A BAD DAY AT THE OFFICE
by JULES
RATED FRPT |
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Rescues. They do it for a
living. One after the other, always facing adversity,
injuries, destruction and death. But what happens when it gets
to be too much? For one Tracy, a bad day at the office becomes
an unbearable burden that follows him home.
Introduction
Bad Day
Debrief
The Beach
Trust
Early
Introduction
It had
been a long day, a very long day. Scott sat in the debrief
staring at a mark on the wall behind his father. He couldn't
remember the last time he had felt this tired after a rescue.
Bad Day
The rescue
had taken forever, or so it felt at the time. A tower block in
a small town in a remote part of Russia had collapsed because
of a terrorist's bomb planted on the twelfth floor. The local
emergency services had tried as best they could to deal with
the situation but the devastation of 20 floors of concrete and
steel had been too much and someone had called International
Rescue.
It had
been pretty much a straightforward rescue for the Tracy
brothers with the Mole operated by Virgil and the Firefly
under the care of Gordon. Fires were put out and Russians
rescued from the rubble. Then someone told Scott at Mobile
Control about the people in the basement or, more
specifically, the children.
The
building was part offices, part shops and also contained a
crèche in the basement for the children of the office workers.
The basement was buried under a lot of rubble and it took the
Mole a while to get safe access to it. The Mole was an
ingenious machine, not only drilling a route through the
toughest of conditions but also sending a spray of concrete
from its rear end to stabilise the passage it made. The thin,
fast-setting concrete coating would not last long but long
enough to enable the evacuation of victims and the return of
the Mole to the surface.
Finally,
the Mole broke through into the air pocket where its sensors
indicated there were still people alive. Virgil got out and
crawled into the narrow space hearing the demolished structure
above him creak and groan frighteningly. He reported what he
had found back to Scott and set about pulling people out.
Hearing
the exhaustion in Virgil's voice, Scott had decided to abandon
Mobile Control, where he had been spending several hours
dealing with distressed, hurt and panicked people, and go and
help. When he too crawled into what was left of the basement,
he was shocked by the destruction. The rooms there had
obviously been a bright and cheerful nursery. Pictures from
artists as young as one year old were still stuck to the
crumbling walls. He had to push toys and tiny chairs out of
the way to get through. One room had been totally destroyed
with no hope of survivors but where The Mole had ended up,
there were several children and a couple of nursery nurses.
The adults had suffered injuries in their attempts to shield
the children from the collapse. The children were less
physically hurt but were hysterical with shock and Virgil was
having a tough time getting them to do what he wanted.
Between
them, Scott and Virgil managed to get most of the victims to
the surface. There were just a couple left when Scott became
distracted by a section of the room to one side of the air
pocket. It had obviously been some kind of home corner where a
group of children had been playing at shops with pretend tills
and plastic fruit. A steel beam had smashed down and 5
children had been killed, Scott suspected, more or less
instantly. It was a horrible sight. The creaking of the
remains of the building above was getting worse and Scott knew
that he and Virgil had to get out soon. He also knew that this
pile of rubble would be the final resting place for the 5
children. Something in the normally calm and rational Scott
snapped. One day he hoped he would marry and have a large
family of his own. He didn't think it was an impossible dream.
How would he cope if something like this happened to his
child? He couldn't bear the thought that these children's
relatives would have no body to bury, no grave to grieve at.
The children were just toddlers. One looked so like Alan when
he was about three and the ginger-haired one with the whale
picture on his t-shirt could easily have been....
"We help
the living, not the dead," was one of Jeff Tracy's rules and
Scott made a point of obeying his father's rules, especially
when they related to International Rescue. It had been made
plain to the boys that they would have to make difficult
decisions on rescues but that the living were the priority. If
someone was dead or about to die then International Rescue
should ignore them and leave them to the local emergency
teams. Usually Scott had no trouble with this but today was
different.
"Virgil,
get that last woman into the Mole. She'll never be able to
walk up the tunnel. Then reverse up. We need to get out of
here."
