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A BAD DAY AT THE OFFICE
by JULES
RATED FR
PT

Rescues. They do it for a living. One after the other, always facing adversity, injuries, destruction and death. But what happens when it gets to be too much? For one Tracy, a bad day at the office becomes an unbearable burden that follows him home.


Introduction
Bad Day
Debrief
The Beach
Trust
Early


Introduction

It had been a long day, a very long day. Scott sat in the debrief staring at a mark on the wall behind his father. He couldn't remember the last time he had felt this tired after a rescue.

Bad Day

The rescue had taken forever, or so it felt at the time. A tower block in a small town in a remote part of Russia had collapsed because of a terrorist's bomb planted on the twelfth floor. The local emergency services had tried as best they could to deal with the situation but the devastation of 20 floors of concrete and steel had been too much and someone had called International Rescue.

It had been pretty much a straightforward rescue for the Tracy brothers with the Mole operated by Virgil and the Firefly under the care of Gordon. Fires were put out and Russians rescued from the rubble. Then someone told Scott at Mobile Control about the people in the basement or, more specifically, the children.

The building was part offices, part shops and also contained a crèche in the basement for the children of the office workers. The basement was buried under a lot of rubble and it took the Mole a while to get safe access to it. The Mole was an ingenious machine, not only drilling a route through the toughest of conditions but also sending a spray of concrete from its rear end to stabilise the passage it made. The thin, fast-setting concrete coating would not last long but long enough to enable the evacuation of victims and the return of the Mole to the surface.

Finally, the Mole broke through into the air pocket where its sensors indicated there were still people alive. Virgil got out and crawled into the narrow space hearing the demolished structure above him creak and groan frighteningly. He reported what he had found back to Scott and set about pulling people out.

Hearing the exhaustion in Virgil's voice, Scott had decided to abandon Mobile Control, where he had been spending several hours dealing with distressed, hurt and panicked people, and go and help. When he too crawled into what was left of the basement, he was shocked by the destruction. The rooms there had obviously been a bright and cheerful nursery. Pictures from artists as young as one year old were still stuck to the crumbling walls. He had to push toys and tiny chairs out of the way to get through. One room had been totally destroyed with no hope of survivors but where The Mole had ended up, there were several children and a couple of nursery nurses. The adults had suffered injuries in their attempts to shield the children from the collapse. The children were less physically hurt but were hysterical with shock and Virgil was having a tough time getting them to do what he wanted.

Between them, Scott and Virgil managed to get most of the victims to the surface. There were just a couple left when Scott became distracted by a section of the room to one side of the air pocket. It had obviously been some kind of home corner where a group of children had been playing at shops with pretend tills and plastic fruit. A steel beam had smashed down and 5 children had been killed, Scott suspected, more or less instantly. It was a horrible sight. The creaking of the remains of the building above was getting worse and Scott knew that he and Virgil had to get out soon. He also knew that this pile of rubble would be the final resting place for the 5 children. Something in the normally calm and rational Scott snapped. One day he hoped he would marry and have a large family of his own. He didn't think it was an impossible dream. How would he cope if something like this happened to his child? He couldn't bear the thought that these children's relatives would have no body to bury, no grave to grieve at. The children were just toddlers. One looked so like Alan when he was about three and the ginger-haired one with the whale picture on his t-shirt could easily have been....

"We help the living, not the dead," was one of Jeff Tracy's rules and Scott made a point of obeying his father's rules, especially when they related to International Rescue. It had been made plain to the boys that they would have to make difficult decisions on rescues but that the living were the priority. If someone was dead or about to die then International Rescue should ignore them and leave them to the local emergency teams. Usually Scott had no trouble with this but today was different.

"Virgil, get that last woman into the Mole. She'll never be able to walk up the tunnel. Then reverse up. We need to get out of here."

"F-A-B, Scott. Want a lift?" asked Virgil, wiping a sheen of dust from his face.

"No, you go on."

Virgil set about removing himself and the equipment from the area. As usual, he was constantly scanning the area, making sure he hadn't missed anything. From his seat in the Mole he suddenly spied his elder brother carrying a dead child in his arms, back up the tunnel. His eyes widened. He moved his arm, ready to contact Scott on his wrist communicator. Then he stopped. He had his orders and that was that.

Fifteen minutes later Virgil, the Mole and the last of the survivors were top side and being ferried away by ambulance. Virgil was trying to concentrate on the Chief of Emergency Services who was thanking him profusely but he couldn't help but be distracted by the sight of Scott, a few metres away, who was laying a fifth dead child, with infinite care, onto the ground next to his friends. He watched as Scott then found an old empty refuse sack, tore the seams, opened it out and covered the bodies to provide them with some sort of dignity. Virgil finally pulled away from the grateful Russian and went over to Scott who was motionless, staring down at his work. Virgil laid a hand on his brother's shoulder and Scott jumped slightly and looked at Virgil. Virgil was again about to remark on the breaking of the rule when he saw the expression in his brother's eyes and was silenced. Then he spoke gently.

