PROTECTIVE
INSTINCT
by
ERIPHI
RATED FRPT |
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A fight at school demonstrates
that Scott isn't the only one to understand why you have to
protect your brothers.
Author's Notes: This story is a
one shot. The idea came from the controversy surrounding the
eldest Tracys' order of birth. I couldn't help playing with
the background to Scott and Virgil's friendship and John's
aloofness. This is the result. I hope you enjoy it.
Jeff Tracy
looked at his middle son. The boy's arms were crossed over his
chest and his expression was set into a scowl. He had pulled
himself up to his full height, which was, admittedly, shorter
than his brothers had been at age ten. The black eye and the
scuffed knuckles completed the look of child in disgrace.
"So," Jeff
said when the silence had stretched far enough. "Would you
like to explain?"
"No, Sir."
Jeff
leaned over his desk. "I think you ought to, Virgil Tracy."
The boy
sighed and let his shoulders slump. The school Principal had
told Jeff about the events outside the school, and by her
account, the boy would be sore at the moment.
"I was
fighting," he said quietly.
"It looks
like you were losing."
"There
were six of them."
"Why did
you choose to fight six people?"
"Actually,
there were more when I started fighting, but some of them ran
away. I think Gordon's friend Archie went to get a teacher,
and some of the other kids were just watching."
"Young
man, I asked you why you were fighting. You are avoiding my
question."
A look of
such conflicted loyalties passed over the boy's face that Jeff
had to hide his smile. It was obvious he was trying to protect
his brother. The instinct to do so was strong, even if it was
protection from their father.
"Virgil,"
he said severely.
"It was
John."
"John was
fighting?"
"No. John
wouldn't fight. A group of guys in Scott's year were asking
him to do his number tricks, and someone shouted at him about
being put in the gifted classes. I was walking behind and I
heard them saying it. I thought they might have been his
friends at first, but then one of them pushed him and..." He
paused to take a breath. "And they never do this stuff when
Scott's around! I got really angry, because he's my brother
too. I told them to stop, and I told John to go home, but he
was getting upset and, well, you know how he is."
"Go on,"
Jeff prompted.
Virgil
shrugged as if the rest was self-explanatory. "One of the
bigger boys started playing the fool, and the other kids
started laughing. So I... I punched him."
"And?"
"It gets a
bit muddled."
Seeing the
bruises, Jeff could well imagine why.
"One of
the boys said that Scott wasn't around to fight John's battles
and did they think I could stand up for him on my own." The
boy hung his head. "I lost control, father. I know I shouldn't
have, but they were saying such horrible things, and Scott
normally gets them all to leave him alone abut he wasn't there
and, and..." Tears ran down his face as words failed him.
Jeff stood
and moved to front of the desk. He carefully lifted Virgil
under the shoulders and sat him on the desk beside him. He
tried to be as gentle as he could, but the boy still gasped at
the fresh bruises. Jeff made a mental note to check under the
shirt for other injuries later.
He leaned
back on the desk. "I understand," he said in a gentle voice.
"But I am disappointed that you lost control in such a way,
and that you would use your fists rather than your brain to
get you out of trouble."
"Yes Sir."
"Now that
you have had due time to consider your actions and their
consequences, do you have any thoughts on how the incident
could have been better managed."
"Scott
would have..."
"I am not
asking what Scott would have done, I am asking about you,
Virgil."
The boy
wrinkled his nose in thought. "I should have got John out of
there, even if I had to drag him away. There was no way I
could ever have taken on all of them.
Jeff
couldn't help smiling. "The Principal says you made a good
effort. She says that the sports master wants to sign you up
for the boxing club."
"But it
shouldn't have happened. I should have kept my cool and got us
both out before anyone got hurt. I bet Scott would have..."
Again,
Jeff interrupted. "Scott wasn't there, Virgil. He would have
reacted differently, and it's because he's a different person,
not because he is always right." He turned to face his son,
and met the dark eyes squarely. "Make no mistake, I am proud
of your instinct to protect your brother today. I don't know
if he knows how much you risked on his behalf, and I am not
just referring to the bruises. It takes a lot of courage to
stand up for the ones you love, especially those who struggle
to show it sometimes."
