SECRETS AND LIES
by JAIMI-SAM
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International Rescue embarks on
a difficult and hazardous ocean rescue mission – unaware that
one of the people they save will prove to be a danger to their
entire organization...
SEVENTEEN
Sir Jeremy
found Penelope outside, sheltering from the cold evening
drizzle under Holcomb Hall's elegant Adam portico. He watched
as she said goodbye to Qasim al Kahdir, laughing at something
the tall, harsh-featured Arab said as he kissed the back of
her hand. His dark eyes lifted briefly as he released her,
resting their penetrating stare on Sir Jeremy for a moment.
The Englishman suddenly found himself wondering who was the
snake, and who the mongoose.
Then
Kahdir was gone, and his driver was closing the door of the
Mercedes. Moments later the limousine pulled away, looping
around the traffic circle towards the main road out of the
estate.
Sir Jeremy
stepped forward. "Either you're a very good actress, my dear,
or that chap turned out to be more interesting than you
thought."
"I am a
very good actress, as you well know," Penelope chuckled. "But
yes, he is a most fascinating man."
"And an
arms dealer," Sir Jeremy reminded her. "And a supplier of
mercenary armies to other countries. Among several other
distinctly nefarious occupations."
Penelope
smiled thoughtfully, watching the limousine's tail lights
disappear into the gathering dusk. "Pity, isn't it. I haven't
had that much fun in ages."
The crunch
of tires on gravel announced the arrival of FAB 1. Parker
pulled the pink Rolls smoothly to a halt and got out to hold
the door for Penelope, a sleek, soft reddish-brown coat in his
hands. "H'I took the liberty of breakin' out your faux fox,
milady. H'it's a bit nippy out."
"Thank
you, Parker. That was most thoughtful of you." Penelope
slipped her arms into the extremely expensive replica of a fox
fur coat - she was adamantly opposed to wearing real fur, of
course, but she didn't see why an imitation couldn't look and
feel exactly like the real thing. She kissed Sir Jeremy
goodbye on the cheek and turned to step inside the Rolls.
Sir Jeremy
watched as she settled into the back seat, crossing her long
elegant legs. "Be careful, my dear," he warned. "He may be
fascinating...but he's also very dangerous."
Penelope
nodded. "I won't take any chances, I promise."
"Why don't
I believe you?" Sir Jeremy shook his head, then stood back and
allowed Parker to close the door.
"Don't you
go worryin' yourself, Sir Jeremy. 'Er Ladyship's in good
'ands."
Sir Jeremy
smiled. "I'm counting on it, Parker."
As they
curved around the turning circle and on to the road toward the
main gates, Parker was already flipping switches on the
dashboard to open up the hidden nerve center of FAB 1. Behind
him the tempered glass partition slid up into place on the
right side only, preparing to transmit data from the Rolls'
sophisticated tracking equipment.
Parker
watched from the corner of his eye as the display on the
dashboard flickered from snow into a maze of broken,
converging lines that slowly settled into a coherent grid. A
small yellow light blinked slowly on and off, moving across
the screen. "Target h'acquired, milady," he said with
satisfaction.
"I see
that, Parker. Well done." Penelope studied the echo of the
tracking screen that was now displayed heads-up style on the
glass of the partition. "Where do you think he's headed?"
Parker
initiated the map overlay. "Looks like the motorway, milady."
"Ah, of
course." She glanced out through the Rolls' discreetly tinted
windows at the steady drizzle. "I do hope he's not going to
take us too far afield. This weather makes one rather long for
a nice quiet evening in front of a roaring fire, don't you
think?"
Parker
chuckled, trying to picture his intrepid employer choosing a
safe seat by the fire over a night of action and intrigue.
"Forgive me, milady, but h'I can't quite h'imagine that."
"One day,"
Penelope said. "One day, Parker. Mark my words. I'll turn into
one of those eccentric, excessively well-traveled old ladies
with more stories than anyone wants to hear. And then I'll sit
in front of that fire and put brandy in my tea while I write
my memoirs."
Parker
cleared his throat. "Speakin' h'of the Duchess h'of
Royston..."
Penelope's
clear laugh rang out from the rear of the Rolls.
She liked
to drive in the rain. Letting her head lean back against the
headrest, she watched the Rolls' headlights glisten wetly on
the drizzle-slick tarmac ahead. She touched her fingers to the
window control in her arm rest, sliding down the bullet proof
glass just enough so she could hear the hiss of the tires on
the roadway. One thing she'd never really liked was how
soundproof a luxury vehicle like this was...you might as well
be floating in midair for all the contact you could feel with
the ground.
A signpost
appeared, swallowed up again in the gathering gloom as they
swept by. 'Soft Verges.' Penelope smiled, remembering the game
she and her father had played when they drove together, when
she was small. He had always insisted that the signpost was
announcing the approach of a real town called 'Soft Verges,'
inhabited, he said, by a laid back, amiable sort of
people...quite different from the rambunctious lot who lived
in that other mysterious town, 'Loose Chippings.' Somehow,
Penelope and her father never arrived at either one of those
places, no matter how many times they passed the signs...but
her father always just rolled his eyes and blamed short
staffing at the Ministry of Transportation. Rather a lot
of things slipping through the cracks these days, he'd
say. Don't know what this country's coming to. But don't
worry...when you grow up you'll be Queen Penelope of the
Highways and Byways, and you can sort them all out.
Sometimes he even managed to get through the entire speech
without chuckling and giving himself away.
An old
knife twisted quietly, deep inside her. Her father had been
such a nice man, so warm, so full of fun...before they'd lost
Stuart. Stuart, her reckless, clever, devil-may-care elder
brother, so much like him in so many ways, so determinedly
pursuing his dream of becoming the best rally driver on the
planet. Stuart, killed so senselessly, so brutally, halfway
through the Monte Carlo Rally in the worst crash that race had
ever seen. Killed along with her fiancé, his best friend and
co-driver in that race and many others before, Yves Rossini.
Penelope
closed her eyes. It was the quiet times that were the worst.
Especially when she could hear the sound of tires on the road.
"Now
where's 'e goin'?" Parker said suddenly. "Timbuktu?"
Penelope
glanced at the display. The yellow light, which had been
proceeding steadily east toward the motorway, had veered
sharply back on itself and was now headed north west. "Not the
motorway after all, I'm presuming."
Parker
shook his head. "Beats me. There's nothin' down that way but
h'a bunch o' blinkin' cows. Not even h'a decent pub."
"And you
would know," Penelope said, the corners of her mouth twitching
into a smile. "Being a connoisseur of such things."
"Quite
right, milady. Quite right. There's more to a good pub than a
couple h'of window boxes wi' geraniums h'in 'em an' a 'alfway
decent brew on tap. H'atmosphere, that's what h'it's all
about. H'atmosphere."
