NIGHT FLIGHT
by QUILLER
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After a weekend away, Lucille
is looking forward to seeing her family again.
(Sequel added from Jeff's POV.)
All birthdates taken from Chris
Bentley's 'Complete book of Thunderbirds.'
Night
Flight
Anniversary
Night
Flight
Well, the
plane is just starting to taxi down the runway for take-off,
so I'm definitely on my way home now. I only realised the
first night I was here that this is the first time I've been
away from both Jeff and the boys at the same time since Scott
was born. I've had a lovely weekend, but I'm looking forward
to seeing my sons again - and Jeff. Listen to me - you'd think
I was a teenager or a newlywed, not someone who's been married
14 years. But I swear I'm as much in love with Jeff now as I
was when we were first married - even now, when he touches me,
it still makes my skin tingle. And as I tell my friends, he's
handsome, famous and rich - what more could a girl possibly
want? He's a good father, too, and we are both so proud of all
our boys.
Scott, as the eldest, is the apple of his father's eye. He was
born six months after Jeff returned from the moon (Jeff hadn't
wanted to start a family until after the lunar expedition, but
I'm afraid I jumped the gun a bit there!). He was quite a
demanding baby - I'd always said I wanted children, but never
realised quite how much hard work they could be. He seems to
have inherited his father's looks - I imagine he'll be
breaking girls' hearts in a few years time. He's very athletic
and always has to be the one to push the boundaries - climb
the tallest tree, jump off the highest wall, ride his bike
faster than anyone else. I've had his friends' parents round
more than once, complaining of the risks their children have
taken to keep up with him, but as I tell them, he doesn't make
anyone else do it! He is definitely the leader of the pack -
but though quite a daredevil himself he always seems to keep a
protective eye on his younger brothers..
When John was born he was totally different - such a quiet
child. Those were difficult times. Jeff had just resigned for
NASA and returned to Kansas, where he had bought out an ailing
aviation parts business in Wichita and was trying to turn it
around to make a profit. We were determined though that Scott
would not feel put out by the arrival of a new baby (as older
siblings sometimes do) so that was when Jeff started to spend
time with Scott - which is probably why they are still so
close. John always seemed to prefer his own company - he
learnt to read at an early age, and once he had mastered the
skill you rarely saw him without a book in his hand. And some
of the questions he came out with had me racking my brains for
an answer. Scott's questions had always been of a practical
nature - 'How does an aircraft stay in the sky?' (that's one
for you, Jeff!) but with John it was 'What makes clouds
white?' or 'Why is water wet?' - you can tell there is
definitely a brain at work under that blond thatch. He seems
to have inherited his father's love for space - they can spend
hours together out in the garden in the evenings looking at
the moon or the stars through the telescope Jeff gave him for
his 8th birthday.
Now we come to Virgil: my little 'accident' - in more ways
than one. After John was born, Jeff had seen how tired I was,
coping with two small children, so at Christmas he told me
that my present was to be a trip to Paris to celebrate New
Year and his birthday, while his mother looked after the boys.
Well, I loved Paris, and celebrate we did, in the best way
possible. Only one problem - in the rush to get away I had
forgotten to pack one small but very vital piece of luggage.
Oh well, I thought, I can't possibly get pregnant again so
soon, so I didn't say anything to Jeff. Whoops! wrong again,
girl. Jeff was really worried this time - he thought it was
much too soon after John, but I assured him I felt fine, and
could cope. Then in mid August I was coming downstairs with a
bundle of dirty laundry and slipped and fell the last few
steps. When I tried to get up I knew something was wrong.
Somehow - don't ask me how - I managed to get to the phone and
call 911, then Jeff and my mother. Mom and the ambulance
arrived at about the same time; she stayed to look after the
boys while I was whisked off to hospital. Jeff arrived just in
time to see his latest offspring being placed in an incubator.
It was touch and go for the first few days. We both sat by
that machine, watching the tiny little figure inside as he
fought for his life. It was a week before he was off the
danger list, and another month before we were allowed to bring
him home. I'll always remember how Scott (now 2-1/2) came up
and peered in the crib, looking with fascination at the tiny
form. I said 'You can touch your little brother if you want'
and he reached out a finger and stroked Virgil's arm gently.