"Yes
father."
"Right.
Now go and find your grandmother and tell her that I think
those bruises are punishment enough for fighting."
"Yes,
Sir."
Jeff
helped him down from the desk again, and ruffled the dark
hair. He was obviously still sore, but managed out of the
office with his head high.
Now that
he was alone, Jeff had a chance to consider the discussion
with the boys' Principal earlier in the day. Virgil's account
had matched her's, and her opinion of the gang who had started
the incident was scathing. She was clear that there would be
no reprisals against the two Tracy boys involved, and that the
older children could expect severe punishments when their
parents were informed.
She was
still concerned though, but it wasn't for Virgil. "That lad
will be a hero for standing up to Thomson and his posse," she
had said. She couldn't keep the respect out of her tone as she
continued, "Mr Tracy, all of those boys had at least a foot on
him in height, but he gave the biggest a broken nose so he'll
remember not to pick on a Tracy, whether Scott is around or
not. I might have wondered how to keep Virgil grounded after
an episode like this, but he's a sensible boy." She had then
paused, and said gravely, "I do worry about John, though."
As did
Jeff. He frowned to himself and tried to decide what to do
with his second son.
This
wasn't the first time that John had been at the victim of
playground bullies. Scott seemed to contain the worst of the
transgressions by diverting the other children away from their
target. He was also effortlessly popular, so John was afforded
protection by association.
But as
Virgil had proved today, that protection wasn't always going
to be available. Perhaps it was time to think again about the
'supported environment' that the education officer kept trying
to suggest.
Jeff
stuffed his hands into his pockets and went looking for John.
He shouldn't be too hard to find. Virgil had said he was
upset, so that meant the planetarium.
It was too
grand a title for a darkened room with a light box, but the
name had stuck when seven year old John had declared it such.
It had been meant to be Virgil's bedroom, but he had told Jeff
that he preferred bunkbeds with Scott anyway. The elder boy
had agreed, and the planetarium remained. In troubled times,
it was John's sanctuary.
Jeff
cracked the door a little and poked his head in. At least John
didn't freak out the way he might have done when he was
younger. He seemed calmer than might have been expected, but
Jeff still proceeded with caution. Without speaking, he sat
beside John under the spinning stars. The only sound was the
projector's fan gently whirring.
Eventually
Jeff said, "Virgil is alright."
"I know.
He said he was fine while we waited for you."
Jeff could
imagine what kind of 'I'm fine' Virgil had really meant, but
it was a social nuance that John was never going to understand
without explanation.
"So what
happened?"
"The same
stuff as usual."
"Why was
there a fight?"
John
watched the stars. "Scott wasn't there and Virgil got
really..." he screwed up his face into a mimic of a furious
expression. "He got really angry. I didn't do what he told
me."
"Virgil
wasn't angry at you."
"He said
that. I wanted to help, but..." he shrugged.
"You
thought he was angry at you."
"He was so
cross, and he shouted and then everyone started hitting, and I
said that you shouldn't hit. No-one was listening."
Jeff
resisted the urge to put a comforting hand on his son's
shoulder. He had learned long ago that the physical contact
made the boy shrink into himself.
It was
hard not to compare the two conversations with his sons.
Virgil had shown maturity beyond his years, and his
understanding of the need to protect John was like his eldest
brother's. John, who tested as genius on every academic scale,
was like a toddler baffled by the intricacies of older
children.
"Father."
"Yes,
John."
"I'm sorry
I got Virgil into a fight. I didn't mean to."
"I know.
And Virgil knows too."
They sat
in silence for a moment, before John said angrily, "Why can't
I get this? Even Alan understands it. He's got friends that
make him laugh, and he doesn't cause fights. I do try, but it
doesn't make sense."
There was
anguish in his tone, and again Jeff resisted the urge to pull
the boy into a tight embrace the way he would have done with
any of the other boys.
"We could
talk about the other school again."
"No. I
want to know how to do this. I'll not learn it at that kind of
school."
"They have
a gifted program."