"Well, one
day, Parker, you shall have to open your own establishment and
show us all how it's done."
"Quite,
milady. H'I shall. Give us h'a real pub, not one of them
yuppie joints where h'all they serve h'is Pimms 'an lager h'an
lime."
The
disdain in his voice was so pronounced that Penelope had to
laugh.
They had
reached the point now where the Mercedes had turned off the
main road ahead of them - halfway through a tiny village, the
weathered stone of the cottages the color of pale butter in
FAB 1's headlights. The big Rolls made the turn smoothly,
Parker keeping half an eye on the blinking tracer.
The new
road was smaller and narrower, winding across the twilight
countryside like an asphalt river between high hedged banks.
There was only room for one car at a time, which explained the
convenient laybys dotted along its length at random on either
side. A road like this could be hazardous in daylight, with no
glow of approaching headlights to give fair warning that a car
was coming in the opposite direction, hidden beyond the crest
of one of its frequent rises. Tonight, though, they
encountered nothing at all but the softly falling rain.
"What the
'eck...?" Parker's voice called Penelope's attention back to
the tracking display. The dot had stopped dead. It hesitated
for a moment, then doubled back on itself, halted again, and
then veered abruptly to the left.
Penelope
leaned forward. "Perhaps a good, swift kick, Parker?"
"Very
funny, milady," Parker grunted. He glanced back at the
display, frowning. "I don't know what 'e's doin'. There's no
turn-off where 'e is, not h'according to the map. That's not
h'exactly a h'off road vehicle 'e's got there."
"Be
careful, Parker," Penelope said. The tension crept up her
spine, nesting uneasily between her shoulderblades. "Slowly
does it."
The dot
had stopped again. The Rolls headed toward the crest of the
next rise, slowing to ten miles an hour as she topped it and
started down the other side into the dark well below.
And was
caught squarely in the suddenly blazing headlights of Qasim al
Kahdir's Mercedes limousine.
Penelope
gasped in surprise. "Parker..!"
"Strewth!"
Parker swore. "'Ow the 'eck...?"
"Don't
stop, Parker. Keep driving!" Penelope was bolt upright in her
seat, mind racing. Why had Kahdir turned around? And why was
he parked by the side of the road? Could this be the
rendezvous point? And what in blue blazes had happened to
their tracking device?
"Milady..." Parker was clearly unhappy.
"Just do
it, Parker." Penelope pressed a button on her arm rest and a
tray slid out, revealing the compact shape of her favorite
sidearm, a .9mm Glock 19. She swiftly loaded one of the two 15
round magazines and replaced the pistol on the tray, where it
would sit concealed between her and the window, ready in case
she needed it. "Pull up alongside."
Parker
shot a startled glance into the rear view mirror, but
Penelope's expression gave him ample proof that she was
serious. "Sir Jeremy's goin' to 'ave me 'ide," he muttered,
shaking his head. But he did as she asked.
Penelope
watched as they approached the parked Mercedes, sitting there
motionless like a shark waiting for its prey in the shadows,
dark except for the bright beams of its headlights. The
windows had the same privacy tinting as those of FAB 1, giving
nothing away about the occupants within.
The Rolls
slowed to a halt and she lowered her window, smiling brightly.
After a
moment, the left rear passenger window lowered on the Mercedes
also. So did the one opposite the driver, but she kept her
expression from showing that she had noticed. Out of sight
below her own window, her fingertips stroked the butt of the
Glock. "Why, Mr. Kahdir!" she said brightly. "We thought that
was you! It must be fate!"
"Indeed,
Lady Penelope," Kahdir nodded, those hard hawk's eyes
penetrating her with x-ray intensity. His voice was like cold
steel, like the darkness inside the barrel of a gun. "What
brings you this way?"
Penelope
chuckled, shaking her head. "Oh, you don't know Parker and his
shortcuts. He's always getting us lost looking for the
quickest way home, and it always takes twice as long as going
the regular way. But I just can't seem to break him of the
habit." Before Kahdir could comment, she moved smoothly on.
"Are you having trouble? Can we offer assistance? Parker might
have a rather poor sense of direction, but he's very good with
engines."
"Thank
you, Lady Penelope, but no. We are fine. But I thank you for
the offer."
"Don't
mention it, Mr. Kahdir." Penelope paused for a moment, but no
more was forthcoming from the stone-faced Arab. "Until we meet
again, then."
"And we
will, Lady Penelope, we will. Of that I am most assured."
A chill
ran down Penelope's spine, but she clamped down on the
reflexive shudder, refusing to let it be visible. She smiled
brightly and waved as she raised her window again. "Get us out
of here, Parker," she murmured. "Quickly."
Parker
needed no second bidding. "Do you think 'e bought h'it,
Milady?"
"I don't
know, Parker. I don't know."
By the
time Brains finally called a halt to the ignition testing,
Scott was climbing Thunderbird One's riveted metal walls with
impatience. It had been more than an hour since he'd seen
Virgil bringing the speedboat home, and he kept glancing
compulsively at his wristcom, expecting to hear his father's
voice at any moment with an order to report back immediately.
But there had been nothing - and he didn't know whether that
was a good sign or a bad one. Wait for me, Virg, he
pleaded mentally with his brother. Don't go in there on
your own...
Brains
hadn't even finished his sentence before Scott was wheeling
the silver rocket plane and burning fuel for home. Lowering
his ship tail first into her silo was something he could
almost do in his sleep by now - her descent was laser guided,
as was Thunderbird Three's, so all he had to do was swing her
through ninety degrees until her attitude was vertical, adjust
position to match up the dots on his screen and nothing much
could go wrong. He could land her manually if he had to, of
course, and he often did - it was never smart to get too
dependent on mechanical help of any kind. But many times,
coming back off a rescue exhausted both mentally and
physically, he welcomed the ability to just surrender to the
zen-like wisdom of those little blinking lights.
He let the
guidance system handle the landing today. He was too
distracted thinking about getting to Virgil in time to avert
disaster. Knowing his younger brother, one of two things had
taken place while he had been out in the boat all day. Either
he had settled things inside himself successfully and come up
with a plan of action, or he had brooded himself into a very
dark place. Either way, anything could happen. Calm, reliable,
predictable Virgil could get extremely volatile and unpredictable
if he was pushed too far. It took a while to light his fuse,
but when that flame appeared...even Scott knew to get the hell
out of his way.
And of
course, thinking about Virg's problems led his mind straight
to another place. A place he really, really didn't want
it to go.
Tally.
Every time the thought of her crossed his mind he would feel
that pit open up inside him again...that place of empty
despair.
I can't
deal with this now.
