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                        | THOSE TRACY BOYS by QUILLER
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                  Tin Tin is not in the best of 
                  moods... and no wonder. 
                  
                  All known biographical details 
                  taken from Chris Bentley's 'Complete book of Thunderbirds'.
                   
 
                  
                  Chapter One: A Bad DayChapter Two: The 
                  Go-Between
 Chapter Three: 
                  Resolutions
 
 
                  
                  Chapter 
                  One: A Bad Day
                   
                  I storm 
                  into my bedroom, for once wishing it didn't have automatic 
                  doors. I'm just in the mood for slamming a door behind me. I 
                  am absolutely seething. I swear, if Alan treats me like that 
                  one more time I'm going to - well, I don't know quite what I'd 
                  do, I just know he'd certainly need the services of 
                  International Rescue by the time I'd finished with him.
 Hey, whoa there girl, you're over-reacting here. Is it that 
                  time of the month or something? I walk over to the window and 
                  lean out, looking at the sea and taking deep breaths, trying 
                  to calm myself down. I should be used to it by now - I've 
                  lived with them all for long enough to know what they're like. 
                  The trouble with these Tracy boys is that they wouldn't 
                  recognise an emotional reaction if you hit them over the head 
                  with it. Sometimes it gets too much for me and I find myself 
                  just flaring up.
 
 Their father is the worst culprit at this - he deals with his 
                  feelings by pretending they don't exist. It's nearly twenty 
                  years now since his wife died, and he still can't bear to talk 
                  to his sons about her. Sometimes I feel he's got this big knot 
                  of pain deep inside him that he just can't let go. I wish I'd 
                  met Lucille. Grandma Tracy showed me a photo of her once. 
                  Gordon's got her colouring, but Grandma tells me John takes 
                  after her too; he has her build, her long slender fingers, and 
                  her habit of constantly pushing back the curl that falls 
                  across his forehead. I know Jeff loved her deeply - well any 
                  couple who have five children in as many years obviously 
                  couldn't keep their hands off each other. Grandma told me that 
                  Lucille died in a plane crash - fortunately not a plane 
                  belonging to Jeff's airline. Lucille had been to Buenos Aires 
                  for a friend's wedding, but at the last minute on her return 
                  had switched flights to a rival company so she could get back 
                  early. According to his mother, one of the things that Jeff 
                  can't forgive himself for is the idea that if he had 
                  accompanied Lucille to the wedding, instead of pleading 
                  pressure of work, then he would have been flying them in his 
                  own plane and the crash would not have happened. Of course his 
                  mother tried to tell him that they might both have been 
                  killed, but he can't let himself believe that. Too much pride, 
                  too much grief, too much guilt. The crash happened in a remote 
                  part of the Andes and though some of the passengers survived 
                  the initial crash they died later of their wounds, or of 
                  exposure, before the rescue crews could find them. I gather 
                  that was one of the reasons that led Jeff Tracy to found 
                  International Rescue in the first place.
 
 Scott is so like his father in many ways - including the way 
                  he bottles up his feelings. Though he is easy-going most of 
                  the time, there is a dark side to him. He can get into some 
                  very black moods sometimes, and often Virgil is the only one 
                  who can get him out of them. There is a strong bond between 
                  those two, and Virgil acts as Scott's emotional safety valve. 
                  Without Virgil I think Scott would implode under the weight of 
                  his feelings - that or hit the bottle. Don't get me wrong - 
                  I've been on operations with them and Scott is brilliant as a 
                  field commander, but he takes any failures (and we do have 
                  some) personally. He is always conscious of the fact that he 
                  is sending his brothers into danger and this is the hardest 
                  part for him - he has been looking after his younger brothers 
                  ever since their mother died. His own childhood ended at that 
                  point, when he was ten years old, and he had to do some fast 
                  growing up - maybe too fast for his own good.
 
 John is completely different. It must be hard for him, by 
                  nature the quiet type, among such a group of extroverts; he's 
                  always tended to be something of a loner. But at least he is 
                  able to articulate his feelings, either verbally, or in those 
                  diaries I know he writes.
 
 Virgil's easy - you always know what mood he is in from what 
                  sort of music he is playing. If it's ragtime, then we're in 
                  for a good day. If it's Wagner, run - run and hide!
 
 Gordon's emotions are always pretty near the surface. He's 
                  normally got a sunny nature, but occasionally he'll blow up, 
                  then it will just as quickly be over - must be something to do 
                  with the red hair.
 
 As to Alan - well, sometimes I wonder what he would have been 
                  like if he hadn't been the youngest of the family. Sometimes I 
                  could scream at him to act his age, rather than his shoe size. 
                  But he seems to be maturing - slowly - so there's hope for him 
                  yet. Certainly he is getting a better control of his temper, 
                  and of the jealousy he used to show if one of his brothers so 
                  much as looked at me - a trait the others all used to exploit 
                  mercilessly.
 