"We need to check on Gordon. See how he's getting on with those fires." Scott nodded but didn't reply and the two walked away from the Mole towards where the Firefly was still at work on another side of what was left of the building.

It had taken another two hours to get away from the danger zone once they had established that the fires would not re-ignite and they had saved all the people they could. They finally loaded the equipment back into Thunderbird 2's pod and then headed for home.

Debrief

Back home their father had allowed them time for a shower and some food before he had requested that Scott, Virgil and Gordon join him by his desk for a debrief. Despite his sons' obvious exhaustion, Jeff was a detailer and he knew that an immediate and thorough debrief was the best way to get the clearest picture of how the rescue had gone so that lessons could be learned for the future.

Scott and Virgil both said their bits. Scott was grateful that Virgil did not mention the incident with the dead children. He had seen the confusion earlier in Virgil's eyes and hadn't been sure if he could count on his brother's support but it soon became obvious that Virgil was not going to squeal on him.

Then Gordon started on a long description of the fires and how the Firefly had performed. It was at this point that Scott mentally phased out of what was happening around him. He suddenly realised that he was having trouble hearing Gordon's words. There was a buzzing sound in his ears that was growing louder. He frowned and rubbed his left ear with his hand but it made no difference. Then he became aware of his own pulse throbbing. His heart started to race and he took a deep breath trying to make it slow down. He looked across at the others but everyone was focused on Gordon. Still the buzzing, still the thudding in his chest. Scott had a feeling of panic growing inside. He started to look around the room and realised he was looking for a means of escape. He stood up abruptly, making Gordon pause in mid flow.

"Excuse me," muttered Scott and almost ran towards the door to the balcony.

There was silence in the room for a moment as Gordon, Virgil, Jeff and Alan, who hadn't been in on the rescue but was listening to the debrief, turned to watch Scott's swift exit. Jeff made to stand up but Virgil was on his feet first. He had seen the wild look in his elder brother's eyes.

"I'll go," he said firmly and followed after Scott. Gordon looked back at his father.

"Go on, son," Jeff replied to the unspoken question and Gordon continued his analysis.

The Beach

Virgil headed onto the balcony and looked over. He saw Scott, already some way ahead, bypassing the pool and heading down to the beach. Virgil followed, taking the steps two at a time. When he got to the beach, he saw Scott in the distance heading for the shoreline. Virgil started jogging to catch up with him. A little way short of the water, Scott stopped and dropped down onto his haunches. He then rocked forwards onto all fours, obviously in some distress. Virgil made up the distance but slowed down as he approached his brother, not wanting to surprise him by running up quickly. As he came close to Scott he could hear him gasping for breath.

"Scott?"

Scott glanced towards him. "I'm okay."

"No, you're not. You're not breathing right. It sounds like you're hyperventilating. You need to slow it down." Virgil moved closer to Scott and was about to put a steadying hand on his back when Scott turned away from him and threw up unceremoniously onto the sand. When he had finished, he sat down, hugging his knees with his arms.

"Better?" enquired Virgil. Scott favoured him with a rueful smile.

"Not really."

Virgil sat on the sand next to him. "You look awful."

"Gee, thanks, Virg." Then Scott added more quietly, "I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me."

"It wouldn't have anything to do with the really crap day we had, would it?"

Scott didn't reply but looked forward towards the ocean. It was a clear, moonlit night, the sea glistening. Somewhere up above in amongst the twinkling stars, their brother John was keeping watch on the world. Usually the sound of the gentle lapping of the waves calmed Scott when he felt stressed but not tonight. Virgil could hear him breathing more heavily again and knew he had to get him talking.

"No rescue is easy, Scott. We only get called in when things are desperate, but I hate ones like that today, when there are so many people we can't help. It's soul destroying."

Scott turned tortured eyes towards his brother. "The children, Virg, that's the hardest thing. I know we saved some of them but so many parents tonight are going home to empty houses. It's horrific. We should have...I mean we could have....Perhaps if we'd...."

"Scott! You have to get over this God complex of yours. Those kids in the basement, you know as well as I do that they were dead before we'd even launched the Thunderbirds. We saved the ones we could. Concentrate on where we did succeed."

Scott was about to reply when his stomach gave another lurch and its remaining contents hit the sand. Virgil leant forwards and rubbed his back as he retched. Finally, Scott sat back again.

