THE LINE
by RATHEAD
RATED FRC |
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On a hot summer day in Kansas,
the three oldest Tracy boys just wanted to do a little
exploring. Nothing was supposed to go wrong.
Chapter One
"Scott!"
His
father's voice pulled Scott from a run into a skid. He
regained his balance and turned to balance on the threshold of
his father's study. None of them were allowed inside.
"Yes,
Father?"
His father
looked up from the papers on his desk. "I have a visitor
coming today."
Scott
nodded. "All right."
"He and I
have some very important matters to discuss. He'll be here at
eleven hundred hours. You are in charge of getting your
brothers down here at that time to meet him. You are also in
charge of making sure that nothing happens to distract me from
my meeting with him. If I have to come out there to settle any
arguments, break up any fights, or get Gordon down from the
tree house, I will hold you responsible. Is that understood,
Scott?"
"Yes,
Father," Scott said.
"Good
boy." His father returned to his papers. Scott stared at him
for a minute then continued on his way.
He found
his fourteen year-old brother in the kitchen, rummaging into a
box of crackers.
"Dad's got
someone coming here."
Virgil
shoved a cracker into his mouth. "So?"
"So we
have to do the line when he shows up." Scott grabbed a cracker
from the box.
"What
time?" John asked, wandering in. Scott turned around.
"I was
looking for you," he said. "I thought you wanted to go up to
Kelsey Point."
"I do,"
John said. "What's this about the line?"
"Some
person of Dad's," Virgil said indistinctly, through more
crackers.
"Eleven
hundred hours," Scott said.
"I don't
understand why Dad can't just use normal time like a normal
person," John muttered, drifting out of the kitchen again.
Scott heard the backdoor slam.
"You and
John are going to Kelsey Point?" Virgil asked.
"Yes, and
you can't come." Scott said automatically. He glanced at
Virgil out of the corner of his eye to see what reaction this
would get, but Virgil only shrugged. "There's nothing at
Kelsey Point anyway except about eight million chipmunks."
Scott
smiled broadly at Virgil, raised his eyebrows, and headed
outside.
"What?"
Virgil asked. "Scott! What's at Kelsey Point!" He burst
through the screen door into the hot July morning. Scott was
standing on the old tire swing that hung off the limb of a
large tree that shaded the back of the house.
"Nothing's
at Kelsey Point, Virg." Scott laughed at him. "You said
yourself."
"Just
eight million chipmunks." John's voice came floating down from
above them. Virgil turned around and could just see the tip of
his older brother's sneaker poking out from the edge of the
roof.
"Dad's
gonna kill you if he sees you up there," Virgil told him.
"He's not
going to see me," John said confidently.
Scott
watched John unfold and lie down on his stomach, hanging his
head over the edge of the roof so he could make faces at
Virgil. None of them had ever been able to figure out how John
got himself up there. Scott assumed it had something to do
with the scrubby looking pine tree that lurked next to the
house - he had tried to climb once, but the branches looked
too thin to support his weight and he was forced to climb back
down. No amount of bribery or threats could get John to say
how.
"He will
if I tell him," Virgil told John.
"Don't be
such a baby, Virgil," John said. He glanced at Scott, who was
now standing on the top of the tire, holding onto the rope.
"So let me
come with you," Virgil said.
"We don't
want you to," John said.
Virgil
watched his brother's blond head disappear from above the
gutter. He turned around to face Scott, who shrugged.
"Next
time, Virg."
Anger
flashed across Virgil's face. He backed up across the yard, a
mixture of burnt grass and dust, picked a rock off the ground
and winged it at his brother on the roof.
The minute
it left his hand he knew he had made a mistake. The rock
sailed confidently through the air, the sun glinting off it in
tiny bursts. John had his back to his brothers, facing out
across the wheat field that stretched endlessly behind the old
farmhouse. Virgil called for John to look out, but John simply
turned around, and the rock smacked him full in the face,
knocking him down on one knee. Both Virgil and Scott gasped,
and Scott felt his stomach drop.
"John! I'm
sorry! I didn't mean to!" Virgil said. He didn't really think
he could hit him. John had his hand over his mouth. He pulled
it away. Blood was running down his chin. Virgil's eyes
widened.
"Scott!"
Scott looked to see his father standing behind the screen
door. "Get Alan and Gordon and…" he stopped to see his son
John come sailing down from above his head, hit the ground
rolling, and get up to tackle his younger brother. Jeff Tracy
stood there, frozen for a moment, before slamming the screen
door open and charging into the yard.
"John!"
It was the
sound of a rifle being fired. John froze, pinning Virgil on
his belly in the dust. He let go and sprang to his feet.
Virgil got up more slowly. He dropped his eyes to study his
sneakers. As he watched, a drop of blood fell onto the tip of
John's sneaker. He looked up to see his father take John's
face in his hand and pull it gently up to face his.
"Dad,"
John mumbled in protest. "It's noth…ow!" His father had taken
a handkerchief out of his pocket and was wiping John's face.
Scott trotted over to take a look.
"Whoa. I
think that's gonna have to be sealed, Johnny." There was a
jagged flap of skin over his lip. It was really bleeding. His
father reached down absently and pushed Scott behind him, out
of his way. Scott glanced down at Virgil, who was staring at
John, looking a little green.
"Scott
might be right," their father said. "Come on inside and let's
have Grandma take a look."
John
trailed after his father, holding the rapidly reddening
handkerchief to his mouth. He turned around to catch Scott's
eye. He pointed at the roof and raised his eyebrows. Scott
grinned back at him. That had been pretty intense.
He looked
down at Virgil, who looked like he was about to vomit. He slid
his arm around his brother.
"Come on,
Virg. You don't want to be around if Father has to seal John.
You know how much he yells." He was trying to say it lightly,
leading him away, but Virgil kept turning back to look his
father. The two boys walked out to the rail fence that marked
the edge of the backyard, and hopped up. Virgil planted his
chin on his fists and stared out across the fields grimly,
eyebrows drawn together. Scott watched him.
"He's
going to be okay." Scott told him.
Virgil
just shrugged.
"Did you
see him come down from the roof?" Scott asked. That had been
worth it, in his opinion, seeing his brother fly.
"Yeah,"
Virgil mumbled.
"Come on.
That was pretty cool."
Virgil was
still for a moment, and then nodded. "Yeah. He looked like a
praying mantis." He made a swooping gesture with his hand, all
splayed fingers.
Scott
laughed. "Don't tell him that."
"Maybe if
I tell him how cool that was he won't kill me."
Scott
shook his head. "He won't. He got his. He's done. You know
John. He's mad for fifteen minutes and then it's forgotten."
"Scott…I
hit him in the face with a rock. I don't think
he's gonna let it slide."
"Scott!
Virgil!" Scott looked behind him to see his ten-year old
brother running full tilt towards him. Scott tapped Virgil on
the leg and jerked his head behind him. Virgil turned around
also. Alan came to a halt and bent over in exaggerated
exhaustion.
"What's
up, Al," Scott said, smiling a little.
"John's
bleeding all over the kitchen." Alan said excitedly.
"Yeah, we
know."
Alan
looked a little disappointed. "Dad says to come inside and get
cleaned up."
Scott
jumped off the fence. "Where's Gordon?"
"Upstairs.
He says he still has a headache." Alan climbed up on the
fence. "Will you walk me?"
"You can
do it by yourself," Scott told him. "I'll spot you."
Alan
climbed up to the top rail of the fence and tried to stand up.
Scott stood next to him and Alan got a grip on his hair.
"Easy,
iron man," Scott said. "Stand up slowly."
Alan
stood, and balanced on the top rung. He began to walk, letting
go of Scott's hair. Virgil watched them.
"Do you
want me to go get Gordon?" Virgil asked.
"No, I'll
do it," Scott said as Alan wobbled violently and Scott grabbed
his arm to steady him. "We've got to do the line in…ow, Alan…"
he checked his watch. "Half an hour."
"Oh," Alan
said.. "I thought it was something good." He had regained his
balance and was walking slowly but surely to the fence post.
"Nope."
Scott said. They reached the end of the fence. "Get down."
Alan
jumped down. "Is John in trouble?" he asked.
"Yeah,"
Scott said.
"Why?"
When Scott
didn't say anything, Virgil said, "Because John jumped off…"
Scott cut
him off. "The rope swing and tackled Virgil." You had to be
careful what you said around the two younger boys. Alan was
perfectly capable of jumping off the roof if he knew that John
had.
"Oh," Alan
said, losing interest. John and Virgil fought all the time.
Chapter Two
John sat
on a stool in the kitchen, holding a towel up to his lip while
his grandmother unpacked her first aid kit. His father leaned
against the sink, watching. John kept his eyes closed. Now
that he his adrenaline had cooled, he felt a little shaky. His
mouth hurt, and his shoulder was throbbing and felt hot.
He felt
his grandmother's cool hands take the towel away from him.
"All right, John," she said. "I'm going to spray it now. This
is going to feel cold."
His foot
twitched as she sprayed the wound. Cold was an understatement
for one intense moment, and then the pain lessened
considerably. He opened one eye and then closed it
immediately, his eyelashes brushing his grandmother's glasses.
"Just hold
still for a minute," she said absently. "What do you think,
Jeff?"
John held
his breath as he heard his father walk closer. A shadow moved
across the inside of his eyelids, and a faint whiff of coffee.
"That
needs sealing."
John let
out a barely audible sigh. He felt his grandmother pat his
shoulder. "You just hang in there, kiddo." He felt her move
away, and he opened his eyes.
"Do you
want to tell me what this was all about?" his father asked.
John
opened his mouth, but his grandmother jumped in.
"Don't
talk for a minute there, John. I don't want him to start
bleeding again," she explained to Jeff.
Jeff gave
John a look that let him know this reprieve was temporary.
John was trying to think of a way to present the evidence that
would result in a minimum of punishment for all parties when
his grandmother placed a hand on his chin.
"Can I
count on you to hold still?" she asked, looking into his eyes.
He nodded
slightly.
She
smiled. "That's a good boy," and lifted the sealer to his
mouth. At the first touch, he jerked his head back sharply and
hissed in pain. It had been a couple of years since his
grandmother had to do this to any of them, and he had hoped
that his memory of the pain was exaggerated because he was
younger when it happened. That was wishful thinking.
"Jeff,
come here and hold his head," his grandmother said.
John shook
his head. "No, I can…"
"Don't
talk."
"Mokay. Uh
wun mofe." John tried to speak without moving his lips. His
father, who had come forward, stopped. His grandmother looked
at her son for a moment, and then back down at her grandson,
who was gripping the seat of the stool so tightly his knuckles
were white.
"Okay. Get
ready." She applied the sealer again. John flinched, but
didn't move.
Jeff
watched as his son's foot kicked steadily and with increasing
intensity against the legs of the stool. He was taking this
better than Jeff thought he would.
"Okay,"
his grandmother said. She stepped away from her grandson.
"That won't leave a scar," she said with satisfaction.
"Too bad,"
John said, a little thickly. His lip was still numb. Jeff
stepped forward. It was a clean seal, a shiny knitted line
just above delicate curve of his son's upper lip. "Looks fine,
John." Jeff said. "The swelling should go down in a day or
so."
His
grandmother sprayed a mild anesthetic cream on it. "This will
help, but it's going to sting for a few hours."
John
nodded. "Am I done?" he asked, very soft on the d. He got up
off the stool.
Jeff
looked sternly at his son. John met his glance with level
eyes. Jeff Tracy didn't like his sons to be afraid to look him
in the eye. "We will discuss this later, John. Before dinner.
Count on it."
"Yes,
Father." John said. His expression didn't change.
"Go
upstairs and get cleaned up."
John was
out of the kitchen in a flash.
Jeff and
his mother looked at each other. Jeff shook his head. "If any
of them survive to graduate high school, I will consider it a
major victory, Mother."
"They're
your boys, Jeff," she said mildly. He raised an eyebrow at
her, but she didn't comment anymore.
Chapter Three
John
barreled into Scott's room. Scott was pulling on a shirt with
a collar. "Don't get blood on my bed," he said.
John just
tilted his head up. Scott sighed exaggeratedly and walked over
to take a look. "Nice," he said. "Did it hurt?"
"She
lasered my face shut," John said, lisping slightly. "What
do you think?"
"You know,
it's not actually a laser," Scott told him.
John gave
him a look of disgust, which Scott supposed he deserved. "You
look like you've been slaughtering cows or something," he
said. "You'd better get cleaned up."
John
looked at his watch. "Oh no, we only have twenty one hundred
minutes left," he said mockingly, and walked into the bathroom
to admire the newest addition to his face.
"You know,
for someone who's supposed to be so good at math, you should
really understand military time," Scott called.
"I do
understand it. I'm just against it." John called back.
Virgil
walked into Scott's room, wearing a button-down shirt and with
his chestnut hair mostly combed.
"Did you
see John's scar?" Scott asked him. Virgil shook his head and
sat on his brother's bed. "I'll wait until he shows me."
"Okay,"
Scott said. "Seriously, don't worry. He's happy about it." He
headed to check on Gordon and Alan.
Gordon and
Alan's room was in its usual state of exploded closet. Scott
stepped on a soccer ball that was in the doorway and half-fell
into the room, sending the ball bouncing against the radiator
and his twelve-year old brother Gordon into a paroxysm of
hysteria. Scott grabbed the wall to regain his balance.
