PERFECT DAY
by BOOMERCAT
RATED FRPT |
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Jeff has a good day. A tale
from the Tracy boys' childhood.
Author's Notes: As always, many
thanks to my own personal border collie, Sam, without whom I
would be wandering in the wilderness, chased by commas and
lost without a clue.
Jefferson
Grant Tracy sat back on the hard wooden bench and sighed
softly. Today had been one of the most perfect days in his
life, and he was massively content.
The warm
Texas sun beat down, but there was a whisper of a breeze that
kept it from being uncomfortable. The other whispers around
him would have made him uncomfortable in the past, but
recently he'd come to accept his unexpected, unwanted fame.
Well,
maybe not as unwanted as all of that. He had, after all, gone
into the astronaut training with a full understanding that it
was a high profile position. And he was vain enough to have
originally thought it would be good to have people know his
name.
What he
hadn't expected was the incident on the moon, with a meteorite
damaging the Al Naal lander and his own part in saving his
fellow astronauts from death. He hadn't expected to be hailed
as a hero. What he had done had been done in desperation and
mortal fear of never seeing his wife and two children again.
But what
he had done in those cold desolate hours had been hailed as
heroic, and a shining example of the American spirit. His
place in the history books was assured, but he had come to
understand that fame had its price. There was no place in the
country that he could go that he wasn't instantly recognized.
He didn't
really mind the people who came up to him and asked for his
autograph, or just wanted to shake his hand. He'd had his own
heroes as a youngster, and he knew what a thrill it could be
to have someone famous look you in the eye and smile.
No, those
straightforward approaches were easy. What had bothered him
were the folks who to tried to act as if they recognized he
was a regular guy. Like today, when he arrived at the baseball
field to watch Scotty's T-Ball game. As he walked up, lugging
the folding chairs, playpen and cooler, all around him people
paused, then ostentatiously went back to what they were doing,
pretending that they hadn't Noticed.
The first
time that had happened, Jeff had felt like jumping up and down
and waving his arms just to break the tension. But now, he
just accepted it as unavoidable. As long as it didn't bother
Lucy, his beautiful wife, it didn't bother him.
He looked
over at her as she listened with earnest attention to their
younger son Virgil's babbling. He couldn't help the smile the
picture drew from him.
Virgil was
just under two years old, and had been very vocal for the last
several months. Both Lucy and Scott insisted that he was
perfectly understandable. Jeff only heard babble, although
seeing the identical serious expressions on both the mother
and son's faces as the baby spoke certainly gave the
impression of a conversation going on.
"What's he
saying, Luce?"
Lucille
looked up with a shining smile, and placed a proprietary hand
on her swelling abdomen. "Virgil is promising to take good
care of Johnny."
"Donald."
Jeff corrected. Both he and Lucille had agreed to name their
children after their own childhood heroes. They had originally
hoped to name this third baby Eleanor Jane, after Eleanor
Roosevelt, and Jane Goodall, but the ultrasound had determined
another Mercury Seven astronaut's name was in order.
Their
disagreement was over which astronaut. Lucille wanted John,
for John Glenn, where Jeff wanted Donald for Donald 'Deke'
Slayton. Not that Jeff disliked the name John, it was just
that he had dreams of a Deke in the family. It just sounded
tough and manly to him. Lucy, on the other hand, didn't like
Donald at all because of a childhood bully, and Jeff's
assurances that they would only call the child Deke had fallen
on deaf ears.
Well,
there were still a few months before the baby was due, he had
plenty of time to change her mind. In the meantime, he looked
down at his beautiful son and smiled. "You're going to be a
good big brother, aren't you, Gus?"
Lucy
smacked his arm. "How many times do I have to tell you? Don't
call him that, you just confuse him. His name is Virgil."
Another
disagreement. He would never have opted for Virgil if he'd
thought the poor kid would actually be stuck with the name.
His intention had always been for Gus, a good solid name.