Shaking it off, shoving down the feelings with a tremendous
effort of will, he left his bird on her pad and crossed the
gantry to the villa lounge entrance. The lounge was cool and
empty, the drapes billowing gently in the tropical breeze.
Tin-Tin's wind chimes tinkled, like the sound of water over
rocks interpreted by music. Beyond them, over the balcony, he
could hear the sounds of splashing and laughter coming from
down by the pool. He doubted, however, that Virgil would be
down there, in his present mood. He tended to hole up
somewhere, like a bear in a cave.
After the
lounge, Scott searched the kitchen, Virgil's room, the rec
room and the upstairs living room they used for conferences,
but didn't find his brother. Pausing to figure out where to
look next, he heard his father's voice...talking to someone in
his office. Scott tensed. Slipping closer, he saw that the
door was a few inches ajar. He glanced in, and relaxed
instantly as he realized that Virgil wasn't in there. Then
Jeffglanced around and saw him, and signaled at him to come
in.
Uh, oh.
Here we go.
Scott entered reluctantly, Virgil's wristcom burning a hole in
his pocket. But Jeff was concentrating his attention somewhere
else - Scott followed his father's line of sight, belatedly
noticing that Penelope's portrait was showing her live image.
"Good timing, son," Jeff said. "Penny's reporting in."
"Hello,
Scott," Penny said, nodding to him in acknowledgement. She
looked tense, he noticed. Tense and very tired, faint blue
smudges under her eyes.
"How'd it
go with Kahdir, Penny?" Jeff asked.
"Not well,
I'm afraid. Parker planted the bug successfully, and we
followed the car, but he turned the tables on us."
Scott
raised his eyebrows at his father, but Jeff was concentrating
on Penelope. "What happened?" the elder Tracy prompted,
frowning.
"We don't
know. We don't know how he even found the bug. It's never
happened before - Parker's very good at what he does, as you
know."
Jeff
nodded. "We noticed the tracking screen behaving a bit oddly,"
Penelope continued, "and then we were over the rise and he was
right there in front of us. He'd turned the car around and he
let us have it with his headlights as soon as we appeared. He
was waiting for us, Jeff. We were caught like amateurs."
Scott
could hear how angry she was at herself, even though she was
doing her best to hide it under the practiced smoothness of
her tone. "Were you made?" he asked.
"There's
no way to know for sure. I did my best to pass off our
appearance as coincidence. But..."
She
paused, eyes shadowing. "What is it, Penny?" Jeff asked.
"We hid
out until we were sure they were gone. Then we went back and
located the bug. Kahdir had left it on a scarecrow in the
field next to where he was parked. And..."
She paused
for a moment, glancing offscreen. Then she said, quietly, "We
also found his driver. Propped up in front of the scarecrow.
Garroted."
There was
silence for a long few seconds. Then Jeff shook his head
slowly. "This is the kind of people we're dealing with. One
mistake, and you're out. Listen to me, Penny - I want you to
be very careful. That was a warning. Watch your back."
"Oh, don't
worry, Jeff, we'll be fine," Penelope said, weariness weighing
down her voice. "We'll take proper precautions. I just wish I
knew for sure what he knows."
Jeff
glanced toward the row of clocks on the wall. "It's late over
there, Penny...get some sleep. We'll work on this tomorrow."
Penny
nodded. "It did take a while to deal with that unforeseen
complication. Very well, Jeff. I will speak to you in the
morning."
The screen
became her painting again. Jeff exhaled. "I don't like this,
Scott. She's acting like she's tough as nails, but she's..."
"A girl?"
Despite the situation, Scott couldn't quite keep his mouth
from quirking in amusement.
Jeff
paused in midstream, closing his mouth. He gave a sigh that
was more bemused exasperation than real annoyance. "Now, don't
you start. I have enough of that from Tin-Tin and your
grandmother. I only meant..."
Scott just
smiled. He knew his father had no real prejudice in
him...unless you could call the tendency to want to protect
what he had been raised to believe was the more vulnerable
sex. "I know what you meant, Dad...but a third of my
graduating class at OTS were girls. And trust me, you wouldn't
want to wind up on the wrong side of their gun sights."
They both
turned at the knock on the office door. "Father?"
Scott
tensed. It was Virgil.
"Yes,
Virgil?" Jeff responded.
Virgil
stuck his head around the door, hesitating for a moment when
he saw Scott. Then he looked back at his father. "I need to
talk to you, Father, it's important."
Jeff
frowned, distracted. "Not now, Virgil. I've got a situation to
deal with."
"Father..."
"I'm
sorry, son. Come and see me after dinner. We'll talk then."
Virgil's
mouth tightened, but Jeff didn't see it, already busy at his
computer terminal. Virgil flicked a glance at Scott, his
expression giving away nothing of what he was thinking. Then
he turned abruptly and left the room.
Scott
didn't like the pale, pinched look around Virgil's eyes...it
was from more than just not sleeping, he knew. He immediately
moved to go after his brother, but Jeff stopped him without
looking up. "Hold on a minute, Scott. I want you here for
this."
Scott
ground his teeth in frustration, looking longingly at the
door. But there was no way to explain why he wanted to leave
right then without drawing more of the wrong kind of attention
to Virgil. He sighed and turned back to his father's desk.
"How did
they penetrate the shielding on that bug?" Jeff was muttering
as he called up screens. "They shouldn't have been able to do
that. Get Brains up here, will you?"
Scott
reached for the desk com, but before he could flip the switch,
his father let out a low whistle. "Son of a bitch."
Scott
raised his eyebrows in surprise. His father rarely swore, at
least in front of the family, so this had to be important.
"What is it, Dad?"
Jeff
looked up at him, expression grim. "Agent 27 just reported in.
Qasim al Kahdir is dead. His body was found two hours ago, in
Cairo."
"Dead?"
Scott had the sinking feeling that there was more coming, and
he was right.
"For at
least three days, according to the authorities. Whoever Penny
was following in England, it wasn't Kahdir."
Jeff sent
a message to Agent 27 immediately via their secure
communications net, requesting a conference as soon as
possible. She must have been standing by, because the
communication had only barely been sent before a flashing red
light signaled that Tin-Tin had her waiting on a secure
channel. Jeff gave the go-ahead and the light changed to a
steady green. He and Scott turned as the hidden wall screen
lowered smoothly from the ceiling.