"I thought
you were sick," he said to Gordon, who was lying on top of his
bed in a tangle of sheets, wearing just a pair of shorts.
"I got
better," Gordon said cheerfully. "Alan found a cricket in his
drawer."
"Alan,
knock it off and get dressed."
"I want to
show it to Dad," Alan said. He was pouncing on each piece of
clothing in his drawer, holding still for a moment, and then
quickly shaking it out. Scott and Gordon watched him for a
moment in silence.
"If only
we could harness his powers for good," Gordon said. Scott
laughed, and Alan turned around to give them a brief, injured
look before returning to his task.
"Al, Dad
knows what a cricket looks like." Scott told him.
"I think
it was a locust," Alan said. "They swarm."
"Look, we
have the line in fifteen minutes, kid. Get the lead out. You
too, Gordon." He nodded at his brother on the bed, who rolled
over, slid off the bed, and slithered underneath it. Scott
just rolled his eyes and went back to his room. He bumped into
John, who was standing in the hall with his arms outstretched
in front of him and a bemused expression on his face. He
looked up at Scott. "Does this seem wrong to you?" he asked.
He had changed out of his dust-and-blood covered t shirt and
was wearing a blue oxford shirt, unbuttoned. The cuffs of his
shirt ended in the middle of his forearms. "Don't you think
it's weird that I didn't know I got taller?"
"I think
you're weird no matter how tall you are," Scott told him. "Go
check my closet and hurry up." He could hear a car outside.
"Hey, I'm
injured, you know," John ambled into Scott's room.
Scott
looked at his watch. Eight minutes to go. He trotted back to
his room. "Where's Virgil?" he asked John, who was lazily
flicking through Scott's closet.
John
shrugged without turning around. Scott started down the hall
to Virgil's and John's room, but stopped at the sight of
Virgil dragging a laughing Gordon out from under the bed while
Alan watched.
"Hey,"
Scott snapped. "If you three aren't dressed and downstairs
in…." he looked at his watch. "Seven minutes, I'm gonna bust
all three of your heads open."
Virgil
dropped Gordon's legs and Gordon leapt to his feet. "I'm
ready," Gordon protested. Scott raised an eyebrow at him, and
Gordon bent down and picked a crumpled shirt off the floor and
held it up. "Okay, now I'm ready."
Scott
looked at Virgil. Virgil grabbed a handful of copper-colored
hair and dragged Gordon, protesting, into the bathroom. Scott
pulled a shirt out of Alan's closet and handed it to him. Alan
stripped off his t shirt and pulled the clean one over his
head.
"I found
the cricket," he told Scott, as his head popped out from the
top of the shirt.
"Good for
you," Scott said, looking around the room for Alan's sneakers.
He found one under Gordon's dresser.
"Look.
Scott, look. Look!" Alan said.
Scott was
on his knees, peering under Alan's bed.
"Don't go
under there!" Alan yelled, and launched himself at Scott.
"I really
don't have time for this." Scott just grabbed Alan around the
waist and stood up, holding him. Scott had cleared six one in
the spring, and there was nothing Alan, who hadn't gotten
halfway to five feet, could do but flail in frustration. Scott
spied Alan's other sneaker, picked it up, and carried all
three items into this room where he dropped them on his bed.
"Put your sneakers on," he told Alan.
"I'm gonna
be taller than you one day," Alan told him as he shoved his
foot into his sneaker.
"Fine with
me," Scott said. He ran his fingers through his hair. "You
remember what to do?"
"Stand up
straight, look him in the eye, don't mumble, and…" Alan
paused, staring off into space. "I forget."
"Get that
bug off my bed."
Chapter Four
"And this
is my oldest son, Scott," Jeff said.
Scott
offered his hand. "Hello, sir."
"You're
the spitting image of your father, did you know that?"
"Yes,
sir."
"How old
are you now?"
"Sixteen,
sir."
"I met you
when you were six, but I doubt you remember that."
"Yes,
sir."
The man
paused for a moment, looking at Scott curiously. He had a
florid face and was wearing very neat casual clothes that
seemed to be straining to transform themselves into a suit.
Scott meet his gaze politely.
"Nice to
see you again, Scott."
"Yes,
sir."
Behind the
man, his father nodded approvingly.
His father
continued down to John, who mumbled hello, all the time
keeping his eyes down. John, who could be so volatile among
family, had a tendency to evaporate in the face of scrutiny.
That and he was trying to keep the stranger's eyes off of his
face.
"That
looks like a new seal," the man remarked.
"Yes,
sir," John said. He glanced at his father for a moment, and
immediately regretted it.
"Well,
boys will be boys, " the man said.
Scott
could feel a wave of disdain sweep from Alan on up the line.
He smiled a little.
Virgil was
being introduced. Virgil admired the man's car, which Scott
hadn't had a chance to notice.
"Hello,
sir!" Gordon boomed, shaking the man's hand enthusiastically.
"It's a pleasure to have you here."
"Why thank
you, young man," the man said with a chuckle. Gordon's voice
hadn't broken yet, and what he lacked in depth he tried to
make up in volume. Scott kept his eyes softly on his father.
His father's mouth firmed, but Scott was pretty sure he was
trying not to laugh.
"Have you
been to Kansas before, sir?" Gordon asked.
"Well, I
can't say I have, son."
"It's
called the Sunflower State and its motto is Ad Astra Per
Astera. That's Latin, which is a language ancient Greeks used
to write mottos and stuff."
The man
started laughing, and Scott relaxed a little as his father
joined in. "All right, Gordon," his father said. "Do you know
what it means?"
Gordon
stopped. "No, sir."
"Virgil?"
"Um…no,
sir." Virgil was struggling with French at school. John was on
his third year of Latin, and Scott prayed he knew this,
because Scott sure as hell didn't.
"John?"
"It's ad
aspera…" John stopped and cleared his throat. "Sorry. I mean,
it's ad astra per aspera, and it means 'to the stars
through difficulties.'"
"Do you
know what that means?" His father asked. John looked hesitant.
"I…it
means…through the stars…."
His father
cut him off. "Yes, but what does it mean? It's a phrase
that predates space travel, after all."
John was silent.
"It means
impossible goals are attainable through hard work." Scott
said.
"That's
right, Scott," his father said. There was a slight pause.
Scott shifted his gaze to the man, who was looking a bit at
sea. Scott gave a little inward sigh. He hadn't realized until
about three years ago that nobody else in the world had to go
through this sort of thing. He knew what his father was trying
to do - at least, he thought he might - but lately he wished
he wouldn't do it in front of people.
"Something
we know a little about, hey Tracy?" the man said, slapping
Jeff on the back.
"That's
right," Jeff said. "And this is my youngest boy, Alan."
Chapter Five
"Triagulum,"
Virgil said. "That one's easy."
"Yeah?
What's the name of the one named star in it?"
"Trianglehead."
Virgil guessed.
John
laughed. "Metallah," he told him.
"Remember
that," Scott said. "You'll definitely need that information
later in life." He snapped the headphones connected to his
computer over his ears. He was always amazed at John's ability
to forget a fight. Virgil would brood for days after an
argument, becoming angry again and again and would bring it up
long after his brothers had forgotten about it. John had
whapped Virgil on the back of the head on their way upstairs
to wait for lunch, but Scott could tell his heart wasn't in
it.
"Can I
have a go after you?" John asked. Scott had a new flight
simulator program on his computer.
"It'll be
hours until he crashes," Virgil said. He was lying on the old
braided rug on the floor of Scott's room, studying the innards
of Alan's remote-controlled car that hadn't survived its most
recent run-in with its owner.
John
reached down from where he was lying on Scott's bed and poked
Virgil's back in a pattern.
"Ummm….Libra."
"Think."
John said, repeating the pattern.
"Oh…Cassiopeia?"
"Yeah."
John yawned and rolled over.
"What are
the named stars?" Virgil asked him.
"Shedir,
Caph, Ruchbah, Segin, Archird, and the two Marfaks. You want
the numbers?" John said.
"No, just
wanted to make sure you knew," Virgil said mildly. Scott
snorted.
"Alan
really killed this thing," Virgil said, poking the wires
inside with a finger. John rolled back over and looked over
the edge of the bed.
"It's not
made to go down stairs," John said.
"It's
amazing that anything of Alan's lasts longer than a week,"
Virgil said. He handed the car up to John. "Can you fix it?"
John grabbed the car and probed the inside for a second, and
then handed it back to Virgil. "You can figure it out," he
said. "Check the wires."
Virgil
began following one of the wires. "Is Scott still alive?"
John
craned his neck. "Yeah. Hey Scott, do you get to shoot
anything on this one, or just fly around in weather systems?"
"This is
not some stupid game," Scott said, eyeing the mountain range
ahead. "You have to really know what you're doing."
John
watched the screen for a moment, and then looked down at
Virgil. "Scott's flying in rain now," he told him.
"That's
exciting," Virgil said. He had found what he hoped was the
disconnected wire and tried to figure out where it would go.
Virgil was a great taker-apart of things, dismantling
everything desk lamps to computers to see how they worked, and
then slowly and methodically putting them back together until
he understood them wholly. He found a peculiar satisfaction
unlocking the secrets behind technology, everything breaking
down to common connections and code. There was a moment when
something that used to be disjointed pieces began to meld
together, becoming the beginning of an actual functioning
object - it was like creating something, Virgil thought. Like
making a painting - but it was useful, concrete and to Virgil,
more real. However, he wasn't so great at figuring out how to
make something that didn't work, work. John had, in Virgil's
opinion, the more irritating ability to intuit how things
worked, and when Alan and Gordon smashed anything to bits they
usually appealed first to John. But John, although he could
fix nearly anything, was not terribly interested in it and
more often than not wouldn't be bothered.
"Just
because I'm going to be zooming around the world in my
supersonic jet while you two are stuck on a bus in Wyoming
somewhere…" Scott stopped, distracted by the sudden wind shear
off the mountain range, and began making adjustments.
"I wish we
didn't have to do this," John said. He checked his watch.
"Countdown to automaton lunch in t minus five."
Virgil
laughed, and Scott paused the game and looked around at him.
"Did either of you catch that guy's name?"
Both the
boys shrugged. Scott sighed and got up from his chair. John
leapt off the bed and made a dive for the computer, but Scott
just tossed him to the left and he landed ungracefully on the
beat-up highback chair that had become too shabby to be
downstairs.
"Wonder
what he's doing," Scott said. "Dad, I mean. With that guy."
"Something
to do with the a new type of engine for airplanes," Virgil
said.
"How do
you know that?" John asked, surprised.
"I asked
him."
"Huh,"
John said.
"I bet
it's pretty interesting," Virgil said. "Some of that stuff Dad
builds is pretty cool, you know." They had all, at one time or
another, been to one of the many manufacturing plants of Tracy
Industries to see a prototype or toured a newly-built
building. "I wouldn't mind working there some day."
"You're
going to have to fight Scott for it," John said. "Number one
son is going to take over the company."
Scott gave
John an irritated look. "One of us probably should - work
there, I mean. I don't want it," he said to Virgil, folding
his arms over his chest. "I'm not going to sit behind a desk
and study diagrams all day, or whatever it is he does."
"Yeah,
Captain, we know." John said. "Father's got you all mapped out
in his footsteps."
"Shut up,"
Scott said. "That's not why."
"Boys!
Lunch is ready!"
"Coming,
Grandma," Scott called back.
"Because
you, Scott Tracy, are next in line in the Tracy family," John
said, making his voice gruff.
Virgil
lowered his voice as well. "And what you do as a Tracy
reflects on all of us."
Scott
twisted his mouth sourly at his brothers for a minute, and
then gave in. "And you'd better think long and hard about what
it means to be a Tracy," he added in his best father's voice.
The three
trooped out of Scott's room. They could hear Gordon thundering
down the stairs, and their grandmother admonishing him to slow
down before he broke his neck.
"I don't
actually know what he means, though," Virgil said
meditatively. "What does it mean to be a Tracy?"
"Do you
really want to know?" John asked.
Neither
boy answered. They filed into the dining room where their
father and his guest stood, waiting.
Chapter Six
"Apparently, both Boeing and Mifume Tech have been working on
a prototype, but I don't think anything has been seen," the
man said. Jeff Tracy gave him a brief nod, and then turned his
attention to his sons. Jeff didn't talk business in front of
his sons, and mealtimes were often the only chance he had to
check in with all of them.
"So what
did you have planned for this afternoon, boys?" he asked
Scott.
Scott took
a drink of iced tea to stall for time. They had planned to go
to Kelsey Point, but that required John and he was probably
going to be grounded or killed or something for jumping off
the roof - and if John told his father about the rock, than
that meant Virgil was out of the equation too. And Scott
himself felt a little guilty for letting the whole thing
happen. He put down his iced tea and decided to test the
waters.
"Well,
John and I were thinking of hiking up to Kelsey Point." It
wasn't a hike - there was no hiking in Kansas - but the more
it sounded like an ordeal, the more it would appeal to his
father.
"What
for?" his father asked.
That
stumped Scott. He looked at John, who was dismantling his
sandwich into bread balls and rolls of turkey. He caught
Scott's glance, put his hands in his lap, and shrugged.
