SUNNY DAY
by BOOMERCAT
RATED FRC |
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A followup
to A Cold Day In
Hell. Virgil and Scott bond.
The day
was turning out to be one of those perfect island days that
made me glad to be alive. The air was rich with the scents and
sounds of a house by the sea, and the breeze had just a breath
of coolness to it.
I zipped
up my jacket, knowing that it was really too warm to wear one,
and if I had to wear it long I would become uncomfortable.
Still, it held the rubber weight firmly in place in the small
of my back, so I was willing to wear it for the time being.
I tripped
lightly down the steps leading to the pool and gardens of my
home on Tracy Island, and was grateful for the sun, and the
sky, and the tranquility. Especially the tranquility. After
last week's disastrous rescue attempt in the Arctic, I had
been pretty much sleepless.
My brother
Scott had been injured, and for the first few nights, I had
stayed by his bedside. I don't know, I just had to be there.
It's not like I have any real medical skills. If something had
gone seriously wrong, all I could have done was holler for
Brains and panic. I suppose the real reason I stayed was
because I needed to reassure myself that he was truly going to
be all right.
Of course,
now that he wasn't bedridden, I simply couldn't sleep because
of the nightmares. As much as I love Thunderbird Two, there
are times when the most I can do is just sit and wait for
someone else to do the rescuing, and for me, that is hard.
I've always been a hand's on kind of guy, and having to sit in
my ‘bird and wait until Gordon had…
Anyway, it
was all over, and I prayed the nightmares would pass. I walked
out into Grandma's rose garden, and started hunting for the
perfect flower. At breakfast Dad had declared today to be a
holiday and I had decided to paint a still life.
"Hey, Virg!
There you are!"
I turned
to see Gordon trotting toward me, a notebook in his hand. I
called out agreeably, "Here I am. What's up?"
"I've got
this monster idea, and I wanted to ask you about it before I
hit up Brains."
I raised
an eyebrow. This should be good. Gordon looked around and with
a jerk of his head indicated the bench in front of some tall
bushes. "Come on, I wanna show you."
He started
to head off, but paused when I stood my ground. "Gordon, I'm
kind of busy here. Why don't you just tell me about it? We'll
kill two birds with one stone."
A
lightening flicker of something crossed his face, and I knew
he was not going to let me get away with just hearing his
idea. Sure enough, he shook his head, "Aw, come on, Virg. You
can play with your posies anytime. This is important."
He was
using that puppy dog look that hadn't worked on me since he
was five, but knowing he would pester me to the ends of the
earth, I sighed, and stepped toward him. Seeing he had gotten
his way, he grinned happily and led me over to the bench.
He sat
down and patted the bench next to him. I didn't feel like
sitting, so I shook my head, crossed my arms and said, "Okay,
so, what is this big idea?"
Again
there was a flicker of something in his eyes, but he just
started in, his enthusiasm bubbling like the fizz in soda.
"Well, you know that Brains has that little itty-bitty engine
he's designed, right? All that power for very little fuel. And
there's that alloy he wants to use on the pods, right?
Stronger that steel, lighter than aluminum. So I got to
thinking, and I want to build a… thing."
"A thing?"
I asked, hard put to keep the amusement out of my voice.
Gordon wasn't really mechanically minded, but he made up for
it with a wild imagination and an absolute inability to take
no for an answer. I would be the first to admit on rare
occasion…very rare occasion… he would come up with some weird
idea that Brains and I could actually translate into a viable
machine. The Mole was one design that had started with a germ
of an idea from my little brother's decidedly warped mind.
"Yeah. A
thing. I figure we can start with a motorcycle chassis, and
what we do, see, is we put that engine in the back, and we use
the alloy, and so, you're riding along on the motorcycle, and
you push this button, and these little wings pop out, like
they do on Thunderbird One, and suddenly you're flying! Cool,
huh?"
"A flying
motorcycle?"