"F-A-B,
Scott. Want a lift?" asked Virgil, wiping a sheen of dust from
his face.
"No, you
go on."
Virgil set
about removing himself and the equipment from the area. As
usual, he was constantly scanning the area, making sure he
hadn't missed anything. From his seat in the Mole he suddenly
spied his elder brother carrying a dead child in his arms,
back up the tunnel. His eyes widened. He moved his arm, ready
to contact Scott on his wrist communicator. Then he stopped.
He had his orders and that was that.
Fifteen
minutes later Virgil, the Mole and the last of the survivors
were top side and being ferried away by ambulance. Virgil was
trying to concentrate on the Chief of Emergency Services who
was thanking him profusely but he couldn't help but be
distracted by the sight of Scott, a few metres away, who was
laying a fifth dead child, with infinite care, onto the ground
next to his friends. He watched as Scott then found an old
empty refuse sack, tore the seams, opened it out and covered
the bodies to provide them with some sort of dignity. Virgil
finally pulled away from the grateful Russian and went over to
Scott who was motionless, staring down at his work. Virgil
laid a hand on his brother's shoulder and Scott jumped
slightly and looked at Virgil. Virgil was again about to
remark on the breaking of the rule when he saw the expression
in his brother's eyes and was silenced. Then he spoke gently.
"We need
to check on Gordon. See how he's getting on with those fires."
Scott nodded but didn't reply and the two walked away from the
Mole towards where the Firefly was still at work on another
side of what was left of the building.
It had
taken another two hours to get away from the danger zone once
they had established that the fires would not re-ignite and
they had saved all the people they could. They finally loaded
the equipment back into Thunderbird 2's pod and then headed
for home.
Debrief
Back home
their father had allowed them time for a shower and some food
before he had requested that Scott, Virgil and Gordon join him
by his desk for a debrief. Despite his sons' obvious
exhaustion, Jeff was a detailer and he knew that an immediate
and thorough debrief was the best way to get the clearest
picture of how the rescue had gone so that lessons could be
learned for the future.
Scott and
Virgil both said their bits. Scott was grateful that Virgil
did not mention the incident with the dead children. He had
seen the confusion earlier in Virgil's eyes and hadn't been
sure if he could count on his brother's support but it soon
became obvious that Virgil was not going to squeal on him.
Then
Gordon started on a long description of the fires and how the
Firefly had performed. It was at this point that Scott
mentally phased out of what was happening around him. He
suddenly realised that he was having trouble hearing Gordon's
words. There was a buzzing sound in his ears that was growing
louder. He frowned and rubbed his left ear with his hand but
it made no difference. Then he became aware of his own pulse
throbbing. His heart started to race and he took a deep breath
trying to make it slow down. He looked across at the others
but everyone was focused on Gordon. Still the buzzing, still
the thudding in his chest. Scott had a feeling of panic
growing inside. He started to look around the room and
realised he was looking for a means of escape. He stood up
abruptly, making Gordon pause in mid flow.
"Excuse
me," muttered Scott and almost ran towards the door to the
balcony.
There was
silence in the room for a moment as Gordon, Virgil, Jeff and
Alan, who hadn't been in on the rescue but was listening to
the debrief, turned to watch Scott's swift exit. Jeff made to
stand up but Virgil was on his feet first. He had seen the
wild look in his elder brother's eyes.
"I'll go,"
he said firmly and followed after Scott. Gordon looked back at
his father.
"Go on,
son," Jeff replied to the unspoken question and Gordon
continued his analysis.
The Beach
Virgil
headed onto the balcony and looked over. He saw Scott, already
some way ahead, bypassing the pool and heading down to the
beach. Virgil followed, taking the steps two at a time. When
he got to the beach, he saw Scott in the distance heading for
the shoreline. Virgil started jogging to catch up with him. A
little way short of the water, Scott stopped and dropped down
onto his haunches. He then rocked forwards onto all fours,
obviously in some distress. Virgil made up the distance but
slowed down as he approached his brother, not wanting to
surprise him by running up quickly. As he came close to Scott
he could hear him gasping for breath.