"We always
go…and we haven't been this summer…and the place is so weird…"
John smiled slightly, a nervous habit. "I want to see if
anything's changed."
"What's
Kelsey Point?" their guest asked.
"It's just
a tract of land three miles from here." Jeff said. "There was
a factory there, next to what used to be Kelsey Lake. They
tore down the factory and filled in the lake about a fifty
years ago. The foundation of the factory is there - it's a
hole about a quarter of a mile square. It is a pretty
unusual place, actually. The landscape is odd."
"They
filled in the lake?" the man asked.
"They
drained it, put a clay cap on it, and then sodded it." Jeff
explained. "Although the droughts at the beginning of the
century probably did the real draining. Most of the topsoil
blew away during the droughts, so it's just a big clay spot
now. The company had been dumping so much waste in the water
that the lake was dead, and once the factory was gone, people
were afraid that their kids would go swimming in it…so they
closed it off."
"Was there
toxic waste?" Gordon asked.
"If you
mean radioactive, no. But they were certainly dumping poison
into the water."
"Oh."
Gordon sounded disappointed. "Because in school last year? Our
teacher was telling us that a long time ago they had toxic
waste and things got all mutated. So you'd have like, frogs
with three heads things like that."
Alan was
listening with interest. Three-headed frogs were right up his
alley. "Did she bring any into class?"
"No,
dummy. That was years ago. Anyway, a three-headed frog would
live, like, for ten minutes."
"Why?"
"Because
it has three heads! You can't live with three heads." Gordon
was contemptuous.
"If you
couldn't live with it, you couldn't be born with it." Alan
said.
"Yeah?
Well…how would you decide where to go? Like, what if one head
wanted to go one way and the other head wanted to go the other
way?" Gordon countered.
Both the
guest and their father were smiling broadly.
"Well,
what about conjoined twins?" Virgil said. "That's often two
people sharing a set of legs, and they don't argue about where
to go."
"Yeah,"
Alan said. "What about them, Gordon?"
Gordon
wasn't about to let Alan make an ally out of Virgil,
especially when he knew Alan had no idea what Virgil was
talking about.
"That's
different, That's not a mutation."
"Ah ha,"
his father said. "Keep going, Gordon."
Gordon
glowed. "Because if it's a mutation, it's your whole body and
stuff not working the way it's supposed to because of the
toxic chemicals, right Dad?"
His father
nodded. "That's right. Anything exposed to enough chemical
waste to have that sort mutation would have a host of other
problems - organs not formed correctly - and probably cancer."
"You have
some bright boys there, Jeff," their guest said. "My sister's
two kids don't talk about anything but video games."
"We're
only allowed to play for an hour each day," Alan said. "The
rest of the time we have to be outside." He dragged on the
last word. Jeff and his guest exchanged wry glances.
"I would
think you'd want to be outside…Alan, right? All these fields
and trees…"
Alan
shrugged. He was still stinging slightly from the frog
discussion, and didn't like discussing family stuff with
strangers. His grandmother pointed to his plate. "Eat," she
told him. He picked up his sandwich.
"Do you
all go to school around here?" the man asked.
Scott
waited a moment to see if his father was going to answer for
him, and then said, "No, sir. We only come here for the
summer. The rest of the time we're away at school."
"That's a
boarding school?"
"Yes sir."
"All of
you together at the same school? That must be something."
"No,"
Virgil said. "Scott and John are at the Greene Institute in
Phoenix. Me and Gordon are at Sayerville Academy, and Alan
stays home."
"I don't
stay home," Alan said with dignity. "I go to Crockett Day.
I'll go to Sayerville when I'm thirteen."
"I've
heard of the Greene Institute," the man said. "I think I know
someone who's son was … well. Do you like it there?"
"Yes,
sir." Scott answered quickly, because John didn't like it. He
wanted to transfer schools, and was trying to figure out a way
to ask his father.
"What's
your favorite subject?" the man asked.
"American
history," Scott said promptly. "And trigonometry."
"Those are
pretty different subjects," the man said. Scott wished his
father would mention his name. He hated not knowing who he was
talking to.
"Yes,
sir." Scott said.
"Are you
doing well in school?"
"Yes,
sir." Scott put down his sandwich and resigned himself over to
this conversation.
"Are you
thinking about colleges?" the man asked.
"Yes,
sir."
"Any in
particular?"
"Harvard,
Yale, University of Chicago, and Dartmouth. Maybe Stamford."
"Those are
pretty tough schools to get into."
"Yes, sir.
They are."
"You have
the grades to get into schools like that?"
"Yes,
sir." Scott said.
The man
paused for a moment, and looked at Scott like he thought Scott
was making fun of him. Scott didn't change his expression.
"So what
would you like to get a degree in? History?"
Scott took
a breath, and then let it out. "I haven't decided, sir."
"Don't let
it go too long," the man said. "Too many young people these
days just drift around without having any idea of what they
want to do and wind up doing nothing with their lives."
"Yes,
sir." He wished this guy would shut up.
"Scott
wants to be a pilot," his father said.
"Really?"
the man said. "Just like your father."
"Yeah.
Sir." Scott said.
"You don't
need a Harvard diploma to be a pilot, though." The man said.
Scott
appraised the man for a moment. "No, sir. You don't. But I'd
like to go to Harvard to get more than just a diploma."
The man
looked slightly taken aback. There was a bit of a pause and
Scott took a bite of his sandwich. Blowhard, he
thought.
"Do all of
you kids want to be pilots? John?" the man asked. Scott
wondered how he managed to remember all of their names. Most
of them only remembered Virgil, and even then couldn't
remember which one of them actually was Virgil.
John
looked up. "What? I mean…excuse me?"
"Do you
want to be a pilot like your old man?"
"Dad was
an astronaut, not a pilot," Gordon told the man.
"I was
both, son," Jeff said. "John? Mr. Gates asked you a question."
Finally,
thought Scott.
"Um…I
don't…maybe. I don't think I'd want to join the Air Force or
anything like that," John said. That was the understatement of
the century, Scott thought.
"John's
interested in outer space," his father said.
John
hesitated, then nodded.
"So you're
more interested in the astronaut side of things," Mr. Gates
said.
"I…" John
started to say something, and then said, "Yes, sir."
"Go to the
moon, maybe?" the man said.
"Not
really." John said. "It's not much of a challenge."
Scott gave
John a kick under the table.
"Sir,"
John added. Scott kicked him again, harder. The man was
laughing.
"Leave it
to the sons of an astronaut to be unimpressed by walking on
the moon," he said. "So what's it for you? Mars? Venus?"
"Well,"
John said, smiling uncomfortably. "Being an astronaut is…I'm
really more interested in astronomy. And there's a difference
between… I mean, you don't need to know astronomy to be an
astronaut. You need to study things like astrophysics and
quantum physics and post-calculus math and…to be an
astronomer, and if you're an astronaut, you mostly need to
know how to be a pilot. The original Gemini and Apollo
astronauts were all test pilots, you know - they didn't want
astronomers or scientists. They wanted people who would
weren't afraid of blowing up in outer space."
Scott
sighed inwardly. Their father often complimented John on his
ability to see through things, but now might not be the best
time to show off.
Mr. Gates
was staring at John with his eyebrows drawn together. Scott
took a long drink of his iced tea. Sometimes he really hated
it when his father brought people over. When it was just the
six or seven of them, they all seemed so normal to each other.
It was just when they were transposed against somebody else
that they seemed a little strange, and he resented being
presented with the view.
"John's
got quite a head for abstraction," Jeff said. The way he said
it, it didn't sound quite so much like a compliment. "He's
already a year ahead in math and science."
"Astronomy, physics, calculus…" Mr. Gates said. "That's quite
a school you boys go to."
"They
don't teach astronomy at the Greene Institute," John
countered. "In fact, after A.P Physics and calculus, there
aren't any other higher maths or sciences."
There was
a slight pause.
"But it is
a very good school, sir." John said. "And Virgil will be there
next year, right, Virg?" Clumsy pass, but their guest took it.
"Are you
looking forward to it?" Mr. Gates asked.
"Yessir."
Virgil said. He and Gordon were two years apart - too big a
difference to spend too much time together, but he was only a
year behind John. Scott spoke enthusiastically about the
school, and his friends had mythical status to Virgil. John
didn't seem to like the school so much, but that didn't deter
Virgil - John was weirdly particular about a lot of things.
"Can't wait."
"All three
of you will be together then," Mr. Gates said. "That's what
you like, huh?"
"Yessir.
And there's a sister school that shares some of the classes."
Both Mr.
Gates and their father burst out laughing. Virgil reddened
slightly, but took it in stride.
"What's a
sister school?" Alan asked.
"Don't you
mind," their grandmother said. "Help me clear the table."
Alan slid
reluctantly out of his chair.
"I have
ice cream for dessert if anyone wants it," she said.
"David and
I have work to do," Jeff said. "But if you could bring us some
coffee in my study, Mother, I'd appreciate it." He and Mr.
Gates pushed back their chairs.
"I can do
that," his mother said. She grabbed Alan, who was heading
towards the kitchen, by his shirt collar. "Alan, take your
plate in."
Scott
stood up. "Um…Father?"
His father
turned. "Yes, Scott?"
"So John
and I can go to Kelsey Point?"
His father
looked over at John, who kept his expression neutral. Finally,
he gave a small nod. "Take Virgil with you. Your grandmother
is taking Alan and Gordon to the pool."
"Thank
you, Father. It was nice to see you again, Mr. Gates," Scott
said.
Mr. Gates
looked a little startled, then said, "It was nice to see you
again too, Scott. Good luck."
"Boys, you
could help instead of just standing around," their grandmother
said mildly.
Scott
grabbed a plate. "Sorry, Grandma. I don't think we want any
dessert."
"Hey, I
do," Gordon protested.
"I didn't
mean you," Scott said. "I meant the three of us."
"Better
have," Gordon said.
They
dropped the dishes in the sink and the three older boys
clattered upstairs to change out of their clothes. Scott was
pulling his hiking boots from the top of the closet when John
drifted in, carrying Scott's shirt.
"Thanks,"
John said. "Why are you wearing those?"
"I don't
want to slip," Scott said.
John
touched the scar on his lip absently. "Good point." He got up
and left, passing Virgil on the way in.
"You don't
really mind, right?" Virgil asked.
"What?"
Scott asked, pulling on his boots.
"That
Dad's making me come with you."
"No.
Listen, put on jeans and put your boots on."
"Why?"
"I'll tell
you, but not until we're out of the house."
Virgil was
out of Scott's room like a shot. Scott dug his knapsack out of
his closet and checked to make sure that the rope he had
stashed in their earlier was still there. He added the
flashlight he always kept next to his bed, and shoved his
Swiss army knife into his pocket. "John!" he yelled.
John stuck
his head in. "I'm right here, Foghorn Leghorn. What?"
"Go steal
a couple of bottles of water."
"Yeah.
I've got my flashlight…do you think we need anything else?"
Scott
thought. "I think we're good."
John
retreated. Virgil came in, wearing jeans and his hiking boots.
"It's gonna be hot in these."
"Yeah,
well, I don't want to take any chances." Scott said.
Virgil
started to ask what he meant, but then stopped. Scott could
get a little testy after having to perform as Scott, the
UberTracy, and Virgil didn't want him snapping at him.
Chapter Seven
The three
boys met up at the side of the house, and climbed over the
fence that separated their property from the field behind it.
It could be a muddy shortcut at times, but they could pick up
the old access road faster that way.
They
didn't say much. The July sun stared unblinkingly down at them
from a cloudless expanse of pale, dry blue. The grass in the
field behind the house had grown up to about knee high, and
the air was thick with the smell of growing hay and the buzz
of cicadas. There were a few white moths flitting over the
heads of the grass, and large, dancing clouds of midges.
"Think
that guy's staying for dinner?" Virgil asked.
Scott
shook his head. "Nah. Dad never lets 'em."
"He does
when we're at school."
"This is
vacation." Scott meant their father's vacation. Jeff Tracy
deposited the boys at his mother's house for the two months of
their summer vacation, and tried to come out as much as he
could, but it usually didn't amount to more than mostly long
weekends, except for the two weeks he took at the end of July.
They had this arrangement for as long as Scott could remember,
although when he was much younger, their mother would stay the
summer with them. "I'm surprised that guy's here at all. Must
be something important."
"Dad's
been pretty busy lately," Virgil said.
"He's
always busy," Scott said.
"I mean
more than usual."
Scott
ducked instinctively as a dragonfly zoomed by his head. "So?
He runs a giant company. He's busy."
Virgil
pulled up a long stalk of grass and stuck the end of it in his
mouth. "I don't think he likes his work that much."
There was
a pause as John and Scott looked at Virgil in surprise.
"Why?"
John asked.
Virgil
shrugged. "I don't know. He seems more…" he clenched his hand
into a fist.
Scott
frowned. "You know, that's a weird idea. I never even thought
about it. I mean, Dad just plows ahead and does what he does.
I have no idea if he likes it."
"He must
like it," John said. "He spends all his time doing it.
Remember Christmas?"
"Yeah,"
Scott said. "But he was really sorry, remember?"