"Well,
yeah, but not just that! When the little wings pop out, the
windshield kinda morphs into a, um, fuselage, and the sides
come up, so that once you're airborne, you're in a cockpit,
not just, you know, hanging out there in the wind."
I raised
an eyebrow at the ‘morph.' I looked at his crude sketches and
with a frown pointed to one that looked more like a torpedo
than an airplane. "What's that?"
"Oh,
that's the best part! You're flying along, right? And you come
to the ocean. You push another button, and the wings retract,
and stabilizers come out, and you can just dive right into the
water, and it becomes a submarine."
"A flying,
diving motorcycle," I deadpanned.
Gordon
blinked at me. "Well, I was thinking of it more as a
road-riding, flying submarine, but yeah, that's the general
idea. What do you think?"
"About
what?" I glanced over my shoulder at Scott coming up.
"Gordon
wants to build a motorcycle that flies."
"And
dives." Gordon said proudly. I noticed his eyes flickering
around as if searching for something.
Scott came
to stand by my side, giving me a short nod. The bruises from
his accident had all but disappeared. I suppose if you met him
in the street, they wouldn't even be visible, but to me, the
faint shadowing stood out like a beacon. "You want to sit
down?"
Predictably, Scott wrinkled his nose in annoyance. "No," he
said firmly, then turned to our brother who was more or less
trapped on the bench between us. "Actually, I have a question
for you, Gordon."
"Yeah?
What's up?"
Scott
reached a hand into his jacket and pulled out a red balloon,
filled with some lumpy substance. "Recognize this?"
I had to
hand it to Gordon, he managed to keep the shock off of his
face. He was all casual when he replied, "Gee, Scott, offhand,
I'd say it's a balloon. Maybe somebody's having a party."
I reached
behind my own back and pulled out the balloon that had been
resting there. "Must be. Here's another one. What do you
suppose is in it?"
Okay, that
got him. He looked around, realizing he was trapped, and with
a sigh of resignation, asked, "What did you two do with Alan?"
"Oh, he's
tied up at the moment," Scott said with deadly sweetness.
"What's in
the balloons, Gordon?" I made my tone match Scott's.
One thing
I will say about my little brother, Gordon. He has this
remarkable ability to appreciate situations. When tricks are
pulled on him, he's as likely to be delighted as upset. And
when one of his own pranks backfires, he'll take the
punishment without complaint. With a sigh he shrugged. "Maybe
some grape jelly and ink and oatmeal. You never know."
Scott and
I looked at each other, then turned back to our captive.
Gordon saw our intent, and to both of our surprise, threw
himself on his knees before us, hands clasped, "Please oh
please! Forgive me! I was led astray! I'll never, ever do
anything like this again, Scout's honor! Please don't!"
The
pitiful begging was a new tactic, and I for one was hard put
not to crack up. I knew Scott was feeling the same, because he
lifted his balloon high, and slammed it down on our brother's
bowed head. I was a split second behind him, knowing if I
didn't do it now, I would be laughing so hard, I wouldn't be
able to.
The look
of shock on Gordon's face as the blue gooey mess dripped down
was priceless. I couldn't help it, I started to laugh. Scott
was giving me all kinds of signals to maintain, but it was
just that damn funny. It took an effort, but I reined it in
after a moment, knowing Scott had something else in mind.
Gordon
didn't try to get up; he just used his hands to wipe the worst
of the goo away. Scott stood sternly looking down at our
brother, and I tried to match his pose. After a few moments,
Gordon noticed we hadn't moved, and he was stuck on his knees
between us and the bench. Warily he looked up at us.
Scott took
a deep breath, shaking his head sadly, and reached into his
jacket a second time. He pulled out a roll of duct tape.
Gordon couldn't hide the instant panic, and he dove between us
and, rolling to his feet, took off at high speed, trailing
little gobs of blue goo.
I watched
him go and with a smile glanced over at Scott. He returned the
look and we both burst out laughing. It had actually been John
who had duct-taped Gordon to the barn door back when we were
kids, but it was still a very useful threat. It was nice to
laugh again.