"Scott?"
Scott
glanced towards him. "I'm okay."
"No,
you're not. You're not breathing right. It sounds like you're
hyperventilating. You need to slow it down." Virgil moved
closer to Scott and was about to put a steadying hand on his
back when Scott turned away from him and threw up
unceremoniously onto the sand. When he had finished, he sat
down, hugging his knees with his arms.
"Better?"
enquired Virgil. Scott favoured him with a rueful smile.
"Not
really."
Virgil sat
on the sand next to him. "You look awful."
"Gee,
thanks, Virg." Then Scott added more quietly, "I'm sorry, I
don't know what came over me."
"It
wouldn't have anything to do with the really crap day we had,
would it?"
Scott
didn't reply but looked forward towards the ocean. It was a
clear, moonlit night, the sea glistening. Somewhere up above
in amongst the twinkling stars, their brother John was keeping
watch on the world. Usually the sound of the gentle lapping of
the waves calmed Scott when he felt stressed but not tonight.
Virgil could hear him breathing more heavily again and knew he
had to get him talking.
"No rescue
is easy, Scott. We only get called in when things are
desperate, but I hate ones like that today, when there are so
many people we can't help. It's soul destroying."
Scott
turned tortured eyes towards his brother. "The children, Virg,
that's the hardest thing. I know we saved some of them but so
many parents tonight are going home to empty houses. It's
horrific. We should have...I mean we could have....Perhaps if
we'd...."
"Scott!
You have to get over this God complex of yours. Those kids in
the basement, you know as well as I do that they were dead
before we'd even launched the Thunderbirds. We saved the ones
we could. Concentrate on where we did succeed."
Scott was
about to reply when his stomach gave another lurch and its
remaining contents hit the sand. Virgil leant forwards and
rubbed his back as he retched. Finally, Scott sat back again.
"Stupid,"
he muttered.
"We had a
bad day, that's all. Don't beat yourself up about it."
"So, if
we had a bad day, how come I'm the only one losing
his dinner?" asked Scott petulantly.
"Because I
wasn't the one carrying the dead kids up the tunnel," replied
Virgil quietly. "You shouldn't have done that. We're not
supposed to get emotionally involved, remember? Having said
that, I'm sorry now I didn't help you."
"You had
an injured woman and a multi-million dollar piece of equipment
to deal with. You did what I told you to. You're right, I
shouldn't have. I just...I just couldn't leave them there."
"I know,
Scott. I know and I'm proud of you." Scott looked sharply at
Virgil but saw the look in his eyes reflecting his words. The
two said nothing for a few moments. Then Virgil realised that,
despite the warmth of the evening, Scott had started to
shiver.
"We need
to get you inside."
"I'm
fine."
"You're
suffering from delayed shock, is all. You've spent all day
looking after other people, Scott. This is just your body's
way of telling you it's time to look after yourself. Come on,
let's go in."
Scott
looked at his brother and Virgil noticed another flash of
panic in his eyes. "I don't want to go back into the lounge. I
don't want to see the others."
"Fine,
then we'll go in the back way, around by Kyrano's herb garden.
We'll get you into your room and then I'll tell the others you
took an early night." Virgil got to his feet and offered out a
hand to Scott. Scott took it and allowed Virgil to pull him to
his feet. The two set off towards the back of the house.
Virgil thought he might be pushing it with Scott if he offered
him a supportive arm so he merely matched his pace with his
brother's and they made slow progress across the beach.
"Good
shot, though."
"Sorry?"
asked Scott, confused.
"You
chucked up on the right side of the tide line. It'll all be
gone by the morning."
"Thanks,"
said Scott who couldn't help chuckling at the backhanded
compliment.