"Maybe I'm
wrong," Virgil said. This was a particularly annoying
conversational tactic of Virgil's: lob a grenade into the
middle of the conversation, and then try to take it back.
Scott and John looked at each other, and Scott rolled his
eyes.
"Maybe
he's finally making his play for total world domination," John
said. "And it's got him a little on edge."
Virgil
laughed. "But Dad's not evil," he pointed out.
"Details."
John gave a dismissive wave.
"Actually,
if you think about it," Virgil said after a minute. "He's got
general construction, aircraft and rocket construction…there
could be some weapons contracts in there that we don't know
about, and he does have all those WSP contacts. You might be
onto something."
"WSP
doesn't make weapons," John said, a little heatedly.
"I don't
think Dad would do anything with weapons," Scott said, looking
out across the field. "It doesn't seem like him."
John
started laughing.
"What?"
"Just…you're right. He'd never make weapons. Never. Dad would
think bombs are for people who…" he dropped his voice into his
version of his father's. "Aren't using their heads right." He
laughed again. "I mean, just imagine him meeting a general
asking for some."
Scott
finally got the picture and started laughing as well. " 'Go
back there and tell that army to shape up before I have to go
over there and talk to them myself.' "
Virgil
looked back and forth between his two older brothers, and then
shrugged. "There's the road."
Virgil
gave John a look, and they both took off, racing towards the
road. Scott continued at his own pace. It had to be over
ninety degrees. He wasn't running anywhere.
"You guys
are just going to have to wait," he called. The heat was
making the figures of his brothers shimmer across the field.
John's hair looked almost white in the sun as he raised his
arms in victory. Virgil said something to John, but Scott
couldn't make it out. It didn't seem like they were arguing,
at least.
Scott drew
closer and tossed Virgil a water bottle. Virgil downed half of
it and handed the rest to his older brother, who finished it
and stuck it back in Scott's knapsack as they walked.
"So…you
going to tell me what's the big deal here?" Virgil asked.
"You know
Andrew Clayton?" Scott said after a minute.
"Yeah,"
Virgil said, without enthusiasm. He was Scott's age, a summer
friend from when they were younger. He and Scott got along
okay, but he was a bit of a bully and Virgil really didn't
like him. He could tell when someone was teasing or actually
had a vicious streak, and he thought Andrew was the latter. He
had turned on Virgil a couple of times when they were younger,
and he still held a grudge.
"He got
arrested for stealing his father's car," John told him.
"Really?"
That was fun news. "What happened?"
"It was
something like the fifth time he took it so his father wanted
to teach him a lesson and made him spend a couple of hours in
jail." John got along with Andrew only marginally better than
Virgil did.
"Anyway,"
Scott said. "He told me - before he got put in jail - that he
and Tuffer Finch had gone up to Kelsey Point last week and
found these…tunnels or pipes or tubes. They explored them a
little, but didn't have flashlights or anything."
"What do
you think they are?" Virgil asked.
"Well, it
used to be a factory. They could be heating pipes or
ventilation pipes. They could go all through the foundation.
Andrew said they were big - you couldn't stand up in them, but
you could crawl and still have a lot of headroom."
Virgil
chewed on his grass. "Okay."
They
kicked along the road for a while. "Is there anything down
there?" Virgil asked.
Scott
shrugged. John had moved off on his own a little and didn't
seem to be listening.
"I doubt
it."
"What do
they lead to?"
"How
should I know?"
"So why
go?"
"Because
it's exploring, stupid. I don't know what's down there and I
want to know what is." Scott said with some asperity.
"Okay,"
Virgil said. They walked in silence for a moment, until Virgil
said, "I'm just saying…it's probably not going to be that
interesting."
Scott
struggled for a moment for something to say, and finally burst
out with, "It doesn't matter if it's interesting! Nobody's
been down there!"
"Okay,
okay," Virgil said. "Jeez."
"You don't
have to go down in them," John said. "If you're too scared."
Virgil
pulled the piece of grass out of his mouth and tossed it aside
without comment.
"There it
is." Scott said.
John loved
Kelsey Point. He knew that it was a result of poor land
maintenance and criminal corporate behavior and all that, but
he couldn't help it - the results were so jarring, and seemed
to have a dark alien beauty all their own, like a forest after
a fire. The land had been disrupted, but seemed to have worked
out a balance on its own, and for some reason, John found that
appealing. Their father had taken all of them on a swamp tour
once a few years ago, and drifting though those dark waters
between tall cypress trees laden with Spanish moss gave him
the same feeling. He couldn't really articulate it, and
wouldn't bother to try.
The road
ended about a hundred feet from the factory. The boys had
speculated on why before, but could never come up with a
reason. They bashed their way through tall grass growing in
large clumps, scaring up chipmunks, who bounded away from them
like furry dolphins, flowing into tiny holes in the ground.
"I think
all the chipmunks in Kansas must have get their start here,"
John said. "Like the forest in Brazil with all the monarch
butterflies, or the eels in the Sargasso sea."
"Watch
yourself, Scott." Virgil said sharply. Scott halted.
"I've been
here five thousand times, and I still never come up to it
right," Scott said. His two brothers joined him at the lip to
the foundation. Virgil pointed across it. "We want to be
there."
"I was
trying to get to there," Scott said, a little annoyed.
"It defies orientation, or something."
The
foundation was about twenty feet deep, a hole in earth, as
their father had said. Grass and weeds grew on the floor, and
some sort of climbing vine had snaked its way up the side of
the concrete wall they were now perched on top of. The lay of
the land was pitched down slightly, resulting in, if you
approached from the angle Scott had, coming up on what
amounted to a cliff edge in the middle of the prairie. On the
other side, the wall had eroded down to a slope that was steep
but walkable. The floor of the foundation had a few different
levels, so it looked a little like a city that had been long
buried and forgotten. Scott liked climbing around in there -
and so did a few other people, he thought, as he noticed the
beer bottles and other trash on the ground. Behind the hole
and a little to the east, the dry lake bed lay looking like an
ancient, dusty cracked bowl.
"So where
are these things?" John asked.
Scott
chewed on his lip. "He didn't say."
"Okay."
John said. "So…you think they're heating or venting pipes."
"So they
could be anywhere," Virgil said.
"Well,
yeah," Scott said. "But they would only break the surface at a
couple of points, right? I mean, it's either an entrance or a
terminus."
"So it
would either be inside the factory or outside of it," John
said. "That doesn't exactly narrow it down."
"Why don't
we…" Virgil began.
"Shh. I'm
thinking," Scott said.
"Why don't
we just split up and look around?" Virgil directed his appeal
to John, who looked at Scott.
"Yeah,
Scott, why don't we just split up and look around?"
"I know
there's a better way to do it," Scott said. "There's a way to
figure it out."
"Sure, if
we had blueprints or something," John said. "I'm going to
check out by the lake."
"I don't
think they're over there." Scott said.
"What if
they were used to pump all those toxic chemicals into the
lake?" John said cheerfully, walking backwards away from them.
"I'm gonna catch me a three-headed frog." He turned around and
headed east.
"He just
likes the lake bed. It's like his own personal moon crater."
Scott said. "All right. Virg, why don't you look in the
foundation and I'll look around the perimeter."
"Yes,
sir," Virgil said. Scott gave him a look, but let it slide.
"You know,
Greene's a lot harder than Sayerville," Scott said, as they
picked their way around the edge of the factory. Virgil looked
at his brother in surprise.
"So?"
"A lot
harder."
"How dumb
do you think I am?" Virgil asked.
Scott
waved his hand. "It's not that. It's different. I mean, I
think it's good that you're coming and everything, but I'm
just trying to let you know, it's different. The kids are
different."
"Like
how?"
Scott took
a breath and let it out. "Like, they're really…rich."
Virgil
shrugged. "So are we."
Scott
shook his head. "It's different."
Virgil
made an exasperated sound. "Use your words, Scotty." That was
something they were all supposed to say to Alan when he was a
little kid and having a tantrum. Scott gave Virgil an annoyed
shove, and then immediately grabbed his shirt collar and
pulled him back towards him.
"Sorry."
He had almost pushed Virgil over the wall. "I mean, yeah,
they're like us in that they've all been a lot of places and
their mothers or fathers all make a lot of money and they all,
you know - have eight billion houses, but…they're kind of
jerks, a lot of them."
Virgil
shrugged. That didn't sound so different from Sayerville.
"And the
thing is? Greene's hard to get into. You remember all those
tests you had to take. A lot of the kids wouldn't be able to
get in if their parents hadn't bought the school a new library
or something, and…they know it. These kids know that,
and they completely don't care. I mean, Dad would cut off his
arm before he let us get a free ride somewhere just because
he's Jefferson Tracy, giant industrialist. Some of these kids
are like, yeah, I flunked out of three schools and my dad
called the headmaster here and told them he had to take me.
They're almost proud of it." Scott bit his lip and narrowed
his eyes. "Look, I think Dad's crazy a lot of the time with
the stuff he makes us do, but at least he makes us do things.
I want to do something hard after I graduate from college
because it's hard to do. And I want to get into a good
college because I worked really hard at a hard school - not
because my father sends them a big check every year."
"I didn't
think you wanted to go to Kansas State anyway," Virgil said.
Scott looked at him.
"I'm being
serious here," Scott said.
"Okay,"
Virgil said. They had reached the edge of the foundation.
"Just…be
careful who you hang out with at Greene. I'm going to be two
grades above you and not really able to keep an eye on you."
"You don't
need to."
"Yeah, I
do." Scott said. He jerked his head towards the foundation
floor. "Get moving."
John came
ambling back. "Negative on the three-headed frogs, sir," he
reported. "And I can't find anything that looks like a…" he
tripped and disappeared behind a small tree with a grunt.
Scott cracked up.
"You all
right there, John?"
There was
a pause. "Found it," John called.
Scott
walked over to where John knelt on the ground. He could hear
Virgil scrambling up the side of the foundation.
"Hm,"
Scott said thoughtfully. He knelt down next to John.
"Yeah,"
John agreed. Cool air brushed their faces.
Chapter Eight
The pipe,
about three and a half feet in diameter, erupted out of the
dirt like a submarine frozen breaking the surface. A thick
layer of dirt lay just inside the mouth. Scott took his
flashlight out as Virgil, slightly out of breath, dropped to
the ground next to them.
Scott
played the light down the length of the pipe. It went straight
ahead for about fifty feet, but seemed to extend beyond the
reach of the flashlight.
"You
know," Scott said. "This goes somewhere."
"Well,
obviously," John said.
"No, I
mean it goes somewhere actually. There's a draft. If we follow
this, we might wind up somewhere. There could be rooms in the
foundation, or…"
"Or you
could wind up dead," Virgil suggested. Two pairs of
contemptuous blue eyes met his own. "Or not," he added.
"Don't be
such a chicken," Scott said. "We'll be careful." He switched
off the flashlight and shrugged off his knapsack. Virgil
grabbed a bottle of water and opened it. Scott took out a
length of rope.
"How long
is that?" John asked.
"I don't
know. A hundred feet? Maybe two hundred?" Scott said. "But I
think we can sort of relay, you know what I mean?"
John
nodded. "So who's point?"
"It really
should be Virgil," Scott said. "He's the smallest."
"I can
hear you, you know," Virgil said. He resealed the water bottle
and put it back in Scott's knapsack. "And I'm not going first
into that thing. Don't even try with the chicken. It's your
idea - you guys can break your own necks."
"God,
you're turning into Dad," John said.
"No,
actually, he's turning into Grandma," Scott said. "Dad would
jump at the chance to be first." He handed the rope to John.
"But you should do it. I feel safer if Virgil and I anchor you
than if you and him anchor me. No offense. And besides -
you're smaller and have less chance of getting stuck."
John took
the rope. "Whatever. Give me the flashlight." He switched it
on and started cautiously into the tunnel.
"Stop,"
Scott said. John halted.
"Tie it
around your waist," Scott said. "Seriously. This thing could
just drop down."
"That's a
nice thought," John said. He tied the rope around his waist
and knotted it with a double knot. "Okay?"
"Okay."
John
continued down the tunnel. Scott let the rope play out of his
hands. Virgil reached over and grabbed the very end and shook
it free from the coil.
"It's
cooler in here," John's voice floated back to them. "It's
actually pretty nice."
Scott was
already following him inside. "Hey John, slow down."
"Oh, stop
being such a scoutmaster," John said. Scott planted himself on
his knees and pulled the rope back.
"Ow! Cut
it out!"
"Slow
down, I mean it!" Scott said, but his voice was edged with
laughter. Still, he wanted John to be careful. When John had
an audience, he had a tendency to push a dare forward in a way
that he wouldn't normally if it was just a one-on-one
situation.
Scott
looked behind him. Virgil was only about ten feet inside the
tunnel, and Scott could see his outline clearly against the
light from outside. "Virgil, don't come in any further just
yet, okay?" he said.
Virgil
raised his hand.
Scott
estimated that he was about fifteen feet away from Virgil.
John was just an intermittent bouncing beam of light ahead.
Then the light disappeared.
"Scott,"
John said.
"Yeah?"
"Come
here."
Scott
followed the rope with his hands, duckwalking down the tunnel.
The light from the entrance was fading fast, and in a few more
feet he was in total blackness.