 So how do I fit into all this? That's a good question. I can 
                  still remember the first time I met the Tracy family. My 
                  mother had died when I was born, and from what Grandma Tracy 
                  tells me, Lucille and Jeff were both very supportive to my 
                  father at that time. When Lucille died, Mrs Tracy turned up at 
                  the house to look after her grandsons, took one look at Jeff 
                  and sent for my father as one of the few people she could 
                  think of who could reach him in his current state of mind. We 
                  had come over from Paris to their house in Kansas. I was only 
                  six years old, but as I entered the house even I was aware of 
                  the atmosphere of grief that hung in the air.
 
 I remember heading for the garden, and there, under a tree I 
                  saw a boy of about my own age with blond hair. He was sitting 
                  on the ground, hugging his legs to his chest, with his head on 
                  his knees. As I approached he looked up. He had obviously been 
                  crying. "My Mommy's dead" he said, "I'm never going to see her 
                  again."
 
 I sat down next to him. "My Mommy died when I was born. I 
                  never saw her at all." (Hey, I was only six years old here!).
 
 He looked at me. "What's your name?"
 
 "Tian." (Well, it was, then.)
 
 This seemed to stump him. "Tin?" He tried again, "Tin Tin?" 
                  And so I became. My father tells me that it means 'sweetness' 
                  in his own language, so he likes to use it too. I don't think 
                  I'd even respond if I heard my old name now. I only use it on 
                  official documents.
 
 As to how I fit into this male-dominated household, well all 
                  the boys have their own way of treating me. The older two 
                  regard me as a younger sister - maybe the sister they always 
                  wish they'd had. Scott is as caring and protective of me as he 
                  is with his own brothers. John treats me the same - in fact he 
                  even calls me 'little sister' now and again, which I find very 
                  touching. Virgil? Well sometimes I suspect his feelings for me 
                  are not totally brotherly. I often wonder what he'd have done 
                  if Alan hadn't staked his claim so openly. Gordon is the most 
                  overt in his response to me - for instance if I turn up at the 
                  poolside in a new bikini he is usually the one to greet me 
                  with a wolf-whistle - even if it means he gets a glare from 
                  Alan or a smack round the back of the head from one of his 
                  older brothers.
 
 Alan? Well, that brings us back to where we started. Sometimes 
                  I get the feeling that to him I'm a piece of real estate that 
                  he's going to get round to developing - eventually. Surely he 
                  should realise that you can't treat people like that? He must 
                  have had other girlfriends, at college or when he was in 
                  astronaut training. With those looks he would have been 
                  beating them off with a big stick, so he ought to know how to 
                  behave. And me? Well, yes, there have been other men; some, 
                  like dear Eddie Houseman, were quite keen. But at the back of 
                  my mind I've always known Alan was the one I was waiting for.
 
 But I'm damned if I'm going to wait forever.
 
 Well, I suppose I could always make the first move.
 
                  
                  Chapter 
                  Two: The Go-Between
                   
                  (Author's 
                  Notes: Dear Readers, I have a problem. When I wrote 'Those 
                  Tracy Boys' it was as a quick snapshot - a look at the boys 
                  through Tin Tin's eyes. It was never intended to be a full 
                  length story. But my Muse had other ideas and gave me this 
                  chapter. So the problem is that the first chapter was written 
                  from Tin Tin's point of view. This chapter, as you will soon 
                  see, cannot possibly be done in the same way. So please 
                  forgive the change of style - it's a question of 'If I was 
                  going there, I wouldn't start from here' - and I hope you 
                  enjoy the story.)
                   