I noticed
that Scott was looking a bit pale, so I casually said, "Let's
go sit out by the pool."
Pulling
off his jacket, Scott nodded. "Sounds good."
I took off
my own jacket as we strolled over to the loungers. Settling
back, we each pulled out a pair of sunglasses. It felt good to
be in the sun.
Scott
sighed, "Now, this is more like it."
"Yeah."
"Gotta
tell you, Virg, there were a few moments last week when I
wasn't sure I'd ever see the sun again."
I couldn't
help but stiffen. I had somehow assumed that Scott had been
knocked out before Thunderbird One had sunk through the Arctic
ice into the cold sea. I looked over at him, but he seemed
relaxed, his eyes closed. I swallowed hard. "I had that
feeling myself."
"Yeah." He
became quiet. I wanted to talk to him about it, but I didn't
really know what to say. After a few minutes, Scott said, "You
did a good job, you know."
It felt
like something hard burst inside of me. My voice sounded harsh
in my own ears. "I didn't do squat. It was Gordon who saved
you."
Suddenly
Scott swung his legs off of the lounger, and leaned forward,
trying to catch my eye. I didn't want to see the look. Didn't
want the pity. What I didn't expect was his agreement. "Yeah,
he did a hell of a job out there. But then, so did you."
I had to
look away. My heart was aching with denial. I had sat in my
damn ship while two of my brothers fought for their lives.
"You could have died, Scott."
"No."
Scott's firm statement had me turning back to him. "Not with
you and Gordon there. You wouldn't have let it happen. You
didn't let it happen."
I hung my
head, still feeling the shame. "Scott, I've never been so
scared in my life. What if Gordon hadn't saved you? What if
you died?"
"Then you
would have inherited my shares in Tracy Enterprises." Scott
waved his hand. It wasn't funny, and I sure as hell didn't
laugh. "Seriously, Virg, you can't think like that. We both
know our lives are on the line everytime we head out. If I
started second guessing when I ordered you or one of the brats
into the danger zone, nobody would be safe."
I shook my
head. "Intellectually, I understand that, but when I looked
down from Two and saw nothing but a hole in the ice where
you'd been two minutes earlier… Scott, I'm just not sure I'm
cut out for this any more."
There. I
admitted it. Just saying it out loud felt like a betrayal of
everything I stood for, but I just wasn't sure I could face
that situation again. I waited for Scott to say something,
anything, but I suppose he was just too shocked. He sat there
looking at me.
Just when
I had about decided I couldn't stand it any longer and made a
move to escape, he stilled me with his voice. "Do you remember
our first rescue? The Fireflash?"
I frowned.
How could I possibly have forgotten that? I looked to Scott,
and he nodded. "I had just resigned my commission. It all
sounded so… I don't know… noble and grand. Save the world and
all that crap. And there I was, totally resplendent in my
shiny new uniform, watching those damn elevator cars swerving
all over that damn runway. Why that plane did not go up in a
ball of flame I'll never know. When the smoke cleared away, I
could see the control car flipped over, and Virgil, I swear to
God, my heart flat out stopped. It just stopped."
Scott
paused, taking a deep breath to release the memory. "There was
absolutely no doubt in my mind whatsoever that I had killed
you." Scott's voice caught on the words, and he swallowed
hard. "If it hadn't been for me, you would have been in
Houston building bridges. Johnny and Alan would have been on
the moon, and I would have made Major."
I looked
at him like he was a stranger. How could he have come to a
conclusion like that? "As I recall it, Scott, I made my own
decision to join. I know you think you have this magic power
over me, but let's face it, I'm nobody's yes man."
Scott
shook his head. "Virg, Dad and I talked about International
Rescue for years. From the time Mom died, he had it in his
mind to create this. He and I would sit out on the porch after
you guys went to bed and we'd talk about it until the middle
of the night. If I'd ever said ‘that's stupid' or ‘who do you
think you are,' he probably wouldn't have kept dreaming. But I
was right there pushing him, agreeing with him, telling him to
go forward."