"Give me
some light," he said.
The beam
played at his feet. The floor of the pipe was a smooth, dry
cement, with just a light coating of fine dirt that eddied in
the light. He reached John, who was sitting on the floor of
the tunnel. "Check it out," he said.
The tunnel
turned sharply to the left, and began a sharp descent
downward.
"Hmm."
Scott said.
"So, I'm
thinking…I'm very glad you brought this rope." John scrabbled
around on the ground until he found a pebble and chucked it
down the pipe. They could hear it plinking down the pipe until
the sound faded away.
"Did it
hit anything?" Scott asked.
John
shrugged. "It didn't hit water, at least."
"Yeah, but
if this just goes down…"
"You said
it yourself, it has to go somewhere."
"That's
true," Scott said.
"Of
course, you don't know what you're talking about."
"Also
true." Scott agreed.
"Scott!"
Virgil voice came bouncing down the tunnel.
"Yeah?"
Scott half turned around. He could still see his brother
silhouetted against the opening.
"All
right, you've got to call back to me every five minutes,"
Virgil said. "I can't see you."
"Okay,"
Scott said. "Virg, come in more. We need more rope."
He could
hear his younger brother muttering mutinously as he moved in.
"You don't
have to go down," Scott told John.
John was
looking down the tunnel. "It's all right," he said. He took
the flashlight from Scott and shone it down into the darkness.
"I bet it levels off pretty quickly."
"Yeah,"
Scott said. "I'm just thinking…if Dad has to call the fire
department or whoever to come and dig you out of there…"
John
smiled, a quick gleam in the darkness. "You've got the rope,"
he said. He stuck his flashlight in his teeth. "I'm ready," he
said, mangling it slightly as he spoke around the flashlight.
Scott
wrapped the rope around his palm and the back of his upper
arm. John nodded, and cautiously began navigating down the
pipe. He had one arm out to the side and one arm over his
head, and seemed to be able to anchor himself somewhat.
He heard
Virgil moving down the tunnel, and turned to see him coming up
behind him. His brother pushed him to one side slightly so he
could see.
"Whoa,"
Virgil said softly. "John went down there?"
"Yeah,"
Scott said. He could feel the weight on the rope increasing.
He couldn't see the light anymore.
"Don't go
too fast," Scott called down the tunnel. He heard what was
either "all right," or "shut up" float back up to him.
"He's out
of his mind," Virgil said. "You know, there isn't anything
down there." He was tying the rope around his waist.
"So what."
Scott said.
"So what's
the point? He's just going to have to come back."
Scott
rolled his eyes. "Forget it."
There was
a pause.
"And
you're the one who's supposed to keep us out of trouble,"
Virgil muttered.
Scott
snorted lightly, but whether it was at the fact that he was
unsuited for the job or felt the job was ridiculous Virgil
couldn't tell. Lately, Virgil had become aware of the
responsibility that was on Scott. He had always known that it
was up to his oldest brother to make sure they didn't lose a
hand lighting off m-80s or drown in the swimming pool or - on
one memorable occasion , throw a three-year-old Alan off the
back porch - but he hadn't realized that when they did
something wrong when Scott was supposed to make sure they
didn't, Scott seemed to get in trouble along with the
troublemaker. Like he was accountable. Virgil hadn't known
that. He didn't think it was fair, especially because in his
opinion, Gordon and Alan were borderline insane. He wasn't
really sure what to do about it, though. He had thought about
talking to John about it, but John wasn't very easy to talk
to, lately.
"That was
weird, at lunch, was he said about Greene." Virgil said.
"It wasn't
very smart," Scott said, after a minute. He could feel
Virgil's questioning look. "He doesn't want to go back to
Greene, but he can't figure out how to ask Dad about it, so
instead he's complaining about the school, which Dad
doesn't…it's the wrong way to go about it."
"He
doesn't want to go back to Greene?"
"Yeah.
Don't tell him I told you, and don't tell the kids."
Virgil
loved it when he wasn't one of the kids. "I wouldn't."
"Give me
some more rope," Scott said. "You okay, John?"
A curt
sound bounced up.
"He's
pretty deep," Scott said. He unwound the rope from around his
arm and began letting more out. "He's really leaning on the
rope now."
"Is it
because I'm going?" Virgil asked.
"What? No.
Why would you think that?"
Virgil
shrugged. Scott shook his head at him, forgetting Virgil
couldn't see it.
"No.
There's some school in Colorado he wants to go to - actually,
there's a school in New York that he really wants to go
to, but he figures Dad will never let him, and he's probably
right, so he's going to try to convince him to let him go to
the one in Boulder."
"What's so
great about the school in Boulder?"
"He says
it has all these advanced science and math classes that Greene
doesn't have."
Something
in Scott's voice caught Virgil's attention. "But you don't
think that's the reason?"
"I think
it's part of the reason." Scott said after a minute. "Back up
a bit." He moved away from the edge of the tunnel a little,
around the corner.
"What's
the rest of the reason?"
There was
a pause. "I think he want to be on his own…" he said
distractedly. "John, you all right?"
Nothing
came back up.
Scott
leaned around the corner. "John!" he called.
"What?"
John's voice came back, faint.
"Come back
up!" Scott called.
There was
a pause. Virgil leaned closer to the entrance.
"Why?"
they heard dimly.
Scott gave
a short laugh. "He's like a mile deep," he muttered. "Get up
here, now!" he yelled. The last syllable bounced off the walls
and Virgil could feel his inner ear shake.
"I think
they heard you in
China,"
Virgil said. "Holy cow." He rubbed his ear. From below, they
could hear John yelling something. He sounded annoyed.
"Sorry
about that," Scott said. He started to laugh in spite of
himself. "I bet…" he stopped, yanked forward on his knees,
banging his head against one side of the tunnel. "What…back
up, Virgil. John!"
Virgil
scrambled backwards. "What?"
Scott was
pulling frantically on the rope. "John! Are you okay?"
"What
happened?" Virgil asked.
Scott put
a hand behind him and pushed Virgil backwards. Virgil landed
on his elbow and stared in confusion at where he thought his
brother was.
"John!"
"Scott…I'm
not on the line anymore." John's voice came up to them. Virgil
felt a sudden chill.
Chapter Nine
"I know,"
Scott said. "Can you get back up on your own?"
"I don't
know." John called back. "I…don't know if I should try."
There was
a pause as Scott digested this.
"How far
down is he?" Virgil asked.
"How far
down are you?" Scott called.
"Pretty
far," came the answer. Scott guessed that John didn't have a
lot of time to turn around and come back up before the rope
broke or John let go of it, or whatever happened.
"Why
doesn't he just climb back up?" Virgil asked. Scott turned his
head and spoke quietly.
"Because
he had nothing to hold onto, and he's afraid of slipping.
That's my guess."
Virgil
wondered how Scott could be so calm. His own heart was
pounding so hard he could almost hear it echoing in the empty
tunnel.
"What are
you going to do?" he asked Scott.
"Shut up
and let me think."
"If he
falls…"
"Virgil,
I'm telling you to shut your mouth." Scott spoke quietly
enough, but Virgil subsided.
Scott
swiftly tied a loop in the end of the rope.
"John, I'm
going to throw you the rope," Scott said.
"Okay,"
John's voice floated back up. "Hurry up."
His voice
sounded strained. Scott wondered if he was hurt. He tossed the
knotted end of the rope down the tunnel. He shook the end so
it would slide.
"Do you
have it?" Scott called.
"No."
Scott
shook the rope some more. "Howabout now?"
"No!"
Scott
turned to Virgil. "Grab one of those water bottles. I think we
need something to weight the end."
Virgil
turned around and began crawling as fast as he could to the
opening of the tunnel. He blinked as he stuck his head outside
- the sunlight shining on the field seemed painfully naïve.
Virgil grabbed Scott's knapsack and headed back into the
darkness.
"Scott,"
John's voice came bouncing up the tunnel.
"Yeah?"
"You need
to hurry up."
"Are you
hurt?"
"No. You
need to hurry up," John repeated.
Virgil
reached Scott and pressed the water bottle into Scott's hands.
Scott knotted the rope around it and tossed it down the
tunnel. He could feel it sliding endlessly down into the
darkness, the vibrations playing up into his hands, until it
stopped.
"John? Do
you have it?"
"No," John
said.
"You're
farther down than the rope," Scott called.
"I know
that!" John yelled.
"You
should have said something!" Scott bellowed back.
"I didn't
want to scare you guys!" John shouted.
"We're
already scared, John!" Virgil yelled, and they could hear John
laughing.
"Don't
make me laugh," John called after a minute. "I mean it."
"John…can
you tell us what happened?" Scott called.
"I'll tell
you when I'm up there," John said. "Just hurry up and get me
out of here."
Scott
resisted the urge to yell "How?" down the shaft. He understood
why John was trying not to scare them - Scott was trying to do
the same thing. Scared people were unpredictable, and that
could be dangerous.
"Should I
go get Dad?" Virgil asked.
Yes, that
was exactly what Scott wanted. He wished more than anything
that his father was here right now, able to take charge, able
to fix everything. Maybe it was childish, but Scott felt that
nothing really bad could happen if their father was in charge.
But even if Virgil ran back to the house at full speed - which
he couldn't do in this heat anyway - it would still take him
around an hour. Factor in another fifteen minutes for their
father to mobilize and call whoever it was that dug idiots out
of underground pipes, it could almost be two hours before John
got out. Scott was sure that John was in a more dire
predicament than he was letting on - he could hear it in his
voice, even distorted. And there was no way in hell he was
going to let anything happen to John.
They
didn't have a choice, as he saw it.
"That's
plan B," he told Virgil.
"I really
think it should be plan A." Virgil said.
Scott took
a breath. "I know. But I'm not sure we have the time."
"Scott…if
the three of us get trapped down there…"
"It's not
going to happen." Scott said firmly. "Both of us aren't going
to go down. That would be stupid."
"This
whole thing is stupid!" Virgil said. He was on the edge of
full-blown panic. Scott had been briefly entertaining the idea
of sending Virgil down - he'd rather have more weight at the
top, but looking at him now, he thought maybe that wasn't the
brightest idea.
"It's
going to be okay," Scott told him, a little automatically.
"You're all right."
"I'm not
worried about me," Virgil said angrily.
"Well, you
worry about you, and I'll worry about John," Scott said.
Virgil
gave him a skeptical look, and that made Scott feel better.
"Make sure
that rope is tied tight," Scott told him. He gave the end a
tug, and Virgil examined the knot. "It feels okay," he said.
Scott tied
the other end around his own waist. "Okay, listen to me. I
want you to stay around the corner, and brace yourself against
the wall with your feet. Towards the end, John was really
leaning on the rope, and I weigh more than him, and you, so
it's really important that you not get pulled down on top of
us, okay?"
Virgil
nodded.
"If you
feel yourself sliding, you yell and I'll stop, okay?"
"Okay."
"Listen to
me. If there is the slightest doubt that you can hold on, yell
and I'll come back up. You can't let me fall."
Virgil
nodded. If Scott fell, or slid, he'd knock John further down
the tunnel, maybe further than could be reached. The thought
was sickening, and he pushed it from his mind as he crawled
backwards around the corner, and braced himself best he could.
"All
right," Scott said. "Hey, John?"
"Yeah?"
"I'm
coming down."
There was
a pause, and then John said, "Okay." Even with the distortion
from the echo, Scott thought John sounded reluctant. Scott
smiled to himself. It sounded so classic John, prickly about
his privacy.
Scott
nodded to Virgil, and then started down the tunnel. His hiking
boots were giving him good traction on the floor of the pipe,
although the total darkness was unsettling.
"John, can
you shine your flashlight up?" he called.
"No," John
said shortly. "I don't have it anymore." Scott began to move
as fast as he dared, but the darkness was oppressive and he
kept having this image of kicking John away from him. John
sounded so far away.
"Are you
sliding down?" he asked.
"No. Stop
asking stupid questions."
It was
growing colder and colder as Scott moved down the pipe. The
cold in a way was helping, keeping him focused, because the
darkness was so total and John's voice was just a disembodied
vibration fluttering around his head.
"Well, I
need to know where you are," Scott said. "So you need to keep
talking."
"There's
not a whole lot of air down here," John said.
Scott
stopped for a moment. That had never occurred to him. The
complete and total idiocy of this venture hit him over the
head once more. He was supposed to be the sensible one, the
one who was supposed to keep his brothers out of trouble and
in one piece. Virgil had shown more sense this entire time,
and Scott had called him chicken. If anything happened to John
because of him…Scott pushed himself forward.
"Okay,
John," he heard himself say. "You just hang on, and let me
know when it sounds like I'm close to you."
"Okay,"
John said. "You keep talking."
Scott
braced himself his hands and slowed down more to stop himself
from sliding. The incline was increasing much faster than he
expected. Maybe John had just lost his grip and slid. "What do
you want to talk about?"
John
started laughing, and then shouted, "Don't make me laugh,
Scott! I'm not kidding!"
"I'm
really not trying to make you laugh," Scott said. He could
hear John laughing in response.
"That
wasn't even funny," Scott said.
"Shut up!"
John said. He was still laughing.