"Stupid," he muttered.

"We had a bad day, that's all. Don't beat yourself up about it."

"So, if we had a bad day, how come I'm the only one losing his dinner?" asked Scott petulantly.

"Because I wasn't the one carrying the dead kids up the tunnel," replied Virgil quietly. "You shouldn't have done that. We're not supposed to get emotionally involved, remember? Having said that, I'm sorry now I didn't help you."

"You had an injured woman and a multi-million dollar piece of equipment to deal with. You did what I told you to. You're right, I shouldn't have. I just...I just couldn't leave them there."

"I know, Scott. I know and I'm proud of you." Scott looked sharply at Virgil but saw the look in his eyes reflecting his words. The two said nothing for a few moments. Then Virgil realised that, despite the warmth of the evening, Scott had started to shiver.

"We need to get you inside."

"I'm fine."

"You're suffering from delayed shock, is all. You've spent all day looking after other people, Scott. This is just your body's way of telling you it's time to look after yourself. Come on, let's go in."

Scott looked at his brother and Virgil noticed another flash of panic in his eyes. "I don't want to go back into the lounge. I don't want to see the others."

"Fine, then we'll go in the back way, around by Kyrano's herb garden. We'll get you into your room and then I'll tell the others you took an early night." Virgil got to his feet and offered out a hand to Scott. Scott took it and allowed Virgil to pull him to his feet. The two set off towards the back of the house. Virgil thought he might be pushing it with Scott if he offered him a supportive arm so he merely matched his pace with his brother's and they made slow progress across the beach.

"Good shot, though."

"Sorry?" asked Scott, confused.

"You chucked up on the right side of the tide line. It'll all be gone by the morning."

"Thanks," said Scott who couldn't help chuckling at the backhanded compliment.

Bed

In Scott's room it was Virgil's turn to get in some mother-henning and it was a testament to how out-of-sorts Scott felt that he succumbed to it with little objection.

"Get under the covers, I'll get you a glass of water," said Virgil heading toward the bathroom. Scott stripped down to his shorts and crawled under his quilt, feeling himself relax under the covers which had been hand-sewn by his grandmother many years back. Virgil plonked the glass down on the bedside table with enough force to make some water slop over the top. Scott didn't feel up to making a fuss. For all the delicacy Virgil showed when landing Thunderbird 2, he couldn't land a glass and plate on a table without making a mess. For once Scott felt reassured rather than irritated by his brother's clumsiness.

Virgil walked around to the other side of the bed. "Roll on your side, facing the glass," he ordered.

"Er..Virg...what exactly...?"

"For once in your life, Scott, take an order would you?"

Scott obediently rolled on his side and Virgil stuffed some pillows behind his back.

"Okay, now if you throw up in the night, you'll be in the recovery position and you won't choke on your vomit and die."

"Maybe you could have put that a better way but I appreciate the sentiment, little brother."

Virgil came back around the bed and crouched down. He gave Scott an appraising look. Seemingly satisfied, he stood up again.

"I'll be back to check on you in an hour. Any problems...." He tapped his wrist comm.. "Give me two bleeps and I'll be right here. Okay?"

Scott nodded. "Don't tell the others, huh?" said Scott, asking for reassurance.

"You just had an early night, that's all they need to know."

"Virg...I..."

"Get some sleep, see you later," interrupted Virgil, brushing off his brother's attempts at gratitude. He left the room and Scott, his body no longer shivering because of the warmth of the bed, couldn't stop his eyes from closing.

Trust

Virgil walked along the corridor towards the lounge, deep in thought. For all his calmness and matter-of-factness around Scott, he was worried about his big brother. He wasn't used to seeing Scott in such a state. Scott was reliable, dependable and had been giving him advice and getting him out of scrapes his whole life. Having Scott vulnerable shook Virgil's world very slightly and made him feel vulnerable too.

He quietly entered the lounge area and everyone turned to look at him. He quickly made his expression neutral but not before Jeff had caught a glimpse of the worry that had been previously etched there.

"How's Scott?" Gordon asked.

"He's fine, just tired. It's been a helluva day. He just needed an early night. Sorry about the debrief."

"We're done for now," said Gordon.

"We'll finish it up in the morning after breakfast, okay, son?" said his father.

"Okay," replied Virgil but didn't meet his father's eyes. "Anyone mind if I play the piano?" There was a round of murmured "no"s so Virgil seated himself in front of the baby grand and launched into a gentle classical piece. Jeff watched him for a few moments. Scott storming off during a debrief and taking a early night and now Virgil playing a sad piece on the piano. Something wasn't sitting right and he didn't like being in the dark about what was going on.

