
want a hand, Gordon?” Alan asked.
“Please…”
Gordon nodded again. “If I try to get down there to take ‘em
off, I’ll never be able to sit up again. My back muscles
aren’t strong enough yet.”
“Okay,”
Alan squatted on the sand. “Give me your right foot…” He
removed a shoe and rolled his brother’s trouser leg up to
reveal a skeletal limb. Without a comment he placed Gordon’s
foot back on the sands and removed the left shoe.
“Where’s
Dad? He should be back by now…” John looked up towards the
house. “He must have got sidetracked.”
“I’m
ready.” Gordon held his arm out to Virgil again. “Let’s go.”
Virgil
hesitated. “Are you sure you don’t want to wait? One of us
could run up to the house to see what’s keeping him.”
“No. I
need to do this now.”
“Okay.”
Virgil let Gordon place his arm about his shoulders and the
assisted the invalid to his feet. “We’ll take this at your
pace.”
It was a
slow progression towards the water’s edge.
Inches
away from the margin where the sand was damp from the ebbing
tide, they stopped. “Are you okay?” Virgil asked.
“Yes.”
Gordon’s voice was tight. “We won’t go out too far... Just up
to our ankles.”
“Understood.”
Gordon
took a shuddering breath. “Don’t let me go.”
“I haven’t
let you go so far.”
Gordon
finally looked away from the Pacific Ocean and at his brother.
“No...” and he favoured Virgil with a half-smile. “You
haven’t, have you.” He gave Virgil’s shoulder a light squeeze.
We don’t
have to do this now. You’ve got this far today; you can go a
step further tomorrow.”
“No.”
Gordon squared his jaw defiantly and faced the ocean again.
“The longer I leave it, the harder it’ll be.”
It was the
closest he had come to an open admission of his fears.
“I’ve got
a good grip and you’re not going to fall.” Virgil adjusted his
hold on his brother’s belt. “We’ll take this slowly, just baby
steps... and if you want to get out in a hurry, I’ll pick you
up and carry you.”
There was
a slight chuckle from the man beside him. “You wouldn’t find
that too difficult at the moment.”
“At the
moment, no,” Virgil conceded. “But once you’re back to full
fitness and have re-grown all your muscles, I’ll need a
front-end loader.”
This time
he was treated to a wry grin. “Coming from you, that was
funny...” Gordon stared down his nemesis again. “Right! Let’s
do it...!”
Virgil
waited for Gordon to make the first step.
Gordon
didn’t move.
They heard
someone move closer. “Gordon...” Scott began.
Virgil
waved him back and he was silent.
“Count of
five,” Gordon suggested. “Five... Four...”
Virgil
joined him in his countdown. “Three... Two...”
“One.”
They
didn’t move.
A wave
crept closer, kissing the tip of Gordon’s foot. He curled his
toes up away from it.
“Alan,”
Virgil looked over his shoulder. “Grab his other side.”
“Sure.”
Glad to help, Alan stepped forward and got a secure hold of
his brother. “I’ve got you now, Gordon. There’s no way you’re
going to fall.”
“No
chance,” Virgil agreed. “And we won’t let any more than your
ankles get wet, right, Alan?”
“Right.”
Gordon
took a deep breath. “NOW!” He picked up his right foot, moved
it forward so it hovered over the damps sands, hesitated, and
then lowered it.
He’d
barely shifted his weight, so Virgil didn’t follow. “That’s a
good start,” he encouraged. “Now the left one.”
Foot up...
Forward... Down.
A wave
crept around Gordon’s toes and then slunk away.
Right foot
up... Forward... Down.
Virgil and
Alan shuffled forward.
Left foot
up... Forward... Down.
Their
soles were wet.
Right foot
up... Forward... Down.
A wave
washed over Gordon’s toes and he sucked in a breath.
Left foot
up... Forward... Down.
Right foot
up... Forward... Down.
Left foot
up... Forward... Down.
The water
was washing around their feet.
Right
foot.
Left foot.
Right
foot.
Left foot.
“One more
step, Gordon,” Virgil encouraged. “One more step and the water
will be up to your ankles and then you’ve reached today’s
goal.”
“Yes,”
Alan enthused. “Just one more step. You can do it.”
“Just...”
right foot up... “one...” forward... “more...” down... “step.”
The water
was up to Gordon’s bony ankle.
“Now the
left.” With noticeably more confidence, Gordon brought his
other foot up level with his right. “Yes!” he raised his arms
skyward in triumph, a beaming smile on his face. “I did it! I
did it!!”
There was
applause from behind them. “Fantastic, Gordon,” John
congratulated. “Really fantastic!”
“I’ll
say,” Scott agreed. “That’s one more thing you can check off
your list. Father and Grandma are going to be so proud of
you.”