Scott's
boots were sliding a little on the floor, and he was bracing
himself as hard as he could, slowing his descent down to a
minute crawl. The tunnel was a long black tube of forever. He
cursed himself for ever coming up with this idea.
"Virgil!"
He yelled. "You okay?"
"Yeah!
Fine!" Virgil's voice sounded high and strained.
John
laughed some more.
"John,
you're freaking me out a little," Scott said. He had seen John
do this a few times - last year, at school, a student had been
killed in a drunk driving accident. There was a solemn
assembly to tell the students, and John, who knew the student
fairly well, had to leave the auditorium because he couldn't
make himself stop laughing.
"Sorry,"
John said.
The tunnel
was now so steep that Scott was inching down, and gripping the
walls hard with the palms of his hands. He was aware of the
rope digging into his waist…and then he stopped. He had
reached the end of the line.
Chapter Ten
"John?"
Scott said tentatively.
"Yeah?"
He sounded
so close. Scott felt relief flood his body.
"Hey,
you're here," John said.
"Yeah,"
Scott said. Clinging to the walls of the tunnel with all his
might, trying to spare Virgil his full weight. Now he
completely understood why John was afraid to move.
"Please
tell me you're tied to Virgil," John said.
"I'm tied
to Virgil." Scott said. "What are you holding onto?"
"Nothing,"
John said. "Can you come down farther? Where are you?"
"I can't
see you." Scott said. John laughed curtly.
"Listen,
I'm going to move my leg out. See if you can grab it."
"Okay…just
do it real slow, okay?"
"Check."
Scott began to slowly extend his leg, although the angle was
throwing him off balance. He moved one hand to above his head.
"You're
too far away," John said. "I can hear you…you're about ten
feet away. I think."
Scott
pulled his leg back. "I'm out of rope." He felt better in a
more secure position.
John
didn't say anything. He just let out a tired breath. "I wish
Dad was here."
"So do I."
Scott said fervently.
"You
should go up and get him. Get help."
Scott
squinted, trying futilely to see his younger brother in the
darkness. "Can you hold on that long?"
"I don't
have a choice, do I?" John said. "But the longer we sit here…"
"Hey, calm
down," Scott said softly.
John was
quiet for a moment. "Scott, please get me out of here," he
said. He sounded defeated. Scott felt a sickening dread bloom
in his stomach.
"Virgil!"
he yelled.
"Jesus,
you're loud," John muttered to himself.
"Yeah?" he
could hear Virgil's voice sounding very far away.
"I need more line."
There was
a pause. Scott felt the rope around his waist stop tugging as
more slack was created. He inched down about a foot.
"He had
more line?" John wondered aloud.
"He
probably just moved closer to the opening," Scott said. He
slowly stretched out his leg again, immediately feeling off
balance. "Hang on a sec. Virgil! Get ready!"
Virgil
called down something, Scott couldn't really tell what. He
slowly moved until he was lying on his back, and then turned
so he was sideways in the tunnel. His chin was pressed into
his chest, but he could carefully untie the rope from around
his waist and retie it around his ankle, above the top of his
hiking boot. He had no idea if this was the right thing to do,
but he just wanted to get as close to his brother as possible.
His head was spinning slightly, and he was getting out of
breath. John was right - there wasn't a lot of air down here.
They didn't have too much time.
Satisfied
that the knot around his ankle was secure, he slowly
maneuvered until he was lying face down on his stomach. He
began crawling forward, his right arm extended in front of
him.
"What are
you doing?" John said, right as Scott's fingertips brushed his
face. He jumped and sucked his breath in sharply.
"Is that
you?" Scott asked.
"No, it's
one of the fifteen other people stuck down here with me."
Scott
began waving his arm around until he found John's shoulder and
then his arm. He gripped it tightly. "Okay?"
"Yeah,"
John said. Having Scott down here, something solid and real in
the darkness, made him feel immeasurably better. Sometimes, at
school, John felt invisible beside his brother, who was simply
and miraculously at complete ease with himself and anyone who
came in contact with him. It was a personality trait so
lacking in John that sometimes he shared in the common
surprise of the other students when they found that the reason
he and Scott had the same last name was because they were
related. Usually, John didn't care too much about that -
anonymity had its own subversive rewards - but he had been
thinking it would be relatively easy for him to slip further
down, to swallowed up by this oppressive blackness. The
problem with being an observer, he realized, is that nothing
changes if you're not there to watch. Unless you were a
subatomic particle. But, with Scott here, he felt almost safe.
Scott was just too invested in his own life to disappear.
The two of
them hung there for a moment, not saying anything.
"So…" John
said. "How's it going?"
Scott
started to chuckle. "I'm having a blast. You?"
"You know,
Dad's going to crucify me. First the roof, and now this? I'm
not going to see the light of day until I'm twenty."
"Maybe he
won't find out."
"Like you
can lie to him. Can you grab my other arm?"
Scott
stretched out his other arm and hit John in the face, judging
by the yelp. "Sorry."
John just
growled.
Scott got
a hold of his shoulder. "You're not having a very good day,
are you."
John
started laughing again. "Don't make me laugh! I can't hold on
if I laugh!"
"Shh…I got
you. Take a deep breath."
"Of what?"
John asked, but Scott had managed to calm him down.
"John, do
you think you can climb over me?" he asked.
"What?"
"Just…climb over me up to the rope. I've got to get turned
around before I get up and I don't think Virgil can pull us
up."
"Yeah…I
can try." John sounded doubtful, and Scott raised his head and
stared impatiently into the darkness.
"Or we
could just hang out here for a while," Scott said. "Come on!
Get up here."
"It's not
that…it's just I don't have anything to push off of. The pipe
drops down here, and I'm half off it."
Scott
stared uncomprehending ahead of him. The darkness was playing
tricks on his eyes, making him see odd amorphous blurs of dark
red and purple. "What…what are you saying?"
"Remember
that vertical drop you warned me about? Well, I found it."
Scott just
lay there with his mouth half open for a moment. "When were
you going to tell me?"
"When we
got up there," John said.
"What the
hell is wrong with you?"
"What
would the point of it be?" John asked calmly. "Either way, you
knew I couldn't get out myself. You wouldn't have done
anything different, would you?"
"You
should have told me," Scott said. "It's just…you should have
told me! That's what you do in a situation like this."
"You know,
just because you think something is the right thing to do
doesn't mean it is." John told him.
Scott put
his head down on the cold floor of the tunnel and groaned in
exasperation.
Chapter Eleven
Scott
shook his head in disbelief. "You have really warped
priorities, you know that?" he bit out. He tightened his grip
on his brother and started trying to inch himself backwards.
He could feel John trying to squirm himself upwards. "Stop
moving," he said curtly.
"I'm
trying to help," John said. He sounded short of breath.
"You're
making it hard to hold onto you."
They both
lay still for moment, breathing hard.
"I'm
getting sort of dizzy," Scott said.
"Yeah,"
John said.
Scott
closed his eyes and opened them again. No difference. Tendrils
of panic began to push at his mind. Being stuck down here for
hours. Slowly suffocating. He couldn't let himself think like
this.
"You know
what's weird?" John said. "This is basically the complete
opposite of outer space, but it's actually pretty similar.
Complete and total darkness. No oxygen."
"John…"
"No stars,
though. But I am seeing all these cool patterns. Like the
patterns behind your eyelids, except my eyes are open. Not
that it makes a difference."
"Shhh…"
Scott said. John was quiet for a moment.
"How long
do you think it would take for Dad to notice that we haven't
come back?"
"You mean
to start worrying? I don't know. Not until dinnertime,
probably." Scott said. Hours. The rest of the day.
"I think
you should go and get Dad," John said.
"I'm not
leaving you down here by yourself," Scott said. He hear John
let out his breath in exasperation.
"It's
either me down here with the chance of us getting rescued or
both of us down here with no chance," John said. "I vote for
the first one."
"Can you
hold on that long?" Scott asked.
"Sure,"
John said, but there was the briefest of hesitations. Scott
shook his head.
"No way.
I'm not leaving you to die down here."
John
snorted. "Don't be so dramatic. I'm not going to die."
"You can't
hold on for an hour or more," Scott told him.
"What
is it with you?" John exploded. "Just because you can't do
something doesn't mean nobody else can do it! If I have to
hold on for five hours, I'll hold on! And if you think I
can't, then why didn't you do the smart thing and go get some
help instead of coming down here thinking you're Superman or
something?"
"Well
excuse me for trying to save your stupid life!"
"Who's
saved?" John retorted. "If you hadn't…Scott!"
Scott
could feel him lurch downward. One shoulder slipped out of his
grasp and he lunged his arm forward and grabbed a handful of
John's hair. John stopped sliding and Scott tightened the grip
on his shoulder. He could feel John trembling.
"Okay,"
John whispered. "I'm sorry."
"Shh."
Scott said. "I got you."
Tears were
beginning to form at the corners of John's eyes. He felt like
his hair was being pulled out by the roots, but he was more
worried about the fact that he was more over the bend of the
pipe than on it. He scrabbled his feet frantically on the pipe
until he found the tiniest bit of purchase. He began to try to
push himself up, squeezing the air out of his lungs as he did
so. "Pull," he gritted out to Scott, who began pulling as hard
as he dared.
It was
excruciating going. John felt like he was moving a millimeter
at a time, and it wasn't getting any easier to breathe. His
scalp was on fire. Somewhere in the back of his mind, he could
hear some echoes coming from above, indistinct and muddy.
"What's
that?"
"Virgil,"
Scott said. He sounded very far away.
He was
going to have to apologize to Virgil, John though dimly. Or at
least tell him that he had been right. He'll like that.
Suddenly,
heard strange sound, a bit like ice cracking, and his foot
seemed to sink into the pipe. He had a foothold. He put all of
his weight on it and heaved himself upward, only then thinking
that he probably should have tested it first, but then he was
lying half on top of his brother, one knee on the floor of the
tunnel.
"Ow!"
Scott's face smacked into the floor of the pipe. He heard a
crack somewhere inside his head. He couldn't breathe. He could
feel various organs being squashed as his brother scrambled
incautiously over his back. He raised his head and touched his
face. His head was spinning and his fingertips were wet.
"Virgil,
hold tight!" he could hear John calling, and the sounds of him
moving away. Well, hang on a second, he thought to
himself confusedly. I'm still here. His mouth tasted
metallic and gritty. He'd just rest a minute.
Chapter Twelve
Virgil was
having breathing trouble of his own. He was sideways to the
entrance of the tunnel, legs braced against the far wall, but
the rope was cutting into his stomach, even as he pulled
against the weight at the end. It had suddenly doubled,
cutting into his sore hands. He knew it was a good sign,
because it meant that John was on the line, but he was afraid
that he was going to dislocate his shoulders if they didn't
get up here soon.
He could
hear someone coming up the pipe. He took a painful breath.
"Scott…is John okay?"
"John's
fine," John said. He was coming out of the tunnel so fast he
collided with Virgil and knocked him to one side. He didn't
stop to apologize, just straddled him and began hauling on the
rope.
"Where's
Scott?" Virgil asked, dazed.
"Shut up
and pull," John said. Virgil wriggled out from under his
brother and reached out to pull. It was like dragging up an
anchor, Virgil thought. Dead weight. The impact of that
thought hit him and just as he was opening his mouth they
heard Scott's voice call, "Stop!"
They
stopped. They could feel him moving at the end of the rope,
and then a pull as he started to climb up on his own.
"He turned
around," John told Virgil, who just stared at the opening,
waiting. In a few minutes they could feel their brother emerge
from the tunnel.
John had
already turned around and was scrambling for the entrance.
Scott and Virgil followed, and the three boys clambered out
into the field.
Scott shut
his eyes against the sunlight. Everything looked overexposed
and flat, two-dimensional. The heat of the day enveloped him
like a pair of hands, but he was shivering slightly. He could
still felt the echo of the cold in limbs. He slithered out of
the tunnel and flipped over onto his back.
Virgil's
face appeared over his, concern etched on his features. "You
okay? Your lip is bleeding."
Scott
licked his lips and tasted blood. He blinked at Virgil for a
moment. "John stepped on me," he told him.
Virgil
drew his eyebrows together, and raised his head to look up for
a moment, then returned his gaze to Scott. "Maybe you should
sit up?" he suggested, sounding unsure.
Scott sat
up, pulling his knees up. He rested his forehead on his knees
for a moment, hands gripping his hair. He almost felt like
crying. Strange. He tried to remember the last time he cried.
Not something he did often. Alan used to cry if you so much as
looked at him cross-eyed. It was still pretty easy to make
him. Gordon was more of a screamer than a cryer. Virgil
wasn't. Scott couldn't remember if John was or not. He pulled
his hands out of his hair, raised his head, and saw Virgil,
palefaced, watching him. "Where's John?"
Virgil
just pointed. Scott swiveled around. John was standing about
fifteen feet away, staring across the field, hugging his arms.
"Is he
okay?" Virgil asked.
Scott
looked at Virgil, and then back down at his hand. There were
long blond strands of hair twined around his fingers. That's
right. John didn't cry; he laughed. Scott shuddered, and shook
the hair off his hand violently.
Virgil
decided he'd better see if John was all right, and walked over
to him.
John
didn't look at him as he approached. Virgil touched his arm
lightly. "Hey. You okay?"