                  John 
                  walked along the beach towards the headland. He had been home 
                  nearly a week now, and this was the first chance he had had to 
                  fulfil his promise to Alan. Just as he was about to leave the 
                  space station after his last tour of duty, Alan had stopped 
                  him. "John, can you do me a favour?" 
                  "Sure 
                  thing, Alan - what is it?" 
                  Alan 
                  seemed to find it hard to meet his eye. Looking out of the 
                  window he said "Do you think you can find out what's bugging 
                  Tin Tin? She always seems to be a bad mood with me these days, 
                  and I can't think what I've done to upset her." 
                  John had 
                  promised to do his best, and when he saw her setting off along 
                  the beach after lunch today, he thought it would be a good 
                  opportunity. He found her sitting where he thought he would. 
                  Just around the headland was a group of rocks where he often 
                  came himself if he wanted some privacy; you were out of sight 
                  of the house, yet near enough to return if an emergency call 
                  came through.  
                  Tin Tin 
                  was sitting on a rock, her chin resting on her hands, gazing 
                  out to sea. At the sound of his footsteps she turned and 
                  waved. "Hi there, John. Out for a walk?" 
                  "Hi 
                  yourself. Do you mind some company, or shall I keep going?" 
                  "No, I 
                  don't mind" She gestured. "Pull up a rock."  
                  He sat 
                  down beside her, then bent forward and picked up a handful of 
                  pebbles and began skimming them across the waves. 
                  She 
                  watched for a minute. "You're good at that." 
                  "Yes" he 
                  answered, "it's nice to know I haven't lost my touch." He 
                  glanced sideways at her, then said in a quiet voice, "Want to 
                  talk about it?" 
                  "About 
                  what?" she answered, somewhat sharply. 
                  "Come on, 
                  little sis. This is me you're talking to. I've known since I 
                  got back home that something wasn't right. What's the problem? 
                  Are you missing that brother of mine?" 
                  She shot 
                  him a glance that would have curdled milk. "To be honest John, 
                  at the moment I don't know which is worst - when Alan isn't 
                  here, or when he is." 
                  John 
                  inhaled sharply - this didn't sound good. "Hey, what's going 
                  on? You two had a row or something?" 
                  "Nothing's 
                  'going on' as you put it. That's the trouble." She pounded on 
                  her knees with her fists. "Sometimes I could scream at him 
                  'For God's sake, DO something'. What's he waiting for? At this 
                  rate I shall be old and grey before he ever makes a move." She 
                  looked at John. "And do you know something? He never touches 
                  me." 
                  "What do 
                  you mean? Don't forget I very rarely see the two of you 
                  together." 
                  "Just 
                  that. He'll stand near me, or sit next to me, but he never 
                  touches me. And if I touch him, even accidentally, he flinches 
                  - it's like I'm red hot or something." She looked at John. 
                  "I'm getting tired of it, John. I'm at the end of my tether 
                  here, but I don't know what to do." 
                  John 
                  picked up some more pebbles and started skimming again while 
                  he thought. "Have you tried giving him some sort of ultimatum? 
                  After all, he's not the only fish in the sea." 
                  She 
                  smiled. "Has Virgil been talking to you as well?" 
                  "Virgil?" 
                  The next pebble sank without trace. "Why should he?" 
                  "Well, I 
                  know the others all go to you when they've got problems." She 
                  paused. "Why is that?" 
                  "Probably 
                  because I'm the one who listens. If you want something done, 
                  you go to Scott. If you just want to talk you go to your 
                  friendly 'Agony Uncle' John." 
                  She looked 
                  at him closely. "And what about you, John. Who do you go to?" 
                  "Quis 
                  custodes ipsos custodiet, eh?" 
                  "What was 
                  that?" 
                  "Sorry, 
                  showing off there," he flashed a grin, for a second looking 
                  about ten years old. "It's Latin. 'Who will guard the 
                  guardians?' I go to me, too. It all goes in my diary." 
                  "Oh, yes, 
                  I've heard Gordon tease you about that." 
                  John gave 
                  a mock shudder. "I'd sooner give Ned Cook and his camera crew 
                  a tour of this island than let that prankster brother of mine 
                  anywhere near my diary. But why did you mention Virgil, 
                  anyway?" 
                  She 
                  smiled. "I've always had the feeling that he was fond of me." 
                  He looked 
                  at her for a moment, then said quietly "We're all fond of you, 
                  Tin Tin. Never forget that." 
                  "Oh, John, 
                  that's so sweet." She leaned forward, putting an arm round his 
                  shoulders, and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek. 
                  "Next time 
                  I see that youngest brother of mine I'll give him a good 
                  talking-to. Maybe if I tell him that he's got some competition 
                  down here it might spur him to get a move on." 
                  "Thanks, 
                  John - you've made me feel a lot better." She stood up. "I 
                  think I'll head back to the house now. Are you coming?" 
                  He shook 
                  his head. "No, I think I'll sit here for a bit longer. Bye 
                  now" 
                  John 
                  watched her walk away, waited until she had disappeared round 
                  the headland, then slumped forward, burying his head in his 
                  hands. 'John, you stupid fool! - you total, utter idiot. You 
                  are never going to get another chance like that if you live to 
                  be a hundred. WHY didn't you say something? You're the one 
                  who's supposed to be good at words. It isn't even as if the 
                  words are very complicated. You could have told her. "I love 
                  you, too, Tin Tin" See? It's not that hard.' He picked up 
                  another handful of pebbles. How long had it been going on? It 
                  must be more than ten years now. Yes, that's right, he was in 
                  his last year at school when he first became aware of his 
                  feelings for her. That's when he started this 'little sis' 
                  business, both to hide his true feelings, and also to remind 
                  himself that she was off limits. Even then it was pretty 
                  obvious that she only had eyes for Alan. Well, he had done 
                  such a good job of it that that was obviously how she saw him 
                  now - as a big brother, a person to go to for advice, a 
                  shoulder to cry on. He stood up and flung the last pebble with 
                  all his strength, far out into the bay.  
                  He'd done 
                  what he'd been asked to do; he'd fulfil his role as go-between 
                  and report back to Alan, but maybe with a word of warning that 
                  the competition was getting a bit fierce, and if Alan didn't 
                  make a move he might find himself lagging behind. And Virgil 
                  too? That was something he hadn't realised. He would have to 
                  keep an eye on his middle brother. It was always the quiet 
                  ones you had to watch out for. 
                  Stuffing 
                  his hands in his pockets, he turned back along the beach. 
                  