“And
Catherine,” John added.
“Yeah, and
Catherine. And Mr Millington, and everyone at the Willis.”
“And Rick
and Diane.”
“And
everyone at WASP.”
“And
everyone in the ol’ home town.”
Gordon had
his eyes closed, aglow with a beatific smile as he let the
sun’s warmth bathe his face. “I did it,” he whispered. “I did
it.”
Still not
willing to release his hold on his brother, Virgil gave him a
squeeze. “Yes, you did.”
“We knew
you could,” Alan informed him. “Never any doubts, right,
Virgil?”
“Right.”
Gordon
opened his eyes and stared at the ocean, a defiant glint in
his eye. “I’ll be back, Neptune,” he announced to the unseen
god of the sea. “There’s no way you’re gonna keep me out.
You’re gonna have to learn to share again.”
“You tell
him,” Alan agreed. “You tell him that Gordon Tracy’s back.”
Gordon
laughed.
“Do you
want to walk back?” Virgil asked. “Or do you want us to carry
you?”
Gordon
gave a sigh, reluctant to admit that even that short walk had
tired him. “Would you guys mind carrying me?”
Together,
Alan and Virgil adjusted their grip so that their hands formed
a seat for their brother, then carefully, as if they were
holding a cargo of priceless china, they carried him the short
distance back to his wheelchair and placed him in it.
“Thanks,
Fellas,” he said, when he was settled. “I know it seems
stupid, but...”
Scott
placed his hand on Gordon’s shoulder. “It’s not stupid,
Gordon. You’ve been through a lot. You’re just, literally,
finding your feet again.”
John
crouched down so that he was at Gordon’s eye level. “Remember
that we’ve been with you all the way through this, and we’re
still with you now. If you need our help you only need to
ask.”
“I’ll need
your help to get back to the house,” Gordon admitted. “I can’t
wheel the ‘chair on the sand.”
Scott
looked around. “Virgil, grab that bit of driftwood,” he
ordered. “That long one.” He strode off in the other direction
and came back with his own piece, slightly shorter, but of a
similar thickness. “Stick it through under here, like this...”
he threaded the wood under the wheelchair’s seat so that one
end protruded at the back and the other was sticking out past
Gordon’s legs. “Good. Now we can grab an end each and carry
his Lordship back to the path. Ready... Set... Lift!”
Gordon and
his ‘chair were so light that it was easy to carry him,
potentate-like, back up the beach.
Easy that
is, until he started shifting about and complaining. “Ouch!
Put me down for a moment!”
They
complied. “What’s wrong?” Scott asked.
“There’s a
twig sticking into my butt. Twist your bit of wood around so
it’s pointing downwards, Alan. It feels like I’m sitting on
half a tree!”
Alan
crouched down on the sand so he could have a look. “It’s not
that big.”
“I don’t
have much padding down there,” Gordon reminded him.
Alan, with
Virgil’s help, spun the branch so the twig was pointed
downward. “There, is that better?”
Gordon
shuffled in his seat. “Much better.”
“Good.”
Scott took hold of his end of a bit of wood. “Keep in step
this time... Lift!”
“Stop!”
They let
go of their holds. “What is it this time, Gordon?” John asked.
Gordon had
a maniacal grin on his face. “Let’s have a race.”
Everyone
stared at him. “A race?” Scott asked. “What kind of race.”
“A
four-legged race.”
“A
four-legged race,” John echoed. “What do you mean a
four-legged race?”
“I mean
Virg and me against you three.”
“That’s
four legs against six,” Alan reminded him.
“Not if
you three tie your legs together...” Gordon reached into a
pocket in the ‘chair. “I’ve got this string that I use for
tying knots... It helps with my digital dexterity... that’s
finger movements to you ignoramuses...” He held up two pieces
of string. “You three tie your legs together, like a
three-legged race, and then you’ll be as handicapped as I will
be, having to drag Virgil along.”
Virgil
knew better than to bite at the remark.
Scott took
the string and looked at it as if it was something disgusting
that the tide had washed up. “So you’re saying that the three
of us have to tie ourselves together. The two guys on the
outside will have their outer legs free, but whoever’s in the
middle will have their legs tied to the leg beside them.”
“Yep.”
Scott
looked at John and Alan. “What do you think?”
John
shrugged. “How far are you planning to run?”
Alan, his
competitive instinct surfacing, was keen. “How about to
here!?” He ran down the beach and stopped.
“Alan,”
Scott complained. “We’re not running a marathon. Gordon’s
already had enough exercise today and he won’t be able to
reach that far.” He started tying his left leg to John’s
right.
“I doubt
we’ll be able to reach that far,” John muttered. “Ow! Not so
tight!”