In
civilian life, Agent 27 was Halima Zohry, an attractive,
middle aged Egyptian woman with a voracious appetite for fine
art and a penchant for covering her head with brightly colored
scarves. The art collecting, she and Jeff had in common...she
owned her own gallery in which she spent a great deal of time
and effort championing emerging female artists from her part
of the world, and Scott had heard his father haggling with her
many times over the price of a painting or a particularly
unique piece of sculpture. He had always admired his father's
ability to bargain like that, something that he himself had
always felt uncomfortable doing. Jeff and Ruth didn't
understand it...both hard-headed, dyed-in-the-wool bargainers,
they shook their heads over him as if he had some kind of
strange genetic fault. Scott blamed it on both of them having
grown up in limited economic circumstances - you didn't make a
lot of money growing wheat and soybeans on a family farm, no
matter how hard you worked or how efficient your methods. In
contrast, Scott had known from a young age that they had
become very rich indeed. Thanks to the sheer size and scope of
the aerospace contracts that his father had won for their
company in the early days, they had begun making serious
profits by the time Scott was thirteen, and by the time he was
fifteen Tracy Aerospace was blazing a trail up the Forbes 500
with dizzying speed. And while Scott wouldn't have traded
their changed circumstances for anything, and acknowledged
happily that the money had done a lot of wonderful things for
their lives, it also made him feel acutely guilty, somewhere
down deep, for not paying full price for everything.
The screen
locked into place and Halima's face appeared. Today's scarf,
Scott noted, was emerald silk. "Hello, Jeff. How is the
Haddad?"
"Beautiful, of course," Jeff smiled. "It's on its way to New
York right now. Should be on display by Friday."
Halima
smiled back. Despite her fierce independence and her
reputation for pursuing feminist freedoms for herself and her
fellow Egyptian women, she always seemed comfortable and
almost motherly to Scott...reminding Scott more of a favorite
high school teacher than an undercover agent. But as he well
knew, that was precisely the point. Not much value in a spy
who was easily identifiable as such to everyone around them.
He shifted
a little as that line of thought stirred an uncomfortable
recent memory. It had been a valuable experience, a necessary
one, but also one that was still capable of disturbing his
self confidence even now, six months after it had happened.
Last fall, in an eerie foreshadow of the trouble they were now
having, Jeff had sent him to England to meet with Penelope and
Sir Jeremy, to discuss the security of International Rescue
and how to protect its operatives and agents from criminal
organizations like that run by the Hood. While he was there,
Penelope had introduced him to her current houseguest, Nigel
Foote, a young man with a disingenuous prep school accent and
thick blond hair that constantly fell into his eyes. He wore a
cricket sweater everywhere and chattered on and on about the
England-Australia rivalry with a fervor Scott usually
associated with evangelical preachers. Scott never could
figure out exactly why he was staying at Creighton-Ward Manor
in the first place, or what his connection was to Penelope,
although it seemed to be something complicated to do with
family. To be honest, he'd quickly started to tune him out,
something he'd learned to do in sheer self defense as a
teenager, when one of his younger brothers brought home a
friend who got on his nerves.
A week
later, Nigel made him regret it. Penelope and Sir Jeremy
staged a raid on Creighton-Ward Manor for Scott's benefit, and
the young man he had thought completely harmless demonstrated
that he was in reality a ruthless and highly efficient former
undercover government operative who now trained heads of state
and major corporations in the realities of private security on
a global scale. It was all over almost before it began, and a
stunned and profoundly shaken Scott Tracy was left with the
realization that if the raid had been real, he would have been
dead or captured in less than fifteen minutes. All because not
for a second had he considered Nigel Foote any kind of
threat.
And any
one, or all, of his family could have suffered the same fate.
It was a sober and lasting warning to never, ever judge
a book by its cover.
"Take it
from the top, Halima," Jeff was requesting. "Scott's been gone
for a few days and he doesn't have the whole picture."
"Of
course," Halima responded in her gentle, lilting accent. "As
you know, we have been working intensively on tracking down
the Hood's identity and whereabouts since Scott's recent
experience in Thunderbird One."
Another
difficult memory. Scott looked away from the sympathetic
softening of her mouth. "We have discovered that he is a very
elusive individual indeed," she continued. "He is like a
shadow, everywhere at once when no one is looking, but always
disappearing completely when the light is turned on. Interpol
and the secret services of many countries have files on him,
but they are filled with not much more than hunches,
assumptions and hearsay. He is a master of disguise and
misdirection...nobody even knows what his real name might once
have been. Over the years there have been many attempts to
follow through leads that might reveal his identity, but all
of them have turned out to be dead ends. All we really know
from intensive study of the few first-hand encounters that we
have found - including yours, Scott - is that there is a high
probability that he is originally from somewhere in the Far
East, perhaps China or even Malaysia. But even that is not
certain. For all intents and purposes, he appears so
insubstantial that he might almost be a ghost."
"Oh, he's
no ghost, trust me on that," Scott said, rubbing the side of
his face where the master criminal's gun butt had struck him.
Halima
smiled, although it didn't reach her eyes. "No," she agreed.
"And there is nothing insubstantial about the wake of death
and destruction he leaves behind him."
Scott
shook off a vivid flashback to those moments in the cockpit,
hauling back on the control levers with all his strength in
the desperate attempt to pull Thunderbird One out of her
suicide dive. He ignored the sweat that he could feel
prickling suddenly across his forehead - he was used by now,
as they all were, to living with a certain degree of post
traumatic stress. He had learned over the years, beginning
when he had flown combat missions for the air force over
places like Bereznik in Eastern Europe, that he often didn't
get a true realization of just how much danger he had really
been in until some time afterwards. When it was safe to fall
apart, just a little.
"Qasim al
Kahdir is - was - one of the more prominent possible
connections to the Hood that we picked up during our initial
investigation," Halima was saying. "His primary business was
arms dealing, and that is one of the Hood's favorite arenas.
Maximum profit for often very minimal risk - at least, minimal
for someone of his skills and resources."
"That
reminds me, Halima," Jeff broke in. "Did we ever get an idea
of what he was doing on the Colin Powell in the first
place?"
Halima's
dark eyes were sober. "Not for certain. But according to our
International Rescue contacts in the Pentagon, the Colin
Powell was not on maneuvers with the Chilean Navy. Her
true mission is suspected to have been the first field tests
of the MSBX-5."
"The
MSBX-5?" Scott was startled. "The navy's new floating
ballistic missile interceptor system? I didn't even know they
had a working prototype of that yet."
Jeff
frowned. "Not many people did, son. I wasn't even totally sure
of the schedule, and I didn't know it was on the Colin
Powell." He turned back to Halima. "So you're telling me
there's a better than even chance that the Hood has the specs
for the MSBX-5."
"Yes. I
only have cursory details, of course...this is Felix's
territory. He is preparing a complete report for you. He was
waiting to confirm one more source, I think."
Jeff was
shaking his head. "Damn, that was fast. The Navy boys barely
had time to get this one out of the gate."
"It's an
accelerated world, Jeff. Not much gets left for the jackals
any more."