Virgil's eyes flew open at the touch, and as blue eyes locked
on brown I swear the bond between them was forged at that
moment. They seem to have a link much closer than most
brothers. Virgil hero- worships his big brother, following him
around and trying to do whatever Scott does, while Scott
encourages him, but at the same time prevents him from taking
any great risks.
I don't know whether it has anything to do with his shaky
start in life or not, but Virgil always seems to be the most
serious of my brood. He also seems to be the artistic one.
Back when I was teaching music, I would occasionally get a
pupil who I could tell was going to be exceptional - that's
the bonus of teaching when you come across real skill. I'm
teaching them all to play the piano, of course, and John took
up the violin last year, but Virgil seems to have real talent.
I was so pleased when he passed his first piano exam earlier
this year, but I'm determined not to push him - just let him
go at his own pace.
After Virgil we were told to wait a year before having any
more children - not easy when you're married to a man like
Jeff! Well - we nearly lasted; Gordon arriving eighteen months
later. He was such a happy child, full of laughter. John was
as intrigued with this new arrival as Scott had been with
Virgil at the same age. He spent a lot of time talking to his
new brother or showing him pictures from his books. As Gordon
grew he helped him take his first steps, and soon after, to
swim. It always amuses me when other mothers talk about their
sons' abhorrence of water - once Gordon had discovered
swimming the problem was to keep him out of it! Finally, when
he had dragged Jeff away from his desk once too often to
supervise a swimming session (house rules meant that no-one
was allowed in the pool unless an adult was present) Jeff
engaged an au pair girl, and so Terri came into our lives and
stayed until Alan started school - much to my relief. With
five boys (by then) I was beginning to wonder what I was going
to do when Alan started running around as well. Despite what
my children might think I do not have eyes in the back of my
head! Sometimes I wish I had - I am beginning to get the
feeling that both Gordon and Alan have inherited my
mischievous streak - put them together for more than five
minutes and mayhem just seems to happen.
Yes, Alan may look like a little angel when he's sitting on
the piano stool beside me watching me play (he's going to be
another heart-breaker in ten years time!) but he can be a
little devil at times - he's certainly got a temper on him.
Maybe it's because he's the youngest that he got a bit more
indulged than the others. After five boys I told Jeff I was
calling a halt - it didn't seem likely that we were ever going
to get the daughter we had hoped for, so I thought we should
stop at the string quintet before we ended up with an entire
orchestra!
I am glad my mother at least had the chance to see all her
grandsons before she passed away three years ago. I just feel
sorry that the younger ones won't remember her - even the
older boys will only have hazy recollections. At least they
all knew Jeff's parents and loved to visit them on the farm.
We don't go there so often now since Jeff's father died last
year. Jeff never did get on very well with his older brother -
I suppose eight years is too big an age gap (one reason Jeff
wanted to have all his children close together). There's also
a large dose of Tracy stubbornness on both sides. Jeff tells
me Franklin was always a bit contemptuous of his 'fly- boy'
ambitions, and probably now resents even more been known as
the brother of the famous astronaut and self-made millionaire.
Still, his mother is more than happy to come here for visits,
and her arrival is always a great event in the household.
We didn't ask Grandma Tracy to come for this weekend, as she
was just getting over a chest infection, and Jeff assured me
that he was capable of looking after everything on his own.
Well, we'll see what state the kitchen is in when I get back.
It's not really fair of me to arrive home twelve hours early,
but I suddenly decided I didn't want to spend another day away
from my family. I've had a fantastic weekend - it was lovely
to see Maddie again and meet her new husband, and Buenos Aires
is a beautiful city, but when I found out that I could get a
night flight with another airline I jumped at the chance. Jeff
doesn't like me flying with other companies - I tease him for
being a skinflint but he says their safety standards are not
always as high as his - he's built a reputation on safe,
reliable transport. Still, I'm sure he'll forgive me just this
once.
Well, the cabin lights are being turned down now, so I'll try
to get some sleep. When I wake up I'll be nearly home.
I wonder if they've been missing me?
NEWSFLASH: "Reports are just coming in that wreckage of a
plane has been sighted in a remote region of the Andes. This
is thought to be from Flight FL127 from Buenos Aires that went
missing in the early hours of yesterday morning. Rescue crews
are on their way to the scene, but it is not yet known whether
there are any survivors."
Anniversary
Author's Notes: I was asked to
do a sequel to 'Night Flight' so here it is. Please don't ask
for any more - this was painful enough to write. For those who
follow my stories, this also links in with
Chance Meeting and
The Birthday Gift.