Alan
jogged closer. “Here?”
“Closer,”
Virgil advised.
Face
falling, Alan halved the distance again. “Here?”
“That’ll
do,” Gordon called, before his brothers had the chance to
reduce the course again. “Help me up, Virgil.”
“Here you
go,” Scott held out the other bit of string to Alan. “Tie
yourself to John’s other leg.”
“Hey!”
John exclaimed. “How come I’m in the middle?”
“You’re
taller.”
“Well, in
that case let’s get some sort of routine established before we
start. I don’t want to end up looking like the Christmas
wishbone.”
“Okay,”
Scott agreed. “Alan and I’ll start with our right legs, so
you’ll be starting with your left. Then we’ll take a step with
our left legs so you’ll be running with your right...”
Askance,
John looked at him. “Running?”
“We’ll
build up to it... Shuffle around, Alan, so we’re all facing
the same way. Good... How are you two?” Scott looked across
towards their opponents. “Ready?”
Virgil let
Gordon answer. “Ready, Scott.” The red-head grinned. “Prepare
to eat our dust... uh, sand... On our marks... Get set... Go!”
It had to
be one of the slowest starts in racing history. It took the
six-legged monster that was Alan, John, and Scott about seven
strides to get set in their routine and start to gain speed.
Virgil and Gordon didn’t have the same disadvantage, but
Gordon, despite all his bravado, was still unable to run any
quicker than he could walk.
They were
being well outpaced by their opponents when Gordon stumbled
and fell. Virgil, trying to protect his brother from harm,
wrenched a muscle in his left arm as he landed hard on the
sand. Ignoring the pain he scrambled to his knees. “Gordon!
Are you all right?!”
Gordon
moaned and covered his face.
Virgil
leant over him. “Gordon,” he repeated. “What’s wrong? Are you
okay?”
“I-I...”
Gordon moaned again. “I-I can’t see...” He reached out blindly
for his brother. “Where are you, Virgil?”
Virgil
felt his stomach drop, his chest contract, his heart race, and
his senses seemed to funnel in onto the figure lying on the
sand. He felt sick... He felt scared....
All their
hard work... Undone in one moment of stupidity...
“Gordon...
Don’t move... Are you in pain?”
“I...”
Gordon’s searching hands found Virgil’s shoulders. “I...”
Caught off
balance as pressure was applied on one side, his wrenched arm
unable to hold him, Virgil found himself rolling onto the
sand. Gordon, using his brother’s momentum for leverage, was
suddenly on top of him, straddling his torso. The prankster
raised his hands high. “The champion!” he crowed and then
collapsed onto the sand next to Virgil, laughing.
Stunned by
what had just happened, Virgil lay there for a moment. Then he
sat up. “Are you okay?”
“Am I
okay?” Gordon laughed. “I’m fine. You looked like you were
going to have kittens.”
Virgil got
to his feet. “You’re not hurt?” He stood there, breathing hard
and aware that his heart was still pounding in his chest.
“I’m
fine,” Gordon repeated and held out his hand. “Help me up.”
Now that
the drama was over, anger was building. “No.”
“Aw, come
on, Virg. I haven’t got any strength left. Help me up...
Please.”
“No,”
Virgil repeated. “I don’t trust you.”
Gordon
looked hurt. “I’m not wearing a joy buzzer, if that’s what
you’re worried about.” He showed both palms.
“I don’t
believe you,” Virgil seethed. “After all you’ve been
through... After all we’ve done to help you... To play such a
stupid trick...”
“Settle
down, Virgil,” Gordon soothed, “it was only a joke...”
“A joke? A
JOKE! Don’t you ever, EVER, joke about your health again!”
Even more angry, Virgil jammed his finger in the prankster’s
direction. “You can joke about anything else BUT your health.
You can joke about the ocean, you can joke about flying, you
can tease me about my art, you can play tricks on us...”
Gordon’s
face had lit up. “Can I really tease you about your art?”
Disgusted,
Virgil turned away and started walking home.
“Virgil?”
Virgil
ignored him.
“Virgil!”
Virgil
kept on walking. He felt no guilt at leaving Gordon lying on
the sands, as he knew that their brothers were still trying to
untangle themselves not much further on. Not only that, but
their father had finally arrived, mounted on a much duct-taped
hoverjet and casting a bewildered look at his furious son as
they passed. But Jeff Tracy did not stop to find out what was
wrong.
Virgil
knew why when he heard running footsteps catch up to him.
“Virgil... Virgil, stop...” Scott jogged past and impeded his
march back to the villa. “What’s wrong?”
“Gordon
played a joke on me.”
A smile
played about Scott’s lips. “A joke? You’re upset over a joke?”