"With
computers and astronomy and physics on the curriculum. The
education woman showed me the portfolio. I don't need school
to teach me that stuff. I know more than the teachers anyway.
I've thought about it, and what I need to learn is how to stop
this stuff from happening again."
Two years
ago, Jeff would have doubted that John could ever have had
such insight into his own difficulties. "How will you do
that?"
"Scott
says it's like looking at the stars. When you guys look at the
sky you see all these constellations. I see lots of individual
stars. Scott says I miss the patterns because I see things in
too much detail. But the patterns are how you lot know what
people are thinking and what they're going to do. Today I
didn't have time to get to the patterns." He smiled slightly.
"Of course, Scott could be making this up, but it sort of
helps."
"It sounds
like something worthy of practice."
"They
haven't invented something that I can't learn." The
self-assured tone was back in John's voice. "It's just like
quantum theory, only more tricky. I'll ask Virgil for help."
"You do
that."
More
reassured than Jeff would have thought possible before coming
into this room, he stood. He didn't say anything as he left.
He knew John would be using the familiar motions of the
heavens to ground himself so he could start dealing with
earthly problems again.
There was
one other son that Jeff needed to find, but the object of his
search found him. In fact it was more like a collision with an
express train.
"What
happened Dad? Is John alright? They said that Virgil tried to
fight twenty boys. Is he hurt?"
Jeff held
out a placating hand to his son. He was breathing hard, which
wasn't surprising given the likelihood that he'd run the mile
from home to school.
"Virgil is
fine. He's bruised, but Grandma is seeing to him. And John
is... John is John."
Some of
the tension left Scott's shoulders. "I should have been there.
John can't..."
"Scott,"
Jeff said. "John is going to have to learn to look after
himself. And from what I heard he's finally making some sense
of the complicated world of school. When Virgil learns to pick
his fights with more care, he'll be well able to protect his
big brother."
"He
shouldn't have to. John is Virgil's big brother. John's meant
to look after him."
"I doubt
that Virgil sees it that way. The boy idolises you, and he'll
follow your example. You look after John, so it's natural that
Virgil will do the same. There will come a time when it won't
matter who is the eldest. It doesn't matter to John and Virgil
now." Jeff paused to consider. "In the future, people will
probably think that Virgil is closer to your age than John
anyway."
"They
can't think that now. John's a genius, Dad."
"And the
most clueless individual when it comes to human beings. I'm
thinking about sending him into space half the year just to
keep him out of trouble."
"I think
he'd like that."
Scott
trotted off to look for his brothers, almost smiling. Jeff
followed cautiously.
The boys
were all in the living space as usual. Gordon and Alan were
arguing over a toy castle adorned with soldiers and a couple
of Barbies that looked like they had been rescued from next
door's garbage.
Scott
glanced at them, then concentrated his gaze on the sofa.
Virgil was curled onto one end in what must be the only
comfortable position he could find. He was dazedly watching
some old movie on television. John sat at the other end with a
dog-eared encyclopedia of facts on his knee. As Scott and Jeff
watched, the blond boy reached out a tentative hand and
brushed it lightly against Virgil's sock. Virgil seemed to be
too exhausted to notice, but both brother and father standing
at the doorway did.
Then Scott
couldn't contain himself any longer.
"Gordon,
Alan, stop arguing."
They did
with sheepish looks.
"And what
on earth were you thinking?" Scott demanded of Virgil.
The
younger boy shrugged, but tried to pull himself up straighter.
"I don't think I was really thinking anything. It was more a
sort of instinct thing..."
Scott
didn't wait for any more of a reply. He rounded on John. "And
you! I've told you that Thomson is a bad person. If Virgil
tells you to get out of a bad situation, you do it."
"Okay,
Scott."
"Right.
What are you watching?" Scott asked as he collapsed into the
easy chair.
John gave
him a very thorough synopsis of the plot so far; something
about a robot car and a talking fish. Scott nodded in all the
right places. Virgil finally let his eyes close and dozed as
John explained the minutiae.
Jeff
joined his mother in the kitchen part of the room. She handed
him a coffee. "The boys are alright," she said.
Looking at
the scene in front of him, Jeff smiled and couldn't help but
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