Virgil was too close to virgin, and Jeff was fully aware of
how cruel kids could be. But there again, he could bide his
time. School was a few years off. He smiled lovingly at his
wife, and turned back to the game.
He laughed
softly at what he saw on the field. He was rapidly coming to
the conclusion that T-Ball was the greatest sport ever
invented. It was baseball for young children, called 'T-Ball'
because instead of pitching, the ball was spotted on an
adjustable tee, like a golf tee, so that the kids could
actually hit it.
The field
had four bases and a pitcher's mound, but any real resemblance
to the baseball Jeff had played in high school ended there.
The little boys and girls playing this game were just too
young to have the discipline for real baseball.
This
current play was an excellent example. A little boy on the
opposing team had just hit the ball into the outfield. His
heart swelled with pride as his son, Scotty stood on the base
with his glove uplifted to catch the throw in from the right
field. His boy knew that was where he was supposed to be, even
if none of his teammates had the same knowledge. The moment
the ball was hit, the rest of the team, including the catcher,
had run en masse to the outfield to get the ball.
Jeff could
tell that the urge to go with the pack was strong, but Scotty
was resisting it manfully to stay where he was supposed to be.
That strength tickled Jeff no end, and he cheered and
applauded as one child finally threw the ball in Scott's
general direction, and the entire herd of children ran after
it again.
Eventually, the ball got close enough that Scotty ran over and
picked it up, then ran back to the base just in time to beat
the batter, and tag him out. Of course, he was on time only
because the boy had run to third first, then to the pitcher's
mound before his frantic coach finally got him pointed in the
right direction.
Jeff's
eyes were shining with pride and mirth. The kids were just so
damn cute with their oversize gloves and tee shirt uniforms.
The entire bunch of kids ran to the dugout as the other team
took the field. The first up for Scotty's team was a tiny
little girl with long blonde hair. She carried a baseball bat
that looked to weigh as much as she did.
Jeff's
eyes, however, were glued to the on deck circle, where Scotty
waited on one knee. Jeff didn't know how he could love anyone
more than that earnest tyke with the too-large helmet and the
battered dungarees. Spotting something, he called out,
"Scott!"
The little
head swung around, and his boy smiled. "Tie your shoe, son,"
Jeff called out. Scotty looked down at his sneakers, then set
the bat aside, and sat on his butt to laboriously tie the
errant shoelace. The child had only learned the complicated
task a couple of months ago, and while he could do it, he was
still at that stage where it took all of his concentration.
Jeff
realized he shouldn't have called out, because with Scott's
concentration on his shoe, he wasn't watching the game.
Chances of the little girl hitting the ball at him were
slight, but Jeff's heart took a wicked plunge at the thought.
He made a move to get up, but he needn't have worried. The
home plate umpire saw the distraction, and stood up from his
crouch and called, "Time."
Both teams
and all of the coaches, and most of the spectators turned to
stare at his son. Scotty, however, was oblivious as he worked
at getting the rabbit to go through the hole. There was a
pause as the whole world stopped waiting for Scotty to finish,
and Jeff had to cover his mouth to keep from laughing out
loud.
Soon
enough, the boy finished with a decisive nod at a job well
done. As Scott stood up and picked up his bat, the spectators
all cheered as if he'd hit a homerun. Jeff realized that to an
audience of parents of a group of five-year-olds, tying one's
own shoes was a feat just as worthy as any hit on the ball
field.
Scotty,
for his part was looking around, trying to see what he had
missed. After a moment, the cheers died down, and the game
continued. The little girl hit the ball right at the boy on
the pitcher's mound, and he had thrown the ball into the
dugout, but under the rules of the game, that meant the girl
could not advance past first.
Scotty
came to bat, and Jeff felt his stomach tighten. He hadn't been
this nervous sitting atop the Jupiter Six booster rocket that
had sent him into space. His son approached the tee, and with
a look of fierce determination, swung and knocked the ball
into the outfield.