                  Chapter 
                  Three: Resolutions
                   
                  
                  (Author's Preamble: I would 
                  like to thank everyone who took the time and trouble to send 
                  me their comments and suggestions after Chapter 2. I had so 
                  many good ideas that it would not be possible to use all of 
                  them (Tin Tin isn't that kind of girl for a start!). Here is 
                  my version of what happens next, with an invitation at the end 
                  to you all.  
                  
                  One point: after I wrote 
                  'Chance meeting' I was taken to task (though very nicely) for 
                  calling Jeff's father 'Harry'. I use the Bentley book as my 
                  authority (which is based on all the original 1960s material) 
                  and he doesn't give names for either of Jeff's parents. I have 
                  noticed that Grandma has at least 4 different names on this 
                  website, so I feel quite at liberty to choose my own names, 
                  Ruth and Harry.  
                  But enough 
                  from me - on with the story...)
                   
                  Later that 
                  same day Alan sat on the edge of his bed, staring at the 
                  now-blank viewscreen. John certainly hadn't minced his words - 
                  in fact he couldn't remember the last time he had seen his 
                  elder brother so angry. That was typical of John - he always 
                  played the protective big brother as far as Tin Tin was 
                  concerned. Alan shook his head, wondering - he had no idea Tin 
                  Tin was feeling like that - why couldn't she have said 
                  something to him? And what did John mean by saying he wasn't 
                  the only one interested in her? Who did he mean? Gordon? - he 
                  was always making comments whenever Tin Tin turned up in a new 
                  outfit, but with Gordon you were never quite sure if he meant 
                  it or was doing it to wind you up. Virgil? Alan recalled a 
                  scene last month when they had all been in the lounge, 
                  chatting. Virgil was resting his hands on the back of Tin 
                  Tin's chair, a fact to which they both seemed oblivious, 
                  though it was all Alan could do to keep his temper in check. 
                  Brains? She seemed to spend a lot of time with him down in the 
                  lab these days. 
                  It was no 
                  use - he had another three weeks up here on the station, and 
                  at this rate he would be driving himself insane. He quickly 
                  pulled on a T-shirt and shorts and headed for the gym, where 
                  he could work off his aggression on the exercise machines. 
                  An hour 
                  later, showered and changed into his pyjamas, he lay on the 
                  bed with his arms behind his head, staring at the ceiling. It 
                  had been fine when they were children, growing up together, 
                  they had been the best of friends. Then when they reached 
                  their teens he first started to feel a bit awkward around her. 
                  There had been a few snatched kisses at High School dances, 
                  then they had both been away at college. There he had plenty 
                  of girls. Heck, in his last year, after winning his first 
                  motor racing championship, they were practically throwing 
                  themselves at him. A guy would have had to be made of stone to 
                  resist that. But his father's plans for International Rescue 
                  were nearing completion, so he had always made it clear that 
                  he was not interested in any long-term relationships. Even so, 
                  he suspected he had left a few young ladies disappointed. He 
                  knew that Tin Tin had had other men friends - with her looks 
                  and figure she could have turned the head of a monk. Some of 
                  them had been very keen - he still remembered the time that 
                  guy Eddie Houseman had turned up unexpectedly at the island, 
                  an incident which still made Alan's blood boil just to think 
                  about it. Steady on there, he told himself firmly - he didn't 
                  fancy spending another hour in the gym. 
                  Once the 
                  rescue business had started and they were both back on the 
                  island he had tried to pick up where they had left off, but it 
                  wasn't easy. They never seemed to get any time to themselves. 
                  He smiled as he recalled that night in Paris after the 
                  business over the Anderbad tunnel, when Tin Tin had turned up 
                  out of the blue and they had spent the whole evening dancing 
                  together. Now he would be hard put to remember the last time 
                  he had touched her. It wasn't that he didn't want to - there 
                  were some occasions, especially if they were standing on the 
                  balcony together after supper, watching the moon rise over the 
                  bay, that he just ached to be able to put his arms around her 
                  and kiss her pretty lips. But he was always held back by the 
                  thought of the 'audience' just inside the room, and the 
                  knowing looks and smirks he would have to suffer. 
                  That was 
                  the trouble with living on the island - you were under a 
                  microscope all the time. And when everyone was treating you as 
                  the baby of the family as well it made it doubly hard. Up here 
                  it was different, he was in control. He rather prided himself 
                  on the way he was able to respond when a call came through for 
                  International Rescue. For those people he was their last - 
                  sometimes their only - hope, and during the three years since 
                  they had started operations he had developed a skill for being 
                  able to calm and reassure callers, while at the same time 
                  extracting the information his brothers would need to perform 
                  a rescue. He toyed briefly with the idea of getting Tin Tin to 
                  come up here with him for his next tour of duty, but the 
                  thought of his father's reaction if he broached the idea - or 
                  Kyrano's for that matter - made it a non-starter. Yet somehow 
                  he had to be able to achieve the composure he had up here when 
                  he was down on the island. His gaze wandered around the room, 
                  and he caught sight of his trumpet. Now there was an idea... 
                    