Bed
In Scott's
room it was Virgil's turn to get in some mother-henning and it
was a testament to how out-of-sorts Scott felt that he
succumbed to it with little objection.
"Get under
the covers, I'll get you a glass of water," said Virgil
heading toward the bathroom. Scott stripped down to his shorts
and crawled under his quilt, feeling himself relax under the
covers which had been hand-sewn by his grandmother many years
back. Virgil plonked the glass down on the bedside table with
enough force to make some water slop over the top. Scott
didn't feel up to making a fuss. For all the delicacy Virgil
showed when landing Thunderbird 2, he couldn't land a glass
and plate on a table without making a mess. For once Scott
felt reassured rather than irritated by his brother's
clumsiness.
Virgil
walked around to the other side of the bed. "Roll on your
side, facing the glass," he ordered.
"Er..Virg...what
exactly...?"
"For once
in your life, Scott, take an order would you?"
Scott
obediently rolled on his side and Virgil stuffed some pillows
behind his back.
"Okay, now
if you throw up in the night, you'll be in the recovery
position and you won't choke on your vomit and die."
"Maybe you
could have put that a better way but I appreciate the
sentiment, little brother."
Virgil
came back around the bed and crouched down. He gave Scott an
appraising look. Seemingly satisfied, he stood up again.
"I'll be
back to check on you in an hour. Any problems...." He tapped
his wrist comm.. "Give me two bleeps and I'll be right here.
Okay?"
Scott
nodded. "Don't tell the others, huh?" said Scott, asking for
reassurance.
"You just
had an early night, that's all they need to know."
"Virg...I..."
"Get some
sleep, see you later," interrupted Virgil, brushing off his
brother's attempts at gratitude. He left the room and Scott,
his body no longer shivering because of the warmth of the bed,
couldn't stop his eyes from closing.
Trust
Virgil
walked along the corridor towards the lounge, deep in thought.
For all his calmness and matter-of-factness around Scott, he
was worried about his big brother. He wasn't used to seeing
Scott in such a state. Scott was reliable, dependable and had
been giving him advice and getting him out of scrapes his
whole life. Having Scott vulnerable shook Virgil's world very
slightly and made him feel vulnerable too.
He quietly
entered the lounge area and everyone turned to look at him. He
quickly made his expression neutral but not before Jeff had
caught a glimpse of the worry that had been previously etched
there.
"How's
Scott?" Gordon asked.
"He's
fine, just tired. It's been a helluva day. He just needed an
early night. Sorry about the debrief."
"We're
done for now," said Gordon.
"We'll
finish it up in the morning after breakfast, okay, son?" said
his father.
"Okay,"
replied Virgil but didn't meet his father's eyes. "Anyone mind
if I play the piano?" There was a round of murmured "no"s so
Virgil seated himself in front of the baby grand and launched
into a gentle classical piece. Jeff watched him for a few
moments. Scott storming off during a debrief and taking a
early night and now Virgil playing a sad piece on the piano.
Something wasn't sitting right and he didn't like being in the
dark about what was going on.
During the
next hour both Gordon and Grandma went to bed. Jeff expected
the weary looking Virgil to follow but he continued playing
the piano, just occasionally checking the time on the wall
clock. After an hour Virgil sat back from the piano and stood
up. He was halfway across the lounge to the door when he
realised that his father was watching his every footstep.
Knowing how sharp his father was, he realised that he might
guess he was on his way to check on Scott and might decide to
come along. Scott probably wouldn't appreciate that, so Virgil
decided to cover his tracks. Before he got to the door, he
turned around and addressed the others in the room.
"Anyone
want anything from the kitchen?"
Alan and
Tin Tin looked up from where they were playing checkers.
"A coffee
would be good," requested Alan.
"Alan, how
can you drink coffee just before bed?" asked Tin Tin in her
sing-song voice.
"Better
make it decaf," continued Alan in deference to Tin Tin's
opinion.
"Juice for
me, please," added Tin Tin.
"Father?"