"No." Jeff
sighed. "But that will have to wait until later. Right now I
want to hear about Kahdir."
Halima
nodded. "We had been following him since we discovered he had
a meeting set up in England with the Hood. We thought that was
our best chance of making a connection, so Lady Penelope
arranged the invitation to the charity event through
Ambassador Abdul el Ahmadi in London."
"But
something, somewhere, went wrong."
"Yes. We
are more or less certain that the man who left Riyadh five
days ago was the real Qasim al Kahdir. A disguise might be
able to fool those who only work for him, but I doubt that his
wife would be so easy to deceive."
Jeff
smiled despite himself. "No, you're probably right. But what
then?"
"I am not
sure how this happened, Mr. Tracy. Neither is Agent 34 in
Riyadh. He contacted me as soon as he discovered that Kahdir's
pilot had filed a flight plan for Cairo, and I traced his
movements after he arrived here. As you know, I have been
doing this kind of thing for a long time...and I didn't detect
a single sign that anything had changed. As far as I could
tell, the man who arrived in Cairo was the same man who left
for London four days later. And his entourage must have
thought so too, unless there is more than one master of
disguise among the Hood's employees."
"But
Kahdir never left Cairo, did he," Jeff said slowly. "Any leads
at all?"
Halima
hesitated. "Nothing concrete. Only rumors."
"Shoot."
"They're
saying the Hood killed him. Himself. In person." Halima's eyes
had gone very dark. Scott had to shake off the distinct
impression that she was fighting down a shudder, experienced
undercover agent though she might be. "There is talk that
there was a betrayal, an attempt to double-cross. An attempt
that failed, obviously."
Something
ugly stirred in the pit of his stomach. "Halima...how did
Kahdir die?"
He saw the
realization hit Jeff even before the words were out of the
Egyptian agent's mouth. "According to the police reports, he
was garroted." She hesitated. "There were...other injuries..."
Scott made
a face, looking away.
Jeff
massaged the skin at the bridge of his nose, looking suddenly
very weary. "We'd better get Penny out of bed," he said.
They had
only just finished hashing out a plan of action with Penelope
when Alan stuck his head around the door and announced that
dinner was ready. Scott glanced at the row of wall clocks in
surprise, noting that two hours had passed almost without him
realizing it.
Virgil.
Scott ran a hand through his hair, feeling the tension
contract again in the pit of his stomach. Now there was no
time to get to his brother before dinner. He'd have to grab
him right after the meal...at all costs, he had to talk to him
before he got to their father. Otherwise he suspected the
result would make a nuclear meltdown look pretty.
Virgil
wasn't in evidence when Scott and Jeff reached the dinner
table. It was laden as usual with enough food to feed an army,
the dishes emitting a mingled aroma that would normally have
made Scott's mouth water. But tonight he was too wound up to
really be hungry. Brains was sitting at one end of the table,
in his own world as usual, scribbling incomprehensible notes
on a paper napkin. This was a constant habit with him, and
despite Grandma's grumbles, they had switched to paper from
cloth in sheer self defense many months ago. So far they had
managed to stop him from actually writing on the tablecloth
itself, but anything could happen when he went into one of
those creative scientific trances of his.
Alan was
in the kitchen joking with Kyrano, Ruth and Tin-Tin, and Jeff
had stopped to talk to Gordon in the entrance to the hallway.
From the snatches that Scott could overhear, his father was
filling the family aquanaut in on the news about the MSBX-5.
Gordon was listening with a deep frown furrowing the skin
between his eyes. Of all of them, the former WASP lieutenant
probably knew the most about what was at stake there. Scott
made a mental note to check with him to see if there was
anything Gordon had been able to add to the discussion he and
his father had had earlier.
Grandma
came out of the kitchen, Alan and Tin-Tin trailing after her,
and announced that it was time to sit and eat before the food
got cold...a habitual statement of hers that always made her
grandsons smile, coming as it did from the times before the
invention of self-warming dishes. They were all seated when
Virgil finally appeared, mumbling apologies for being late.
Scott tried to catch his eye but Virgil stubbornly wouldn't
look at him. It wasn't a good sign. Scott studied his face as
he sat down, not liking the paleness of his skin or the rigid
set of his jaw. Tropical Storm Virgil was fixing to become a
hurricane, as Grandma used to say back when they were kids on
the farm in Valley Falls.
Jeff said
grace and there was an immediate clatter of dishes and
silverware as the Tracys descended on the food like a swarm of
starving locusts. For once, Scott sat back and watched the
fray, not sure how much he was going to be able to eat anyway.
Ever since he had been a child, his stomach had ached - and
worse - when he was under stress...and there was plenty of
that swirling around him right now.
Gordon was
passing around a VPC he had found in his inbox that afternoon.
"Take a look at this, everybody. Pete Finn's getting married."
Alan
grabbed it. "Pete Finn? From Valley Falls High?"
"Uh huh. I
haven't seen him since..."
"Since the
Great Mail Box Raid. Right after you guys graduated."
Gordon
grinned. "Right. His old man was pretty mad about that one."
"I seem to
remember your "old man" taking a pretty dim view of it, too,
Gordon," Jeff reminded him, the mock-sternness of his tone not
quite hiding the twinkle in his dark grey eyes.
Scott
flicked a glance at Virgil, wishing someone would change the
subject. His brother's face had gone stony and he was stirring
his soup bowl with his spoon in slow, repetitive circles. "Oh,
how sweet," Tin-Tin said, leaning over and reading the card
with Alan. "Their parents are starting a fund to fly as many
as possible of their classmates home for the wedding."
Gordon
grinned. "Think I should sign up?"
"Heck,
yeah," Alan said. "I'd love to see Pete's dad's face when he
sees where they're flying you in from!"
"I
remember Pete Finn," Grandma said. "He gave his family every
bit as much grief as you two did, if I recall rightly."
"Thank
you, Grandma," Gordon said, his tone serious but his eyes
twinkling every bit as much as his father's had done.
"Who is he
marrying?" Grandma asked. "Does the poor girl have a name?"
"Michelle
Dunlap," Tin-Tin read off the card.
"Michelle...oh!" Alan's face cleared. "Micki Dunlap?
Pete's marrying Micki Dunlap?"
"No,"
Gordon said suddenly, thumping his forehead with the heel of
his hand.
"No?"
Grandma said, confused.
"We can't
let Micki marry Pete!"
"Why not?"
Alan looked just as confused as Grandma. "They're not related
or anything, are they?"
Gordon
rolled his eyes. "You've been watching Tin-Tin's soap operas
again."
"Oh, no,"
Grandma said, having finally gotten her hands on the card.
"That's terrible!"
"What's
terrible, Mother?" Jeff asked.
"She'll be
Micki Finn!"