                    
 
                  The 
                  following month, as they changed shifts, John made no comments 
                  other than the normal routine debriefing. If he noticed Alan 
                  was carrying his trumpet case as well as his regular holdall 
                  he made no reference to the fact. Once back on Thunderbird 3, 
                  Alan quickly stowed his gear in a locker before joining Scott 
                  on the flight deck. On arriving home he behaved just as 
                  normal. It wasn't until a couple of days later that he felt 
                  ready to make his move.  
                  After 
                  lunch he excused himself, saying there was something he needed 
                  to do on Thunderbird 3. He took the tunnel from the lounge to 
                  the big ship, then dropped down into the hangar again, but 
                  this time took the service lift that led, through a concealed 
                  door, into the Round House. This had been built ostensibly as 
                  guest quarters, but as guests were infrequent on Tracy island 
                  the boys had commandeered sections of it for their hobbies. 
                  John had blacked out one of the smaller rooms as a darkroom 
                  for his photography, while Virgil tended to store a lot of his 
                  painting equipment in another room, and often worked on his 
                  paintings in the lounge that comprised one third of the 
                  building's circumference. 
                  Once in 
                  the lounge he lifted his hand and put a call through to John. 
                  When his brother answered he said, "John, I need a favour. Tin 
                  Tin was in the lounge a few minutes ago. Can you call down and 
                  make some excuse to get her to come over to the Round House? 
                  Don't tell her I'm here." 
                  John 
                  looked somewhat puzzled, but said "Sure thing, Alan." 
                  "Thanks, 
                  John, I owe you for this." 
                  John 
                  closed the connection. "Yes," he said quietly to the darkened 
                  screen "and you'll never know how much," before pressing the 
                  button that would signal a non-emergency call. 
                   
                  "What's up 
                  John?" his father answered. 
                  "Hi there, 
                  Dad." He looked past his father at the other figures in the 
                  room. "Nothing's up, I just wondered if Tin Tin could do me a 
                  favour." 
                  Tin Tin 
                  looked up from the magazine she was reading. "Of course, John. 
                  What is it?" 
                  "Could you 
                  go over to the Round House for me and see how much high-speed 
                  film I've got left? I forgot to check before I came up here, 
                  and if I need some I might as well order it now so it will be 
                  ready for the next time I'm home. You know where I keep it, 
                  don't you?" 
                  "Yes, 
                  John. I'll do it now - I just fancy a walk anyway." 
                   
                    
                    