"I'm fine,
thank you, Virgil." came the reply and Virgil breathed a sigh
of relief as he left the lounge on his own.
He went
back to Scott's bedroom. The room was silent and Scott was
asleep in the position he had left him. The glass of water was
untouched. Satisfied, Virgil left and went to the kitchen. He
was just pouring out Tin Tin's juice when the kitchen door
opened and his father walked in. Virgil was about to greet him
when he noticed his father's stern expression.
"Now then,
Virgil. Are you going to volunteer exactly what is wrong with
Scott or am I going to have to go to his bedroom and find out
for myself?"
"Don't do
that, Father, he's asleep. He just needs some rest."
"And you
would know that he's asleep because you have just checked on
him, I assume?"
Virgil
turned away from his father and put the juice back in the
fridge.
"That's
right," he said to the fridge door knowing what was coming
next.
"And do
you usually check on your brother after he's gone to bed?"
Virgil
turned back to his Dad knowing there was no escape. "No,
Father."
"So there
must be something wrong."
"He's
fine."
"So fine,
in fact, that for the first time ever, he left halfway through
a debrief without so much as a word of explanation."
Virgil
took a deep breath and looked at the ceiling for a moment. He
admirably fought himself from voicing the words in his head,
those words being: ‘Fuck the goddam debrief!' He knew his Dad
loved them all very much and suffered guilt from sending his
sons out on rescues and not joining them himself but at the
same time, he often had a funny way of showing how much he
cared for them and appreciated their efforts. His father was
still waiting for an answer so he replied as calmly as he
could.
"Scott had
given you all the salient points from the rescue. You had
given us your opinion on how we did. I think the rest can wait
until morning."
"So did
anything ‘salient' happen on the rescue that you two haven't
shared with me?"
Virgil
paused before replying. He was not in the habit of lying to
his father but he didn't want to abuse Scott's trust either.
"Father,
it was not the best of rescues. We saw a lot of dead people.
Scott was full-on managing the situation for 7 hours solid.
He's not one to admit that he's tired and needs a break. For
the sake of his pride, please let him be. On my honour, if I
feel there is anything you need to know, I will tell you. For
now, leave it to me."
Jeff
thought about this for a moment. "Okay, I'm trusting you on
this."
"And do I
ever break your trust?" asked Virgil challengingly.
Jeff
chuckled. "No, son, you don't. I think I'll have one of those
coffees too and then you look like you could use an early
night yourself."
"Yes,
sir," replied Virgil, relieved.
Early
Virgil was
woken from a deep sleep by the sound of buzzing. He reached
over and turned off his alarm clock, for a moment wondering
why in the hell he had set it for 3am. Then it hit
him...Scott.
Adrenaline
suddenly gave him the energy he needed to get out of bed and
very soon he was padding along the corridor to his brother's
bedroom. He entered quietly and walked over to the bed. There
was a stirring.
"It's 3
o'clock in the morning, Virg, what are you doing here?"
"Just
checking you're still okay. I'll freshen up this water for
you," replied Virgil, noticing Scott had taken some sips in
the night. He headed for the bathroom. He almost tripped over
something soft on the floor.
"I moved
the pillows, I don't feel sick any more." Scott muttered from
the depths of the bed.
"Okay,"
came the reply, Virgil too tired to point out that an earlier
warning might have been appreciated. He refilled the glass and
set it back down on the bedside table. He crouched down again
beside Scott. Scott's blue eyes looked back at him. Virgil
couldn't hide an affectionate smile.
"Would you
let me take your pulse?"
"No. Go
back to bed."
Virgil's
smile widened. Scott was being awkward and giving orders. He
must be feeling better.
Virgil
stood up and headed for the door.
"Night,
night, Scotty." he said over his shoulder, using the nickname
that he and his brothers had used for Scott since they could
first talk. With that, he went back to his own bedroom.
Scott
heard his door softly close.
"Night,
Virg...," he said to his pillow, "...and thanks." |