As before,
the entire opposing team took off in hot pursuit, and Scotty
ran for first. Jeff was on his feet cheering wildly, and Scott
jumped on the base, then looked to his coach, who signaled him
to go for second. He took off running as fast as his little
legs could carry him, with Jeff urging him on.
Scotty
made it to second, only to find the little girl was standing
there, oblivious to what was going on. Jeff could see Scotty
telling her to run, and pointing in the direction of the third
base. The little girl started to run then paused, unsure what
to do. That uncertainty gave the left fielder enough time to
get the ball and run pell-mell to third base, tagging her out.
The girl
crossed her arms and stomped off the field in a fit of pique.
Even that stormy little cloud couldn't ruin the day for Jeff.
He looked over at Lucy, only to see her lifting Virgil from
his playpen. He immediately got up to help. "Luce, let me do
that. He's getting too big for you to lift."
Lucy
snorted. "Oh, please. I'm not a helpless little china doll,
Jeff. Virgil's not too big. He's just the right size, aren't
you, sweetie?"
The baby
yawned and rested his head on his mother's shoulder, big eyes
locked on his father. Jeff smiled gently. "Hey, big boy,
c'mere."
Jeff held
out his arms, and the baby immediately reached for him. Lucy
pulled a face as she transferred him over. "Well, I like that!
Deserted for a big hunk of annoying man."
Jeff
smiled as he settled the baby against his shoulder. "Yeah, but
I'm your hunk of annoying man."
With the
baby warm against him, Jeff leaned over for a soft kiss. Lucy
responded, lifting a hand to caress his cheek, love shining
out of her eyes. The moment was broken by a cheer from the
crowd, and Jeff looked up in time to see Scotty rounding third
and heading for home.
He cheered
as the boy stopped to jump on the base, then jumped a second
time to be sure. "That's my boy!"
Scott
looked up and grinned, making as if to come over. As much as
Jeff would have loved to pick the boy up and swing him around,
he pointed to the dugout. Scott came to a stop and looked at
the dugout. Giggling, he shrugged an 'oops,' and ran over to
sit with his team.
Lucy got
up out of her chair, stretching. "I'll be right back. I'm
going to take the juice boxes over."
"Oh,
honey, I'll do that. You just sit here and watch the game."
Lucy gave
him a look. "Not a china doll, remember? Besides, the baby's
been kicking my kidneys all afternoon. I'm going to make a pit
stop. You stay here with Virgil."
Jeff
watched as Lucy carried the cooler filled with juice boxes
over to a folding table where a few other parents assigned
snack duty were arriving. Five months pregnant, and she was
still the sexiest thing Jeff had ever seen.
Virgil was
growing heavy as he slipped into sleep. It was a weight that
Jeff could never get enough of. And with the advent of the
newest little Tracy, he could look forward to sleeping babies
for at least another couple of years.
Breathing
in the soft scent of his son's hair, he wondered if the new
baby would take after him, with dark hair and blue eyes, as
Scotty did, or have Lucy's coloring like Virgil did. It didn't
matter. The kid could have purple hair and orange eyes for all
he cared.
He watched
the game, or more particularly Scotty, as it played out.
T-Ball games ran for six innings, or ninety minutes, whichever
came first. Jeff could understand the need for a time limit. A
glance at his watch showed that the ninety minutes had almost
elapsed, and the kids had only played two and a half innings.
He took a
lot of pride in the fact that his boy was one of the best on
the field. Scotty stayed on his base for the most part, and
hit cleanly. When the ball was thrown to him, he used his
glove to block it to keep it from rolling away. Jeff was sure
that if any of the kids actually got to the point that they
threw something other than a grounder, Scotty would catch it.
Lucy came
back with only a couple minutes to spare. Jeff raised an
eyebrow. "Everything okay?"
Lucy gave
him an endearingly goofy grin. "I feel so much better!"
Jeff
laughed, and little Virgil moved against him, waking up from
his nap. The baby looked around with a scrunched up frown,
spotted his mother and reached for her. Lucy smiled and took
him as Jeff muttered, "Fickle little beggar, isn't he?"