John shook
his head, but didn't look at him. Virgil stood there
uncertainly, not sure what to do.
"What time
is it?" John asked after a minute.
Virgil
looked at his watch. "Quarter to three."
John
laughed a hard laugh at that. Virgil could see he was
trembling slightly. He heard footsteps, and saw Scott walking
towards them, looking more alert.
"Hey," he
said. John turned to look at them both. His face was streaked
with dust and his eyes were very wide and a little glassy.
Scott put his hand on the back of his neck. "Come on. We
should get home."
They
started walking towards the access road. Virgil trailed a
little ways behind them. He realized they had left Scott's
knapsack inside the tunnel, but decided not to say anything.
This is
exactly how people die, Virgil thought. Every movie or
television show he had seen, plenty of deaths were undeserved,
but none were unexpected. Usually there was music; if you were
undeserving you got to say goodbye and a lot of people cried;
if you were evil and wore enough leather you maybe got a one
liner. But it wasn't how it would happen, he thought. It would
be more like this: three kids go out to do something maybe
sort of dumb, but not criminal. Three kids go out. Two come
home. His grandmother had a funny little rant about the swarm
of boys that invaded her house every summer; visitors were
often surprised to find that there were so many of them. But
there weren't so many that one could be lost without
completely destroying the landscape of all of their lives.
Part of how he saw himself was as a boy with four brothers.
Here was the type of question that John liked to ask: if
Virgil defined himself as a boy with four brothers, then if he
became a boy with three brothers, would he still be Virgil?
All Virgil
knew was, he wanted to kill both of his brothers for even
making him think about this.
He was
distracted by the sight of John breaking off and running full
tilt into the field off the road. Scott stopped walking for a
moment, and glanced back at Virgil, who trotted to catch up to
him.
"Should we
chase him?" Virgil said.
"I'm not
sure," Scott said. He thought again of the closed, cold air of
the tunnel and felt his back muscles tense. He kept picturing
John sliding out of his grip and down into an unreachable
blackness. "I think he just feels like running."
They
watched him tearing across the field like a comet, until he
suddenly dove to the ground. Scott took a deep breath and
headed across the field to find him.
They found
him on his back, staring at the sky. "Hey," he said.
"Hey,"
Scott said.
John
sought Virgil's gaze. "You were right, you know."
Virgil
looked away.
"You can
blame me," Scott said. "It was my idea."
John
squinted against the sun. "I don't want to blame anyone. If I
should blame anyone, I should blame me."
"I sent
you down the tunnel," Scott said. John sat up.
"You may
have a hard time believing this, Scott, but it is possible to
not do what you say. I know none of your friends at
school have the ability, but a few of your family members do."
He stood up. "Anyone want to sleep outside tonight?"
"Dad'll
make us take Alan and Gordon," Scott said.
"Yeah, I
know. That's all right. We can all stay out. It'll be fun."
Virgil
stared at them. "That's it? Just…we go camping next? It'll be
fun? Don't you…"
John
turned and walked away, leaving Virgil somewhat taken aback.
John didn't usually walk away from arguments. He looked at his
oldest brother, who gave Virgil a thoughtful look, and then
turned to follow John. Virgil stood there for a moment,
deflated, and then followed his brothers home.
Chapter Thirteen
Virgil had
lagged deliberately, submerged in a satisfying mix of sulking
and skulking behind his brothers. He hung out on the porch for
a while after John and Scott had gone inside, waiting to see
if there were any explosions from their father's study. All
remained quiet, so he assumed they had gotten upstairs safely.
Then he noticed Mr. Gates' racing green Jaguar was still
crouched in the driveway, incongruous against the
weather-stained clapboards of the old farmhouse. His father
would still be talking shop with that guy.
Virgil
wandered over to the car, peering in the window. Sometimes,
the pain of not being able to drive was almost physical. A lot
of the kids around here learned to drive by the time they were
thirteen - not legally, of course, but racing down old dirt
roads or those eerie, abandoned planned communities - roads
laid out in grids and culs-de-sac, perfect for laying rubber -
with short driveways leading to an empty lot of dirt and scrub
grass. (It was what happened, his father said, when companies
lied to their employees.) Some of his summer friends could
drive already, but no amount of begging and pleading could
convince his father to let him behind the wheel of the car
until the stupid state government said it was okay. Scott had
gotten his license in May, and was always volunteering to
drive to the grocery store to get gas or pick up one of the
brothers from somewhere - anything to get behind the wheel of
their father's Mercedes. Virgil went along sometimes, and
Scott would always wind up taking a detour or two, cruising
down the back roads with the windows rolled down and the hot,
dry summer air whipping around them. It didn't matter that
there wasn't anywhere to go - the act of going was enough.
Scott had said that they should drive cross-country.
"Ocean to
ocean," he said. Some summer, when they had the time - maybe
after Scott's first year of college - they would go. Virgil
got enough time-zone crossing phone calls from his father to
know that the world was pretty small these days, but he was
standing next to a 1,000 acre wheat field. There was enough of
this country for two guys in a car.
Or maybe
Scott had meant for John to come along too. Or maybe he was
just trying to be nice, and didn't mean it at all.
Virgil
found them in Scott's room. Scott was flying his sim and John,
somewhat oddly, was perched on top of John's dresser, staring
out the top of the window. Scott didn't turn his eyes away
from the screen. "Get a shower and put your clothes at the
bottom of the hamper."
John
didn't even look at him. Virgil looked down at himself,
stained with the evidence, and then back at the two of them,
seated so calmly and cleanly in the bedroom. He felt a new
surge of anger run through him. He decided that he would have
taken a shower anyway, and wasn't actually doing what Scott
told him to do.
When he
was dressed again, he tried to read for a while, but finally
slammed back into Scott's room. His oldest brother was gone,
however. John was still on top of the dresser.
"Where's
Scott?"
John
didn't turn around. "He went to talk to Father."
"Why?"
"Why do
you think?"
"He's
going to tell him?"
"Probably."
"And you
didn't try to stop him?"
"Why would
I do that?" John sounded almost bored. He often struck this
note with Virgil, getting calmer as Virgil got angrier. It
drove Virgil crazy.
"Dad's
going to go ballistic," Virgil said.
"I don't
know. Maybe."
"John! You
could have died! You think Dad will be okay with it?"
John
turned, looking irritated. "Why does everyone keep saying
that? I wasn't going to die."
"You don't know that," Virgil said.
"I was
there. I think I would know. Where were you?"
"Up top
hanging on to you two morons! And now I'm going to get
grounded until I'm ninety because you two knuckleheads decided
to go spelunking in a sewer!" Virgil burst out.
John
started to retort, and then stopped. "Knuckleheads?"
"Whatever." Virgil folded his arms across his chest.
"I
seriously doubt you're going to get grounded, if that's what
you're worried about." John said, turning away again. "Scott
won't let that happen."
"So you're
going to let Dad blame Scott for everything while you just
walk away…" Virgil stopped.
"Scott
free?" John finished for him, a slight smile on his face.
"Shut
up," Virgil said between gritted teeth.
"It's not
up to me what Dad does, for one thing. But you really think
it's Dad who…" John stopped, and looked at Virgil
closely. "You do, don't you." He shook his head. "You should
really start paying attention to things," he told him. "It's
not that you don't notice things, it's just that you don't pay
attention to the things you notice."
"Don't
talk to me like I'm Gordon or Alan," Virgil said. "I'm going
to be in your school in a month. I'm not five."
"Have you
ever heard anyone talk to Alan or Gordon like that?" John
said. He jumped off the dresser, landing lightly on the floor.
"Go and practice."
"What?
No." Virgil was slightly confused, and feeling obstinate.
"Okay,"
John said, heading for the door. "But it reminds him…you
should do something he likes. Seriously. Go and practice."
Virgil
stood in the empty room for moment, listening to John walk
down the stairs. He felt off-balance, because he couldn't
figure out if John had just insulted him or complimented him.
And why should he do John a favor by trying to placate their
father?
It wasn't
until he heard Scott call for John to come into their father's
study that he realized that John hadn't been talking about
their father at all. He stomped downstairs to practice.
Chapter Fourteen
"Is John
hurt? Is Virgil?"
Scott
stopped, looking surprised and slightly offended. "No, Father.
He's fine - he's upstairs with Virgil. They're both fine."
It took
all of Jeff Tracy's considerable self-restraint to call both
of his boys down in front of him to make sure of this himself.
He nodded at Scott. "All right, Scott. Go on."
Scott
shifted in his chair. It must be how snakes feel shedding
their skin, Scott thought. Agonizingly uncomfortable at the
outset, but when you were finished…well, you were a new snake.
Which was probably good. Scott continued doggedly with his
story. He really didn't want to do this, but he knew there was
no way he would be able to look his father in the eye if he
didn't tell him what happened. And he also knew there was no
way he could get away with not looking his father in the eye.
When Scott
finished, Jeff sat back in his chair. "Let me get this
straight. You and John heard about these pipes, planned to go
exploring, and when John got in trouble, you and Virgil got
him out."
Scott
looked down and to the side uncertainly. That version hadn't
really occurred to him, and it certainly wasn't what he
expected his father to come out with.
"I guess
so," he said.
"And how
was it that John got in trouble?"
"I'm not
really sure what happened," Scott said. "John thinks the rope
broke, but the knot could have been badly tied - he doesn't
know and I don't…anyway, Virgil and I were up top and suddenly
I realized that there was no pressure on the rope. And before,
I could really feel him. We tried to see if he could reach the
rope but he couldn't. So I tied the rope to me and Virgil and
I went down to see if I could get him."
"Why you?"
his father asked.
Scott
looked surprised. His father shook his head. "I'm not trying
to second-guess you. I'm just curious as to why you decided to
do what you did. Virgil is smaller and lighter - it would make
more sense to have him go down, wouldn't it?"
Scott
nodded. "He was against the whole idea, and he was pretty
scared. I mean, he was fine, but…I thought it would be safer
if I went down."
"And John
couldn't climb up by himself?"
Scott
shook his head. "If he could have, he would have. The tunnel
was like this," he held his hand at a forty-five degree angle.
"He was afraid if he moved, he would lose his grip and slide
further down." He decided not to tell his father about the
fact that John had been hanging over a vertical drop. He
suddenly understood what John meant when he said it didn't
make a difference. Anyway, that was John's side of the story;
he would tell it. He looked at his father cautiously. His
father just looked thoughtful.
"Call him,
will you?"
Jeff sat
back in his chair as Scott rose and went to the door to yell
for his brother. He's so tall, Jeff thought. Three
years ago, his house had been filled with children. Suddenly
Scott - his earnest, lovely, serious son, was filling doorways
with his frame and the house vibrated with the penetrating
light baritone of his voice, trampling over the memory of the
boy he had been only a few years before. And John - Jeff
raised his eyes as his second son dragged himself into the
study - when he left for school last September he had been
Virgil's height, a cheerful chatter of nervous energy. Now he
was uncomfortably almost Scott's height, all bone and sinew
with an almost permanent air of sullen detachment. He
wondered, as he had been doing quite a bit lately, if he had
perhaps made a mistake in the way he had structured their
lives - the boys away at school, the six of them all together
only for the summer and holidays. Ever since Scott had
complained that his first grade teacher was trying to teach
him that he didn't already know how to read, Jeff had made the
education of his boys a top priority. He also knew that a
sharp mind would not be content with boredom, and after
hearing the stories of some of his colleagues' children, he
knew how dangerous the combination of wealth and boredom could
be. But soon Scott would be in college - and the others would
be flying off from him before he knew it. There were no other
people on the planet that he would rather spend time with then
his five boys - how had it come about that they spent so
little time together?
"Sit down,
John."
John
reluctantly sat down on the chair next to the one Scott has
just vacated, on the other side of their father's desk. Jeff
looked at him for minute, and then rose and walked over to the
couch that ran along the back wall, between the two
floor-to-ceiling bookcases.
"Come over
here, boys."
They both
glanced at each other, and then walked over to join their
father on the couch.
"So…Scott
tells me you boys had quite a day."
"Yes sir."
John said, not meeting his eyes.
"Do you
want to tell me about it?" Jeff asked him.
"If Scott
told you about it, I don't know if I could add anything that
matters," John said quietly.
"John…"
Jeff started, then stopped. He looked at the two of them,
sitting straight up on the couch. He was often commended on
the politeness of his sons. He always thanked whomever
mentioned it, but he knew that it wasn't always motivated by a
desire to actually be polite. At his wife's wake, Scott and
John had sidled up to him. "People keep telling us that
they're sorry," Scott had said. "What are we supposed to say?"
"Just say
thank you. You don't have to say any more than that." Jeff had
told them. And they had, stiff like little soldiers, gravely
thanking all the grownups who told them they were sorry that
their mother had died. They all learned young that proper form
was an excellent place to hide.
"Tell me,"
Jeff said. "Why didn't you call for help?"
"I didn't
bring the cell," Scott said, slightly dully. This was an old
argument - Jeff insisting that he needed to be able to get in
touch with them at any time, and the boys conveniently
forgetting the means to that happening.
"Do you
see why…"
"Yes,
Father." Scott interrupted, and then stopped. "I'm sorry. But
I do. I…"
"Scott
couldn't just have Virgil go and get someone," John jumped in.