 
                  As Tin Tin 
                  entered the Round House she paused - she could hear music 
                  playing, and it seemed to be coming from the lounge. Quietly 
                  she pushed open the door to see Alan standing by the window, 
                  his trumpet to his lips. He was playing a piece of classical 
                  music that she couldn't identify, with high, fluting notes. 
                  When the music finished she came forward. "Alan, that was 
                  lovely! It's years since I've heard you play your trumpet - 
                  you've improved a lot since I last heard you." 
                  He lowered 
                  the instrument and smiled at her. "I normally keep it on the 
                  station and play there - it's a bit loud to play at home, but 
                  there were some pieces I wanted to work on, so I decided to 
                  bring it down with me this time." He hesitated, "Would you 
                  like to hear some more?" 
                  "Please, 
                  I'd love to." 
                  He walked 
                  over to the backing machine and selected a track, "I think 
                  you'll like this one." 
                  The music 
                  began with a theme played on the piano, slow and seductive. 
                  Then Alan raised his trumpet and took over the main theme, 
                  while the piano faded into the background. On the trumpet it 
                  sounded soulful, yearning. Tin Tin watched Alan as he played. 
                  His eyes were half-closed in concentration, and on the high 
                  notes he would raise the instrument, tipping back his head. 
                  There seemed to be something different about him. He seemed 
                  taller, for one thing, more mature. 
                  As the 
                  music finished Tin Tin applauded softly. "That was so 
                  beautiful! What is the music?" 
                  "It's a 
                  jazz piece from the middle of the last century called A 
                  child is waiting. It's one of my favourites." 
                  "You know, 
                  you look different when you're playing." 
                  He nodded, 
                  "I feel different. I think it's because this is something only
                  I can do - I don't have to worry about my brothers 
                  muscling in on it." He looked at her. "Have you ever wondered 
                  what things would be like if Dad hadn't started International 
                  Rescue?" 
                  She looked 
                  at him in surprise at the direction the conversation seemed to 
                  be taking, "Well, a lot of people who are alive today would be 
                  dead - including me." 
                  "Yes, 
                  that's true, but I sometimes wonder what it would be like to 
                  have my own life, and not be cooped up here with all my 
                  family, or up on the station all by myself." 
                  She looked 
                  at him, puzzled, "What are you trying to say, Alan?" 
                  He moved 
                  towards her, taking her hands in his. "Tin Tin, there's so 
                  much I want to say to you. Every month when I'm on the station 
                  I think of all the things I want to say, but when I get back 
                  down here I never seem to manage to say them. I often wish it 
                  could be just you and me here on the island, nobody else. Then 
                  I could tell you how I feel. As it is, I feel like we're in a 
                  goldfish bowl, with all the family looking on - I don't think 
                  I can work with an audience." 
                  Tin Tin 
                  felt herself start to flush. "Is that what all this has been 
                  about?" 
                  "What do 
                  you mean?" 
                  She pushed 
                  him away. "I've been going through hell all this time because 
                  you're worried about what your brothers might think? For 
                  heaven's sake, Alan, don't you ever stop to think that other 
                  people might have feelings too? I sit there day after day, 
                  waiting for you to make a move, knowing that any moment John 
                  might call down with another emergency and you'll be off. Do 
                  you have any idea what that's like? Watching you take off, 
                  wondering each time if this will be the time you don't come 
                  back?" Alan had never seen her like this. She was like a 
                  wildcat, her eyes flashing angrily. "I can't go on like this, 
                  Alan. Either we come to an understanding, or it's over." 
                  He flushed 
                  "And what will you do then? Go back to your lover, Eddie?" 
                  Her voice 
                  was icy calm. "Eddie never was my lover, Alan. Nor was anyone 
                  else. and not for any want of trying on their part either, but 
                  I was always waiting for you." Her voice rose. "Now I'm tired 
                  of waiting, tired of being treated like some spare part for 
                  one of your engines that you keep handy in case you might need 
                  it someday. Maybe I will go back to Eddie. At least he would 
                  consider my feelings, and there's a better chance he's going 
                  to come home each day." With those words she turned and ran 
                  from the room. 
                  Alan 
                  watched in dismay as she stormed out, slamming the door. Damn! 
                  he'd done it again - why did he always manage to say the wrong 
                  thing?. "Tin Tin, stop! Come back!" He ran after her, reaching 
                  the main door just as she was heading down the first flight of 
                  stairs. "Please come back! I didn't mean it like that!" 
                  She turned 
                  her head to look at him just as she started down the second 
                  flight. Her foot slipped on the step and as she felt her 
                  balance go she made a grab for the handrail. 
                  "Tin Tin! 
                  No!" Alan watched in horror as she fell down the rest of the 
                  flight to the ground. He ran after her. "Please be all right, 
                  Tin Tin, please!" he sobbed, as he bent over her. She moaned 
                  softly. His professional training took over as he quickly 
                  checked her over, then lifted his wristcomm and pressed the 
                  emergency sequence. When his father's face appeared, Alan gave 
                  a quick summary of what had happened. Within minutes Scott and 
                  Virgil emerged through the door of the Round House, carrying a 
                  stretcher. 
                  "What 
                  happened?" asked Scott.  
                  "We were 
                  having a row. She ran off and fell down the stairs. I think 
                  her collarbone is broken." 
                  Virgil 
                  grabbed Alan by the shoulders and shook him, hard. "What have 
                  you done to her?" 
                  Alan 
                  pushed back, belligerently, "What's it to you anyway?" 
                  Scott 
                  stepped between and separated them with a shove. "Leave off, 
                  you two - there's no time for that. Give me a hand to get her 
                  to sickbay." 
                    
                    
 