"Hah! He
just knows who loves him most, huh, Virgie?" Lucy hugged the
baby tight, eliciting some excited chatter from him.
Jeff, for
his part, winced at the nickname 'Virgie.' As if Virgil wasn't
bad enough. With a mock grumble, he turned back to the game,
where Scott was once again on first base. The opposing team's
only lefthander came up to bat, and Jeff sat up straighter.
The only
time Scotty had left his base had been when this kid had hit a
soft grounder between the pitcher's mound and first base. Like
a kitten unable to resist a moving piece of string, Scotty had
chased after the ball.
"Stay on
your base, son," Jeff called out. Scotty glanced over, then
turned his eyes back to the batter as he'd been taught. The
boy at bat took a mighty swing, and hit a line drive directly
at Scott. Jeff barely had time to gasp before Scott stuck his
glove out, and caught the ball as if he'd been doing it all
his life.
The
spectators on both sides of the field broke out into cheers,
but none were as loud as Jeff. The umpire called game over,
and the whole team gathered around Scotty, cheering and
jumping up and down in excitement. The coaches soon came up
and chivvied the two teams into straight lines for the
traditional post game handshakes.
Jeff
watched as the entire team made a beeline for the snack table.
A few other fathers came over to shake his hand,
congratulating him on Scott's performance. Jeff couldn't stop
beaming. He stood with his arm around his wife, watching his
son come running waving two plastic bags.
"Daddy,
did you see? I caught the ball! I caught it!"
Jeff
scooped the boy up and swung him around without reservation.
"I sure did! You were great!"
Giggling,
his eyes shining, Scotty was the most perfect son Jeff could
imagine. Lucy was more pragmatic, though. "Jeff! Stop that!
You'll make him sick!"
"Hah! Not
my boy! He's tougher than nails!" Jeff said, but prudently put
the boy down.
"Yeah,
Mom. I'm tough as nails! Did you see? I didn't even flinch!"
"Flinch?
You? Not my brave boy. But I want you to calm down. Why do you
have two snack bags, Scotty? You didn't take someone else's,
did you?"
"No, Mom.
Mrs. Kennally brought extra so I could have one for Virgie."
The boy turned to his little brother. "Look, Virgie, there's a
cookie and a piece of orange and a juice box."
Scotty
dropped down to the ground. Virgil toddled over to him,
watching with serious intent as his big brother worked to poke
the plastic straw into the juice. Scott handed the box over
with the admonition, "Two hands, Virgie."
Jeff sat
down and waited. It was a bit of a letdown from the excitement
of the game, but the after game ritual of snacks and juice
boxes was important to calming the kids down and letting them
cool off. As he looked out over the field, other families were
doing the same thing.
He took a
deep breath and thought again it had been a pretty damn
perfect day. Earlier this morning, he had taken his family to
Sears and with the flight bonus he had received just yesterday
bought a top of the line propane barbecue, and a good-sized
wading pool.
This
afternoon, he would let Scotty help him set up the barbecue
and the pool. The family would splash and play together, then
for dinner, there'd be steak and roasted corn. And he could
look forward to these family days more often. His heroics on
the moon had leap -frogged him with a promotion to Lieutenant
Colonel. It meant he would be leaving the moon behind as his
responsibilities segued into the control room end of the space
program.
Jeff would
forever be grateful that he had had the opportunity to fly to
the moon, but as his family grew, he was ready to leave the
danger behind. And he was even ready to contemplate the
unthinkable; leaving the service.
A few
years earlier, he would have called the idea crazy. He'd
entered the academy at age seventeen, and had immediately
found a home. But lately, the restrictions imposed by a
military life had begun to chafe. It wasn't as if he had no
prospects. A chance encounter with a government contractor had
resulted in a job offer. And if he was honest with himself, a
lot of companies would jump to hire the Hero of the
Sagittarius Expedition.
But he put
all of that aside and watched his two little boys eat their
snacks. His future was spreading wide before him with the
promise of more perfect days to come. He couldn't wait. |