Tin-Tin
choked on her mashed potatoes. Gordon thumped her
sympathetically on the back.
"You know,
I just can't get used to these virtual post card things,"
Grandma said as Alan poured the spluttering, red-faced Tin-Tin
a glass of water. "What's wrong with real handwriting and a
good old fashioned stamp?"
"Well, for
one thing, those good old fashioned stamps are a good deal
more expensive than they were in your day, mother," Jeff
reminded her. "Not to mention the cost of fuel to fly a little
bit of paper like that all the way across the world. It just
doesn't make economic sense with oil prices the way they are,
and alternative fuel sources aren't any cheaper right
now...they're just less polluting."
"Well,
Jeff, if you and Brains would get on with finding a way to
share that water-based fuel of yours..."
"That
takes time and resources, Mother. And I somehow doubt that the
US Mail wants to spend billions of dollars converting their
mail fleet overnight."
"Uh, no,
that's, ah, true," Brains put in, looking up from his napkin
collection. "Takers are, uh, more likely to, ah, come from
the, ah, private sector, Mrs. Tracy."
"That's
right, Brains," Jeff nodded. "If we can interest a company
like FedEx-UPS, for instance, then we'd be getting somewhere."
"But how
does that help the US Mail deliver me a postcard?" Grandma
asked.
"Competition," Jeff said. "If FedEx-UPS signs up to convert
their fleet, the money they save, after factoring in the
initial investment, will enable them to reduce their prices.
And then the US Mail will have to follow suit or be forced out
of business."
"Well, at
least that makes more sense than farming," Grandma said. "Back
when your grandfather was your age, Brains, they tried to pay
us not to grow crops."
"And you
wonder why I didn't want to be a farmer?" Jeff smiled, shaking
his head.
"Speaking
of fuel prices," Virgil said, suddenly. "If we're going to set
up a fund to fly our classmates in when one of us gets
married, we'd better start now."
Scott shot
him a sharp glance, but Virgil still refused to meet his eyes.
"Of course, we probably wouldn't want to hold the ceremony
here. Bit awkward to keep rushing them downstairs to the lab
and sticking headphones on them every time we have to launch."
Alarm
bells started ringing in Scott's head. Out of the corner of
his vision, he could see Gordon also watching Virgil intently,
as if thought he'd finally figured out the answer to a puzzle
and was waiting to see if he was right. He and Scott were the
only two people who seemed to realize there was a train wreck
about to happen. "How would that work, Dad?" Virgil
said, his voice rising a little, something wrong with the
pitch of it. "What would we do if one of us...found
someone?"
Jeff
looked around at him, all levity gone from his expression. A
deep frown creased his forehead, although he didn't sound at
all angry. "Virgil, you know the rules. We've all been over
this. International Rescue is a secret organization, and must
remain so. No outsiders, under any circumstances. It's just
too dangerous, for us and for them. Sure, of course people can
swear that they won't reveal our secrets...but what do they
tell their families? And what if you had children? Would you
keep them locked up on the island until they got old enough to
lie about what their father does for a living? Or would you
lie to your child instead and be a long distance father,
visiting him whenever you could? And what of the danger that
you would be putting your wife and child and her family in,
from the people out there who would stop at nothing to get at
what we have? No, son, I understand what you're saying. But
it's out of the question, at least for the foreseeable
future."
"That's so
damn easy for you to say, isn't it."
The words
were out of Scott's mouth before he realized he was going to
say them. Almost in slow motion he saw his father's head
swivel towards him, saw the surprise begin to dawn on the
faces of the others around the table.
He
couldn't stop himself. There was something about the kindly
but implacable way his father was delivering that old familiar
speech. Something about the frozen look of helplessness on
Virgil's face. Something about the fierce longing ache inside
him for something he, himself, wanted so badly and could not
have. "And you know why it's so easy, Dad? Because you had
yours. You had your wife, your children. You're not making any
sacrifices to keep this family frozen in time like a goddamned
ice sculpture."
"Scott!"
Grandma disliked language in polite company, but the
floodgates were open and there was nothing Scott could do to
prevent the words from coming out now. He'd apologize later.
If he and his father didn't wind up burning the island down
first.
"Scott,"
Jeff said slowly, stiffly, "You, of all people, are very well
aware of what your mother..."
"You want
to talk about Mom?" Scott cut him off. "Okay. Let's talk about
her. You met her when you were both what...eight years old?
You knew her for twenty-seven years, Dad...that's a
lifetime compared with what most people get nowadays! And what
have we had? What have you allowed us to have? Nothing
but sacrifices."
Jeff's
face was flushed dark with anger, but he was still trying to
control his voice. "How dare you talk to me about sacrifices,
when your mother gave her life..."
"Gave her
life? Gave her life? That's bullshit, Dad, and you know
it!" Scott's voice was rising now, but he could do nothing to
stem the tide. "Don't talk about her like she wanted to
die! She fought for every last breath, and I know because I
was there, Dad, and you weren't. I was right there
when...when..."
He was
dimly aware that his father was staring at him not only in
anger now but in shock and disbelief. He was also aware that
he'd just played a very dirty card, but he couldn't help
himself. The words came boiling out like the pyroclastic flow
from a volcano that had been too long dormant. "It isn't Mom's
fault you gave up on life after she died. And if you're doing
all this for her, you made that choice, all on your
own. Don't act like she had a clause in her will that said,
'Jeff, take the boys, go live on a deserted island, dedicate
your life to saving strangers because you'll never stop
beating yourself up because you couldn't save me...' "
"Scott!"
Jeff thundered, on his feet now. "This conversation is over!"
Scott
shoved his chair back with a screech of its legs on the
polished wood floor. He stood up, fists clenched at his sides,
body stiff with fury. "The time is long gone when I let you
decide a conversation of mine is over," he forced out from
between clenched teeth.
"Scott,
Jeff, stop it, please," Grandma pleaded. It suddenly dawned on
Scott that she must be afraid there was going to be a physical
fight. He was surprised to realize that he was actually
contemplating it, poised on the balls of his feet, the
possibility sending a frisson of electricity racing across his
nerves.
He glanced
at her face, at her pale expression, the bright spots of color
in her cheeks. Her eyes, fixed on him, filled with horror at
what he was doing. Her hands, gripping the edge of the table
as if she was ready to throw herself in between them, if
necessary. And something deep inside him stirred, reasserting
itself. He couldn't do this to her. He couldn't be the one who
crossed this line.
He looked
briefly across the table, taking in Virgil's shocked stare,
then threw the napkin he had forgotten he was holding on to
the table. It made the silverware rattle against the plate,
his water glass rocking once but not quite tipping over. He
turned abruptly and stalked towards the hallway.
At the
last moment he turned back around, staring at his father, eyes
still hard. "Something needs to change around here, Father.