“Not just
any joke! This one was cruel, unfeeling, spiteful, selfish,
malicious, heartless...”
“Whoa!
Calm down...” Trying to help, Scott placed his hands on
Virgil’s shoulders and got a shock. “Virgil! You’re shaking!
What did he do to you?”
Virgil
explained what had happened. “He scared me, Scott. I thought
I’d undone all the work we’d done. I was frightened that he’d
hurt himself again, more seriously; and I thought it was my
fault!!”
Scott’s
face had hardened. “That was not one of his funnier jokes.”
“Funny!?
There was nothing funny about it!”
“I know, I
know,” Scott soothed.
“He gave
me a fright!”
“I know.”
“I thought
it was my fault!”
“I know,”
Scott echoed again. “Now, take a deep breath and calm down.”
“Don’t
tell me to calm down!” Virgil raged. “What he did was cruel
and...”
“Virgil!
Stop!” Scott demanded. “I’m on your side! If he’d done that to
me I would have done something more drastic than simply
walking away.”
“I only
walked away because if I hadn’t I didn’t know what I’d do to
him.” Virgil rubbed his sore arm and flexed his hand,
grimacing as a spasm of pain shot towards his elbow.
Scott saw
the gesture. “Are you hurt?”
“I’m
okay.” Virgil looked at the limb. “I pulled a muscle when I
was trying not to land on him.”
“Sick as
he is, Gordon needs to be taught a lesson,” Scott stated. A
sly smile crept onto his face. “Remember that idea we had?”
“Can’t I
just wring his scrawny neck and be done with it?”
Scott
laughed. “No.”
“Why not?”
Virgil grumped.
“Because
if you tried I’d be duty bound to pull you off and then you’d
be mad at me as well as him. Besides, he’s a sitting duck at
the moment, you’d only feel guilty.”
“No, I
wouldn’t”
Scott
glanced about. “Quick! They’re coming. Can you be patient for
about six months?”
“You know
me. I’m patient enough to watch paint dry... so long as it’s
on one of my paintings.”
“Good.”
Scott lowered his voice. “Follow my lead.” The pair of them
waited until the rest of the party, Jeff driving the hoverjet
and Gordon installed on the back, drew level.
Gordon
hadn’t yet seemed to have grasped the magnitude of his error,
although everyone else was looking more sombre. He treated
Virgil to a bright smile. “How’s my racing partner?”
Virgil
glared at him and looked away, holding his sore arm.
“I think
you owe Virgil an apology, Gordon,” Scott announced. “He
pulled a muscle trying to stop you from hurting yourself when
you did that stupid stunt.”
“Oh...”
Gordon lost his smile. “I’m sorry, Virgil. I didn’t mean to
fall. I lost my footing in the sand and I made up the rest of
the joke on the fly.” He ducked his head so he could see
Virgil’s face easier. “No hard feelings, huh?”
Still in a
bad mood, Virgil grunted a reply.
“How bad
is your arm?” Jeff asked.
“It’s
nothin’.”
“Maybe you
should get Catherine to have a look at it,” Jeff suggested.
“We’re not always going to have a trained physio on hand and
we may as well make the most of it while we can.”
“Give me a
hand with this ‘chair, Alan, and we’ll take it back to the
house,” John requested, and the pair of them retrieved the now
redundant wheelchair, shaking it to remove much of the sand.
The family
started a slow trek back towards the villa. “If I remember
correctly,” Scott began, his forehead creased as if he was
trying to drag a memory up from the depths, “you had a sore
hand last time you were here, Virg.”
Virgil
said nothing until he received a surreptitious prod from his
brother. Realising that this had to be the lead that Scott was
talking about, he agreed. “That’s right. That was when I had
the infection. I’d only been working at ACE for a week.”
“That’s
right!” Scott exclaimed as if it was all coming back to him.
“You flew out here with Lady Penelope and Parker, didn’t you?”
“Yes.”
“Now
that,” Scott said reverently, “is one beautiful woman.”
Virgil had
no trouble agreeing with him. “Gorgeous. I wonder if she’d let
me paint her.”
As if
Gordon knew of Scott’s plan and was playing along, the
red-head nibbled at the bait. “I haven’t met her yet. I’ve
either been under water or in bed. What’s she like?”
“You’ve
missed a real treat,” Scott said. “Be prepared to have your
socks knocked off when you do meet her. I think she’s already
done that to Father.”
“I didn’t
employ Lady Penelope for her looks,” Jeff reminded him.
“I know
you think she’s some hotshot secret agent with black belts in
all these different codes,” Scott stated, “but I’m not sure
that she lives up to the hype.” Jeff gave him a sideways look,
wondering why his eldest was making such an accusation.