The boys
have been walking around on eggshells all day. They know all
too well what day this is. It's evening now, so I am going to
do what I've done this night for the last sixteen years - hole
up in my room with a bottle of whisky and put Fur Elise on my
personal headphones. You know, that's one piece of music that
Virgil never plays? He must remember you playing that tune,
and telling him about how you played it the day we met. I
often wonder if the boys talk about you amongst themselves -
I'm sure they do. Maybe one day I'll be able to talk to them
about you. I just hope they don't realise that I talk to you
like this, inside my head, and have done since the day you
left us.
I can
remember every detail of that day. I had dropped the older
boys off at school. They were excited because I would be
picking them up that afternoon on the way to the airport to
collect you, and they wanted to tell you about all the things
they had been doing over the weekend. I was on the way to take
Alan to his playschool when the news bulletin on the car radio
mentioned growing concern over a flight that had taken off
from Buenos Aires the previous evening and was now reported
missing. 'Missing' indeed! I had been in the airline business
too long not to know what that particular euphemism meant. It
took a minute for the plane's departure point to register, but
when it did my heart skipped a beat. Then I paused, realising
that your plane would not even have taken off yet. I glanced
at my watch, trying to calculate the time difference - with
luck I might even be able to catch you before you left your
hotel. I dropped Alan off and hurried to my office.
My PA,
Jessica, greeted me as I came in. She had been with me a long
time, and had a grandson about Alan's age, so we often
compared notes on their antics. I picked up the pile of mail
that she handed me and asked her to put a call through to your
hotel. When the call came through I asked for my wife's room.
"I am
sorry, Senor," said the voice at the other end, "but I think
Senora Tracy has already checked out. Hold on please while I
check with my colleague."
'Damn,' I
thought, 'just missed you'.
Then came
the words I will never forget. "That is correct, Senor. Senora
Tracy checked out yesterday afternoon. She said something
about catching an earlier flight."
An icy
grip enveloped my heart. I phoned South American Airlines, who
confirmed that, yes, there was an Lucille Tracy on the
passenger list of the missing plane, and no, there was no
further news as yet. With mounting panic I started phoning my
airline agents in various parts of South America, and then
further afield, to see what planes I had that could help in
the search. Not a lot, it seemed - those that had the range
were not suitable for flying low search patterns, and those
that were did not have the range to get there. My old air
force friends were not able to help either. "Sorry, Jeff," one
of them had said, "but you know how touchy some governments
can be about their airspace. If they ask us for help, that's
one thing, but if we just go barging in we could start a small
war!"
I don't
know how long I sat there, clutching the telephone, trying to
think of what I could do next. I had never felt so helpless. I
had my own airline, for heaven's sake - you'd think I could do
something! Eventually Jessica found me like that. "Come on,
Jeff, I'm taking you home." You know, I think that is the only
time she has ever used my first name? She must have called my
mother, who collected the boys from school.
That was
the longest night of my life. It was about ten hours before
the news came through that wreckage had been sighted, and
about another twelve before my worst fears were confirmed.
At the
inquiry I made myself talk to the survivors. A stewardess told
me, "I am so sorry, Senor Tracy. We knew your wife was injured
and we did what we could for her. But that night, it was so
cold. We tried to keep the injured ones warm, but in the
morning we saw she had gone." Another survivor told me how you
kept saying "Tell Jeff he was right - please ask him to
forgive me."
It took a
long time for me to forgive you for being on that plane. I
don't think I will ever forgive myself. I could have come with
you - I wasn't so busy that I couldn't have spared a weekend.
Then I would have been flying, not some commercial pilot who
didn't even know you.
During the
long wait that night I had started to form an idea. I could
see the need for some sort of rescue service - a sort of
high-tech version of the Red Cross. What was needed was an
organisation that could deliver specialised rescue equipment
where it was needed, swiftly, and without having to worry
about government restrictions. It took ten years for the
ingredients of my plan to come together, and another six
before I saw my dream become reality.
International Rescue has been operating for a couple of months
now. Lucille, you would be so proud if you could see your boys
- all young men now - selflessly risking their own lives to
save others. It will never bring you back, but if it gives
your death some meaning it might make it easier for me to
bear.
Tonight
would have been our 30th wedding anniversary. Happy
anniversary, my darling. I will love you always.
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