And soon. Otherwise you're going to wind up losing all of us."
Without
waiting for a response, he headed down the corridor towards
the elevator. He didn't hear a single sound from the dining
room, right up to the moment the doors closed behind him.
Virgil
found him on the ledge a half hour later.
'The
ledge' was a small, natural, basin-like depression a third of
the way from the top of the central volcanic tube that had
formed Tracy Island. The 'back side' of the tube, as they
usually referred to the side furthest away from the villa and
the landing strip, sloped much more gently toward the tropical
vegetation of the island, and there were numerous deep
fissures, openings, caves and other interesting formations
that had been caused by the lava flows as they cooled. Scott
and Virgil had discovered the ledge while they were scouting
for a place to put in a ventilation tube, emerging from an
opening in the side of the mountain on to this hidden
out-thrust of rock that offered in its scooped-out surface a
perfect place to spend the afternoon alone, or have a picnic,
or get together and talk about something you didn't want to
share with the rest of the family. They'd claimed the place
for themselves immediately, and found a location for the
ventilation tube somewhere else.
Scott had
spent the time sitting on the raised lip-like edge of the
depression, staring out at the spectacular view of the
tropical ocean that surrounded them. He'd been through
everything he knew to do when his mood plunged like this, but
nothing had helped soothe or calm him, not even thinking about
flying. He longed to take one of the jets out and go up there
and find some peace, but he had to wait until he had talked to
Virgil, and he knew that would happen before the night was
over, especially after what had just happened at the dinner
table.
He
couldn't believe he'd said the things he'd said to his
father...and in front of the whole family, too. It wasn't that
they weren't true, but still. This was what Grandma had always
said when they were growing up, though. If you hold things in,
one day they're all going to come out, and sometimes at the
worst possible time.
His
stomach ached fiercely. He wondered, not for the first time in
recent weeks, if he was going to wind up with an ulcer one day
the way things were going.
"I'm
sorry," Virgil said, from behind him.
Scott
turned, the sight of his favorite brother and best friend
already beginning to spread the familiar welcome feeling of
calm through his veins. Virgil always had this effect on him,
even when things were pretty dire. There's nothing we can't
solve, he used to tell him when they were kids, if we
work on it together. The memory made him feel stronger,
somehow - more hopeful that a solution to this mess could
really be found. "Sorry? What for?"
"For
taking the bullet for me, of course," Virgil said, shaking his
head as he walked forward. "You didn't have to do that. I dug
that hole for myself, I should have taken the punishment."
Scott
smiled. "How many times have I told you...I'm your big
brother. It's my job."
Scott
stood up into the tight hug that his brother offered. "I
thought Dad was going to kill you," Virgil said as he stepped
back finally. "We all did."
Scott
snorted. "He's just a guy, Virg. You're all just suffering
from a bad case of being told what to do by him all of your
natural life."
"And you
aren't?" Virgil cocked an eyebrow. "For what it's worth,
though, I think you've just been voted a god by Al and Gordo."
Scott's
mouth twisted. "I'm not proud of what I said down there, Virg.
I don't know what came over me. I never meant to deliberately
hurt him like that. I just couldn't...stop."
Virgil
studied him. "I think Grandma thought you were going to hit
him," he said, after a moment.
"Maybe I
was." Scott stared at the ground, remembering the way he had
felt - every nerve on the alert, battle ready. "I was angry
enough. The way he was talking to you..."
"He was
just saying the same things he's always said," Virgil said.
"Are you sure all that was about me?"
Scott
looked at him. "When did you suddenly get so reasonable?" he
asked suspiciously. "Did someone stage a coup down there after
I left?"
But Virgil
wouldn't be deflected. "Come on, Scott, this is me you're
talking to. Much as I appreciate what you did down there, you
didn't go off like that just because you were worried about
me."
Scott
smiled, clapping a hand to his chest. "You wound me, Virg."
He tried
to look away, but he could feel Virgil's eyes on still on him,
probing like x-rays. "It was that girl in New Jersey, wasn't
it. The blonde from the Oceans Cup rescue. This is about her."
Scott
closed his eyes. "Please tell me I'm not that transparent."
"Only to
me," Virgil said. He smiled, all of a sudden. "And maybe
Grandma. Who knows what she knows? She's pretty cagey."
"Well,
she's going to have to be, if she ever wants grandchildren,"
Scott said, mouth quirking despite himself.
Virgil
cleared his throat. "So...Miss New Jersey..."
Scott gave
him a look. "Tally. Tally Somerville. She's... Her brother was
the captain of the Spirit of Nantucket. I...."
He took a
deep breath, trying to find the words. "I kept thinking about
her, Virg, after the Oceans Cup rescue. I tried not to...but
she kept just...showing up. In the hospital in Sydney. And at
the rescue in New Jersey. And then..."
"Aha!" A
look of smug comprehension crossed Virgil's features. "That's
why you were so gung ho to charge off and take my place in New
York!"
"Well,
that wasn't the only reason," Scott said, mildly reproachful.
Virgil
grinned. "Was it worth it?"
For a
moment, Scott caught his breath as he was flooded almost
painfully with memories of that night...the most perfect night
of his life. He stared out over the water to hide the burning
at the back of his eyes. "Yeah," he said at last, quietly.
Virgil
squeezed his shoulder. "If it helps, I know," he said. "That's
what it's like with Liz. Every time I'm with her. It feels
like...the rest of my life."
Scott
nodded, not trusting himself to speak. Everything Virgil said
struck truth right to the core of him, threatened to open up
that deep ugly pit of despair he had been trying to hard not
to look at. What are we going to do? he thought, a
little helplessly. It all seemed so overwhelming, suddenly,
such a huge obstacle to find a way around. He bit his lip.
"The hell of it is, I know Dad's right. The things he
says...there's a reason. He's trying to protect us, keep us
safe. It's a scary world out there even for us...look what
just happened to me in Thunderbird One! How much worse would
it be for our families, our children?"
"I know,"
Virgil said. "I know all that. But we can't stay like this
forever, either."
"No, we
can't." Scott stared out to sea.
"I can't
do this any more," Virgil said, after a moment. "Every time I
think about it what Liz said to me, I panic. What if I'm too
late? What if I wait too long, and she won't..."
Scott
looked around at him, trying not to let the fear inside him
show. "Don't do anything hasty, Virg, please. Let me work on
this. I'll find a compromise, I swear I will. I just need a
little time."
"I don't
think I have time, Scott." Virgil glanced down at him, and
Scott's protest died on his lips. He knew that look of firm
resolution. Virgil's mind was made up.
The winds
of change.