Alan had
already met Lady Penelope once. “I know she looks like butter
wouldn’t melt in her mouth, but from what Dad told me she’s
not someone to be taken lightly. What do you mean by she
doesn’t live up to the hype?”
“Well...
While she was visiting she challenged me to a fight.”
Alarmed,
John looked at his elder brother. “A fight?”
“Yeah, a
duel. It was only a friendly and I took her on just to see
what she could do.”
“And?”
Alan asked.
“I had to
go easy on her, of course. You don’t go all out when fighting
a lady.”
“So you
won?” John asked.
Scott made
a dismissive gesture. “It was a decisive victory.”
“Yes,”
Virgil agreed. “It was a very one sided bout,” and only just
managed to suppress a smirk when he received a glare from the
storyteller.
“Remember
that when she challenges you guys,” Scott advised. “I think
that, in all fairness, we can say that you wouldn’t have a
chance in your present condition, Gordon. But I’d like to see
her take you on when you’re back at full fitness.”
“Yes,”
Virgil agreed again. “I’m sure you could achieve Scott’s
result.”
They could
see the competitive spark light in Gordon’s eyes. “I won’t be
fit enough to take her on any time soon, but...”
“But, when
you’re one hundred percent, make sure you extend the
challenge,” Scott advised. “In our game we’re going to need to
know each other’s strengths and weaknesses, and that includes
Lady Penelope’s. And she’ll probably enjoy the challenge.
It’ll make her feel like she’s part of the team. Only make
sure we’re there to watch. It’s sure to be an entertaining
bout.”
“You want
to watch me wipe the floor with her?” Gordon chuckled, unaware
that he’d just taken the bait; hook, line and sinker. “No
worries. We’ll probably all be living here by then anyway.”
“Okay,
Boys,” Jeff warned. “Shop talk over; we’re nearly at the
house. Come on, Gordon, I’ll take you inside. Alan and John;
will you give the wheelchair a wash down? We don’t want the
salt corroding it.”
Soon
Virgil and Scott were the only ones remaining outside.
Scott
turned to his brother. “Well?”
Virgil
grinned. “He won’t know what hit him.”
“Satisfied?”
“It’s
going to be a long wait, but it’ll be worth it.”
Scott gave
him a light punch on the arm. “Come on. Let’s see if we can
scrounge some afternoon tea.”
His mind
and body worn out by his earlier exertions, Gordon crashed,
and his brothers made the most of the free time by preparing
the theatre for the evening’s entertainment; a video of one of
Alan’s last races.
Scott
stood at the top of the sloping floor and surveyed the room.
Like most of the Tracys’ future residence it was still in a
state of upheaval. The screen had been temporarily rolled out
against the wall, but the seating was still stacked off to one
side in boxes. “We’ll only put out enough chairs for tonight.
It doesn’t have to be fancy, just comfortable, and that
includes ensuring that none of the seats are going to
collapse.” He opened a box. “Here are some of the seat
cushions... How’s your wrist?” He looked over at Virgil. “Are
you going to be able to work on these?”
“Sure,”
Virgil agreed. “No problem.”
“That was
unexpected, wasn’t it?” Alan said as he extracted the
framework of a chair from its box. “I mean, something’s wrong
with the world if Gordon’s afraid of the water. It’s almost
like an episode from out of the Twilight Zone. If he’d told me
he was scared I would have thought he was joking and laughed
at him.”
“We all
would have,” Scott conceded. “I still wouldn’t believe it if I
hadn’t seen it with my own eyes.”
“I felt
it,” Alan admitted. “He was really shaking. And not only
because of the physical effort he was putting into walking.
Right, Virgil?”
“Right,”
Virgil agreed as he fed a bit into his electric drill. “You’ve
got to admire the way he pushed himself into the water.”
John
grinned. “Does this mean you’ve forgiven him?”
“It’s not
funny, John,” Virgil growled. “I genuinely thought he’d hurt
himself.”
“Hey!”
John held up a pacifying hand. “I agree that it was a stupid
trick and I’m glad he didn’t try it out on me, but I’m also
glad that he’s well enough to behave like an idiot again.”
“Talking
of behaving like an idiot,” Alan began. “Do you think Dad’s
okay?”
Scott
straightened from where he was screwing two pieces together.
“Why?”
“He’s gone
all, um…” Alan was concentrating on assembling his seat so he
wasn’t looking at his brothers. “Mushy.”
“Mushy?”
“Yes.”
“How do
you mean mushy?” Scott pressed.
“He...
ah...” Alan looked embarrassed. “He... gave me a hug this
morning and... er...” his voice went quiet and he stuck his
head into a box in the pretence of searching for a lost screw.
“He said that he loved me,” he admitted, his voice hollow.