"Scott needed Virgil to hold the rope to come down and get
me…if Scott had come down by himself it just would have been
the two of us stuck in there, after all."
Through
the door of the study, they could hear the sound of a piano.
Virgil was running through scales.
"But John,
there are professional people who do this for a living," Jeff
said. "Or, something like it. Didn't you think it would be
wiser to get help?"
"Yes,"
Scott said. "I should have."
John
glanced at Scott. "I don't know, Father. It's a bit different
when you're actually there. I would have done the same thing
Scott had, I think."
"We didn't
know how much time we had. And John might have fallen."
"I wasn't
really going to fall." John said, a trifle touchily.
"John was
less worried about that," Scott said, sounding annoyed. "But
he was hanging over this precipice…"
"It wasn't
a precipice," John said. "It was a bend in the pipe. It
probably only dropped down a few feet. But I really didn't
want to chance it to find out."
Scott
remembered he hadn't meant to let that slip. "We should have
checked the pipe before we went down. I should have."
"I was
checking the pipe," John cut in. "Sort of. Anyway, Scott
didn't even know about the whole precipice thing until he got
down there."
Jeff
looked confused. "Why not?"
John
shrugged. "I knew Virgil would…well, I was afraid Virgil would
just…he didn't need to know. He didn't even want to go inside.
We were…he was right, as it turned out."
"Yeah…he's
still pretty shaken up," Scott said.
"He's
really angry at me," John said, more to Scott than their
father.
"None of
this was Virgil's fault, Father." Scott said.
Jeff sat
back, listening. They were so careful to cover each other, to
keep each other safe. Scott would try to take all the blame
himself, and John was trying to cover as many bases as
possible. If his being away so much had distanced him somewhat
from his sons, the opposite had happened between his boys.
"And you?"
Jeff asked.
They both
stopped. In the other room, Virgil rumbled around the bottom
of the scales, paused, and began chord progressions.
"You two
don't seem very shaken up." Jeff said.
John
looked down. Scott bit his lip.
"There's
no shame in…" Jeff started, but Scott interrupted him.
"I'm not
ashamed. That's not it. I was scared…for a moment there I
really thought…"
"Yeah, so
did I," John said. He took a deep breath. "You don't…really
realize how easy it is for something like that to happen to
you. How…killable you are."
"I've
always found you pretty killable," Scott told him.
John
didn't rise to it, intent on his point. "I mean that you're -
I'm - nothing special. That nobody is. Just because I'm
me and you all would miss me doesn't mean that I
couldn't suffocate in a pipe somewhere or get hit by a bus or
eaten by a shark…" he stopped and looked at his father,
smiling nervously. "I had just never thought about it before."
Scott was
shaking his head. "I wasn't thinking anything like that. I
just wanted to get you out of there."
"Yeah. I'm
glad you did. Holding on was…" John stopped, a troubled
expression on his face.
Scott
looked at him for a moment. "You wouldn't have let go, you
know," he told him. John only shrugged slightly, still looking
uncomfortable.
Jeff sat
back. "What do you think the consequences of your actions
should be?" he asked.
Scott
looked down, but John just looked puzzled. "Hasn't that
already happened?"
"He means
how should we be punished," Scott told him, with a slight roll
of his eyes. He shook his head for a moment, and then looked
at his father. "I think I should call the fire department or
the town council and tell them that that pipe is there and
that they should fill in the entrance because some people were
exploring in there and might have gotten hurt."
"That's a
good idea," Jeff said. "Anything else?"
The two
boys exchanged glances, and Scott shrugged almost
imperceptibly.
"Dad,
whatever you decide, that's fine…" John said. "I mean, if you
want to ground me and Scott and keep us inside I know we
deserve it but…it's not going to be a punishment. I mean, it's
not going to compare. If exploring the pipe was the crime, I
had the punishment. So did Scott."
"What do
you think about that, Scott?"
Scott
sighed inwardly. His father did this all the time - made them
weigh in on their own punishment - and it drove all of them
nuts. On the other hand, he thought John had a pretty valid
point. They had done something that had almost gotten John
killed, with the possibility of himself being casualty number
two. Honestly, being grounded sounded like a welcome reprieve.
"I
understand what he's trying to say, but I see how you might
not see it that way."
Jeff was
impressed in spite of himself - that was more diplomatic than
he expected. "Don't worry, Scott. I know you're not trying to
get out of anything." He looked at them. "But I'm not so sure
the fact that the two of you nearly scared yourselves to death
is a reason for you not to face the consequences of your
actions. Today you ignored the basic fact that there is a line
from action to consequence, and you can't ignore it simply
because you think you know what you're doing."
John
ducked his head, but Scott kept looking steadily at his
father. Jeff continued.
"You were
brave today, Scott. I'm sure you're aware of that. In a sense,
I'm proud of you because all of you kept your heads, and you
worked together - and because of that, you're all safe and
sitting here talking to me. But you wouldn't have to have been
brave if you had used your judgment - your better
judgment - in the first place. Frankly, Scott, I'm surprised
at you. You're usually much smarter than this."
John
looked up. "It was both of our judgment, Father," he said.
"I didn't
say I was surprised at you, John." Jeff said.
John
looked down, stung. Jeff regarded him for a moment. "You need
to learn to keep your head. And we still have the matter of
this morning to discuss."
John
raised his fingertips to the scar on his mouth. "I had
forgotten about it," he said, almost absently.
"We'll
talk about it later," Jeff said. "Scott, do you understand
what I'm trying to say to you?"
Scott
nodded.
Their
father let out a sigh. "I would appreciate it, in the future,
if you would not try quite so hard to kill yourselves. The
next time Virgil points out that you're doing something that
is foolhardy, please listen to him. And the next time you find
yourself doing something that you know is dangerous, as I
expect you both did, stop."
"I'm
sorry, Father," John said. Scott said nothing.
"I know
you are, son. And I'm glad you're all right. Now let me finish
up a few things here.."
The boys
looked at each other, and then back at their father.
"You're
free to go," Jeff said dryly. John darted out of the room like
a fish, but Scott stayed on the couch. Jeff looked at him
affectionately. He had expected this.
"Something
on your mind, son?"
Scott
dragged the toe of one sneaker along the rug under the couch.
"I wasn't brave, Father. I was stupid. I had John by the
hair. We had no idea how high that dropoff was. He could
have gotten trapped."
"But he
didn't."
"But he
could have."
"All
right. But he didn't."
"But he
could have!" Scott burst out. "I'm not supposed to let stuff
like that happen! I'm supposed to be the reason things like
that don't happen!" He looked up at his father. "Father, it
was so dark in there, and John kept laughing - you know how he
does when he's upset about something - and it was cold, and
there wasn't any air, and all I kept thinking about was having
to come back and tell you that…" he stopped, and curled his
hands into fists. "I never should have…you said there's a line
from action to consequence, and you're right: me. I'm the
line."
Jeff sat
back down next to his son. Scott didn't look at him.
"Scott,"
Jeff said. "There is a difference between looking after
somebody, and taking responsibility for their actions. I
certainly never expect you to…"
"But what
about my actions?" Scott cut him off. "John could have
died."
There was
a pause, and dimly, from somewhere else in the house, they
could hear John bellowing, "I was not going to die!"
Scott
opened his mouth, but his father stopped him. "Son, one of the
great contradictions of authority is the more responsibility
you hold, the more you have to let go. I've always tried to
let you boys make your own decisions as much as possible,
because I never wanted the five of you to grow up to be the
kind of men who can't make decisions when they need to be
made, who can't think for themselves. Every time I see you, I
see that you're turning into someone who other people can
depend on. Your brothers trust you. I trust you."
"I don't
know," Scott said. "I don't feel very trustworthy at the
moment."
Jeff put
his hand on his son's shoulder. "Scott, you do too good a job
of punishing yourself for these types of things. You can't let
the fact that you made one bad decision make you think you
don't have the ability to make decisions. I'm not laboring
under the impression that you're perfect. You did something
that was reckless, but when it came to a crisis, you proved
you can rely on yourself and your brothers. We both know you
didn't show good judgment going down those pipes - but once
the wheels came off the wagon, you made decisions, you acted,
you kept the three of you together."
"That
doesn't seem like it's good enough," Scott said.
"It's
going to have to be." Jeff said. "For now. Pretty soon, you're
going to be away at college and they're not going to have you
around to look after them. And when they do well, you'll know
what I mean."
Scott was
a little confused by that, but he nodded anyway.
"Now let
me finish up here."
Jeff sat
back after his oldest had gone. Seventeen years old was a long
time to carry the world on your shoulders by yourself.
Scott
leaned in the doorway of the sunroom, where the old upright
piano was kept. Virgil was submerged in some piece of music or
other - all classical music sounded pretty much the same to
Scott, especially when it was played on the piano. He liked to
noodle around on the piano a bit - they all did - but Virgil
was the only one who continued to take lessons. Belatedly,
Scott realized that Virgil was playing pretty well. If a
little stormily.
"You still
mad at me?" he asked Virgil.
"Yes,"
Virgil said shortly, after a minute. He couldn't talk and play
at the same time.
"Okay,"
Scott said. "Let me know when you're not."
Virgil
just drew his eyebrows further together and played more
emphatically.
Scott
turned away. Maybe his father was right, and this was how it
would be. Virgil would slip away into music, John into
astronomy or astrophysics or whatever, and he'd be chasing the
sound barrier in the thin air somewhere. He'd be in college in
a year, flying faster than all of them. With a slight start,
he realized it would be the first time he would be at an
academic institution without at least one Tracy since he was
twelve.
Weird. He
pushed open the screen door and walked out to the backyard.
Well, he was sure John could look after Virgil, and
occasionally the other way around, when John needed someone to
beat up. And Gordon and Alan - well, they were kids. Still, he
was amazed that he had never really thought about it, about
them all splitting up. He had always figured he'd grow up and
be on his own, but it was hard to picture himself without the
massive throng of his family around.
He looked
up and saw John sitting serenely on the roof, watching him.
"You can't
leave it just for one day, can you," Scott said.
"I'm fine
when I'm up here," John told him. "It's when I jump off that
there are problems. So I don't jump off, and there aren't any
problems."
Scott
picked up a rock and threw it out past the fence and into the
field behind the house. "So, you going to talk to Dad about
that school?"
"Well, not
today."
"Don't you
have to let them know now? School starts in a month or so."
"I
actually thought I'd wait. See, there's this program that I
applied to at the school in New York - I could take classes at
Columbia. But it's only open to seniors, so I'd have to wait a
year."
"When do
you hear?"
"A week
ago. I got in. I just have to ask Dad if it's okay."
"You'd
live in New York?"
"Yep. At
the school, though. It wouldn't be much different from Greene,
probably."
"So why go
all the way across the country?"
"It's
Columbia,
Scott."
"Yeah,
okay, but…New York. It's so big."
John
shrugged. "So is this." He gestured to the miles of open
fields around them.
Scott
snorted. "Well, good luck talking to him. New York is pretty
far away." He thought for a moment. "On the other hand, no
place is really that far away when your father thinks Mach 2
is for people who aren't trying hard enough."
John
laughed a little. "I'm not so sure I can convince him of that.
I'm going to try though. I really want to go."
"I noticed
that," Scott said.
"So,
what's wrong with that?" John said touchily. Scott just shook
his head, and climbed up on the top of the tire swing.
"Of
course, Columbia is a pretty good school," Scott said. "Maybe
I should make it a safety."
John gave
Scott a look of such hostility that Scott burst out laughing.
"My God, you are paranoid! Are you going to start building
bombs or something?"
"Go find
your own college," John said. He seemed to be trying to keep
the emotion out of his voice, but Scott could tell that he
meant it. "Man, if I were you…I'd go to school in France or
something. England. Guam."
"Guam…"
Scott said. He wasn't really listening. The fact that John
wanted to get away so badly stung him a little - and made him
wonder if he shouldn't feel the same way. "What do you think
is going to happen when we all graduate from college?"
John
stared at him for moment. "For starters, by the time Alan
graduates - if any college will even take him - you'll be
almost thirty."
Scott
thought about that for a moment. "So what do you think we'll
all be doing?"
John made
an exasperated sound. "How should I know? You'll be a
superhero. I'll be holed up in an observatory in the
Australian outback with a bunch of other freaks. Virgil will
be in the CIA. Alan will be burying bodies in the back yard. I
don't know."
"Don't you
think it will be weird? Not being…not that I care, you know.
But like, seeing Alan once a year or something. Not being
around each other, at all."
"Not
seeing Alan?"
"Okay,"
Scott conceded. "Not seeing Virgil."
John
considered this for a moment. "I don't know. You know Dad.
Tracy Industries casts a wide net. None of us might get away
at all." He stood up. "But you know, you'll probably get time
off from defending the poor and helping the helpless. And Alan
will get paroled eventually. And anyway - Dad's never around,
but it doesn't really seem like it. It might not be any
different for the rest of us. I mean, there's distance, and
then there's distance." He started walking to the edge of the
roof.
"Knock it
off," Scott said. "I'm tired of explaining you to Dad."
John
windmilled his arms for a moment, pretending to lose his
balance, and then stopped and smiled. "Come around the back.
I'll show you how to get up. You know, so you can feel useful
if I fall." |