Scott was abruptly broadsided by the memory of how he'd felt
that day in Launch Control after the New Jersey rescue,
watching Virgil bring Thunderbird Two home. Is this how it
feels for Dad? he thought, understanding suddenly flooding
him. This fear of things changing, because you can't
control what you might be going to lose?
"I'll fix
this," he said, so quietly it was almost to himself. "I will."
Virgil
didn't answer. There was nothing else to say. He just stood
there beside Scott in silence, and they watched the moon rise
over the ocean together.
It took
Jeff a while to hunt through the extensive Tracy Villa pantry
to find the package of leftover cookies. Ruth always made two
leftover packages when she baked, something only he knew. The
first one was for the boys to find, the second was strictly
for himself and her. The boys had never tumbled to the fact
that there were two packages, something that always made Jeff
smile. Maybe the sheer skill and cunning with which she always
hid the first one was enough to make them believe she never
intended them to find it.
One thing
was for sure, it had been a lot easier to find both packages
in the pantry of the old farmhouse. This new one was built to
last, like everything else on the island, and could hold
enough food for an army. Or five grown men with a highly
physical occupation, whichever consumed more - privately,
Jeff's money was on his sons. And to say it was big was an
understatement. Ruth had taken one look at the pantry the
first time she walked into it and said, "Oh, look at
this...even your food has its own apartment!"
He spotted
the green and white freshpak at last, tucked in tight at the
back of a shelf near the ceiling. A touch of a button rotated
the stainless steel racks over and down, bringing it within
reach. He retrieved it and returned the racks to their
original position, taking the cookies back to the kitchen. A
pause on the way to take a carton of milk from the fridge,
another to add a glass from a nearby cabinet, and the
preparations were complete. He sat down at the table and
snapped the vacuum seal on the freshpak.
The aroma
hit him instantly. Chocolate chip with pecans - Lucille's
wonderful old family recipe, brought to Kansas by her mother
when they had moved up from Oklahoma the year she and Jeff had
met. 1978. She had had them in her backpack the first time he
saw her, and the smell would always remind him of that first
day of school the year they were both eight. He could still
remember it vividly - the first time he ever saw her. She was
waiting for the bus with a bunch of other kids, none of whom
he could recall at all, now. But her, he would never forget -
a skinny, long-limbed tomboy with a thick fall of shining
chestnut hair and huge brown eyes. As she climbed on the bus
and walked down the aisle toward him, she'd noticed him
staring and fixed him with the most dazzling smile he had ever
seen.
After all
these years, it was still the most dazzling. In his heart, he
knew it always would be. There might be other smiles, but even
though he might care for them deeply, they would never own
him, heart and soul, like she had. But time had been kind...at
least he could remember her smile now without feeling as if a
rusty knife had been plunged into his chest. He still missed
her...he would always miss her...but over the years the pain
had slowly mellowed into an ache that although never exactly
comfortable, could still be borne.
"I see you
found the cookies."
Jeff
jumped in the act of pouring milk into the glass, spilling it
across the tabletop. "Mother! Don't sneak up on me like that."
Ruth
brought a sponge from the enormous stainless steel double sink
and handed it to him. She was wearing her old lightweight
chenille robe, he noted with an inward eye roll. She had
several much newer, more expensive robes hanging in her
closet, including a lovely embroidered silk one he'd picked
out for her during his last trip to Hong Kong. But she still
clung stubbornly to the one that had seen her through many
Kansas summer nights, sitting on the back porch of the
farmhouse with her family.
Stubbornness, he thought. Definitely a Tracy trait - he'd
gotten it from both sides of the family.
"Milk and
cookies?" Ruth asked, eyebrows raised a little.
Jeff had
to fight not to gather the glass and the freshpak to him and
glower at her like a rebellious teenager. "What are you doing
up?" he countered.
"Couldn't
sleep. You?" She sat down opposite him at the table, eyeing
his prize speculatively.
Jeff
sighed and gave in, pushing the cookies to where she could
reach them. She'd have to get her own milk. "Indigestion
again," he said, making a face.
"Well, I'm
not a bit surprised, after that little display at dinner,"
Ruth remarked tartly. "Keep this up and you'll wind up with
ulcers like your father."
Jeff
stared at his glass of milk, avoiding her piercing gaze, the
legacy of her fiery-tempered Mackenzie ancestry. Her hair,
back before it turned gray, had been the same red-gold as
Gordon's. "I don't know what's gotten into Scott lately," he
said, managing to make it not quite a mumble.
"Scott's a
good boy. He'll try to make this right between you. The
question is, will you let him?"
Jeff
looked up at her sharply. "Mother, what are you talking
about?"
"For
heavens sake, why are you Tracy men all so dense?" Ruth shook
her head. "It's natural for a son, especially an eldest son,
to want to step out from the shadow of his father, to want his
own place in the world. You did that, twice, in two completely
different ways. But your own son has never really had that
chance."
"You don't
think what he's doing here is worthwhile?" Jeff was surprised.
"That's
not what I said," Ruth pointed out. "Scott can achieve great
things here, and we'll all be proud of him until the day we
die. But nobody but us will ever know. He won't get his chance
to shine out there in the world, like you did. Which means
he'll never really be out from behind your shadow."
Jeff felt
his eyebrows lower defensively. "Getting decorated for bravery
by the air force wasn't having a chance to shine?"
"He earned
that with his own sweat and blood," Ruth said sharply. "Don't
act as if you gave it to him. That boy had a great career in
front of him - those medals were just the beginning. Who knows
how far he would have gone?"
Jeff could
feel the anger rising inside him again, like it had at the
dining table. He realized belatedly how much of it was a smoke
screen - simple self-defense. "Mother," he growled, "are you
ever going to let me off the hook about the Mars
mission?"
"That
depends. Have you even talked to him about it?"
Jeff
snorted. "You know very well I haven't. Have you forgotten
that Virgil told us he doesn't want me to know, under any
circumstances? How do I talk to him about something I'm not
even supposed to know about?"
"Ah, and
that makes it very convenient for you, doesn't it? You don't
ask and he doesn't tell, and you both keep right on
pretending."
"Dammit,
Mother..."
"Don't you
use that language with me, Jefferson Tracy. I am still your
mother."
Jeff
stared at her for a long time. At last he exhaled noisily,
picking up a cookie and stabbing it meaningfully into his
milk.
Ruth
watched him. Then she said, her voice softer now but no less
serious, "You know why Scott's here, and it's not just because
he wanted to support your dream, Jeff."
His spine
went rigid, his hand tightening on the glass...but he refused
to look at her. After a moment she got up from the table and
went past him toward the door.
She paused
for a moment before exiting, staring at his back. "He's right,
you know. Something has to change. Or you really will lose
them all."
He didn't
turn around, even after he heard the door close behind her.
To Be Continued...
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