John
laughed. “He’s doing the rounds then.”
Virgil
stared at the body with a box for a head. “I hope you didn’t
push him away.”
“No...”
Alan withdrew his head from its confinement. “Has he done it
to you too?”
“Yes,”
John nodded. “He got me Christmas Eve.”
“I must
have been first then,” Virgil said. “I got the treatment when
I was leaving the Institute the Wednesday after Gordon’s
operation.”
Scott was
following his brothers’ conversation like a spectator at a
three-sided tennis match. “What do you mean that he gave you a
hug and... the other?”
“He’s
realised that Gordon nearly died without Father telling him
how much he loves him,” Virgil explained. “And he doesn’t want
to take the chance that something will happen to one of us.”
He shrugged. “I told him that he doesn’t have to vocalise it,
we all know, but if it makes him feel better then it doesn’t
bother me.”
“He hasn’t
given me a hug.” Scott sounded disappointed.
“Don’t
worry, your turn will come,” John chuckled. “He’s probably
still plucking up the courage... or working out the best way
to hogtie you.”
“You could
always take the initiative,” Virgil suggested. “You’d make his
day.”
“You can’t
be serious!” Alan exclaimed.
“Why not?
It’s not like it’s a threat to our masculinity or something.”
“Yes,”
John agreed. “He is our father.”
“But...”
Alan looked between the pair of them. “It doesn’t seem natural
somehow.”
“Only
because it’s not something we’ve grown up with,” John reminded
him.
“He used
to give wonderful cuddles,” Scott mused, a wistful look on his
face.
“Huh?”
Alan stared at his eldest brother.
Hugging a
cushion, Scott stared out into the middle distance. “He’d wrap
his arms right around you and you knew you were safe.” He
sighed, lost in his memories.
His
brothers looked at each other and grinned.
Scott
didn’t notice. “You knew that he would protect you from all
the monsters that roamed the world and that nothing could harm
you...” He was pelted with seat cushions. “Hey! Stop it!”
“When was
this, Scotty?” John asked; an expression of pure innocence on
his face. “Yesterday?”
“No,”
Scott said, pulling himself up straight. “Just after Ma died.”
He got to his feet and looked around. “Bother! I’ve left my
drill in my room... I’d better go and get it. You guys keep
working; I’ll be back soon.” He hurried out the door.
The
remaining threesome worked on in silence for a short time,
continuing to get the theatre into shape...
“Fellas?”
Alan was standing by the pile of boxes. He turned to face his
brothers and saw them both looking at them. “Didn’t Scott say
he’d left his drill behind?” He bent down and picked something
up. It was a tool box with an identifying blue stripe. “You
don’t think...” He opened the box and removed a drill.
Virgil
looked at John. “He wouldn’t. Would he?”
John’s
eyes were goggling. “I wouldn’t have thought so.” He placed
his drill on the floor. “What did Dad say he was going to do?
Work in his study?”
“I think
so...”
“Putting
these chairs together is thirsty work,” Alan lied. “I think
I’ll go and get a drink.”
“Sounds
good to me,” John agreed. “I think I’ll join you.”
Virgil
flexed his painless left wrist. “Maybe I’ll see if Catherine’s
with Grandma and ask her to take a look at my arm.”
With more
haste than was necessary for these particular tasks, the three
of them ran through the house. They arrived outside their
father’s study just as the door was opening.
Scott
stepped out, a smile on his face, which he lost when he saw
his brothers. “What are you guys doing here?”
“Uh... We
decided we wanted to get a drink,” Alan admitted.
“And
Virgil wanted Catherine to look at his arm,” John added.
“I don’t
think I’ll bother now,” Virgil said. “It only needed a break
from work. It feels fine.”
“Have you
finished in the theatre?” Scott asked.
“No,” John
shook his head. “We’ve still got a few seats to assemble.”
“Then I’d
better find my drill and get down there.”
“We found
your drill,” Alan informed him. “One of the boxes had fallen
on it.”
“You found
it?” Scott appeared taken aback. “Oh... Thanks... I’d better
get back to work in that case.” The smile, this time with a
trace of smugness, crept back onto his face as he walked away,
whistling a jaunty tune.
Three
brothers stared at each other.
The door
opened again and their father, a broad, beaming smile lighting
up his face, exited his study. “What are you boys doing here?”
“We...
Ah... We were looking for Scott,” Virgil stammered.
“I think
he was planning on heading back down to the theatre,” Jeff
recollected. He put his arms about John and Alan’s shoulders
and reached out to chuck Virgil under the chin. “I’m so glad
I’ve got such great sons. It’s going to be wonderful to have
all five of you living with me again... I’ll see you at
dinner.” Whistling the same tune Scott had, he wandered away
in the direction of the lounge.