During the next hour both Gordon and Grandma went to bed. Jeff expected the weary looking Virgil to follow but he continued playing the piano, just occasionally checking the time on the wall clock. After an hour Virgil sat back from the piano and stood up. He was halfway across the lounge to the door when he realised that his father was watching his every footstep. Knowing how sharp his father was, he realised that he might guess he was on his way to check on Scott and might decide to come along. Scott probably wouldn't appreciate that, so Virgil decided to cover his tracks. Before he got to the door, he turned around and addressed the others in the room.

"Anyone want anything from the kitchen?"

Alan and Tin Tin looked up from where they were playing checkers.

"A coffee would be good," requested Alan.

"Alan, how can you drink coffee just before bed?" asked Tin Tin in her sing-song voice.

"Better make it decaf," continued Alan in deference to Tin Tin's opinion.

"Juice for me, please," added Tin Tin.

"Father?"

"I'm fine, thank you, Virgil." came the reply and Virgil breathed a sigh of relief as he left the lounge on his own.

He went back to Scott's bedroom. The room was silent and Scott was asleep in the position he had left him. The glass of water was untouched. Satisfied, Virgil left and went to the kitchen. He was just pouring out Tin Tin's juice when the kitchen door opened and his father walked in. Virgil was about to greet him when he noticed his father's stern expression.

"Now then, Virgil. Are you going to volunteer exactly what is wrong with Scott or am I going to have to go to his bedroom and find out for myself?"

"Don't do that, Father, he's asleep. He just needs some rest."

"And you would know that he's asleep because you have just checked on him, I assume?"

Virgil turned away from his father and put the juice back in the fridge.

"That's right," he said to the fridge door knowing what was coming next.

"And do you usually check on your brother after he's gone to bed?"

Virgil turned back to his Dad knowing there was no escape. "No, Father."

"So there must be something wrong."

"He's fine."

"So fine, in fact, that for the first time ever, he left halfway through a debrief without so much as a word of explanation."

Virgil took a deep breath and looked at the ceiling for a moment. He admirably fought himself from voicing the words in his head, those words being: ‘Fuck the goddam debrief!' He knew his Dad loved them all very much and suffered guilt from sending his sons out on rescues and not joining them himself but at the same time, he often had a funny way of showing how much he cared for them and appreciated their efforts. His father was still waiting for an answer so he replied as calmly as he could.

"Scott had given you all the salient points from the rescue. You had given us your opinion on how we did. I think the rest can wait until morning."

"So did anything ‘salient' happen on the rescue that you two haven't shared with me?"

Virgil paused before replying. He was not in the habit of lying to his father but he didn't want to abuse Scott's trust either.

"Father, it was not the best of rescues. We saw a lot of dead people. Scott was full-on managing the situation for 7 hours solid. He's not one to admit that he's tired and needs a break. For the sake of his pride, please let him be. On my honour, if I feel there is anything you need to know, I will tell you. For now, leave it to me."

Jeff thought about this for a moment. "Okay, I'm trusting you on this."

"And do I ever break your trust?" asked Virgil challengingly.

Jeff chuckled. "No, son, you don't. I think I'll have one of those coffees too and then you look like you could use an early night yourself."

"Yes, sir," replied Virgil, relieved.

Early

Virgil was woken from a deep sleep by the sound of buzzing. He reached over and turned off his alarm clock, for a moment wondering why in the hell he had set it for 3am. Then it hit him...Scott.

Adrenaline suddenly gave him the energy he needed to get out of bed and very soon he was padding along the corridor to his brother's bedroom. He entered quietly and walked over to the bed. There was a stirring.

"It's 3 o'clock in the morning, Virg, what are you doing here?"

"Just checking you're still okay. I'll freshen up this water for you," replied Virgil, noticing Scott had taken some sips in the night. He headed for the bathroom. He almost tripped over something soft on the floor.

"I moved the pillows, I don't feel sick any more." Scott muttered from the depths of the bed.

"Okay," came the reply, Virgil too tired to point out that an earlier warning might have been appreciated. He refilled the glass and set it back down on the bedside table. He crouched down again beside Scott. Scott's blue eyes looked back at him. Virgil couldn't hide an affectionate smile.

"Would you let me take your pulse?"

"No. Go back to bed."

Virgil's smile widened. Scott was being awkward and giving orders. He must be feeling better.

Virgil stood up and headed for the door.

"Night, night, Scotty." he said over his shoulder, using the nickname that he and his brothers had used for Scott since they could first talk. With that, he went back to his own bedroom.

Scott heard his door softly close.

"Night, Virg...," he said to his pillow, "...and thanks."

 
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