                  John paced 
                  back and forth across the control room of Thunderbird 5, 
                  clenching and unclenching his fists. The beep from the 
                  communications console was a welcome interruption. He pressed 
                  the switch and saw Gordon's face appear, with the slightly 
                  distorted view that showed he was using his wristcomm. 
                  "Hi 
                  there," said Gordon. "Dad said he'd told you the news when you 
                  made your check-in this evening. I thought you might like to 
                  have someone to talk to." 
                  John 
                  leaned both hands on the console. "What's happening down 
                  there?" 
                  "Brains 
                  reckons Tin Tin's got a mild concussion as well as the broken 
                  collarbone. Last time I looked in she was still unconscious. 
                  Both Alan and Kyrano were in there with her, sitting glaring 
                  at each other in total silence. Everybody's pretty tense - I 
                  even heard Dad and Grandma snapping at each other earlier." 
                  John 
                  looked at his brother. "Well, you might not want to talk to me 
                  soon." 
                  "Why's 
                  that?" 
                  "Because 
                  all this is my fault." John resumed his pacing, "Alan wanted 
                  me to find out why Tin Tin was mad at him. I talked to her, 
                  then gave him a chewing out about the way he'd been treating 
                  her." 
                  "When was 
                  this?" 
                  "Last 
                  month when I was down there." 
                  "So, 
                  excuse me for being thick here, but how is all this your 
                  fault? And for Pete's sake, will you stand still - you're 
                  making me sea-sick!" 
                  John 
                  stopped and looked at him. "You're the aquanaut. You don't get 
                  sea-sick." 
                  
                  "Space-sick then - whatever - you're making me giddy." 
                  John came 
                  and slumped in a chair in front of the console. "It's my fault 
                  because this afternoon Alan called me and got me to send Tin 
                  Tin over to the Round House. If I hadn't done that she 
                  wouldn't have had the fall!" 
                  Gordon 
                  looked at the despair in his brother's face and realisation 
                  dawned. "You're in love with her too?" John nodded, mutely. 
                  "Are you going to tell her?" 
                  "What good 
                  would it do? She's never going to look at anyone but Alan." 
                  "Geez, 
                  bro', how can you stand it? Living that close with her and not 
                  saying anything?" 
                  John 
                  shrugged. "I've managed this long. I'll just settle for seeing 
                  her happy." 
                  Gordon, 
                  for once, was at a loss for words. "Is there anything I can 
                  do?" 
                  "I don't 
                  want you saying anything to her, if that's what you mean. Not 
                  a word, OK?" 
                  "OK, 
                  brothers' honour." 
                  "And let 
                  me know when she wakes up." 
                  "Sure 
                  thing, bro'. You take care now." 
                  As 
                  Gordon's face disappeared from the screen, John went back to 
                  his pacing. 
                    
                    
 
                  Scott had 
                  been looking for Virgil, and finally tracked him down in 
                  Thunderbird 2's hangar. He emerged from the elevator to see 
                  his brother high up on the mobile scaffolding under the big 
                  craft's empty pod bay. 
                  "Virgil, 
                  what the heck are you doing?" 
                  Virgil 
                  spoke without looking round. "These clamps are due for 
                  checking. I thought I'd make a start." 
                  "At this 
                  hour?" Scott came nearer and noticed something that alarmed 
                  him. "Virgil! You're not wearing your safety harness! Come 
                  down off there!" 
                  Virgil 
                  glared down at him. "Stop ordering me around. You're not my 
                  commander when we're at home."  
                  "For 
                  heaven's sake, Virg," pleaded Scott, "haven't we had enough 
                  accidents today?" To his relief Scott saw his brother turn and 
                  press the controls to lower the platform. By the time it 
                  reached ground level, Virgil was sitting on the edge of the 
                  platform, his legs dangling. Scott climbed up and sat down 
                  beside him. "What's up, pal? I've never seen you fly off the 
                  handle the way you did this afternoon. You're usually the 
                  steady one." 
                  "Sorry, 
                  Scott, but when I saw Tin Tin lying there like that, something 
                  inside me just snapped." He scowled. "It's not fair – why is 
                  Alan in there with her? He's the last person she wants to see 
                  - she was trying to get away from him!" 
                  Scott put 
                  his arm round his brother's shoulders. "You've really got it 
                  bad, haven't you, little brother?" 
                  Virgil 
                  glanced sideways at him. "Is it that obvious?" 
                  "Only to 
                  me. I've seen the way you look at her. Well, maybe this will 
                  be your chance. If she doesn't want to see Alan any more, then 
                  you can make your move." He shook his head. "Sometimes I 
                  wonder what Dad was thinking of, bringing her back to live 
                  with us. When you've got five young men and one gorgeous girl 
                  cooped up together on an island like this, it's a wonder we're 
                  not awash with hormones." 
                  Virgil 
                  gave his brother a gentle punch on the shoulder. "Sounds like 
                  you're due for some shore leave, big brother." 
                  Scott 
                  grinned back. "I think we all are. Come on, let's stow this 
                  gear away and go back upstairs to see if there's any news."
                   