John,
Virgil and Alan looked at each other. “That,” John said with
feeling, “was just plain weird.”
Virgil was
psyching himself up for the tedium of watching a car race, by
sitting on the villa’s patio, sketching the evening’s sunset.
Even though it was summer, dusk in this part of the world
didn’t last as long as it did at home, so he had to work
quickly. The rest of the family and their friends, except
Gordon, were down on the beach, making the most of their first
evening on Tracy Island.
He was so
wrapped up in his drawing that at first he didn’t realise that
he wasn’t alone. Gradually he became aware of a low rumble
accompanied by a scraping sound. Looking over his shoulder he
saw that Gordon was manoeuvring his way through the lounge,
using his walking frame for support. As the younger Tracy
moved out of the room’s shadows and into the sunset’s golden
light, Virgil could see that the frame was tall enough so that
Gordon could walk upright, but the weight wasn’t on his arms.
Gordon
shuffled out onto the patio and then, groaning slightly, sank
into one of the deck chairs. “It’s hard to believe that I used
to be able to run the length of that beach and not be out of
breath at the end.”
“It won’t
be long and you’ll be able to do it again,” Virgil reminded
him.
“I hope
so... Did Dad tell you why he took so long getting back to us
today?”
“Only that
he couldn’t find your helmet and then he did his best to
disguise bits of the hoverjet with duct tape.”
“He had a
phone call from Mr Millington to check up on me. He was
telling him how great I’m doing... He didn’t know that I was
behaving like an idiot.”
Virgil
didn’t say anything. Had he spoken he might have been inclined
to agree.
Gordon’s
frame had a basket attached and he lifted the lid and drew out
a pastry. “I would have brought you one, but I thought you
were down with the others.”
“That’s
okay. I had plenty to eat at dinner,” Virgil admitted. “And
I’ve had enough of the beach for one day.”
“Oh...”
Gordon broke off a crumb from his delicacy and chewed slowly,
smiling as the flavours filled his mouth. “I’ll tell you one
advantage of being crippled,” he pinched off another morsel
and savoured it. “I can raid Grandma’s pantry and you guys
will get the blame.” He laughed.
Virgil
couldn’t help smiling. “Are you sure you should be eating
that?”
“I’m
okay... Mr Millington said that if I keep improving at the
rate I am, I’ll be able to move here permanently by the end of
January.”
“Really?”
Virgil’s grin broadened. “That’s great, Gordon, really great.”
“Do you
think you’ll be able to put up with me?”
Virgil
chuckled. “I’ll do my best.”
“And I’ll
try not to play any practical jokes on you. And I won’t joke
about my health.”
“Good.”
“I...”
Gordon examined his snack. “At first I couldn’t understand why
you were so mad with me today... After all it was only a
joke.”
Virgil
grunted and said nothing.
“But then,
when I woke up this afternoon and I was lying there thinking
about it, I put myself in your shoes.”
“And?”
“And... if
I’d done to me what I did to you, I would have done more than
shout at me. I would have taken me by the scruff of my silly
neck and the seat of my pants and I would have thrown me as
far as I could out into the water. And I would have left me to
deal with my irrational fears by myself.”
Virgil
said nothing. For Gordon to admit that he was frightened of
something was a big deal.
“I’ve been
so wrapped up in my own little world for so long that I
haven’t considered how hard it’s been on everyone else. I
should have realised when I saw Dad in the pool. He’s lost a
lot of weight.”
“Yes,”
Virgil agreed. “I noticed that.”
“My only
excuse is that I think I must still have a screw loose in
there,” Gordon tapped his head and stopped when Virgil gave
him a pointed look. “I know. Don’t joke about my health.” He
took a solemn bite out of the pastry. “I owe you a lot,
Virgil. You’ve helped me through some hard times and I’ve
given you some hard times, and I had to go and repay you like
that...” He put his snack on the lid of the basket and fixed
his brother with an earnest look. “I’m sorry; really and truly
sorry. It was a dumb trick and you had every right to be mad
with me.”
There
wasn’t a lot that Virgil could say in reply to what was
obviously a heartfelt statement. “Apology accepted.”
“Thanks.”
Gordon picked up his pastry again and pulled off a bite sized
lump. “Mmmn. This is great.”
“Gordon...” Virgil swung his legs around so that he was facing
his brother. “Are you okay... with that?” He swung his arm out
in an arc, encompassing the Pacific Ocean that surrounded the
island.
“Up here,
with solid ground under my feet, I’m fine,” Gordon admitted.
“I still find watching the tide relaxing... And going to sleep
last night, listening to the waves pounding on the rocks was
heaven; just like that device John and Scott came up with...