This was
not news to me. My bedroom was right over the porch, and there
was many a summer's eve that I laid in bed listening to the
grand plans that my father spun. If I were honest about it,
I'd say my determination to become an engineer was spawned by
my own desire to make my father's dream come true. I shrugged.
"International Rescue was a good idea, Scott. Besides, I'm not
all that sure you could have really derailed ‘Irresistible
Force Tracy' once he got rolling."
Scott
snorted a soft chuckle. "Well, the point is, when I saw that
car upside down, I decided then and there that I wanted no
part of International Rescue. Even after you answered when I
called, I was done. I figured I could rescind my resignation
and re-up with the Air Force."
"What
stopped you?" I asked, curious.
"You."
"Me?
Scott, I didn't even know you were having doubts."
"When I
got to the car, and muscled my way in, you were hanging there,
half upside down with this big shit-eating grin on your face."
Scott shook his head, smiling softly. "I'd had this idea that
I would quit, and International Rescue would just shut down
before it ever really got off the ground. One look at you, and
I knew that you'd never quit."
"Yeah,
well, I'm ready to quit now," I said quietly.
Scott
continued on as if I hadn't spoken. "And, of course, when I
stopped for a moment to think about it, I realized John,
Gordon and Alan wouldn't quit either. Then came the real
epiphany." Scott paused and put on a goofy grin. "I like that
word, epiphany."
I had to
chuckle. "So what was the big epiphany?"
"I
realized that if I left, and something were to happen to one
of you guys, I wouldn't be there to help." Scott cocked an
eyebrow. "You sure you want to be sitting in your nice safe
office in Houston and listen to a news report about
Thunderbird Two showing up at a rescue site?"
Okay, so
maybe I hadn't thought it through. "Scott, I felt so damn
helpless out there."
"Of
course, you leave and Thunderbird Two is Gordon's."
I tried
again to get him to understand. "Scott, I didn't know if you
were dead or alive."
"Gordon
would be primary pilot on the Mole, too. And the Firefly."
"Scott…"
"Of
course, Alan would be his backup. He'd probably want to
repaint Two red or something."
"Okay!
Okay! Shut up!" Geez, as if I weren't having nightmares
already.
Scott
chuckled. "Paints a frightening picture, doesn't it? Anyway,
the thing is, Virg, whether you think so or not, I am sitting
here today because neither you nor Gordon were willing to quit
on me. And before you start that ‘Gordon saved you' crap, keep
in mind that he wouldn't have made it either if you hadn't
been there."
I sat
scrubbing my face with my hands. Scott was right, of course.
It was a team effort. I knew I was starting to see that, but I
couldn't help trying to explain just once more. "I wanted to
be the one to pull you out, Scott. I wanted to be right there
for you."
"I know.
Honest to God, I know. But you have to look at it from my
point of view too, Virg." Scott paused and I raised my
eyebrow. "You saved something infinitely more important. You
saved Thunderbird One."
I rolled
my eyes. "Your toy rocket is not as important as you are,
Scott."
"Well, let
me put that in perspective for you, Virg. If One had been
lost, I would have automatically become the primary pilot on
Two. You would have been stuck on Five, John would have gotten
seasick, and Lord help the world, Gordon would have been given
Three." Scott paused to think. "I guess we would have had to
get Alan's old tricycle out of the attic for him."
God, what
a visual! I started to laugh. Scott really had a way. I
nodded, understanding that whatever my fears, Scott would be
there for me, making me laugh, helping me to understand. I
could practically feel the weight lifting from my shoulders.
My mind went back to his earlier comment. I smiled. "You were
resplendent."
"Totally."
When I
looked over at my brother, he was leaning back on the lounger,
sunglasses in place, a quiet smile on his lips. Releasing a
breath that seemed to release my own cares, I sank back in my
lounger and closed my eyes, soaking up the warm sun. It was a
perfect day on the island. |