                    
                    
 
                  Ruth Tracy 
                  entered the sickbay to see Alan slumped in one of the chairs, 
                  despair written across his face as he held Tin Tin's limp 
                  hand. As she came in, Kyrano rose and, with a quiet "Excuse 
                  me," left the room.  
                  "Well, 
                  here's a turnaround" she said cheerfully.  
                  Her 
                  youngest grandson looked up. "What do you mean, Grandma?" he 
                  asked. 
                  She 
                  smiled. "Usually I come in here to find Tin Tin sitting next 
                  to you in that bed. I often have to chase her off to get some 
                  rest herself." 
                  Alan 
                  looked at the figure in the bed. "I'm only here because she's 
                  still asleep. Once she's awake, I don't think she'll want to 
                  see me again." 
                  His 
                  grandmother sat down on the other chair. "You two had a row, 
                  eh? Don't worry, it happens. When I think of all the rows I 
                  had with Harry when we were courting - and after we were 
                  married - but we had a long and happy time together, despite 
                  that." She looked at her grandson, smiling, "and don't look at 
                  me like that young Alan. Can't you imagine your grandmother as 
                  a young girl in love? The important thing after any argument 
                  is to pick yourself up, make up with each other and carry on 
                  from where you left off." 
                  Alan 
                  looked at the figure in the bed. "Do you think she'll forgive 
                  me?" 
                  "Of course 
                  she will - she loves you too much not to. She knows you love 
                  her too." 
                  "She 
                  does?" 
                  Ruth Tracy 
                  shook her head impatiently. "Alan, the fact that you love Tin 
                  Tin is the worst-kept secret on this island. I know it, so do 
                  your father and your brothers. I wouldn't be surprised if the 
                  man who pilots the mail-plane knows it too. But a girl still 
                  likes to hear it from the man she loves. You can never tell a 
                  girl too often that you love her." She paused, reflecting, 
                  "You know, I don't think a day of your parents' marriage went 
                  past without your father telling your mother how much he loved 
                  her." 
                  Alan 
                  stroked Tin Tin's hand. "I've wanted to tell her for so long 
                  how I feel, but it's so hard when I know everyone is watching 
                  me." 
                  "So what 
                  if they are? You and Tin Tin are both adults, you're free to 
                  do as you please." 
                  Alan 
                  scowled. "The other  boys don't seem to think I am. They're 
                  always treating me like a kid! Why did I have to be the 
                  youngest?" 
                  "Alan, 
                  however big the family, someone has to be the youngest. The 
                  crucial point," and her she took her grandson's chin in her 
                  hand and turned his face towards her, "is that you don't have 
                  to act the youngest. This is your chance - you could try 
                  acting the protective big brother for a change." 
                  "What do 
                  you mean?" 
                  Ruth 
                  pointed to the figure in the bed. "She's going to need help 
                  for the next few weeks with that arm in a sling. You can be 
                  there to look after her - see how you like it." She stood up. 
                  "Right, now I've got things to do. Do you want me to bring you 
                  a snack as you missed your supper?" 
                    
                  An hour 
                  later, Alan was still sitting there holding Tin Tin's hand 
                  when he felt her begin to stir. She opened her eyes. "Alan? 
                  What are you doing here?" 
                  "Taking 
                  care of you. I haven't been doing a very good job of it 
                  lately, but I'm going to do better from now on, I promise. How 
                  do you feel?" 
                  "My head 
                  hurts, and my arm. Alan, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say those 
                  things to you." 
                  "I'm sorry 
                  too. I didn't realise quite how I felt about you until I saw 
                  you lying at the bottom of those stairs. I think I know now 
                  how you've been feeling every time I go off on a rescue." He 
                  stroked her hair. "I love you Tin Tin." 
                  She 
                  smiled. "I know that, silly." She paused. "Will you do 
                  something for me - well, two things, actually." 
                  "Of 
                  course, what are they?" 
                  "Will you 
                  play your trumpet for me again? – not now, but when my head's 
                  feeling a bit better. I like you when you play." 
                  "Of 
                  course. And what's the other thing?" 
                  She 
                  smiled. "Will you kiss me?" 
                  He leant 
                  over the bed to kiss her cheek. "Not there, idiot" she said, 
                  turning her head and putting her hand round the back of his 
                  head so their lips touched. 
                  Ruth 
                  Tracy, who had just been entering with a tray of food, backed 
                  out quietly and closed the door. They had taken a bit of 
                  nudging, but it looked like things were now heading in the 
                  right direction. 
 
                   
                  
                  Author's 
                  Postscript:Is this the end of the story? Will Alan keep his promise, or 
                  will he slip back into his old ways? Will Virgil seize the 
                  chance to make a move, or will John finally declare his love? 
                  I don't know – yet.
 
                  
                  But I 
                  would like to make all of you an offer. This story could go in 
                  several different directions, so I would like to declare it 
                  'open' and give other authors the chance to finish it. Write 
                  your own story , carrying on either from here, or from the end 
                  of chapter 2 and post it for the rest of us to read. Use the 
                  summary line to make it clear that you are continuing this 
                  story (as I did with On the Spot as a continuation of 
                  BoomerCat's 
                  Aftermath) and let's see where it will take us. 
                  
                  Happy 
                  writing, friends!quiller
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