But the idea of putting my head under water makes me want to
run for the hills...” He gave a rueful chuckle. “Well, it
would if I could run.”
“I noticed
that you went quiet when we crossed the coast yesterday. Are
you going to be okay going home?”
“I don’t
think I’ll freak out, but... Yesterday, when I suddenly
realised that we were flying over the ocean and there was
nothing between me and that great body of water except a tin
can and Dad... It gave me the creeps.”
“Maybe you
should sit in an aisle seat next time?” Virgil suggested.
“I’ll be
okay,” Gordon reassured him. “I made it here all right, didn’t
I? And since then I’ve been in the water.” He smiled broadly.
“I got my feet wet. I’m not going to let my fears beat me.” He
chuckled. “But I am going to have to quit WASP. You can’t have
an aquanaut who’s scared of the water.” He took a big bite out
of his dessert and chewed slowly. “...But neither can
International Rescue.”
“It’ll be
an excuse, nothing more,” Virgil stated. “You’ll get your
confidence back and once you do, that’ll be an extra cover for
us. No one will believe that an aquaphobe is capable of
operating a submarine.”
“I hope
so.”
“I know
so... Gordon...” Virgil began slowly, “if you don’t like
having your head underwater; how did you cope with that
virtual reality box that John and Scott made for you?”
Gordon
swallowed his mouthful. “I tried not to use it. But I know how
much effort they put into it, so I didn’t want to disappoint
them. So, I kept my eyes shut and reminding myself that I was
lying on my bed and that I wasn’t underwater. If they’d
somehow made it a total immersion experience, and made it feel
as if I were swimming, I would have freaked out big time.”
“Have you
talked with anyone about this... this...?”
“Phobia?
Yes... But I’ve got to deal with it my way.”
“It can’t
be a phobia, Gordon,” Virgil remarked. “If it was there’s no
way you could have done what you did today. It’s more like...”
he thought for a moment, trying to find the right words,
“extreme respect.”
Gordon
laughed. “Oh, yes. I’m very respectful. I’m going to have to
learn to loosen up around old man Neptune again.”
“You’ll do
it. You’ve never failed at something you’ve set your mind to
yet.”
Gordon
raised his bun in a salute. “I’ll eat to that.” He took a huge
bite.
Virgil
frowned. “Gordon... What have you got there?”
“What
this?” Gordon looked at the glazed pastry. “I don’t know, but
it’s delicious... Hey!” he complained when Virgil snatched it
from his hand. “Get your own!”
Virgil
examined the circular bun, noting that it had appeared to have
been made up of a coil of dough. He sniffed it.
“I’m not
gonna want to eat it after it’s been up your nose!”
Virgil
handed it back. “Do you know what this is?”
“No, I
don’t know” Gordon snatched it back and held his prize
protectively. “I just know it’s mine.”
“That’s a
cinnamon roll, Gordon.”
Gordon’s
eyes grew round. “A what?”
“A
cinnamon roll. You’re eating cinnamon! You hate cinnamon!”
“I do,
don’t I.” Gordon stared at the bun, shrugged, and took a big
bite.
A slow
grin spread across Virgil’s face. “You know what this means,
don’t you?”
“A bigger
range of delicious things to eat?”
“No. It
means no more special apple pies just for you. You’re going to
have to share everyone else’s. Grandma’s going to be pleased.”
Gordon
looked alarmed. “You’re not going to tell her, are you?”
“Just
watch me...” Virgil reflected that as satisfying it would be
to see a fully fit Gordon being soundly thrashed by Lady
Penelope in about six months time, it would infinitely more
satisfying to be able to get revenge on the same day. “Next
time I see Grandma I’m going to tell her.”
“You
wouldn’t!”
“I would!
You still owe me for all those messages you changed on my
voicemail!”
Gordon
stared at his brother. Then he stared at the cinnamon roll. “I
suppose that’s fair.” He took another bite.
Virgil
grinned. “I’m glad you’re gonna be okay, Gordon, and I’m glad
I’ve got my co-pilot back. International Rescue is going to
need a brave guy like you.”
“Brave?”
Gordon looked up. “I’m not brave. I can’t even think about
putting my head under the water without getting a case of the
shivers.”
“But
you’re not letting that stop you. To have faced what you
faced, and to still be able to face your fears head-on takes
courage.”
“Maybe...”
“No maybes
about it. You must be the bravest man I know, and I’m proud to
be able to call you my brother.”
“You are?”
Gordon looked surprised.
“Yes.”
“Thanks.”
“You’re
welcome.”
Both men
sat in silence for a time, watching the figures playing on the
beach and the surf roll in.
The
setting sun morphed from orange to red...
“Did you
mean it when you said I could tease you about your art?”
“No!”
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